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After Dark
After Dark pt. 3
after dark pt. 3 , after dark pt. 2 , after dark pt. 1
If you haven't read after dark pt. 1 you know the drill
warnings: not many in this but there’s fighting for sure and of course vamp shit, mentions of violence and a toxic argument and swearing
word count: 2.9k
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The anticipation ever so growing in your stomach was hard not to notice as you waited patiently for Eddie to come over. Your leg bounced fast as you stared anxiously at your alarm clock as each minute passed by. You even did several useless tasks to distract yourself trying to get time to somehow move faster. The later it got the more your mind went over and started connecting all the dots. Tons of theories fill your head as most of them were not so pleasant. You were happy your boyfriend was alive, but you could not be anymore scared that it was too good to be true as it always was for you. Breaking you out of your anxiety-induced haze was Eddie's white sneakers as they thudded on your carpeted bedroom floor.
"Sorry, I'm late sweetheart." He grinned his voice apologetic as he walked over to grab you and kiss you, but you pushed yourself away as much as you hated to.
"What's going on Y/N?" He breathed still having his hands placed firmly on your arms his cold rings giving you goosebumps as he looked at you worried about what you are gonna say. Holding his breath as he saw the cold look on your face.
"You know bodies have been showing up drained of blood?" You interrogated as you looked up at him pacing back and forth in your room as he nervously played with his bottom lip.
"Yeah about that..." He trailed off his pacing at a halt as he stood in front of you his gaze now on you as he stared at you intently. Shame seemingly written all over his pale face.
"What did you do?" You sighed tears brewing in your eyes as the thought crossed your mind that he wasn't the same Eddie. Despite the similar appearance and the slight glimpses of the boy you loved, he would never intentionally hurt someone let alone multiple people. That wasn't Eddie. The boy who would make you smile even when you had the grodiest type of day. The boy who would open every door for you because it was the "polite way" as his uncle Wayne taught him. The boy who even with Jason and pretty much everyone else at Hawkin's High against him still never made them feel the way he did. The boy that would take freshmen under his wing and have them be a part of something. The dungeon master Dustin had looked up to. And lastly, that same boy who selflessly sacrificed himself for a town that didn't deserve him.
"When I woke up here there was powerful urge I had never felt after I tried drinking water out of the couple bottles I could scrounge from the houses that were abandoned because of the portals and as much as I drank nothing would quench this insatiable thirst I had. I finally saw someone as I passed into a safe zone and as they began to ask me if I was okay all I could hear was the blood pumping through their veins. My mouth started to water as I fell into a trance staring at their neck, they tried to get my attention but my throat wouldn’t stop burning. I tried to stop myself but it was too late but I bit into them before they could even begin to scream. I sucked them dry like it was some sort of instinct in me. It filled this hunger in me I never had. Before I knew it their body went limp in my arms and the light in their eyes went out and their lifeless body fell to the ground as I stared in horror at what I did. Do you know what is the worst part about it all though Y/N? I enjoyed it. I am a sick enough bastard to enjoy draining the life out of somebody." Eddie cursed as he began to tear up frustrated his hand balled up in a fist pissed at himself as he saw the look of fear wash over your face as you stiffened up in his presence. Your heart was beating out of your chest but not in a good way. In the way that scared the living hell out of you.
Eddie's mind was racing as he saw you sit there frozen as you just stared at him his heart aching at the thought of you thinking he was a monster. A monster you couldn't love. He wouldn't blame you if you did though because he's done horrible things worst than selling drugs and worst than being a convicted murderer. He was that murderer now. He was what everyone called him. A freak and a murderer.
"Y/N can you please say something?" Eddie exhaled as you still were sitting there having no idea what to say. He had murdered people what were you gonna do? As much as you loved him can you even leave him behind?
"Please say something Y/N!" He snapped staring at you as he visibly starting to get upset by your silence.
"Why wouldn't you tell me?" You quietly responded as you looked down at your toes digging into the carpet as you disassociated thoughts jumbled in your mind as your emotions were all over the place.
"I know I can't protect you from everything Y/N but I wish you'd let me protect you from things I can control," Eddie stated walking back up to you and caressing your cheek as you flinched at his touch.
The fear inside you was there along with the worry that he could just bite into you and end your life any second now was looming. You wouldn't want to think Eddie would do such a horrible thing to you. but what if his anger was too much to handle and he somehow hurt you. What if he couldn't control it or the bloodlust became too much for him. He had already left numerous bodies and who knows how many are gonna pile up. You knew deep down inside that your life was gonna drastically change whatever choice you decided to make.
“You obviously can’t because people are popping up drained of blood and as the only vampire in Hawkins and WANTED for murder. I’m sure you are their first suspect.” You fumed angry that he is just brushing this off like its nothing like he didn’t end the lives of people who had families and loved ones. Whatever he has become might take him over one day and you would be the first victim of that fallout.
“I only feed when I have no other choice or else my body starts to stop working. Why do you think I haven’t been around you so much? I can hear your heart making your blood pump faster every time you see me.” He remarked walking up to you as he trailed his index finger down your next and the hickey he had left the other night.
“It takes so much restraint just to be near you.” He leaned into your neck kissing it lightly making your breath hitch in response as his hair lightly brushed the sides of your face as goosebumps started arising on your skin. Your heart was racing as he breathed in your scent. 
“Y/N!” You hear your door open and you jump back in surprise as you notice Eddie is gone when he was so close to you before. A cool breeze whooshing by you.
“What’s got you so jumpy dear?” Your sweet mother asked as you stared at her shock written all over your face.
“Yeah uh just didn’t expect you to come in so suddenly, what’s going on?” You sighed running your hand nervously through your hair.
“That young boy Dustin is here, he said he wanted to talk to you about some campaign. Idk what that is.” Your mother chuckled.
“Well send him up.” You smiled awkwardly wondering why Dustin would show up out of the blue hoping it was just about a campaign and not about a certain someone coming back to life.
“Alright sweetie he’ll be up here in a second.” She smiled reassuringly as she lightly shut the door.
A whoosh of air startles you as Eddie stands in front of you. Was he there the whole entire time? Where on earth was he hiding? 
