I'm not sure what my name should be. Not like my blog name but my actual name as a headmate
I thought I was set on something but now I'm not so sure. I just know I want a name based off of a renaissance artist like the rest of my family + one that starts with the letter A. I've narrowed it down to 3 options but I'm not sure which one to pick
I made a poll for anyone who wants to help me choose!
There will be times where I'll only interact with people from one of my side blogs and then out of nowhere that person person follows my primary blog that's completely empty
And I'm just like "HOW DID YOU SNIFF ME OUT???"
When in reality it's really easy because I'll like something on my primary blog and then reblog it to a side blog in a millisecond 😭
Sometimes we wonder if starting our blogs were good ideas. Maybe we're just faking or flat out wrong about being a system and all of this is just gonna fall apart in the end. We wanted to make separate blogs to organize our thoughts, but now were wondering if it was a bad idea. Are we just attention seeking? Perhaps what we thought was DID/OSDD was just our possible bipolar/shizoaffective-bipolar type disorder. Maybe we're just thinking too much into it
If we're so sure about being a system we should want to get tested, right? Then why are we so scared? What's there to be afraid of? Why are we so scared of being told "you're wrong"?
Even when countless people have told us "things about you make so much more sense" when we came out as a system it's still not enough. We still worry that we're just faking it
I gave her the paper Leo wrote, she looked at it with her head on her hand like she was bored, asked some basic questions, and then said she's gonna contact my therapist 😭
She barely said anything I could not tell what she was thinking
I can't stop thinking "oh god what if I'm faking what if it's all in my head maybe I'm not a system at all this is so stupid how did I even come to that conclusion"
I am NOT prepared for this appointment what's happening to me
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BuzzFeed published a report claiming that Tumblr was utilized as a distribution channel for Russian agents to influence American voting habits during the 2016 presidential election in Feb 2018.