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I hope people know how much I care about them.

#🌻 muntalk

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sorry I haven't had much of a presence. Ye old Time Of The Month has been making me feel awful, so just waiting for that to subside.

#🌻 muntalk #gimme a few days #then ill be able to write i think #just been so tired.

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Send "Echoes of the past" for your muse to experience one of my muses memories in a vision/dream. @serialxsuccubus

There was a sharp gasp of breath as once again for as many times that it had been, the reaper's soul was yanked from the cycle and thrusted upon the steps of Rebirth.

As he kept gulping and wheezing to get his lungs working, the heavenly voice that had always royally pissed him the shit off spoke.

"And what will you be known as?"

"Gig, for fucks sake--!! You already know who I am, do we really have to do this bullshit every fucking ti--"

Before he's allowed to finish his angry ranting at the whole useless system, lights glare in his eyes as his soul is violently propelled back into the body, walking amongst the mortal plane, connected once more.

Always connected. Always repeating. Never ending.

Nobody would have ever called death a pleasant experience - and what came after was hardly any better. It wasn't exactly something you ever got used to, no matter how much practice Gig might have had at it over the countless centuries.

The emptiness, the hollowness at the sharp cut of a string of life. People had a lot of different stories about how it happened - like the one about all your life's memories flashing before your eyes and nonsense like that. For immortal creatures like reapers and Gods - it was a little different.

Every moment, every memory; anything that he'd ever experienced felt like it was being scorched into the very skin. Feeling the full brunt of existence over centuries upon centuries, the movie of one's life story screaming at you through ears, blood, nerves - until you're granted some small relief of being chucked out of the cycle once more.

"And what would you like to--"

"Oh, I don't know! Fucking Rumplefuckskin the Third - don't you ever shut up?!"

Time had no real meaning. Days, months, years, decades. People would come, people would go. Such was the way, everyone he'd come to meet would eventually live, breath and die around him. But something always decided that he still had a purpose. Some purpose it was - guiding souls into the realms of the dead whilst he remained stuck in the universe's shittiest toilet.

"Gah--!!" Gig gasped, life once again thrusted into his lungs, coughing and snarling. Before the stupid woman could start her spiel, he slammed his fists against the black void of a ground. "Just give me a fucking minute! Just.. just give me.."

Words didn't come. Instead, a ferocious screech as he twisted his fingers up in his hair, like the intensity of his rage might have made a goddamn difference. Fucking pathetic, really. Presenting in such a state before the likes of an Overseer.

After a full minute of screaming for nobody but the two of them to hear, Gig swore under his breath and pushed himself up, holding out his hand. "Quit the name crap and get on with it, Haephnes."

Smiling softly at that, the woman placed her hand over his. In a burst of flame, the scythe he would routinely use as a weapon and a collector of souls was summoned, affirming his role once again.

"Nobody else can be what you are. This is what you were made to do." Haephnes reminded him, not looking the least bit surprised when he yanked the scythe away from her, turning around to give her his back.

"..Yeah, I know that. You've said it before. Guess that doesn't fucking change either, does it? Maybe one of these days, you'll learn not to be such a broken record."

Jaw tightening, Gig's wings sprung up from his shoulders, flaring wide as he disappeared from the waiting room in another bright burst of flames.

Master of Death, until the next death. Then it could begin again. All over again. Again. Again.

#IC: Gig #Writings #serialxsuccubus #Drabble #death tw #tw death #character death tw #tw character death #reincarnation tw #tw reincarnation #Ask To Tag #God I remember how emotional writing this fucker makes me

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Casual reminder that Gig has the worst fashion.

#🌻 muntalk #It's been twenty years and I am still cursing shoepants.

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🌺 send this to ten blogs you think are wonderful 🌺

Thank you so much, friendo. You've been through a whole hecking lot with me, and I'm glad we're still writing and loving life together.