“I should go I don’t want Dustin to see me like this. I’ll try not to hurt anyone in the meantime, but meet me in the woods during school tomorrow so we can talk about this some more.” Eddie then quickly kissed you on the forehead and before you opened your eyes he was at your window.
“I love you so much we’ll get through this.” He assured as he quickly vanished out of view as Dustin busted into the room. 
“Were you talking to someone Y/N?” Dustin asked his bushy eyebrows furrowed as he walked in.
“I was talking to myself trying to think of the campaign you wanted to talk about since I don’t remember if there even was one.” You smiled changing the subject but also coming up with the best save you could. 
“There’s no campaign Y/N you should know that by now, but I did come here to tell you about all the people in Hawkins showing up mysteriously drained of blood. Do you think its Upside Down related?” He hypothesized already catching onto something going on that wasn’t something we have dealt with before. 
“Dustin you forget there are portals open everywhere. Whatever is coming out of them isn’t our problem anymore. Eventually this whole town will be vacant. We have no idea how to even defeat Vecna. What are we gonna do about some blood sucking demogorgon whatever it is?” You ranted trying to get Dustin to rethink this and back off a little as much as you loved his curiosity and willingness to help it wouldn’t help Eddie. 
“Y/N I get that Eddie is dead but he would want you to fight harder than this.” Dustin preached sternly sitting across from you as you looked down to your hands playing with your fingers.
“How can he want anything if he’s gone Dustin?” You solemnly replied trying not to make eye contact so he wouldn’t figure out how full of shit you were right now. As much as you wanted to scream from the rooftops that Eddie was alive would anyone trust him? Or would you just continue putting him into more danger?
“Y/N I just want to get justice not just for Eddie but Max too. WE owe them that.” Dustin declared.
Just as you were about to reply your mom creaked the door open with Steve standing next to her.
“Henderson where have you been?” Steve asked obviously annoyed. “If you ask me for a ride don’t send me on some goose hunt to find you.” 
“I told you I was going over to Y/N’s and you got all blushy and weird about it.” Dustin replied teasing Steve as you sat there wondering what he was even talking about.
“Did not.” Steve replied quickly getting visibly nervous as he stood awkwardly in your bedroom wearing his family video vest thinking about how he never thought he’d be standing here.
“Did too! Stevie boy here totally has a crush on you.” Dustin said laughing at how much Steve’s face turned red as he went silence. 
“Steve Harrington have a crush on me? You have to be kidding me Dustin.” You blushed with a small smile on your face wondering how he even did since you totally saw how hung up on Nancy he was in the Upside Down. Sure Steve called you pretty the other day but maybe that was just an innocent little compliment. At least so you thought.
“I mean who wouldn’t have a crush on Y/N? She’s gorgeous.” Steve gulped shyly looking at the ground as he ran his hand through his brown hair. his hand resting on his hip.
“Just ask her out already geez.” Dustin laughed at how fidgety Steve got as he stood there looking nervously between the floor. 
You laughed nervously in response thinking about how you weren't single right now like both Dustin and Steve thought. You kept thinking that Steve wouldn’t just randomly ask you on a date or anything because if he did what would you say? I have a boyfriend when HE’S SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD. Your nerves were all over the place as you saw Steve begin to open his mouth to speak.
“Soo about a date would you want to go on a date Y/N? It’s fine if you don’t want to I would totally get it if you don-” Steve rambled on but you stopped him as you just word vomited.
“Yes.” You replied quickly and nervously as you realized you are pretty much cheating but how else would people believe that Eddie isn’t alive? This was to protect him right? 
Steve laugh and sigh mixture was kinda cute in a way as he smiled at you, “Pick you up around eight tomorrow then?” 
“Perfect.” You smiled really thinking you deserve an Oscar at how well you are acting right now. 
“Okay what on earth just happened?” Dustin exclaimed as he looked surprised as he looked between you and Steve. 
“Looks like I just landed me a hot date Henderson now hurry up your mom is gonna freak out if I don’t get your ass home before 9.” Steve insisted as his keys jingled as he held them up resting his other hand firmly on his hip.
As soon as Steve and Dustin left your room after saying goodbye and Steve giving you a hug before he got in his car you closed your bedroom door for hopefully the final time tonight. 
“What the fuck was that Y/N?” Eddie growled as he stood in your room his face plastered with anger. 
“It’s not what you think Eddie and you have every right to be mad but just trust me.” You breathed in holding in your breath as fear struck you as you felt the anger radiating off him. 
“Not what I fucking think? I saw you hug Steve and even said yes to a date with him. You’re right I defiantly have the right to be mad” He fumed as he stood there still as his hands balled into a fist so hard it looked like his nails were digging into his palms. 
“You wanted me to make sure they didn’t know you were alive! I thought that would cover your ass if I go on this stupid date! So you are mad at me for protecting you?” You yelled as he stood there his red eyes just boring into you as you were now fuming despite being scared by his dark angry presence. 
“You’re not going.” Eddie demanded still standing there his words harsh and to the point but you weren’t just gonna lie there and take it. 
“I can go if I want you aren’t gonna tell me what to do.” You raged pissed off at the audacity he had to try and control you. It really was pushing you away as the Eddie you fell in love with wouldn’t act like this let alone try and tell you what to do. You said your peace. If he can’t understand that this “date” is to protect him from anyone trying to hurt him then he can just leave. 
“You don’t think I won’t stop you Y/N? You aren’t that fucking stupid.” Eddie threatened as he still stood there intently staring at you. 
“Get the fuck out of my house.” You breathed tired of arguing as you teared up a little by his harsh words. Eddie never acts like this what has gotten into him?
“Fine act that way just don’t expect me to see me again.” Eddie said harshly before a whoosh of wind and he was gone. 
After you walked over to your open window the cool night breeze hitting you as closed it not locking it in the process just in case Eddie decided even for a second he would come back through it. This was probably the worst fight you ever had since. Before his death you only fought once in your year long relationship and it was over the stupidest thing you couldn’t even remember. This time it was a real fight and you felt a heavy weight was on you now and a part of you wanted to take it back but another part didn’t. You never would expect Eddie to start trying to control you or threaten you since that never was in his nature despite Jason’s persistent attempts to label him a cult leader. You understood he was a vampire that felt odd to even say, but you couldn’t imagine what he was going through. Something just felt dark about him now like he had a side you’ve never seen and if you truly loved him you know people change and that you are supposed to love them every step of the way. You are just trying to protect him and keep his secret for now and the only way you could think of making people believe you didn’t know anything was to go on a date with Steve. You thought Steve was attractive and sweet for sure, but he wasn’t Eddie. 
