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Butt Patts

The other night, I had plans to go to CG's house, and she was going to let me color. I wore a cute shirt tucked into my shorts. my diaper had a bit of bulge but it seemed passible to me. Besides, I was only going to me CG's house, I didn't think it would matter if my diaper was noticeable or not. As I was heading out the door my mom swats my butt with a emitting a loud thud, telling me I needed to change before leaving. I assured her my diaper should last for my duration of my time out. I had an extra packed in my bag just in case. It's funny looking back on that moment. My incontinence and need for diapers used to be a point of contention for my mom, feeling more shame for my need of them than myself. Now she's gotten so use to the idea that she suggest diaper checks.

My CG has coloring books and crayons specifically for me when I come over. When I arrived I grabbed them and colored while she was cooking in the kitchen, showing my progress to her periodically. After eating I continued to color while she was talking to her nesting partner. When I finished my coloring page she encouraged me to show her partner. As I passed her by she swat my diapered butt leaving a large thudding sound to echo the room. I blushed as I showed her partner and got compliments on my coloring skills. I felt proud at the compliment to my expert coloring skills.

I guess it goes to show that diapered butts are simply too enticing not to slap, no matter who you are lol.

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Can you share with us some of your other experiences with doctors? Like, do they say anything about your diapers? Have you ever been changed by a doctor or nurse? Have you ever had an accident without a diaper? I'm sorry if this is too personal. Feel free to ignore if you want. Great blog :)

I actually hate having the nurse change me for reasons. Reason number one is that it's embarrassing😭. Please don't make me feel like a toddler in a hospital of all places, I beg you😭 Especially when they have a conversation while changing you💀 I even had one nurse mention how cute my bambino diaper was while changing me😭🩷Bless that women's soul for being so nonchalant and nice about! All of that to say, it doesn't happen that often but often enough to ve rather blushy. There's only been one occasion where I haven't been diapered at the hospital or doctors visit, and that's when I was getting a colonoscopy done because I was having stomach issues. Apparently, you can't wear anything while doing a colonoscopy, and I was wearing a pull-up on the exam table so the nurse and to rip it off before we got started. They put me under for the exam, so I don't know how long it took nor how long I was actually out, but when I came to, I had wet the bed. I was so embarrassed and apologized profusely for wetting the bed. They gave me a wet rag to clean myself before I got redressed into my clothes. I also put on a new pull-up before they wheeled me out to my friend to drive me home. Being incontinent can be so embarrassing at times😵‍💫

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i’ve been thinking a lot about emotionally letting go with a cg. little ones have a hard time controlling their emotions, if at all. it makes sense that their feelings bubble to the surface in real time.

waking up from a nightmare, cheeks already wet and heavily breathing before realizing mommy/daddy are already rubbing my back, asking what it was about this time. sobbing into their shoulder until the scaries go away because you tell me I need to get it all out and have all those anxious, big thoughts processed, safe in my their arms.

overstimulated and overwhelmed before a diaper change: soft passes of their hands through my hair, my body against their chest, feeling the soft rise and fall. their guiding words to breathe that help me calm down enough to lay down on the changing table/mat. maybe i’m still fussy and needy and feel embarrassed and vulnerable enough that I cry some more into my stuffie, but know that soon I’ll be all cleaned up and comfy again

being perfectly content playing when my cg announces that it’s nap time. maybe i give some thought about being a good girl and laying down for them without a fuss, but the instinctual defiance overcomes me. there’s plenty of ‘no!’s and foot stomps and whines before I’m left in my crib to cry it out n sleep. I’ll feel more rested afterwards after putting that much energy into my protest, anyway.

idk just to show such raw, unfiltered emotion, and being cared for through it, is just such a close form of intimacy. knowing that i can feel whatever comes to me and process those emotions, big or small, in a safe space. knowing that i’m safe in their hands.

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I want to be immersed in the unfair aspects of being a baby.

