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21f. Only pro for me, don't ⭐️ve yourself, kids.
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Weigh in tomorrow!!! Zero expectations. I'm trying really hard not to hope for a specific number. I'm just going to hope for loss. As long as I lose, I'm winning.
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UGW by halloween?? Crossing my fingers and praying over a can of Coke Zero
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I still have 35lbs to go until I hit my UGW, but I'm SO fucking glad I lost 55lbs before I moved. Can you imagine showing up to a new city at your highest weight??? Fuck that. I would have been mortified.
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Soup OMAD is going well. I'm on day 2 of 3 and I feel pretty good :)
I'm hungry, obviously, but I've sort of reached a point where I just don't care. I can feel the hunger, I know that my body wants food, but it feels like it doesn't matter. It's temporary. It's one more day. It's nothing. I'm weighing in on Sunday, and then it's back to our regularly scheduled content.
Should tomorrow's soup of the day be chicken noodle or lentil?
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Nothing like spending my Friday shift quietly contemplating su1c1de lol
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How much longer can I hold out before I finally have to go out and buy a new bra and new leggings? Both are too big for me now, but I still have like 35lbs to lose. I don't want to spend money on stuff I'm just gonna have to replace again in a couple months...
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If you saw me at my HW, no you didn't.
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I'm doing a soup OMAD until Sunday :)
One can of soup per day, plus at least 2 litres of water and a Fiber One bar (70 cals), so hopefully everything will keep running smoothly. Today, I had spicy chicken gumbo for 300cals. Hopefully, this will counteract my overeating yesterday and Tuesday while my parents were visiting.
I'm trying my best to maintain absolutely no expectations for my weigh-in on Sunday. Any loss is good loss. I just hope I don't gain or maintain. I will lose my marbles if that happens again this month.
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I want my boobs to GO AWAY
Ugh I'm so fucking sick and tired of them being in the way all the time. I want to be able to go braless so badly. It haunts me. I just want to wear cute, backless tops and dresses with over-the-shoulder sleeves without having to worry about my bra showing.
I've never been smaller than a B cup since I was literally 11 years old. Maybe at 110, that'll change.
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I always eat too much when my family visits.
The thing is, I don't even know if it IS too much. I'm eating the same as my mom (who has a fine relationship with food and is a slim person). It's a normal amount of food, but my body has no idea what to do with it. When I'm not in a deficit, it's like my body knows and is rebelling against absorbing the calories. I had half an omelet, half a serving of hash browns, half an English muffin, and a hot chocolate today. One regular meal, but it was probably more calories tyan i usually eat in a whole day by itself. I have acid reflux, a stomach ache, a headache, I puked an hour ago, and I'm just laying in bed because I have zero energy to do anything else.
Why do I feel so much better when I'm actively starving? Why do I feel like utter shit when I eat like a normal person? Not just mentally, but physically? Shouldn't I feel better after eating more food?? I'm so confused. I don't know what's going on.
OMAD'ing a can of soup a day for the next three days might help. I'm just so fucking confused.
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My birthday was fine. Only two of my friends remembered it. It's fine. I'm doing fine.
(They would give a shit about my birthday if I was skinny)
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My coworker gave me a bunch of candy for my birthday, and I really don't want to eat it. It's so weird being at a stage in my life where it's not even that I'm anxious about food or afraid of empty/extra calories, I just don't fucking want the candy. I don't want it. I don't want the food. I'm more comfortable when my stomach is empty. I don't enjoy the feeling of being full. I feel heavy and bloated, and it's deeply unpleasant. I would 100% rather just not.
That being said, I don't want to throw it in the garbage either, so I'll probably donate it to the food pantry or give it to a homeless person or something.
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Last month, I bought a pair of jeans for the first time in like three or four years. Today, I put them on, and they were loose in the waistband, but I could still wear them. Next month, I hope they'll be so loose I won't be able to wear them 🖤
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145.6 BITCHES 2.4LBS DOWN I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD.
Still fat, but it's definitely progress.
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I want to do a week where I OMAD a can of soup. One can a day, maybe a different soup every day. Maybe the week after next? Tuesday (the 23rd) is my birthday, and my family is visiting me Monday-Wednesday, so I'll have a couple metabolism days under my belt. Maybe the following week? Maybe I'll do it next Thursday-Sunday just to see how it goes.
In my experience, low restricting for a full week usually results in me losing literally no weight at all and just feeling like shit, but I'm curious to see if I'd lose more by low restricting for a few days directly following a couple metabolism days. Like, for science.
I'll think about it. Grocery money is running low for the rest of the month anyway, so I'll probably be OMADing anyway once my family leaves, lol.
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