maisie relaxed into her seat, hands resting in her lap as she offered a smile in return. “ not really. life has been domestic lately. ’ she offered through her chuckle. “ you? ’
“ what’s new with you ? “ cleo leans back in her chair, smile written warmly against her lips. dimples on fully display. “ anything interesting to share with little ‘ol me ? “
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even if blair didn’t agree with her, at least she’d managed to secure someone in this family to listen to her. “you had no certainty.” lorelai presses glaring back down into her coffee. she catches her own reflection in the dark liquid. “no certainty you’d find a way out yourself before the room permanently closed.” taking a moment, a brief pause to swallow down the knot building in her throat, “i hated hurting him, it felt wrong in every way imaginable…” lorelai feels herself sinking, as if she was being dragged down to the floor, there’s nothing she can do to pull herself back up. her arms, weighted down into her seat. “but if it secured his freedom, i’d take his hatred of me over him being dead.”
“ but you still chose to hurt him. for yourself, for everyone else, you chose. ’ and you chose wrong. she can feel the guilt oozing out of the other woman, but she can’t stop the thoughts from running through her mind. “ you couldn’t have been sure that his freedom was secured. ’ a heavy breath parting her lips as her fingers drummed against the table. “ there’s not sense in arguing. what’s done is done. ’
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the theatre is clouded with thick black smoke and it’s almost like he can feel it weighing down his chest as the theatre is consumed with crowds of people all willing to step over each other for a way out. stepping on someone else to help yourself suddenly doesn’t seem all too bad when you’re faced with a life or death situation. killian never needed those situations to take what he needed or what he wanted.
the longer he roamed chicago streets, the more he craved home, this wasn’t home. tonight’s effort to emerge into the city was nothing more then a puppeteer pulling the strings, he never much cared for puppeteers, unless of course, it was him pulling the strings.
the bomb had gone off, the gunfire followed, it didn’t take a native to calculate which family had been conveniently scarce tonight. killian had no issue taking out any enemy that would cross him tonight, rather a fire take him then his enemies. he wouldn’t want to give them that satisfaction. still, he had a craving for a certain line of blood to be spilt tonight. he was sure if he’d found one, the way out would follow, their life would just be the topper.
of course, he had to survive the fire first. the smoke clogged his lungs, droplets of blood wetting his tongue as he choked on the only thing he could breathe in. he’s not even sure where exactly he’s found himself, the smoke has burned through his vision, his eyes burned just as much as his lungs had.
the dwindling amounts of people going in the direction killian had been should have given him warning enough to turn around, go the course everyone else has chosen and get out. instead, he finds himself faced with a rather rare opportunity in the face of possible death. a vasile. knows rahi too, likes him even, a rare thing for the man. still, this is how it goes, something killian is hoping ahi understands—- can only assume he must if he’s standing here with the man that’s had hand in all of this, or so he presumes. maybe he’s just looking for an excuse to spill some unwanted blood. he doesn’t see it coming, maybe that makes it worse, but the trigger is pulled before the thought completes and zed is falling to his knees. he could leave him there, let the smoke finish what the first bullet doesn’t. the black tar that is his lungs is softening him, figures, he’ll be nice, end his misery quickly. his weapon never lowered, his eyes narrowing through the smoke that clouds them. the next one is aimed for his head, a mercy, really. “ you should go rahi. ’
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Zed’s right. No further thought to this instinct. He’s always right.
Still, Rahi battles it all out, holding onto a pillar and more firmly still to his breath. If anything, how small he feels his lungs shrink to should stand as enough of a warning.
He’s listening, barely so, when Zed draws nearer; beyond the smoke, Rahi’s dark eyes pull upward and to the blue, overwhelmingly honest even in the shadows.
I don’t care about them. Neither do I. They’re not important to me. Or myself. They’ll be fine. Even if they won’t—
With all that ugliness laid bare, still all that Rahi can ask is:
“Am I?”
