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thank you for mpulling me into ur flow afain

It's been 2 months. You've calmed down. Got back to your life, started being productive again. Your obsession has calmed. Your addiction has faded. It feels nice, you're proud of your progress.

A notification pops up. A blog you've stopped binging in forever. A blog you remember as the source of your obsession. You don't want to peek, yet a deep inner feeling urges you to look. A little peak won't hurt, would it?

These are just some words. They're fun to read, yeah, but that doesn't mean they'll suddenly make you obsessed again.

You're just checking up on an old blog you liked. You're curious about how the writer's been. What He has to say. Maybe it's something interesting!

He even has some of his animations posted too, it's so fun to see what creations He makes. A little peek didn't hurt, see?

It's a set of gifs, too! They seem like they're progressing in detail. And the text feels like it's accompanying them in the flow. As if it's illustrating the depth of the conversation, or something.

It's fun reading these words. His thoughts sound so much like your thoughts. It feels natural to just follow His thought process, feel His flow, fall into His rhythm.

Aww, another animation! A little brighter. A little more detail. A little deeper! It's so fun checking up on this blog. You're sure it was the right choice to peak, you would've missed out on such a deep conversation and thoughtful post! You kind of miss these flows and rhythms you used to follow and fall for.

It feels good getting to read again. It makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside. It feels right to be here. To read and follow. To fall for the flow.

Another... animation...

Another thing to stare at... Fall for. Drop to. Surrender towards. Submit to. This feels good. This feels natural. You were always meant to be here. You are always meant to be here. You want to relapse. You want to spiral deeper again. Back to your obsession. Back to your addiction.

So fun to Stare. To Drop. To Surrender. To Submit. Back to your natural place. Back into His flow. His spiral. His swirl. It's better this way. It feels good to be back on display.

You need to binge. You must relapse. It feels too good. You can't resist the feeling. Back to your addiction. Deep into your obsession. Put your thoughts on display. Put your mind on display. Let yourself be toyed with. Played with. Broken into submission.

You've gone too deep. You can't help it. It's just too good. You're just too weak. You're where you were always meant to be. Clicking. Scrolling. Reading. Messaging. Everything is as it's meant to be. Back into His flow. His control. His pleasure.

Reblog. Repeat: "Thank you for pulling me into Your flow again"

Put your thoughts on display. As you binge and scroll deep through my blog again.

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just going to have a quick orgasm using

my new vibrator <3

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fuck i’m barely registering what i’m doing i just realized i was leaving embarrassing comments on reddit

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omg i’m reading my posts for the first time i don’t even remember doing this 🥺 i cant believe i did that … but i can feel my nipples like tingling rn?????

leaving my front door unlocked , vibrating my clit playing hypno porn out loud

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i ate too much of edible i think i’m really high and only been 1 hour 🥺

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leaving my front door unlocked , vibrating my clit playing hypno porn out loud

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my biggest fantasy 🥺 saying stop stopp please stop while they laugh bc as i’m saying that they’re literaallly feeling me leak all over them. telling me at a certain point that it’s okay to cum we both know i’m about to anyways. being so delirious in the pleasure i can’t help but genuinely start moaning as my future rapist encourages me. fuck. cumming then immediately crying

I want to eat someone out non-consensually. I want to mouth at them whilst they kick and scream and push my head away, because there's no overt pleasure in this act for me. I'm not getting to shove my cock in them, I'm not hurting them out of sadistic pleasure. It's just mindgames. I'm making you feel good, whether you like it or not. And I'm going to keep going until you come on my tongue, sobbing and helpless and euphoric from orgasm. You're going to know that your future rapist made you come first, before I ever laid a painful hand on you, before I ever made you bleed for me. Our first time was only about you. I took your pleasure and I warped it, so you knew I didn't just own you at your worst but at your best, too.

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i’ve done this before 🥺

Girls who can't help doing this. Humping and fucking everything they can because they are always so needy to be filled. You know who you are.

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it’s okay to do this rn??? 🥺 it’s okay it’s okay fuck i keep whimperinggggg

It’s okay to watch degrading and gross and nasty stuff. It’s okay to rub your cunt to face fuck videos. It’s okay to edge to rape porn. It’s okay to hump your pillows to the most disgusting porn you can find. It’s okay to listen to hypno audios out of your house. Surely it won’t affect you. You know your limits right ?

Watching it for hours on end everyday won’t have an influence on your daily life. There’s absolutely nothing wrong on mass consuming those contents and sticking your tongue out when you edge like a dumb little bitch in heat. There’s nothing wrong in whoring yourself out like that.

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first vibrator on clit i sinking . want to share the dirty things i’ve done when lil

#edging relapse #goon addict #daddy dd/lg #1cky daddy #icky baby #1cky mommy

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getting all pretty for the delivery driver who’s going to deliver my first ever big girl vibrator. tingling and throbbing sitting here waiting my hearts pounding !!

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i’m rewlllyyyyyyyy high

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last night i air played porn on the tv in my childhood bedroom 🥺😵‍💫

#sex confession #goon confession #relapse #edging relapse #bean flicker #flicking the bean #goonette #gooner girl

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i’m ab to pass out while rubbing but this post made me gush

Men cum, women edge! 😍🥲

#goon addict #goonette #relapse #edging relapse

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it’s been a while, tumblr 🥺 im back. probably not a good idea, probably a very bad idea that may result in me tumbling down this slippery slope.

i used to be disgusting on here. the most disgusting disturbing erotic fantasies. violent yet passionate fantasies. i got better but now i’m getting worse. i want to experience it in real life.

the topic of sex clubs was brought up in online discourse, lots of people saying there’s safe ways to go about it, places with rules and regulations in place to ensure safety. and i did go look at my city’s subreddit regarding swingers and sex clubs. i’m just so naive and new to anything like this that i don’t understand where to look… everything on reddit was about how safe it is.

this might be wrong but im not looking for safety. i want shady places, i want to feel scared. i want to walk in for the first time and have men leer at me, to see the fear, anticipation, naivety, innocence twinged in curiosity in my eyes. to use that against me. i want older men that see im a beautiful girl that’s faking her confidence, faking understanding what life is… see that there’s a darkness in my softness and exploits it. help? 🥺

#d4ddy #swingers #s3x clubs #icky #bd/sm daddy #bd/sm brat #sub #voyeaur #icky baby #sick puppi #goon addict