✨ I’m a worthless piece of shit ✨
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Someone: are you the stupid bitch who d-
Me: yeah
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7.30
I stayed up wayyy to late last night creating a website and buisness cards so now I'm exhausted as fuck.
I wasnt hungry at l yesterday, hope that's the case today too.
I gotta eat because I work tonight. And everytime I dont eat before I work, I binge.
Rent I due. I lost my checkbook.
121.4 🐌
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7.29 pt.2
Woke up just hungover enough to where I feel nauseous which us gunna make it easier to fast today.
Still not sure what I'm gunna do bout my broke laptop and upcoming bills. But I picked up one hour at work today.
Yippee.
And even though I should've gained, guess I lost a little bit. Got lucky this binge I guess.
121.6
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7.29
So its 1:30AM.
I binged on a shit ton of bread.
Stopped a friend from suicide (for the night(I fucking hope))
I used the last $15 I had to buy liquor. Half of which I spilt when reaching for my earring.
My laptop broke. School starts in 3 weeks.
Aaand my periods late. TMI? Then unfollow me or grow the fuck up.
BLESS THIS MESS ⚰
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Omg I f*cking hate myself. Everytime my weight drops, I binge. I srsly just want to sew my mouth shut. I feel so darn disgusting. All I wanna do now is cry. I'm so mad. Seriously to anyone thinking that eating disorders are beautiful and quirky you can fuck off. I feel like this shit might possibly kill me.
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I'll drink to that
I'm both ugly inside out.
I have ugly face.
My eyes is so average. It's always red. I look sick all the times.
My skin tone is so dark. My face is always oily.
My hair is so dry. I have dry scalp and dandruff.
I'm fat. I have flabby arms and fat belly. My thighs is disgustingly enormous. I have hip dips . My body shape look abnormal.
My legs are bumpy and the skin is so dry.
My voice is annoying.
I'm annoying. I always judge people like I'm much better.
I'm so sensitive. I stopped talking to people just because they say something a little bit offensive or if they ignore me.
I'm only nice to people just so they would be nice to me back. I'm not sincere when I give people stuff. I always expect something in return.
I get mad easily.
I make stuff complicated.
I'm so obsessed with having people care about me. I do self-harm just for attention. I do crazy harmful stuff just so people would ask me if I'm okay and I get mad if they don't.
I isolated myself when I'm angry and doesn't even think about how others would feel.
I hate on everyone. I get jealous when people get things easier than me.
I'm ugly as fuck. I'm just fucking rotten and disgusting. Human being like me don't deserve to live.
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