The hours spent in the playpen with nothing but baby toys. Mommy was extremely concerned when she saw that the toddler toys you were playing with were rated ages 2-5, and since then your playpen has been filled with soft sensory toys that encourage exploring texture, sound, and other play more fitting for a 12 month old.

Meal after meal of jarred baby food of every type, only ever washed down by the blandest of baby formula on a strict bottle schedule. The airplane game was fun when it was applesauce and baby oatmeal, but mommy and daddy have been insistent about "growing your palette". Chicken and gravy, green beans, turkey dinner, have all become frequent staples in your new diet.

Television for toddlers for when your very good, being made to sing babble around your paci and clap your mittened hands to yet another episode of the wiggles, or worse yet cocomelon.

The 12 hour minimum sleep schedule that has you in your crib half of everyday, swaddled tightly on your back like a newborn for naps and early bedtimes, only ever interrupted for your late night feeding of formula.

You wanted to be a baby, but you should be careful what you wish for.

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Mommy & Daddy havin' conversations abt adult things. 😖

An when I chime in w my opinion they just laugh and pat my head or my diapered butt and ask me silly questions,

"Mmhm, and what does a cow say, babygirl?"

"Aww, you're so smart! What's that shape, there?"

"You're such a little talker today!"

🥺

I have no opinions just silly baby babbles that sound like grownup words.

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mushy tushy 🤭

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U want big and gross fantasies? Alright, if i had total control of you i would obviously have you diapered 24/7. Probably hypno track playing in your ears every night to keep you just infatuated with wearing, using, and cuming in your diapers, and to make sure you're easily commanded like you ought to be. In the morning you'll always be wet, often soaked or even messy, not a chance that a dumb baby like yourself could keep track of when they have to go potty? Besides, even if you could use the grown up potty, it's off limits to adorable little diaper whores like you!💖 In the daytime I'll make sure you're happy with plenty of toys to play with and stuffies to cuddle, some of which may to contain cameras so i can make sure the baby is okay when I'm out but also to make sure baby is used to not having privacy to be gross or naughty. I'll keep you extra hydrated and feed you nummy foods laced with drugs to keep your head all fuzzy and reduce fine motor control to add more helplessness, making sure you're full as often as possible and that what you eat won't agree with your tummy. You'll almost always be either gassy, needing to mess, or wetting you're thick, adorable diapers.❤️ The outfits I'll put you in will be so adorable and fun and babyish! Bright colors or pastals, ruffled skirts, bows in your hair, god you'll be so cute and huggable! You'll be the perfect little diaper girl, cute cloths, always playing around oblivious to the adults around her, and destroying her diapers every chance she gets without the thought of shame crossing her mind. You frequently wet untill you leak into your plastic pants, or even out of them. Sure you'll be blushy and embarrassed when you ask for a change but that didn't stop you from anouncing that you "have to go poopy!" before loudly and obviously loading your diapee in front of the whole room. And for doing such a good job at loading your pamps, you get to go to town with your buzzy wand in said destroyed diaper before you get changed (this being your reward after every messy diaper💖) and after all the nighty hypno tracks and dirty diaper wand sessions, you brain will be solely focused on fun baby activities and getting off, which of course means using your diapers. Basking in the contrast of being a cute diaper girl playing with her stuffies and stinking to high hell, always assaulting your padding with messy farts or squishing some noxious load around in your diaper. But being gross is gross to be fair, so to get around that, the less embarrassed and grosser you are the more rewards you get! That way you'll always be trying to prove how dirty you are to get as much naughty fun time as possible! You'll so thoroughly embarrass yourself every chance you get because it might possibly get you a reward later. You'll loudly anounce that you're going poopy when at home, at the store, or around friends and other grown ups. You'll emphasis, almost exaggerate your body and facial expression when pee, poop, or fart to show you only care about feeling relief. You'll stay in soaked, leaking, messy dips for as long a you can get away with. Doing it all because you're such a good girl who listens so we'll and because the thought of getting a treat or another chance to masturbate vastly outweighs the embarrassment of being gross. All the while you just get to enjoy being gross and horny and happy and making the grown ups happy while you do it. Enjoy being the grossest AND cutest diaper girl!💖❤️💖