Despite all its torture, it’s not his own shortness of breath that sparks desperation. It’s Zed, his chest dragging, gaze desperate as he’d ever seen it. Consciousness flickers in, and then out. But he can fight it; all of those exercises he’d learned once, conjured back through necessity — but reality quickly drags it away.
“Even if I wasn’t!” He’s yelling now, through all his strength. “What makes you think— There’s people I fucking care about! It’s not just you. I don’t even know if they’re—” Cough. It replaces the word alive. “They’re—” Rahi feels blood crawl up his throat before his tongue can taste it. “Fuck.”
Stubborn still, it’s the conjunction that gets him, all dishonesty and cowardice — striking, the way words meet air. With me, is what Zed has just so boldly said, his own body building up a cage.
Carbon, to carbon, to carbon.
(Surely, no one would get this but them.)
Merging up to the wall, Rahi’s growing only weaker, eyes flickering as they look for a light. Dark tunnel, and hope; effortlessly, Zed embodies it all.
“…You can’t do that,” Rahi shakes his head, all with what little force he has left. “You can’t keep things from me, you can’t.”
There’s an invisible clock ticking, counting down their privilege. Every time their lungs exhale all air, it collects less in turn. Rahi senses this, his chest struggling through every particle of air. Wrong as he might be, Zed is also right: they’ve got to get out of here.
“…Okay,” Rahi finally agrees. There’s much more to be said, but he could say it later — as soon as his lungs could take it, or his body sustain more than a simple nod. “Okay, let’s go.”
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With every breathe Zed takes, it feels sharper – needles scratch at the inside of his lungs, scrape the tissue away; tear alveola and every little cell lights on fire as though that carbon is forming its own ignition from within; dead lighting the dead. If Zed didn’t know better, spontaneous combustion might feel something like this, suffocating and a sickening hopelessness to stop the smoke from making its lethal way to his chest. Yet still, he’s upright, hacking his ragged breathes through the fumes, eyes stinging from the unpleasant invasion as he searches for Rahi through the smoke that begins to trickle its way between them.
For a moment, he’s not sure what Kumar’s going to say – wouldn’t blame the man for reacting in kind; a venom that is all earned, a too obvious way he discards other life because it’s not himself – and even above that, it’s not family, it’s not Rahi behind that walls he’s shielding the engineer from. And still, through the screaming of explosions, or gunfire and cries for assistance:
Am I?
“That’s the stupidest thing you’ve eve—” coughs, louder now; more struggled, “ever said,”
He’s not sure he’s ever called Rahi anything but the smartest man alive – a pedestal that he’d raise beyond the fucking stars if that were his element; if he could.
If Rahi didn’t deserve a better person to do that for him. But he hopes – thinks Kumar understands his meaning; what the truth behind the hoarse insult means. And then, a heat that begins to near enough singe the edge of the hairs on the back of Zed’s arms where those flames lick close enough to touch their feet, force Zed to stumble them over some steps, a kind of forced gesture by any standard. Because they’re still not moving.
The yelling stills him again – a sound that pains him to hear, and that knife Rahi’s got a hold on deep within his ribcage wrenches a harsh one eighty degrees and it makes his lungs seem like a mere inconvenience in comparison. Zed can’t understand the sensation, how the man has such an invisible, impossible power that seems to choke him up without carbon influence.
Zed knows what the engineer’s saying, loud and clear – doesn’t share that there’s a lack of consideration for anything else besides the other right now; but it’s visibly palpable. He forces the words out, hand slamming on the wall next to them – more for himself, to ground himself to the present and not get lost in the lull of giving up consciousness: “And you don’t get to join them,” Why don’t you get that?
Searching through that cloud, drowns them from within. Needs Rahi to move already – to get out of the state of frozen, of whatever he’s trying to work through in regards to the room Zed would leave behind, over and over and over again if it meant he could drag Kumar up the corridor and out the back of the theatre with his life. Perhaps both the most selfish thing, and the least?