As you laid in bed staring at the window at the moon thinking maybe Eddie was looking at it too. You felt bad for saying yes to Steve but you felt even worse that Eddie was eavesdropping and heard you. You defiantly were conflicted but it would be insanely awkward if you didn’t go on that date considering you saw Steve more than just some random boy at your school. What the hell should you even do?
A/N : I’m so sorry this took SO long I’ve been dealing with the works lmao I started my second year of college and my daughter got sick ( I’m a single mom ) so I’ve been going through it! I love all the appreciation for this story! It means the world to me :) thank you so much all of you ♡
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Part 2 of afterdark vampire Eddie ?😊 please and thank u
Part two is posted! https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/ssadiemariesworld/690631542130753536?source=share :) <3
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After Dark
after dark pt. 2 , after dark pt. 3
after dark pt. 1  if you haven’t read that yet DON’T READ THIS thank you :) 
word count: 3.9k words :))
warnings: 18+ SMUT, fluff, mentions of death, blood, hickeys and bruises, rough seggs weed, and swearing. Vamp shit again of course :) 
A/N: once again loosely based on the theory Eddie will become Kas. 
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“But I’m here. I woke up here.” Eddie explained as his eyes glinted red for a second, “Come sit down please.”
As you cautiously approached your bed and sat next to Eddie his now obvious red eyes glinting in the moonlight at you made a shiver crawl down your spine. It felt like your Eddie and looked like him, but part of you sensed something different. It was more than just the sudden eye change but his skin was almost white like notebook paper and his teeth were defiantly more pointy then before.
“Do you feel okay?” You asked breaking the silence as he was just gazing at you.
“Yes I feel fine sweetheart why are you asking?” He mused moving your hair out of your face grazing your cheek with his fingers. 
“Eddie you act like you didn’t just come back to life and now are in my bedroom. Part of me is believing this is some sick delusion right now.” You whisper yelled moving his hand away from your face causing him to frown. 
“Why does it matter how I came back? At least I’m here with you.” Eddie asserted bringing his hand back up to your cheek caressing it. “And I’ve missed you.” 
“Eddie stop I don’t know why you’re just brushing this off. We didn’t defeat Vecna and you showing up two days after DYING doesn’t look good right now.” You pulled back again scooting farther away from him making Eddie sigh placing his hands down on his lap. 
“Y/N I woke up alone on the ground in the trailer park not in the Upside Down. My bites were gone and of course my entire home was destroyed. I just wanted to come see you and touch you so I know this isn’t just a dream or fucked up purgatory.” He confessed throwing his hands up in the air in frustration.
“Eddie you also gotta understand how insane it is to me that you are even alive in front of me right now.” You replied looking him in his red eyes still trying to get used to the sight. 
“I do understand, but you know what else is pretty insane?” He grinned slowly moving himself closer to you his body warmth shocking you considering he’s undead and all.
“What is that?” You questioned as he slowly inched his face closer to yours the space between you shrinking as your eyes darted between his lips and intense lustful stare. 
Before you knew it his lips were slamming into his the same feeling you’d get every time you would kiss him shock waving throughout your body. This kiss was saying all the words you couldn’t say and the same for him making it ten times more intense. As your body erupted with goosebumps as his lips traced down your neck making you shiver with each kiss he pecked along it. A moan escaped your lips as he began sucking the sweet spot on your neck. Your fingers intertwining in his hair as he did. He smirked into your neck before continuing his hands gripping your hips. After he got rid of your shirt he then slammed you hard into the bed a little harder than usual and pinned you down with his body sucking hard on your neck making you moan even louder. Suddenly it started to hurt and not like good hurt, bad hurt. 
“Eddie.” You tapped him but he wouldn’t stop and it kept continuing to get more and more uncomfortable.
“Eddie!” You loudly said trying to push him with both your hands as hard as you could, but he wasn’t budging. 
“You didn’t use the safe word.” The pain suddenly stopping as Eddie popped his head up laughing like nothing just happened.
“Did you not hear me? or feel me touching you?” You who was obviously not pleased with just happened asked him as he looked at you confused on what he did wrong.
“No and I’m sorry you’re just soooo sexy I couldn’t help myself.” He smiled before starting to kiss down your chest stopping at your black lacey bra. “Could you ever forgive me?” 
You just rolled your eyes in response as he looked up at you smirking at your bratty attitude he sure missed for the short time he wasn’t breathing. 
“So is that a yes?” He breathed as he laid his chin on you. 
“Yes.” You nodded and bit your lip as he swiftly undid your bra exposing your top half the cold air hitting you making your nipples hard.
“God you’re so beautiful.” He gloated looking down at your half naked body admiring it before kissing in-between your breasts and down your stomach stopping as he reached your panties.
“How about get rid of these shall we?” He said tugging the lace material off your body the air making it incredibly obvious how turned on you were by this whole encounter. 
Placing a delicate kiss on your clit as he adjusted himself between your legs propping them up with his hands. He began to lick at your clit speeding up when he saw how much you were squirming and moaning in pleasure. The red eyes kinda sexy at this angle as he looked up licking every last drop of you. 
“You never fail to taste so good.” He hummed as he continued licking while slowly adding two fingers inside you moving them in and out with ease. 
“Eddie oh my god.” You moaned gripping his curly brown hair tightly in your fingers as you were nearing your climax.
His fingers started to move faster and so did his tongue making you a complete moaning mess. Fuck being quiet this felt incredible as you were almost about to cum Eddie stopped and started undoing his jeans.
“If you’re gonna cum from anything sweetheart it’s gonna be my dick.” As he pulled down his boxers his not to brag or anything huge dick sprang up already hard from his previous endeavors. 