(p.s. i LOVE ur blog so so so much! Also I've never written out any fantasies before so if it's alot excecive but u asked for biggest and grossest so i hope i delivered!❤️)

The whimpers of embarrassment I made at how drippy I got over this... You really went all out and it made me so blushy and drippy.. I'm legit gonna save this to read again cause unf... This hits my corruption kink haaaaaard... Like making me such a gross little thing because that's what you like is just... God I'm getting drippy again 🙈🙈🙈 Thank you thank you so much for sending this!!! You made me a very happy and horny little girl today <3

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Can I just talk about a cute person in a soggy diaper? Not being able to walk properly because their diaper is kinda heavy. Having to waddle cause it's really swollen between their legs. Going to their partner/caretaker for a diaper change only to start to peeing again right in front of them before they can ask.

Or they feel the need to go again right as their s/o lays them down, but they're to shy to say anything. They keep their legs closed to try and hold it but as soon as their s/o opens their legs to change them to the flood starts up again and they wet themselves, maybe even so much that they leak. Theyre relieved but embarrassed and their s/o makes sure to give them kisses and comfort <3

Or not feeling it at all, their mind wandering as their s/o changes them until they hear them shout their name and look down to see a urine stream shooting right into the air and onto the floor, and the source being their crotch. Maybe they try to hold it but cant, maybe they close their legs and end up peeing all over their thighs. Either way they need a bath💦

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wanting so bad to babble about diapers, but hilariously worried about how stupid I look. How they start out firm with a bit of give, before becoming squishy unstable, sagging things, showing how long you waited to change, how long you wanted to stay in your own piss like a disgusting animal. but if you're hydrated they can be so soft and doughy you almost forget how deeply humiliating it is to be choosing to wet yourself. to sit in your own accidents, and in my case, sit in them as long as you can stand it only to change into a new one, breaking down lessons you've known since before you could really think. reducing yourself below even the maturity of elementary schoolers, begging for attention on your knees, no dignity to be seen.

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When was the last time you used the potty like a big girl?

I don't remember, honestly. It's been a long time.

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Do you think it's okay for boys to wear diapers?

You don't need my justification. I'm just some random person on the internet. So what you want.

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What's one thing you wish you could've had during your childhood?

I've always wanted a treehouse as a kid! I still think treehouses are cool to this day🥺

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Wassup, how is everything going so far in the new year..

I didn't have the greatest start of the new year cuz fireworks triggers my ptsd. I do have some things to look forward too this coming week tho!!! I'll be spending opening my christmas gifts with my caregiver!

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My coworkers ask me why I'm late so often. Truth be told, it's because 9/10 I'm changing out of a messy diaper, or I'm uncontrollably filling my diaper when I'm supposed to be leaving.

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Dominance..

Dominance is being there for her. Dominance is working through her meltdowns. Dominance is accepting her, especially when she won’t accept herself. Dominance is telling her no. Dominance is quieting her demons. Dominance is being her bastion of strength. Dominance is encouraging her. Dominance is comforting her. Dominance is guiding her. Dominance is building her.

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My diaper at the start of the con💫

My diaper at the end of the con💦

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Do you think anyone noticed you were diapered at either of these conventions you attended?

I know some people at Anime Expo noticed. There were plenty of opportunities where someone would've gotten a glimpse under my skirt. There might've been some people who noticed when I dressed as Spiderman but I didn't get any comments about nor did anyone give me any looks. One of my friends did mention my diaper looked pretty noticeable the first time I went dressed up as Spiderman but were not sure of its because he knew what to look for or if it was that obvious. The second time I went I wore spanks over my diapers to compress it and his the bulge. I did notice it was quite bulgy when I needed my diaper changed so someone might have noticed then, but again, I'm not sure.

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