But two men with brains that have as much power as the fire teasing their demises – Zed’s is certainly slowing with the oxygen deprivation, the blur of vision as everything begins to grow heavier, the weight of his limbs included. The next wave of head shaking is to get his head some clarity; almost laughable that they’re having this conversation, here and now of all the places.
Zedekiah’s not sure if Rahi’s waiting for him to plead or if there’s some Lev-esque philosophy deeply rooted here – a poetry to how they’re to fall prey to a theatres combustion, as instigated by the Vasile himself. But you said, Rahi doesn’t get that end, no. “Kumar –!” an impertinence that comes out as another kind of garble of choked sounds as he tries to clear his airways once more.
Okay.
Fucking finally, Rahi.
“Alright, go,” Zed’s nodding, notions with an exhausted head towards the exit, reaches to the back of his trousers with lethargic limbs for a gun – he swears he can hear those gunshots getting louder –
– closer, and in turn, an increase in the already teetering danger that has the chemist convinced he’s already slipped out of lucidity once or twice when he takes his first step. Slam. An echo of that door Zed’s had his back to rips open – the flames taking it out with a violent force – Zed can only assume. Good that Rahi’s finally agreed to move – to leave –
Bang.
Once more – different. Penetrating; a shock where Zed’s footsteps are not on his own accord, right foot jolted where something harsh winds him entirely, sucks the last of his speech; broken words that never escape lips. It’s almost theatrical, the way Zed’s legs give out entirely, that gun he’s holding slips from fingers and a new kind of thump where it’s late to recognise that something hotter than fire stings his back, upper right side; he can feel it take him to the ground, knees hit first.
Then down goes his hands, palms flat, strain on his back where his lowered position gives sight of the newcomer behind him, singed and sooted head to tow, a gun raised upwards; smoke that’s unlike the rest hisses from the barrel of a pistol – assertion in their aim as it lowers to remain aimed at Zed as though to issue a finisher; the Vasile’s been recognised – in amongst the flames, antagonists in every meaning of the word and an enemy lies in the doorway, a demon walking through the flames to end him in another way.
If Zed could speak and come to terms with more than shock flooding his system and the bullet that’s lodged in his backside that wanes every ounce of strength left, brings forth a quiet wheezing to try steady – control the intakes of soot; as though it’s only going to worsen, he’d yell. Instead, agonised eyes trail upwards, manage to determine a figuration of Rahi between clouds, run, Rahi, goddamn fucking, run.
The last thing Zed ever wants to imagine is the person standing ahead of him falling in the same manner he has – bullet in the back, or front. Kumar doesn’t deserve that; an innocent in the fray, affiliations fucking aside. Zed’s trying to reach for the weapon he’s dropped, only winces when it feels like he wants to collapse entirely onto the carpeted floors, inhale the sticky carbon until it’s all he can taste – but no, he needs to at least, from all this, get Rahi to safety, take out whichever fucking other gang shooter is just about evident in his peripheries.
But muscles fatigued, slowed where blood loss is the next thing to war with; he’s losing, but he won’t lose him.
Zed’s eyes are begging Rahi to run, let the other remain distracted with the Vasile and give Kumar a chance to escape.
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Grinning, he reached for Maisie. Pulling her away from the lights of the marquee. Closer to the dark edges of the building that he found solace in. After the news got out that he was going to be in the damn show. Lucian had wanted to back out of it. Instead, he spent most of his free time at Maisie’s apartment when he wasn’t working or needed for the family business. It was a much-needed escape. Considering none of his family knew where she lived, hiding was easy. Significantly, when he had his ringer off.
Humming, he nuzzled into her neck. Placing soft open mouth kisses there. “Or we could sneak off and head home. Plenty to drink there and no sister to videotape it.”
maisie’s arms slipped around his neck, delicate fingers toying with the hair at the nape of his neck. there was a low hum sounding from behind her lips as his peppered open mouth kisses along her neck. “ and let everyone miss our on the best three minutes of the show? mm, not likely. ’ a soft laugh ringing in his ear as she moved to press a kiss against his cheek.
she knew the reason behind his involvement wasn’t as easy as a new found interest in acting—- as much as his sister may have had him on nerves for tonight, maisie found herself almost a little grateful for it. it was nice to see him outside of his comfort zone. her hands found his as she pulled back to look at him. “ should i be worried that your sister would be taping us where i live? ’ she knew his family name came with a lot, but that was a touch too much.