As soon as his jeans were off he flipped you over so your back was bent and your ass was up giving it a good smack before slowly easing himself into you making you moan as he stretched you out. He then began thrusting into you slowly at first before speeding up as you moaned with each thrust. Gripping your hips and groaning as he slammed into you the noise of your skin slapping together with his in a sweet melody. You honestly didn’t care about what your parents thought because this felt way too damn good for you to even think about them. Eddie hitting your sweet spot hard and deep just like you liked it. 
“You missed this didn’t you? Me deep inside you as you moan my name.” He hissed as he grabbed you by your hair and pulled you up to his mouth keeping his thrust pace as he kissed your neck. 
“Yes..” You moaned putting your head back as the pleasure over took your body drool dripping down your chin as he fucked you so well. 
As his fingers began rubbing your clit your vision went hazy only focusing on the mind altering pleasure you were experiencing. You were extremely close as he pounded into you rough gripping your arms behind your back. The most intense orgasm rushed over your body as you shot your head back and moaned gripping your bedsheets. Eddie followed after filling you up moaning loud as he finished his own mind blowing orgasm.
“Maybe I should die and come back to life more often.” Eddie huffed after plopping down next to you on your bed. 
“Shut up.” You playfully said smiling as you lightly smacked him on his arm.
“So how was that?” Eddie asked kissing your forehead as you adjusted yourself laying your head on his chest as he covered your still naked body up with your blankets as you were snuggling into him.
“It was amazing.” You huffed out exhausted from your previous activities as you laid in your lovely dead boyfriend’s arms cherishing it way more then you did in the past savoring each beat of his heart.  And if you were honest part of you never thought you would hear it again. 
“Did I hurt you?” He mumbled as he held up your forearm and to your surprise was littered with black and blue bruises. 
“No I don’t think so..” You trailed off moving the blankets to see black and blue bruises on your hips too, a bruise for each one of his fingertips. 
Eddie just looked at you and got up form out of the bed after that walking and putting his back up against the wall. Pain in his eyes as he stared at what he did to your body. He had no idea that he was gripping you that hard. You didn’t say anything so why would he think he hurt you? But the dark bruises on your soft skin in front of him begged to differ. His heart dropped to his stomach as he stared at them a sick taste in his mouth. He bruised up the woman he loved and he had no idea he was even doing it. What else could he do to you? He doesn’t even know his own strength. Thoughts like that invading Eddie’s mind.
“Eddie why are you looking at me like that? You didn’t hurt me.I enjoyed it. A lot actually. You know I like it rough. This isn’t nothing just please come lay down.” You patted the still warm spot next to you as you stared at him in confusion. You just got him back and now he’s acting like he can’t be around you without hurting you. 
And once again like I light switch flipped his eyes softened and he came and sat down at the end of your bed. 
“I just never want to hurt you on purpose or even on accident, this has just been a very crazy past 2 days and to be honest I have no idea what is even going on.” He swallowed as he waved his hands around as he talked emphasizing his distress. 
“I know Eddie its almost as crazy as my dead boyfriend who mysteriously came back to life seducing me into having some bitchin sex.” You grinned as he smiled back at you. No matter how upset he was you always knew how to make him smile even in the worst moments.
“Alright maybe we are pretty even on the crazy then.” He chuckled as he pecked your lips. 
“Now can we just lay down and deal with all the craziness tomorrow for once? I  almost lost you so try and stay this time.” You requested patting the spot next to you as he happily obliged sliding next to you putting his arm around you as you laid your head back on his chest. 
“Now this is better.” You yawned as your eyes began to flutter as you started to doze off. 
Eddie beamed as he kissed your head the kiss lingering there for a minute as he cherished moments like this with you. A moment he never thought he might have lost before. 
𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐
You must’ve fallen asleep as you woke up alone in your bedroom your alarm clock blaring throughout your cold air conditioned room. Already missing the warmth of Eddie, you look to where he was to see a note scribbled on a piece of your notebook paper.
“Sorry had to take care of some things - Love Eddie” And of course he drew his scribble version of a heart with an arrow through it.
As much as you would like to dwell on your undead boyfriends whereabouts you didn’t want to be late for school since apparently even when the world is practically ending you still had to attend. The gym still being used as shelter you walked into school that day getting stares from everyone as you had bruises and a huge hickey from your steamy night with Eddie.
“Hey Y/N! Just asking but what’s with the bruises and hickey on your neck?” Robin pointed at you as you sat across to her and Vicki at lunch.
“Okay well that’s kinda more of an answer I would like to tell you over there.” You motioned over to the girls bathrooms as Robin looked at you confused at first but then it clicked and she nodded politely excusing herself from the table and telling Vicki she’d be right back.
“Okay now what’s going on?” Robin asked as soon as she checked all the stalls making sure the coast was clear.
“Eddie isn’t dead.” You grinned as Robin looked at you like you were delusional.
“Y/N I know you’re grieving and all but this is taking denial to an extreme.” She replied looking concerned for your mental well being as you smiled at her.
“Robin no seriously Eddie is actually alive, we had hot sex-“ but you were cut off by Robin.
“Oh god I do NOT need to know about you and Eddie’s sex life okay? I believe you.” She announced disgusted by the mention of you slapping skin with Eddie Munson out of all people.
“Thank god I thought you were thinking I was seriously delusional there for a second.” You sighed a breath of relief as you were finally happy to tell someone about it since the excitement of Eddie being back had been nagging at you ever since you saw him in your room last night.
“But wait you’re telling me your dead boyfriend is alive and the first thing you do is have sex with him, but you didn’t even care to ask him how he’s even alive?” She asked visibly confused by your logic here since we have been dealing with demo everything lately.
“Okay well you gotta give me the benefit of the doubt I did ask him and he pretty much told me he doesn’t know so I didn’t push him further on it.” You testified as you played nervously with your fingers realizing how kinda dumb that was considering all the shit that has been happening around Hawkins lately.
“Did he look any different?” Robin speculated leaning against the sink.
“Yeah his eyes were red like a deep dark red and his skin was paler than usual, his bleeding bites mysteriously gone too like they somehow healed.” You disclosed as the her eyes continued to widen as you explained it.
“Y/N are you serious?!.” Robin shouted.
“What? I couldn’t just turn my back on him Robin, what if it really is Eddie?” You pleaded.
“Whatever he is, it doesn’t sound like a good thing Y/N.” She cautioned.
