if anyone cares my friend and i put on orville peck during our lotr watch. i don’t feel like making a better rendition of it so here’s the shotty homemade footage of take you back (the iron hoof cattle call) by orville peck playing over the battle of helms deep. enjoy
have you ever been utterly overtaken by the urge to make a picture physical. to paint it or develop it or SOMETHING so its not just on your phone. because jesus
gay roman is great to me because it shares sooo many of the themes that are already associated with his character through the canon physical abuse that he exclusively received. nothing comprehensible at the moment but just like… isolation and whatnot. his abuser died, so he should feel liberated, in theory. but he doesn’t. and i enjoy analyzing roman through a (deliberately a little exaggerated, admittedly) Gay Lens because why not? does that concept of a lack of liberation not transfer to roman’s queerness, effeminacy, “deviance?” is it not a huge part of the reason he was abused physically? not only was he raised entirely detached from the queer community (obviously), and therefore would be forced to seek it out for himself, but any endeavor to seek it out would put him in danger– publicly, personally, physically. so the natural result is the evasion of this community and identity, which is incredibly easy but equally as unfulfilling and lonely. but… logan’s dead now, so this incentive to evade and deflect should be gone. again, he should feel liberated, in theory. but he doesn’t. because where does one even begin to interact with the community that they’ve not only never encountered, but also contributed to the harm of (via atn) for decades? who knows. god. whatever. this ramble is nothing
honestly guys after seeing those posts about people and the evil shadow versions of their blogs, i’m just glad that user coveredinblood (my presumed evil shadow version) is inactive 🙏 stay safe out there guys
roommate just put a gun to my head and made me watch the first hp movie. it was Okay but it wasn’t nostalgic to me (i’ve literally never seen it until tonight) so its main point of appeal didn’t even apply to me. like excuse you MY childhood nostalgia fantasy series was lotr because my dad has the extended editions on dvd
I love the concept of elf-sleep and true-sleep. What if elves just fuckin………conk out for 18 hours and wake up forgetting what year it is when they true-sleep
in this post im referring to people with mental illness, which can be destructive and hurtful to the ones around them. this is not a slight, it’s just the truth. i’ve BEEN the one around that person, and the hurt they caused remains in my heart, and i do not totally forgive them, but what is there to be done? fire really does not beat fire. it will make you angry, so angry, but retaliation is futile
well. i think it ought to be said that, even when you do not forgive someone, you should still try your best not to be hateful