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lorelai bites down at her back teeth — wincing momentarily as it crushes down on the gum of her cheek “the people that captured us there. they gave me three choice.” she doesn’t like to think about halloween, the paces stepping up towards oliver that seemed to take an eon. “stay behind and risk being locked in there till we died, save myself and leave him behind to die, or injure him to secure everyones release — some cruel game of pick-a-fate.” rubbing her thumb up and down the smooth sides of the mug, lorelai glares down into the still, dark depths of the coffee. imagining herself drowning sinking into it, the black. “injuring him was the only option of three the secured both our release.”
she no longer waits for the offer to sit—- she see’s no reason why she should. after all, they are family. her hands are folding together, fingers entangling as she wrests them against the table, settling into the seat across her. she doesn’t interrupt, waits for her to finish. gives her what she asked for. someone to listen. “ i was in one of those rooms too. one of our own tasked with taking me out, to secure everyone else. ’ she didn’t come out unscathed, none of them did, but, they all came out. “ he chose not to hurt me, and still, we all made it out alive. you way wasn’t the only way, just remember that. ’
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‘ you know he’s gonna try and escape right? ’ she asks, turning to maisie as lucian leaves them all behind. she’s only half kidding, a genuinely smile meeting the woman before she goes to stand. ‘ don’t worry, he won’t get far. ’ she comments cheekily before scurrying off after him.
it’s not at all surprising, the place in which she finds him, and the pastime in which he’s choosing to partake in. there’s a question being thrown at her as soon as the doors push open, and she’d wrapping her arms around herself to stay warm. “ t minus sixty seconds to showtime. ’ a laugh falling between her words. “ you ready? ’
Location: Outside Theater
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Lucian wore a frown, or as best he could with Maisie on his arm. She had insisted that they get there early so he wouldn’t be late. Late for what? He was thankful that he had as little stage time as possible. But there was no arguing with her about it, once they got to the private box Lucian held for them. He excused himself making his way outside for a cigarette. He was happy to have this time to himself for the moment. Watching as more and more people started to make there way through the entrance of the theater doors. Why was he suddenly feeling… nervous. Nah fuck that, He took another drag from his cig as someone came out the doors near him.
“ Hey,” he called towards them waving them closer. “ You got the time?”
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Liam just sighed, “Well, at least I know I’m in good hands.” Because it would’ve been just his luck that some stranger was on the other side of that door; he’s sure they would’ve left him there until he either got up himself or some poor soul took pity on him. He did his best to help her help himself, moving at a snail’s pace because any faster and his head would spin more than it already was. He chuckled and sighed, trying to breathe through the throbbing headache, “Maybe the universe or some shit was telling you to open the door right at that moment.” He sat up as best he could, his eyes on her as she gave him that sorry smile, “Don’t look at me like that, like you feel sorry for me.” He sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose, “Where? Malnati’s bathroom?”
one hand hovered behind his head, a precautionary choice of placement in case he’d moved to soon. “ i’d hardly call it a sign from the universe, more like bad timing. ’ an awkward laugh falling from her lips. it was followed by a weighted sigh, head shaking at his comment. “ well i don’t feel sorry for you. ’ she huffed. “ i feel sorry for hitting you, there’s a difference. ’ liam didn’t need anyone to feel sorry for him, and maisie already had plenty of reasons to be sorry herself. she didn’t need to add pitying him to the list. “ it’s the best we’ve got, come on, i’ll help you. ’ she hooked one of liam’s arms around her shoulder, one hand wrapped around his wrist, the other around his waist. she let him guide the pace, doing her best to keep him steady as she helped him up.
