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I’m disappointed in Seunghyun for not posting ANYTHING for the anniversary, but sadly I am not surprised.

As his fan I feel let down… almost betrayed? Like, I stood by him and vehemently defended him in the hardest of moments. I had a legit panic attack when I thought he was dying. I have been through SO damn much for & with this man…

But he can’t even be arsed to acknowledge his past group or his fans for ONE damn day?!? One post. That’s all it would’ve taken. Seconds of his day. But it seems that he can’t be bothered.

He would be nothing without Bigbang. He would be nothing without VIP. But he seems to have conveniently forgotten all about us. He has his money, his fame. He doesn’t really need us anymore. We’ve been tossed aside like last weeks trash.

And I’m mad as hell about it. He’s coming across as a pretentious ass… and maybe he always was.

I’m not saying that someone can’t decide to get out of the idol lifestyle if they want. By all means, he deserves a rest & to be happy pursuing other things. But, damnit… at least acknowledge your group & fans that gave you the privilege of being able to do that! Once a year… is that too much to ask?

T.O.P … there’s no easy way to say this, but I think I want a divorce. 😔 I have given you over 7 years of my life, but I think it’s time I moved on. Because, apparently, “Until Whenever” means nothing to you.

p.s. I also noticed he wasn’t in the pictures from Se7ens recent wedding. I wonder what the story is there…

#I told y’all I wouldn’t be celebrating this year #*sigh* #kpop rant #bigbang

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LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK

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END OF AN ERA

T.O.P has announced that he officially left the group BIGBANG.

T.O.P's last project with the group was Still Life which was released last year, April 2022.

05.31.23

#I hate to say I told you so... #but I told you so... #bigbang is disbanded #Don't think I'll celebrate the anniversary in August this year #*sigh*

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💿♾️💿

T.O.P IG Post (05.29.23)

#😳 #y’all… #I think he heard me complaining… #lol

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Rant

Being part of a practically “dead” fandom sucks...

Let’s face reality. Bigbang is essentially disbanded. That’s the truth of it. They might not have used that terminology, but it’s clear as day.

GD is doing fashion things & has the promise of a new solo. And he’s the only one still under contract with YG.

Youngbae has already blessed us with his lovely voice & I love him for it. But he’s on the Blacklabel..

Daesung is striking out on his own. It’s brave of him & I’m super proud. Can’t wait to see what he does next.

And Seunghyun... *sigh*

I have to admit that, as a TOP biased person, I am disappointed in his direction. But if it’s what he wants to do and makes him happy and less stressed, then I’m happy for him. But it’s not something I like. If anything, it’s pushing me further away from him. He was teasing new music, but now that “dear Moon” is going on... that’s ALL he posts about. It’s practically become his whole personality. And I have this horrible gut feeling that IF (big IF) this thing actually ever happens, Elon Musk is going to be responsible for my bias blowing up & I’m just not prepared to handle the that.

I will always be VIP at heart. Until Whenever. And I hope that some magical day, they can release music as four again. 

BUT...

I think that if I’m going to stay in Kpop, I’m gonna need a new group to focus on. (maybe even multiple)  I can’t sit around and wait forever on a comeback that will most likely never happen.

#bigbang #kpop rant

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짜샤 뭐? “우리 전에 봤었는데” 네? 아니요 “승리랑 친해” 라는데 어쩌라고요

#middle fingers up #in the general direction of he who must not be named #may he spend the rest of his days in obscurity

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Now it’s officially Christmas!! Bigbang style ❤️💋💯🔥🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄

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メリクリ🎄🎅💫💫💫💖

BIGBANG👑 🥰💘

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Note: Not sure if the Seungri & Nyongtory stories still exist or not. I’ve tried to go through and delete them all, but they still pop up every once in a while. *shrugs*

Christmas Stories Masterlist

If you guys are looking for something to get you into the Christmas spirit, here’s a (short) masterlist of my past Christmas themed writing:

Sweaters - Jiyong Answered Prayers - Youngbae Snowmen - Daesung Advent Calendars - Seunghyun

Jiyong Drabble Daesung Drabble Seunghyun Drabble Youngbae Drabble

Christmas Kisses - Nannyverse Drabble (takes place in my multi-chaptered Choi Seunghyun fic. So, spoilers if you haven’t read that yet! And here’s a link if you want to get started reading the series.)

**Yes, back in the day, I also wrote 2 Seungri & 1 Nyongtory Christmas stories… but I didn’t feel comfortable including them here. They still exist on the blog, so if you want to read them, just search the tag “Christmas” and they’ll come up.**

#bigbang christmas #kpop christmas #bigbang fanfic #bigbang scenarios #bigbang

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BIGBANG have won Best Vocal Performance Group with Spring Summer Fall Winter (Still Life) at the 2022 MAMA Awards! Congratulations BIGBANG 🏆

#just fuck it #it's a quickie #lol #(never gets old)

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part of the beauty of music is that there is such a wide range of things to listen to and you can well and truly cater your entire music tastes to yourself and pick and choose out of sounds and songs you enjoy… limiting yourself to solely listening to one single artist is doing yourself more of a disservice than anything because there is so so much more to music than the discography of one single artist

#which is why I listen to a wide variety that spans centuries #there’s just so much out there! #why restrict yourself to just one artist or one type of music? #that’s just sad

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Y’all know I love my bias... but I’m not even gonna TRY for a bottle of that wine even though it does come out in my birthday month. 1. I (most likely) can’t afford it. 2. I’m pretty sure it’ll be the damn Hunger Games trying to get a bottle when it’s released. 3. I’m not really one for dry wine.

When he releases something in the semi-sweet to sweet range, maybe I’ll see about buying a bottle. lol

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BIGBANG👑 TOP🦖💖

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BIGBANG👑 TOP💖

T.O.P for 1st Look Magazine x Calvin Klein Jeans (2011)

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happy birthday TOP🎂💖💖💖💖🦖🍷🍾

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BIGBANG👑 TOP🦖💖

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Oh baby, I like you so much that you’re driving me crazy.