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hmm. i am clumsy and clunky and often too loud. i could be a better friend i could be a better partner i could be a better sibling. i am full of love in all my messiness and through all the abrasiveness too. i don’t know. i like looking at sunsets. i like petting cats on the street and watching trees turn green. my heart is big in my chest and sometimes i have to cradle it and love it even when i’m shying away. i wrap my arms around myself. i watch a fan spin and i guess that i’ll just love myself until i mean it.

#h #HELP #HELP :sob:

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i wish i were a pretty crier 

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i think about the partners i think about the partners i think about the partners i think about the p

#im in love! goodbye #my anniversary with one of them is tomorrow.... omg... <33 #i lay down on the ground #want to kiss them both come here #❤︎skip to the good bit❤︎

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in a room full of people my eyes will always search for you and i will always have an uncontrollable smile on my face when i see you.

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i was extra annoying today can i get some pogs in the chat?

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these?? 💕💖💞💖💕💘💘💗💞💘💞💖💖💞💖🌸💕💖💞💖💞💖🌸💕💖💘💕💖💞💕💖💕💖💕🌸💕💖💞💖💞💘💖💗💞💖🌸💗💖💘💗 for u

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when will my face gently be held by a loved one? whether it be familial, platonic, or romantic. when will i get to feel the warmth of their hand on my cheek as i lean into them with a smile? as i tell them how much i love them and how much i miss them when they’re not here with me? i want to be held. i want to be held softly, and warmly, and i want to feel safe. when will it happen?

#HM??? HM???? WHEN WILL IT HAPPEN???? I TAKE THE UNIVERSE AND I SHAKE IT #❤︎skip to the good bit❤︎ #yearning

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♡

#aesth

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#aesth

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hey google, is it normal to cry for no reason everyday?

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#aesth

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#aesth

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sumtimes u jus gotta accept da fact that u emotionall n sof!!!!

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why are here? just to suffer? everyday i have to sob alone instead of being held lovingly like i was built for

#❤︎skip to the good bit❤︎ #yearning #everyday... do online school listen to la jolla and cry...

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drained drained drained drained

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if your fault, why cry? hm? if cry over every little thing ever, why?? hm?? IF your fault and you were not the one hurt in situation WHY YOU CRY???? HM???? riddle me that

i am so dumb! dummy dummy dummy! stupid girl stupid idiot. why did you do that! please, it started as a joke and now they are mad at you! look at what you’ve done! now you are going to stay up all night thinking about how much of a bad girlfriend you are! i bonk myself on the head

#if hurt loved one... why deserve comfort??? hm??? #you do NOT #that is the answer #❤︎skip to the good bit❤︎

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i am so dumb! dummy dummy dummy! stupid girl stupid idiot. why did you do that! please, it started as a joke and now they are mad at you! look at what you’ve done! now you are going to stay up all night thinking about how much of a bad girlfriend you are! i bonk myself on the head

#I START BARKING AT MYSELF #please i am just so incredibly dumb give me a break <//3 #❤︎skip to the good bit❤︎