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SO. Life update! I am happy only on weekdays, when I'm not by myself. I like a guy who has been flirting with me for 3 weeks, and who just told me he has a girlfriend (who can be very jealous). I bought him 8 dollar boba today because he was sick and feeling anxious about our art exhibition (True love actions frfr.) He gave me a ride home and smiled at me when I got out of the car. I got very lonely, so I decided to go see my dad for the weekend. I'll take a train and read- or do Art homework (Avoid thinking about him) I decided that I'm going to come out to my dad on Sunday. I've been thinking about it for a while- and I think nows the perfect time. My plan is :

Get him to take me dress shopping (Must look beautiful stunning for my exhibition)

Tell him I have a crush on this guy in my art class (Show him O's art)

Say that I also liked this girl M in my art class, but she doesn't like me back

Mention how I went to church last weekend, and that it was very cool.

My logic is that I'll sandwich the badish news with good news. I'll make him feel included in my life and tell him abt boy drama, drop the bit that I like WOMEN BC OMFG RENNE RAPP. and then mention my growing faith. It'll be perfect. Or not, it could go bad quickyl. Just have to make sure that I look cute for instagram AND I GET THE DRESS. I have priorities obviously haha ALSO by god isnt it obvious I'm queer? i used a rupaul quote for my yearbook page and he saw it and smiled. jfc

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keep going

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WAR IS OVER

#lets go !!!

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I hate time zones. I feel extremely isolated, it still seems like I'm temporarily boarding at this house. I live here and it's not home. My arm stings so very badly and I don't even regret it. That is normal and it is so frustrating. I'm waiting for the time when I am comfortable here, and know how to function. I want to be able to close the fucking door properly, and find the plates in the right shelf on the first try, and know all the little quirks about the funky tv remote. I want my uncle to like me and treat me like more than a temporary house guest. I want him to stop being shy and just be normal. I want to be able to fold the fucking laundry without my aunt treating it like I've done her a huge favor. It's not my fault that my cousins do jack shit. I look like a huge kiss ass for doing basic chores. I feel awful about everything always and I want it to stop. I want it to go back to normal and I want to stop feeling heart broken whenever I see pictures of my parents together.

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bad draft

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why are terrible celebrity imagines so funny. how do i find more of these without suffering the indignity of searching “bts imagines”

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The woke mob has made Santa gay! Mrs Claus has been replaced with a 5'8 twink named Tony Tinsel

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women are really hot. did you guys know this

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studio ghibli movies must have:

old ladies

cool lesbian aunt

gorgeous forest/garden

little guys

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Rebecca Ross, Divine Rivals

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do *you* think with your dick?

I think with my packer

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