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Liam couldn’t even count on his own two hands alone the number of times his mouth got him into trouble that resulted in a fight and later on, cuts and scrapes or worse. With age, Liam’s gotten wiser on when to keep his mouth shut and when not to and even then, he’s gotten better with the words he’s used. Besides, actions speak louder than words. He chuckled as he drank some more, “And I with you.” He sighed, “Well, either in the office or training; an old dog can still learn some new tricks. Gotta keep up with these new ones here.”
teaching an old dog new tricks—- now that was something that killian had absolutely no desire in partaking in. “ i think the new ones should be more worried about keeping up with us. ’ the new was wasn’t always the best way.
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There weren’t many bad vices that Julia Faust indulged in. She didn’t drink much, and when she did, it was fancy, pretentious wine she liked, and she didn’t do drugs whatsoever, so what did that leave her, especially recently? Just a cigarette. It wasn’t a big habit, just something she had been doing, to calm her own anxiety. This was the first big thing she had even been out for, ever since the hotel horror that she had been through. She breathed in the smoke, calming her nerves, as she hoped none of her family saw her. Julia just wanted a sense of relief, a sense of calm after what she has been through, the dull ache of her stitches always burning even underneath her beautiful dress, quietly but surely.
Julia nearly jumped out of her skin when she heard footsteps, either arriving to the theatre or coming out for some fresh air. “Gesù! Mi hai spaventato!” She let out in Italian, taking the cigarette away from her ruby red lips. “Sorry, you scared me.”
outside seemed to be the only place blair truly felt she could breathe, face lifting to the skies above them as she inhaled slowly. hands clutching her abdomen, laughing as julia’s shock rang through her ears. a smile pulled at her lips corners as she moved towards her. “ at least i know my ears are working. ’ she said, laughter rolling off her tongue.
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Lucian wore a frown, or as best he could with Maisie on his arm. She had insisted that they get there early so he wouldn’t be late. Late for what? He was thankful that he had as little stage time as possible. But there was no arguing with her about it, once they got to the private box Lucian held for them. He excused himself making his way outside for a cigarette. He was happy to have this time to himself for the moment. Watching as more and more people started to make there way through the entrance of the theater doors. Why was he suddenly feeling… nervous. Nah fuck that, He took another drag from his cig as someone came out the doors near him.
“ Hey,” he called towards them waving them closer. “ You got the time?”
maisie wasn’t ever much into the arts, it was never her strong suit, and frankly, she’d much rather be at home with wine and pizza then. . . at the theatre. but lucian’s few minutes on stage urged her presence. if for no other reason then to be his excuse to escape as soon as it all was over. she knew that was what he really wanted.
“ the time? ’ she asked, lips cocking into a smile. “ i’d say it’s time for us to grab a drink, wouldn’t you? ’
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“ miss demir. ’ he observed, taking up space beside her. the room was crowded, full of life, even asli seemed to be wearing a smile instead of her usual attitude. though he was sure it was still hidden somewhere inside. he’d yet to see her without it. “ you look nice tonight. ’ he noted with a quick glance at her outfit of choice before leaning in. “ since you’re here, if anyone asks, your my date. ’
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“you must have a big home.” she said on a laugh as she looked him over. real estate wasn’t the more interesting of jobs but it paid a lot of money. money spoke, and if anyone knew money, it was harlow. “I’m an accountant.” something like that. launderer could have been another title but she kept it to herself. “not as interesting either, i must say.”
“ something like that. ’ he said, offering her a smile. here, he didn’t have much of a home at all, suppose that was his fault. but ireland was another story. “ i don’t know if i’d say that, i’m sure you see your share of interesting accounts. ’ especially around these parts.
