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#eatibg disorder
sweetthinangel · 1 year
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do you ever feel so alone with your thoughts that you wanna scream and cry and puke and pull your hair and just curl up in a small ball after? Oh and lose so much weight that everyone notices and cares?
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strange-macaroni · 1 year
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♡Reblog to hit your gw by Christmas ♡
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devilishferoine · 10 months
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I think I like the idea of being breakable. Small, fragile, wrists the size of pennies, a throat you can wrap a single hand around, wondering how much effort it would take to just snap it. I want people to look at me and think about how easy it would be to take control of me, to hurt me, to destroy me. I’m not quite sure why, I’ve always been the opposite of breakable. I’ve always been a wildfire, melting the skin off anyone who got too close. Maybe I’m just tired. People don’t like fire anyways, the heat is only comfortable for a little bit before it gets dangerously scalding. Would reducing myself to something less than human make me tolerable? Would being broken give me some sort of purpose? I want to be skin and bones, curled under heated blankets, I want to just give up. “You used to be a fighter,” he said, but I’m sick of fighting. Use me, break me, toss me aside, do whatever you want to me, because I’m not fighting anymore.
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sillystuffinmyhead · 1 year
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My therapist asked me today what's stressing me all day long...
FOOD, DUDE!
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thinslxis · 1 year
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I was about to skip lunch and my little sister (10 years old) looks me in the eyes and says "I know you are hungry, ur perfect u don't need to lose weight, come eat"
:((
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kxtklutz · 8 months
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What I ate today
I’m not exactly sure the specific number of strawberries i ate, i forgot to count, but i would say that was around 40-60 cal. Had that for lunch and now im eating al gratin potatoes for dinner which is around 150 cals, thats a lot. So i would say so far my sub cal count is around 190-210 which is pretty good considering im only allowing myself 1600 cals a day. I drink water too.
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dqv-writes-stuff · 2 years
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TW: ED
I wanted to share a poem I wrote about my e@ting disorder.
This isn’t my usual content, but I had to share it with someone.
This poem is inspired by “To Myself” by Franz Wright.
You are slumped against the cold tiles 
of your bathroom floor again,
sweat drenching your skin. 
And I am with you.
I’m the ache in your stomach,
the voice in your head,
and the ribs peeking through 
your paper skin, and I am
the number on the scale
which tips dangerously low.
I’m the acid taste in your throat,
and the people
 you’ve pushed aside,
and I am the gum you chew
to ease the pain.
I am the hurricane of words
which you have shoved so far
down they don’t hurt anymore.
and your hair going down the drain
the rot in your teeth-
and if you starve yourself today,
I will hold you as you cry,
and I will whisper sweet 
nothings to you.
I am the tears you shed
and I will say 
“ it’s going to be alright.”
I will cradle you.
“Things will get better, I promise.”
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pr3ttty-v0m1t · 2 years
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this all sucks sm i have like two people left that i can actually spend time with food is all i think about even the person who used to be my bestfriend is scary to hangout with bc he might want to do something that involves eating
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calendula-0 · 2 years
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new ed discord server! join if you’d like <3
https://discord.gg/rePCbmcU
also lmk when the invite expires and I’ll edit the post
:)
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ea16 · 1 year
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I NEED to lose as much weight as possible before February 10th, how do I loose weight in the fastest way??
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wannarexicsworld · 1 year
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i don't want to be the fat girl anymore, the big girl, the thick girl. i want to be the skinny girl, the one who ppl remember as the girl who doesn't eat, the pretty one, the one guys can pick up with little to no effort, the one who's so skinny that ppl are concerned.
i just want the feeling of being skinny for once in my life...
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sweetthinangel · 1 year
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what doesn’t leave my mind is that I am so worried about you guys here on edblr.. or anyone who struggles. Please stay safe everyone you are loved <3
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strange-macaroni · 1 year
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Guess who's back?
Uhh hi?
Lol kinda abandoned everyone at some point in November I think? I got down to 115 and I was at my lowest, I was struggling to walk home from school, I was constantly in a bad mood and would get dizzy all the time..
Do I regret it? Nope. I'm back lol
I'm back at 124 however I need to weigh in the morning to make sure
I'm doing the same as before, one meal a day and that's it.
My first gw is 117lbs, my ugw is 110.
Wish me luck xxx
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devilishferoine · 2 years
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Don’t stop until you’re so sick that they can’t deny it anymore.
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sillystuffinmyhead · 8 months
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hate myself at the moment, just want to be skinny
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thinslxis · 2 years
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Yall ever have "luxury" things you can only do while starving and "doing good" like I'm a huge bookworm but I can only read If I'm restricting and losing.
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