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Me scrolling past my own story I haven't updated in 2 years while on a 3am AO3 binge

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Wow I haven't posted here in a hot ass minute-

I'm still alive!

Schools been kicking my ass so I've been sticking to one shots and the like. I am under a lot of stress (who isn't tbh) and even half of my old rps have gone cold because of it

I apologize to anyone who's been reading color me curious or you too and hasn't gotten an update, people asking for updates hasn't been helping me and motivation just said "No <3"

So I'm just gonna be sticking to one shots and my planning doc for another fic (one that will have pre written chapters so all I have to do is post on schedule) that I'm planning to push myself through.

Thank you for your understanding and if this bothers you then your the problem<3

#Obsession talks #updates

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Waiting for people to realize the more they comment on the fact I havn't updated my fics the longer they have to wait for an update

Nothing unmotivates me more then being reminded of how long I'm taking constantly :]

I'm just gonna start deleting them istg-

#obsession talks

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The urge to write Wholesome FNAF security breach fanfiction because I'm watching Ranboo's stream and I wanna s o b

Sun and moon deserve better, Freddy is new father figure, I am scared for the ending of this stream, even more scared for the next one, I've already made two Oc's for it

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I made another au and storyline I'm never gonna fully write out *slams desk*

#this is bs #i know i wanna erite the au out and shit #but i have no one to bounce off of so it'll just crash and burn like everything else s o b

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But that’s not important now, what’s important is that the sun’s going down, his time will be up soon.

Or Techno's not okay and decides it's no longer worth it; Wilbur disagrees

PLZ READ THE GOD DAMN TAGS STAY SAFE BESTIES

#technoblade #wilbur soot #only tagging them cause the others are unimportant #tw suicide attempt #he never does it but he was going to #vent fics my beloved #firewoods fics #Achilles come down (please?)

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Chat is not Evil.

Contrary to popular belief they are not evil. They may be a bit mean sometimes and they may want people’s heads but they are not Evil. They do not wish for the torture of innocents, they do not wish to let animals suffer. they force their host to put ones that will soon meet their end to sleep, to end the poor things suffering. Kristen is kind, she will lead the poor things to a nicer world than this one.

or: Chat does what techno can't, his friends don't really like that tho

Kinda chat-centric fic

READ THE TAGS PLZ I BEG OF YOU STAY SAFE

#firewoods fics #technoblade #chat #I do not wish the death of any living thing (but it wants to die so what's the harm?) #philza #ranboo #they're there #tw suicide attempt #i'm mentally fucked leave me be

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Zipping up the front of his new jacket, Phil only worries more “You’re kinda giving me vague answers, Tech. just tell me where you are, I’ll meet you there.”

“No need, I’ll be fine,” Techno responds. Before Phil can say anything else Techno is speaking again “You know you’re my best friend, right? You know I care about you, right?”

“Yeah, I know Techno. And I care about you too, which is why I need you to tell me where you are. For you the world, right? I kinda need to know where you are in the world for that.” Phil walks back outside and down the stairs towards the dog pen

“Hm...you know that cliff we found a few months ago?”

 or Technos not having a good time but Ranboo can teleport, so

PLEASE READ THE TAGS BEFORE READING THE FIC, STAY SAFE

#technoblade #philza #ranboo #eret #Eretnoblade #not super important but still there #tw suicide attempt #literally read the fucking tags #your not Icarus so why are you falling? #firewoods fics

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a silent voice re-write but SBI, mainly Techza/emerald duo, and only the jumping scene!

Can be /p or /r, I tagged both, plz look at the tags anyway

Also spoilers if you havn't watched/read a silent voice

#technoblade #philza #firewoods fics #techza #the rest if SBI is there too but only for like a hot second #hang on we're not done yet

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Tw. Suicide mention

Ayo what if I wrote a silent voice re-write but with dsmp characters but ONLY the jumping scene?

Would :] that :] be :] fun :]

Imma break some hearts today

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My techno hoodie came

But it's a size too small, I can't wear it without being uncomfortable and I am going to make it everyone's problem

I wonder how I should Hurt Techno today,,,maybe an au, maybe I take away all his friends, maybe,,,

#technoblade #when i said i was making it everyone's problem #i meant it #literally about to fucking cry i was so excited #but no #i am not allowed to be happy #so neither is C!Technoblade #debating how im hurting him this time

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I wrote another thing!

The only reason I'm not linking them is because they are vent fic's that you need to watch the tags with-

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Heh

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I posted something if y'all wanna check it out 👉👈

I will warn you PLEASE read the tags-

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I may have fell off the face of the earth for a hot second but I am writing things

Yeah those things are me writing to cope and not generally super fun and happy things but they're things uwu

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Cake by Melanie Martinez is such a Techno song and no one cares but I care and just sisvsivs

"I'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard while you walk away with the frosting of my heart" ISBSOSBLAVDHS

HE

FUCKING HE

#Technoblade #me being an apologist dont mind me #he is not a weapon fuck you guys /lh #thinking of the angst i could do with this #its 4 am leave me and ny songs b

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My lack of motivation from school vs my need to write and keep people happy with fic updates

FIGHT