“I’m not turning my back on him.” You broadcasted crossing your arms as you said it making it known that you weren’t gonna do that to Eddie. You knew deep down Eddie was there, but sure there was a part of you that wasn’t sure about whatever was going on with him and why he’s even alive in the first place but you’ll cross that bridge when you come to it.
“I’m your best friend and as much as I wanna support you on this, I’m worried about you.” She breathed.
“Well don’t be I can handle myself.” As naïve as that sounded you stormed out of the bathroom your heavy footsteps echoing through the halls on your way out of the school. As much as you appreciated her concern trying to make you feel like you made a mistake with trying to be there for Eddie through whatever is going on with him made you upset. I mean she knew how much Eddie meant to you and maybe she would know more about it if she spent more time with you instead of Steve.
“Hey Y/N!” Steve shouted as he leaned against his car in the school parking lot.
“What is it now Harrington?” You sighed as you walked over to his car not sure what he would even need with you.
“How have you been feeling?” He asked giving you the same sympathizing look he gave you the other day.
“I’ve been fine thank you for asking.” You quickly answered his question trying not to do his way of connection thing he was obviously trying to do.
“I just wanted to make sure. I just hate seeing such a pretty girl like you sad when you look even prettier happy.” He preached before getting into his car and driving off a warm feeling spreading throughout your stomach as you smiled in response. As much as you didn’t want to like Steve a part of you did in a way even though that was incredibly cheesy. Was it romantically? You weren’t sure but it felt nice to say the least.
As you walking out of the parking lot you quickly made your way towards the woods. Plopping down on the bench you and Eddie used to always sneak out and smoke weed on when school was getting on your last nerves. The memories of you and Eddie laughing his brown eyes red and glazed over as you both enjoyed each other’s company. It always felt right with him. The sound of the breeze whooshing the trees as you guys got stoned out of your mind and skipping school to go back to his place. Eddie and your grades suffered greatly because of it but it was more than worth it since those little moments meant so much more to you now then they did before. Sitting on the bench you began to pull the joint papers out of your backpack along with your weed stash until you heard something rustling in the woods. You quickly shoved everything back in your bag cause in no way were you gonna get busted right now. You wouldn’t have been surprised though cause that has seemed to be your luck as of late.
“Knew I’d find you here.” A familiar voice rang around you as your eyes searched around the surrounding trees.
“Eddie is that you?” You smirked as you felt his presence come up behind you.
“Yes fair maiden it is I.” He chuckled as he wrapped his arms around your shoulders and kissed you on the cheek.
“So what were the things you had to take care of today babe?” You innocently questioned him as he sat down across from you his red eyes staring into you as he propped his arms on the table of the bench.
“What things?” He hesitated for a minute making you stop for a second as he obviously wasn’t telling you something.
“You literally left me a note Eddie telling me you had to take care of some things” You responded confused and obviously annoyed because the way Eddie has been acting isn’t right and he wouldn’t lie to you like this. Or would he?
“Just some random things I had to do nothing to worry about Y/N.” He side smiled as he scratched the back of his neck.
As much as you wanted to accept his answer something in your gut was telling you that there was way more to the story then Eddie was trying to let on. If he had to take care of anything with his uncle you would’ve probably seen him around school and he wasn’t. This whole showing up one minute randomly and leaving the next was giving you whiplash and the by the look on your face Eddie felt like you weren’t buying it but to his surprise you didn’t say anything. The truth comes out eventually.
“So you wanna smoke a lil? Like old times?” You giggled making Eddie’s sigh of relief after the change of atmosphere more suspicious while you pulled out a rolled joint.
“You know it.” Eddie smiled as you lit the end of the joint with your purple lighter inhaling the earthy smoke into your lungs already feeling MUCH more relaxed as you looked over at Eddie lovingly. Even if you were upset with him you couldn’t be upset for long. 
“Eddie can I just tell you something?” You mused as Eddie passed the joint back to you watching him press his plump pink lips onto the paper then slowly exhaling the smoke as he coughed taking too big of a hit.
“Yeah what is it?” He replied his voice hoarse from the cough he just endured.
“You know I’m here for you no matter what right?” You blurted out it was kinda random you’d admit it but you needed him to know that despite all this crazy coming back to life shit. You weren’t gonna leave him.
“Yes I do sweetheart.” He smiled as you passed him the joint after taking a hit feeling more stoned as the moments passed enjoying something you thought you’d lost.
“Well I should probably get home. Are you gonna stop by later?” You inquired as you got up and slung your backpack back on your shoulder more than likely smelling like weed thinking about all the perfume you’re gonna have spray on to get rid of the stench.
“You know I wouldn’t miss for the world.” He smiled getting up and embracing you as you hugged him back the warmth of his body pressing up against yours. The scent of him reeking of what you guys just smoked but it was always sexy that way.
“I love you.” You beamed as you kissed him the electric shock you always got from his lips radiating throughout your body.
“I love you too Y/N.” He grinned at you before he walked off into the woods.
𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐
On your drive home avoiding all the gates and only going through the safe zones you finally reached your destination. Heading inside you saw your parents eyes glued to the square screen watching the news as you closed the front door them barely even noticing you were there like usual as you were about to sneak upstairs real fast before you heard what the voices were saying.
“Bodies drained of blood have been found across Hawkins and authorities have no idea what could be causing these deaths and they are currently actively investigating” The female reporter spoke as she stood in front of the graffitied Hawkins sign you see heading into the town.
“I can’t believe this town has gone to shit. We need to start figuring out where we’re gonna move because we can’t stay here much longer” Your dad angrily responded as he turned the tv onto a rerun of Baywatch.
Move? You never thought you would move out of Hawkins since you practically grew up here, but the real thing you couldn’t ignore was the bodies drained of blood. You body went cold as you thought about the huge possibly it could be Eddie doing this. The red eyes and the pale skin clicking in your mind and the teeth. Did Eddie do this? You hurried upstairs dropping your backpack on the floor and running your fingers through your hair very distressed by all of this. You couldn’t help but anticipate Eddie showing up knowing you were gonna ask him about what’s been going on. He can’t keep lying to you anymore.