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God Zoe was nervous, more nervous than she had been in a while. Nervous for her sisters in the performance, all she wanted was for them to have a good show, but also nervous about being in a crowded room. So many people without too much space to move without touching someone, she just had to ground herself where she could. Taking a step back she barely sidestepped someone before her back was pressed against someone else. “Sorry. Barely any room to move, I feel like a sardine.”
tonight was another attempt at letting himself out on the town. drowning in his work would only last so long. before he’d need to breathe again. though, that seemed unlikely as they all pressed against each other now, literally, chuckling at her words before stepping our of her way. “ well, at least you don’t look like one. ’
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she’d nearly fooled herself, thinking she could walk in here and continue to ignore all the people she’d spent the last few weeks hiding from. seeing him was the hard part, really. left her instantly wishing she could escape again—- a drink would be the closest she’d get. she’d ordered herself two of whatever they had that was strongest before the familiar voice caught her ear. almost had her lips raised into a smile at the sound before looking over her shoulder. “ hey, ’ she huffed out awkwardly. “ how’ve you been? ’
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Nadia James as the part of Beadle Bamford in Chicago’s own production of Sweeney Fucking Todd. Could there be a more perfect person to play such a part? She secretly wanted Sweeney Todd, the chance to play and sing to knives exciting, but Beadle Bamford was a part she surely knew she could make into her own, with fashion and dark whimsy, just like Nadia. The costume was Nadia’s own work, something she put together with ease and excitement. She did so with a sleek black Dior suit, the cape and all, jeweled black cane, high, high heels, her long blonde hair pinned up and a stylish hat over her head and a veil, just to be rightfully dramatic. Right now, Nadia thought she looked like a million dollars, and she was flaunting about, ready for her performance. She wanted to check in whoever else was going to be there, as well as see her fellow cast members (perhaps to get them all afraid for show night, for fun), when she saw someone staring at her as she entered the room.
“I know, right, darling? I am simply stunning. Truly outdone myself on this. Bloody gorgeous I am. Let me see you.”
addison was rather excited about the excuse to get herself out of the house and out of her funk. she’d spent the last few weeks hiding away from all the troubles that fogged her mind, but, she couldn’t hide forever.
she’d recognized her from the pet store, could easily be noted as one of the most memorable people addison had met in quite awhile. if for nothing more than her strikingly fierce confidence in herself. it was admirable.
addison couldn’t quite pen why this woman brought such a smile to her face—- suppose it was her energy. “ absolutely breathtaking. ’ and she was, not that she needed the reminder. let me see you—- a soft chuckle falling from addison’s lips as she took a step back, hands smoothing over the fabric of her dress as she did so. “ does it meet up to expectations? ’
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Liam chuckled but groaned when he really felt the pain, “I must’ve hit my face on the door a lot harder than I originally thought because I thought I heard my ex’s voice.” His eyes were clenched tightly closed has he stayed laying on the ground with his hand clutched over his nose. When he heard her say his name, Liam cracked an eye open to see if it was really her. “M-Maisie?” He closed his eye when he felt the pain increase, groaning out in pain. “Well, I’m gonna guess by the intense fucking pain right now and the fact that that’s blood I probably feel on my hands, I’m gonna go with I’m not okay.” He cracked an eye open again, “You know, if you really wanted to say you didn’t like me, you could do it without a door. Other ways to get your point across.”
there was an awkward chuckle stumbling from her lips at his remark—- you did hear your exes voice. no need to tell him, he’d catch up eventually.
maisie’s fingers drug around to the back of his head as she lifted it. she didn’t need to check her hand to know what covered them. her head shook softly as she cradled his head in her hands. “ yeah, it’s me. ’ she huffed out softly as she hovered over him. “ right well—- ‘ a pause—- a heavy breath falling off her lips and lifting weights from her chest. “ okay, lets sit up. ’ she pressed, offering him whatever support he might need. “ i didn’t know you were on the other side of that door liam. ’ her attention was strictly on him, it hadn’t parted him since his fall. she did her best not to wear a sorry smile on her lips, she couldn’t help it much. “ i didn’t know anyone was. ’ she huffed out honestly. “ come on, lets get you cleaned up. ’
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