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#😫😫😫😫

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I can’t wait to die

#rjb.org

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#Makoto

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Once again feeling extremely annoying and like people are reaching their limit with me and like I am unloveable and completely alienated from the human experience. Once again feeling like it’s never ever going to get better

Brain: you could just kill yourself

#one day I will get the courage to do it #rjb.org

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Hate Existing

#hate feeling like everyone hates me #hate feeling miserable #hate myself #rjb.org

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I feel very annoying all the time and like my friends don’t like me/like each other more But I know that’s mainly just my insecurities from high school…..

#but starting this job I also feel very useless. I don’t wanna say quite yet that it isn’t for me #but I don’t think I’ll like it. and I don’t want to be a quitter. idk #just kinda feeling like I shouldn’t exist at all. I really do hate that whole Existence thing #rjb.org

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sometimes i feel like all i am is a disorder

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I really hate myself so much. Everything I do and say is a fucking problem that hurts somebody else

#this is why I never say shit to anybody or tell anybody anything #bc I always come out of it feeling attacked and vulnerable and I don’t know what to do #I just want to die: I can not live my life like this #or more rather I am sick of living my life like this #rjb.org

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Kinda starting to feel like a useless piece of shit again

#the urge to kill myself never leaves apparently it just lessens #rjb.org

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*through gritted teeth* big heartbreak is indicative of big love and love is the meaning of life

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please please never stop being annoying about that one thing you really care about

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Am I seriously just one of those people who is always going to be sad forever

#no matter where I am or what I’m doing #I’m afraid nothing will ever make me happy #rjb.org

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i post for the weird lonely girls that nobody ever liked

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i’m not scared of love, i’m scared of loving somebody while they pretend to love me