A/N: Thank you all for the amazing response to the first part of this story! I can’t believe it got so well received as it did! Sorry for the delay on it I have been trying to really make this story flow! Also I haven’t wrote anything smut in years so please forgive me đŸ™đŸ» let me know if you would like a part 3!
taglist: @parker-natasha​
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After Dark
after dark pt. 1, after dark pt. 2 
Summary: You thought your boyfriend Eddie Munson died and you even saw him die with your own two eyes, but was he actually dead? 
Pairing: vampire!Eddie Munson x fem!reader
word count: 2.6k words :) 
warnings: death, blood, fluff, mental health issues, dealing with loss, and vamp shit OBVIOUS SPOLIERS FOR VOL. 2 ( I would say this is pretty dark )
A/N: This is loosely based on the theory that Eddie is Kas and died and became a vampire and made his way back to Hawkins. Decided to take my creative take on it! So I hope you enjoy and let me know if you want a part 2! :) 
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Watching Eddie die in your arms that night in the upside down never felt right with you. After the amazing show he put on to distract the demo bats he still went out his trailer door to keep the demobats off Steve, Robin and Nancy, and he paid the ultimate price for it. Dustin and you were already on the other side of the gate in the ceiling when he decided to give you a grim look like he knew he might not make it out of it. 
“I love you Y/N, remember that.” Eddie said before cutting the sheet and grabbing his spiked trash can shield and makeshift spear confidently strutting out of view.
“Dustin! We need a new sheet or rope or something! we need to get back there!” You shouted words just spewing out your mouth with the worst feeling in your stomach as you started to freak out numerous scenarios popping into your head as each minute felt like an eternity as Dustin constructed another way to get into the gate. 
The world painfully spun around you knocking the air our of your lungs and making you shake with fear. Your heart racing like crazy as you paced back and forth in Eddie’s living room littered with his uncles collection of hats. Flashes of you and Eddie’s years together replayed in your mind. All the late night drives, cherry slushie runs, his live shows with his band, the way he smelled like weed and cheap cologne, the way he kissed your forehead, how he never let you leave mad no matter what, how you guys would get high in the back of his van, and how he taught you DND so well you even beat him at it and how he was so proud of you when you did. You even remember how proudly he shouted “that’s my girl” after and everyone staring at you as you blushed.
“Y/N as much as I’m freaking out you need to calm down and breathe or else you’re gonna explode.” Dustin shouted breaking you out of your anxiety induced daze in a mildly panicked voice. 
“How can I not panic when my boyfriend is about to sacrifice himself? He couldn’t possibly take on hundreds of demobats, we couldn’t even do it with three people let alone just himself. I can’t lose him Dustin, I can’t.” You winced as the thought crossed your mind of him being torn apart by those stupid ass hellbats gnawing on his flesh as he screamed in unimaginable pain. 
“Y/N! He knew that risk and he took it, all we can do now is try to get back through that gate and I promise you even if I have to throw you up and through. we will get him back” Dustin stern and serious assured you with a calm tone which made you feel slightly better, but nothing could truly make you forget the awful feeling growing in the pit of your stomach like you just knew something wasn’t right.
Dustin finally found another way through the gate with another sheet rope and as you climbed down into the upside down you ran as quick as you could outside. Bursting through Eddie’s trailer door it’s like time was going in slow motion as you screamed seeing Eddie being brutal torn apart by the demonbats thrashing and screaming.
“EDDIE!” You screamed horrified it echoing through the upside down as you ran to his side poking and prodding any demo bat with his spear who even got close to you or him. They were pretty much done with him by that time you got there his flesh all over his chest and neck torn into and blood flooding out of his wounds.
“Eddie no no..” You sobbed tears streaming down your face uncontrollably holding him in your arms as he barely had any strength on his own.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t be the hero you wanted me to be.” He said smiling choking up blood in his throat after he spoke.
“Don’t say that, you died for us, for a town that hated you..they didn’t deserve you Eddie.. You should’ve ran.” Tears continued to form in your eyes as Eddie tried to put on a brave face one more time for you smiling as you caressed his face hands soaked in his blood, but you didn’t care he was still your Eddie.
“Please take care of yourself for me and look out for Dustin and the little sheep of mine.” He breathed out coughing up some more blood as he continued, “I love you, please no matter how hard it is
hold
on for me okay.”
After that sentence his eyes started fluttering closed and the light of life slowly was fading as a tear streamed down his cheek as he held yours. With one last smile his expression faded away and he was gone. You knew it as soon as his body went limp and his hand that was once on your cheek fell to his side.
You just lost it after that gripping his lifeless body screaming and crying as you laid your head on his still chest. The pain of grief overloading your senses and whole body feeling like you just wanted to go to as you held onto his lifeless body. 
“Please don’t go..please don’t do this Eddie
I need you I-“ You chocked out inhaling and exhaling between sobs as you looked into his lifeless eyes blood covering your hands as you tried waking him back up to no avail.
“We need to go Y/N” Dustin said tears brewing in his eyes and streaming down his cheeks as he limped over to you and Eddie.
“We can’t just leave his body here!” You protested holding on to him as you looked up at him your eyes red and puffy as tears continued to stream from them.
“We lost, Max is seriously injured and gates are opening everywhere.” After hearing the horrible news and feeling the upside down tremble you knew what you had to do as you slowly let go of Eddie gently placing his body back down on the concrete as Dustin pulled you away. Looking back at him laying there you couldn’t help but feel disgusted by yourself that you left his body here out of all places and not properly like he more than deserved. You knew you would have no grave to visit cause people wouldn’t think he died a hero for that matter cause no one would believe your story about the person who everyone believed to be a “satanic fucking murderer”, but that wasn’t Eddie it never was. Eddie didn’t deserve this. He really fucking didn’t. He died a villain in Hawkins history not the person who gave them a fighting chance, but instead seen as a murderer out of all things.
As you were pulled back into Eddie’s living room the pain of his loss just hit you even harder as you ran in his room to grab whatever you could. You grabbed his stash, polaroid's of you guys, his cologne, his rings and a couple more of his shirts and even his guitar because he wouldn’t forgive you if you left his “baby” behind. You couldn’t help but want to grab more but you could see the earth cracking at the seams incinerating everything in it’s path and as much as you wished it to all end you made a promise to Eddie that you were gonna live a good life and you were more than gonna keep it. As you ran out of the trailer you noticed that Eddie’s uncle had already left which was good considering as soon as you were far enough away the whole trailer tore in half. The last place that reminded you of Eddie was gone just like him in one night.
𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐 𖀐
Two days had passed since we tried to take on Vecna and lost of course. Max is blind and in a coma plus Steve and Robin dragged you to help out at the school where people were taking shelter in after what is now called the fall of Hawkins. Gates to the Upside Down glowed and tore throughout the city and safe zones were made and everyone still looking for missing people including Eddie who they still believed was the one who sacrificed Vecna’s four victims excluding Max. Jason who blamed Eddie for all this bullshit was gone and you’d think justice was served, but it still wasn’t worth losing Eddie. Even if you would’ve had to go on the run with Eddie you would’ve rather done that then ever lose him. To be honest the thought never crossed your mind that the days with him were numbered and maybe that was a good thing because you didn’t put the pressure on everything being perfect even though it was. He was perfect. Part of you couldn’t accept that he was really dead but of course denial was one of the very first gruesome stages of grief.
“Y/N! earth to Y/N.” Steve chimed waving his hand in your face after folding a polo shirt and jeans.
“Yeah..sorry was spacing for a minute there.” You murmured realizing you were folding a Metallica shirt which immediately had Eddie popping up in your mind, but you didn’t say anything because you really didn’t want to talk about and face that grim reality that he’s really gone for good.  
“You good?” Steve asked his bushy eyebrows furrowed giving you that concerned mother of six look with his hands on his hips. 
“Yeah! yeah totally good.” You exclaimed feeling like you were putting on the best performance of your life considering you felt like you were dying on the inside. 
“Good I was just checking.” Steve responded laughing your response off still seeming a little suspicious of your state of mind but he could tell by how well you brushed it off that you probably didn’t want to talk about it. 
“So why did you break me out of my thoughts Harrington?” You mused looking over at him intently folding clothes and placing them in their respective laundry baskets. 
“Because look at Robin she’s finally making some progress with Vicki.” Steve gushed looking over at him pointing his head in the direction of Robin laughing and smothering pieces of white bread with jelly and peanut butter with Vicki giggling right along with her. 
“You’re planning their wedding as we speak aren’t you?” You joked nudging him in the shoulder making him laugh in response. 
“Maybe I am.” He said smiling proudly. 
Steve wasn’t so bad considering you guys really didn’t hang much besides when you guys were in the Upside Down fighting otherworldly beings together. He was mostly known for being the king of Hawkins High since you had gone there and also the notorious boyfriend of Nancy Wheeler, but they have since broke up. After that he kinda fell of the face of the Earth having not graduated and working at Scoops Ahoy with one of your best friends Robin who seemed to begin hanging with Steve much more after. You would always see her working at Scoops whenever you and Eddie would have an ice cream date and it would be like you were best friends again. You understood that you both grew up and had lives and you had began hanging out and dating Eddie, but you couldn’t help but feel like Steve stole your best friend away. There was so much more to the story you would later find out, but you for sure held a little bit of a grudge. 
“You know I could get you a job at Family Video if it isn’t obliterated, if you want it. I know Robin misses hanging out with you despite having my wonderful company.” Steve sarcastically blurted out.  
“Would that mean I would have to work with you too?” You asked poking fun at him.
“Yes I would think so.” He replied looking over at you a nervous smile on his face.
“Then I’ll think about it.” You smiled shyly folding your last piece of laundry.
“Hey uh you were Munson’s girl right?” Steve asked blurting the question out as you started to walk away the ‘were’ making you wince as you turned around to answer him. If Steve was trying to make you like him more before he is defiantly not helping that idea now.
“Yes, why are you asking?” You quickly spewed out just wanting to get out of there as fast as humanly possible. 
“Here’s his vest I know if anyone he would have wanted to have it, it’d be you.” He muttered laying the folded jean vest in your arms as you blankly looked down at it trying not to burst into tears in front of him. 
“Thanks. Appreciate it Steve. See ya around.” You quickly got out not looking up at him as you turned around and started walking fast out of the gym until you felt yourself bump into someone.
“Oh Y/N there you are.” As you look up you see Eddie’s uncle standing before you tears fresh in his eyes.
“You know about Eddie?” You ask looking at him trying not to get upset but it was getting a lot harder each passing minute. And seeing the look on his face made you believe he knew what happened.
“Yeah that kind young man Dustin told me..and I sat and thought Eddie would’ve wanted you to have this more then me.” He placed something in your hand patted you on the back and walked away. 
After processing that quick encounter you slowly open your hand to see his guitar pic necklace laying there a little dried up blood on it. All that pain and grief hit you again and felt like it knocked the wind out of you. As you frantically left the school you looked up at the sky as what seemed like snow was falling, but instead of snow it was the Upside Down particles which was new. What a fucking shitshow. Of course as soon as you lose your boyfriend the town you grew up in had to go to shit too. As you drove home and thought hard about the fuckery that is your life blasting music all while holding in the emotions you’ve been holding in for these past two days making you feel like you are about to boil over. You speed walked inside your house not even caring to acknowledge your parents and going upstairs to your room. Finally after shutting the door you just broke falling to the ground as you sobbed. Clutching your arms to your chest and tears just streaming down your cheeks effortlessly but you couldn’t care less because the pain was too much to bear. The loss of Eddie having you feeling like a hole has been punched right threw you. You had to let it out.
“Why are you crying Y/N?” As you looked up from your sad little world you saw Eddie smiling at you wearing a blood stained and torn Hellfire shirt his skin paler than usual shining through with no wounds in sight. At first you thought you were seeing things so you wiped your tears and adjusted your eyes but he was still there.
“Are you a ghost?” You gulped fear gripping you and making every hair on your body stand as you saw your last time you checked VERY dead boyfriend whose body isn’t here sitting on your bed.
“I know what you are thinking and it’s not what you think.” He said shaking his hands as you stared at him with fear in your eyes. 
“How else am I suppose to think Eddie? You were dead.” You stressed running your fingers through your hair staring at him.
But I’m here. I woke up here.” Eddie explained as his eyes glinted red for a second, “Come sit down please.”
