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the national, slow show / the perks of being a wallflower / the national, graceless / normal people / the smiths, how soon is now?

#introvert #social anxiety #web weaving #web weave #the national #the smiths #normal people #the perks of being a wallflower

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i am nothing better than a monster. touch the locket and the argentine of fondness will kill me.

franz kafka // evelyn waugh // miles j. johnston // franz kafka // clarice lispector // charles baudelaire // albert camus // skip liepke // susan sontag // @anouri

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kaveh akbar, 'calling a wolf a wolf' // doc luben, 'love letters or suicide notes' // @/nutnoce, tumblr // 'my body's made of crushed little stars', mitski // @/ojibwa, tumblr // 'spring', mary oliver

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“I am afraid of getting older. I am afraid of getting married. Spare me from cooking three meals a day— spare me from the relentless cage of routine and rote. I want to be free... I want, I want to think, to be omniscient.”

-Sylvia Plath written in 1949 at age 17

#personal #sylvia plath

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Mahmoud Darwish

Hozier

#otp: my touchstone

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{@poetryatmost (x)/ Charlotte Eriksson, Empty Roads & Broken Bottles: in search for The Great Perhaps/ Franz Kafka, from The Diaries of Franz Kafka, 1914-1923/ Anne Sexton, Live or Die; from 'Imitations of Drowning'/ Emily Dickinson, from "No crowd that has occurred" (Poem #515), Complete Poems of Emily Dickinson/Franz Kafka, from The Diaries of Franz Kafka, 1910-1913/ @poetryatmost/ Carlie Hoffman, from "High Bridge Park," published in Gulf Stream/ Alex Dimitrov, from "Love," in Love and Other Poems}

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I am jealous of those who think more deeply, who write better, who draw better, who look better, who live better, who love better than I.

-Sylvia Plath

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1 @i-wrotethisforme || 2 John Berger, "Will it be a likeness?" from The Shape of a Pocket || 3 @softkatie || 4 @chennai-expression || 5 peanuts || 6 it, Stephen King || 7 @lizclimo || 8 @petrichara || 9 The Essays of Montaigne, “On friendship" || 10 @honeytuesday

part ii here

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#places

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All Our Futures, Jody Chan

#ch: hawkeye #ch: mustang

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—LOVE DISORDERS AND OTHER OLD HEARTACHES, by Ashe Vernon

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unfortunately if you are an old friend of mine i will always care about you no matter what even if we haven't seen each other in forever because i still remember what you were like 7 years ago and i still remember how it felt to be young with you and i still have a lot of love for you in the back of my mind

#friendship #personal

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Jane Austen, Emma

Sufjan Stevens, Futile Devices

Virginia Woolf, The Letters of Virginia Woolf

Hozier, Shrike

Jane Austen, Sense and Sensibility

Sierra DeMulder, Your Love Finds Its Way Back

Nizar Qabbani

“What I feel for you can’t be conveyed in phrasal combinations; It either screams out loud or stays painfully silent but I promise — it beats words. It beats worlds.”

Katherine Mansfield

#trope: they can't say i love you #otp: even into hell. #otp: give up on your dream and die.

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I feel like I crave a love that’s non existent on this earth

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Above Ground, Clint Smith

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Smoking the Bible, Chris Abani

#otp: you rise with the moon I rise with the sun.

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I don't know if you do asks, and if you don't I'm sorry for bothering you with this but if you do, could you do a web weaving on heartbreak over someone you never dated?

Again I'm sorry if I'm asking and you don't even take asks

{Shelby Eileen/ Doc Luben, Love Letters or Suicide Notes/ via Tumblr User: @storyexcerpts (x)/ via Tumblr User: @excerptsofstories (x)/ Unknown/ Cynthia Go, Photographs/ Charlotte Valtris, Before You knew/ Unknown/ Unknown/ Shannon L. Alder/ Caitlyn Siehl/ Courtney Peppernell, Pillow Thoughts}

#personal #i feel so attacked lmao #it's been six fucking years :) #and this feeling never goes away