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Monday, January 7, 2019
i start back college in a week, but this time it’s different. i’m having to take out money for it this time. i am very grateful for the people i have met and loved last semester, but i’m ready for something different. i’m ready to make something out of myself. i’m ready to make my friends happy and my family proud for once, and trust me i’m not really on the greatest terms with my family. i’m not like everyone else (but everyone says that) so i’m pretty sure at this point their are a lot of people who feel the same as i. i’m ready to love again, but at the same time i’m afiard to get hurt by giving myself to someone again. i do like someone, but there is no way he would like me back. funny right? i don’t know guess i’ll keep y’all updated. i’m just in a weird spot in my life. i’m 19 going to be 20 this year, and i still have no idea what i wanna do with my life. i’m really trying to figure it out, but i feel like i’m not ever gonna find out what i’m meant to do with my life. i do have a awesome best friend that really keeps me going. sometimes i just dont feel like im good enough for anybody, but that’s just a me thing i think. i’m just ready to start fresh and new again. i think this past break has put a lot in my head with whats gonna happen in my life. i did work all of it and made some money, but now i have to try and find a job in college. i know that’s not too hard, but still taking 16 hours and having a job doesn’t sound like the best of times if you ask me. i really just want to be able to keep my friends, and still go out with them. (i mean duh it’s college) also i’m not saying im depressed or anything i’m just not happy with how things are lately in my life. i am trying my best to change them, and make myslef happier for sure. i pretty much laugh at just about anything anyways so it’s not like i’m always sad guys. i’m just not the happest when i’m alone if y’all get that. i do want to get all A’s and B’s this semester maybe a C if it’s super hard. i just want life to start going my way because it hasn’t been in awhile, and it’s about time i change it. i’m going to start working out, and i’ve already cut out soda. so i’m pretty proud of myself, but that’s it for today i’ll be posting tomorrow.
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