A/N: YES I left this on a cliffhanger, but let me know if you want a part two because I defiantly plan on writing one :) vampy Eddie is the only thing I’m holding onto rn. Thanks for reading! Follow for more stories I decide to write! I will have part two put somewhere on this part when its finished! 
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thegreatfrogldn: Wonderful to meet the angel @josephquinn today.  📾 by @nhayesphoto
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She’s a 10, but she’s mentally dating Eddie Munson/Joseph Quinn
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NOT THE DIPLOMA.
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i am deeply in love with this man. joseph quinn, hand in marriage please
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all of max’s friends saying “what’s wrong” and “something’s wrong i can tell” as if they weren’t all there the previous summer when her brother was violently killed right in front of her
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Dad Eddie đŸ„șđŸ„șđŸ„ș
I keep thinking about Eddie and reader having a baby girl (because he is 100% a girl dad) and her dressing as him for Halloween because she adores him
DAD EDDIE DAD EDDIE
i literally have no idea what eddie would really dressed up as but here you go <3
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eddie's excited for halloween. maybe even more than his daughter.
he's dressed up in ozzy knows what — black eye make up applied by you because the last time he did it it looked like he'd sunken his face in black coal; sleeves of his metal t-shirt ripped last night (which you watched with a slacked jaw as he ripped it with his bare fingers and the night ended with you naked); and his usual ripped jeans that he had since he was twenty, plus some fake blood over his lips and fake vampire teeth adorning his pearls.
"you look nice, babe," you tell him, crossing your arms over your chest, resting your hip on the doorframe. eddie looks up and meets your eyes, fake blood smeared over his teeth. "you've really devoted all your effort into this."
"what? to look like a sexy metal vampire?" he scoffs, walking over to you. "y'know, i was aiming for kas, but i wanted something metal in it so i went for metal vampire. still look hot,"
eddie's got a hand on your waist and an arm up to flex his biceps, all muscly and thick. you wrinkle your nose at him and kiss his skin before you kiss his lips, blood tasting of something like mint and chocolate as you both cheekily mix in your panting tongues.
"gross."
you both break away, looking down at your daughter who's standing behind you in a costume that looks awfully familiar. but it clicks eddie well:
her sneaky little hands found eddie's old hellfire club shirt, a little too big for her as it slips past her knees like a dress, her own leather jacket and denim vest over the shirt. her hair's never a problem to do for the costume, seeing as she and eddie have the same hairstyle. the only difference — it's well cared.
"oh, well would you look at that?" eddie smiles, pushing himself away from you to kneel in front of his daughter. "who's this little freak, huh? she looks awesome."
"i'm you!" she beams, tugging on the oversized hellfire shirt. "i found this underneath your closet. i see uncle dustin wear it alot when i would bike around."
"thought you wanted to be a princess, honey?" you ask her, smiling at how she looked like a smaller version of her dad, who's kneeling in front of her looking like he's going to cry.
eddie whips his head to you. "why would you—"
"because he's way cooler than a princess," she tells you. "they don't fight dragons like he does."
"princesses fight dragons too—"
"you are so right, sweetheart," eddie takes her little face in his hands and kisses her forehead with a loud smack. "but your mom's right. princesses do fight dragons. just not in a way that i do. literally."
he means that he uses dices and painted figurines. you laugh when your daughter smiles at the brightness on eddie's face, squealing when he takes her into his arms and lifts her into the air.
"alright, eddie munson," he raspberries her arm. "lets get a lot of candy, get fat, then die of a heart attack."
"don't say that to a seven year old, eddie."
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reblogs and feedback are appreciated <3
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NANCY WHEELER + GUNS ↳ but make it meme (insp.)
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'86, baby!
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EDDIE AND THIGHS
꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜
Okay, Eddie is totally a thigh guy.
He for sure is always touching your thighs no matter what.
when you guys are in his van, at the trailer, in school, during D&D, at the moviesssss.
He for sure loves thrillers and horror movies and always wants you to be there and experience them with him so when you are finally at the movies, his reactions always result in tight grabs on your thigh and ruffles of your skirt when he jumps from a jump scare.
Honestly, the idea of him fixing your skirt back down to be respectful to you when it rides up from his reactions is just SO GOD DAMN HOTTTT.
He also totally is always tapping beats on your thigh ANYWHERE. Because this man definitely always has a soundtrack playing in his head.
Like, imagine sitting at lunch when you're talking to Dustin about the upcoming campaign with the light taps from Eddie on your thighs, his head slightly bopping, his hair wiggling. OMG SO CUTE
When you guys cuddle he ALWAYS insists on having your legs wrapped around his waist so he can touch your thighssss
꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜ ꩜
okay, that's enough of that....
let me know if you guys want a fanfic on this :)
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WISHING THAT WAS ME HOLY SHIT
joe quinn might just be the SWEETEST guy ever
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enemies to lovers (part 3): comforting each other
“i know we’re not
 friends or anything, but
 i’m here for you, if you need someone to talk to.”
“i didn’t know where else to go.” / “i didn’t have anywhere else to go.”
“i feel like shit.” “you look like it, too.” *they bump shoulders*
“just
 tell me what i can do to make you feel better.”
“come on, let’s get you cleaned up.”
“hey, look at me. i’m not going anywhere.”
“you seem to be the only trustworthy one around here, so can i talk to you?”
“ you know, if you’re trying to make me feel guilty, you’ve succeeded.”
“i don’t want to bother you. seriously, it’s all just
 it’s a lot.”
“i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i can’t stop crying.”
“aren’t you tired?” “i’m fine. don’t worry about me.”
“there’s snot all over your shirt. it’s quite gross, actually.”
“you are, without a doubt, the most annoying person i’ve ever crossed paths with. and don’t even get me started on the sound of your voice.”
“you’re welcome to stay here, for as long as you need.”
“it’s okay to cry, you know.”
“stop apologizing. you didn’t do anything wrong.”
“we don’t need to talk, all right? let’s just
 stay here, holding each other.”
“you were always there for me. let me be there for you.”
“oh, god, i’m sorry about your shirt.” *shirt is drenched in tears* “it’s okay. i was planning on throwing it out anyway.” 
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