#🌻 muntalk #koala snuggle for you #playr1ne

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Dungeon/Dragons session yesterday was great, and people were in hysterics because my poor clown tiefling;

Agreed to help another party friend to steal a key for his stealth assignment class. Proceeded to telepathically argue with her imp about stealing said key, until her imp decided to shove every single key that was in the cabinets into his mouth. That is how you theft.

These keys were magically enchanted to scream if stolen.

Party friend hid them in a bag of holding. I'd joked that if Dummy's patron had access to the astral plane, the thought of an eldritch horror having several hundreds of screaming keys flying past like 'what the fuck was that?'

When it looked like party friend was going to be 'arrested' for the key theft, Dummy began dramatically wailing that it was her, she was the criminal, put me in the handcuffs. They complied, and she spent the next hour fascinated with how handcuffs work.

After this was all resolved peacefully, party friend was trying to sneak back into dorm rooms after dark and asked Dummy to help. She proceeded to make a rope blanket and throw it out the window.

THE DORM ROOMS WERE ON THE GROUND FLOOR. THE BLANKET ROPE WAS NOT EVEN NECESSARY.

#🌻 muntalk #posts this to my main account because I just. #I need to share how utterly amazing yesterday's session was. #My sides are still splitting. What an absolute disaster.

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Don't fight it, it's coming for you, running at ya It's only this moment, don't care what comes after Your fever dream, can't you see it getting closer?

🍎 Independent, selective, private, and canon-divergent portrayal of Lucifer Morningstar. Follows back from playr1ne. 🍎 NSFW, must be 18+ to follow/interact, no drama, no godmodding, no metagaming, etc. 🍎 Adored by: Nihiles! You can call me just Nihil, N, or X for short. I'm 34 years young, FtM (He/They). 🍎 Credits: PSD coloring, image.

#RP Promo

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Send "Echoes of the past" for your muse to experience one of my muses memories in a vision/dream.

#RP Memes #Good excuse to get back into practice writing Gig

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Look at my beautiful baby 😭🖤

#Look at may friends succubus! #it turned out amazing! <3 <3 #friend promo

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🌺 send this to ten blogs you think are wonderful 🌺I've seen you in the RPC for a VERY long time. We've actually been moots occasionally here and there but never talked. I can't remember what blogs I have seen you interact with, but it was always fun to see you around.

I'm literally a Tumblr grandma at this point. They're gonna have to drag writing/roleplaying on here from my cold wrinkled hands. I'm very happy to hear we're mutuals again though, and I'm sorry for being so shy! I am trying to be a little braver just. Approaching and jumping on people's open posts. Just gotta duck and weave to find the nicer people in the big wide interwebs.

#🌻 muntalk #lord knows I'm tired of finding the rotten apples. #Want some wonderful fun people to yabber with. #🌺 🌺 🌺 THROWS FLOWERS BACK AT YALL 🌺 🌺

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🌺 send this to ten blogs you think are wonderful 🌺

Gosh, I really appreciate that. Especially after just dealing with a messy blocking situation saying I'd worn out my welcome in multiple fandoms.

Really warms my heart that there are wonderful people like you still liking me and my content, haha.

#🌻 muntalk #; ; #<3 <3 <3 #🌺 🌺 🌺

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Gozen 0-ji, Kiss Shi ni Kite yo 午前0時、キスしに来てよ —  ch. 28 ⌈ 2015 - 2020 | by mikimoto rin ⌋

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𝘋𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘺~ 𝘋𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘺~ 𝘎𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳, 𝘥𝘰! ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴀʟꜰ ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ! 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔! 𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘴~ 𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦, 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐍𝐎 𝐏𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐄! 𝘚𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵~ 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝙈𝙀𝘼𝙏-- Ｉｎ ｏｕｒ ｄｅａｄｌｉｇｈｔｓ ｂｕｉｌｔ ｆｏｒ ｔｗｏ！

Independent Original Character 'Dummy' as performed by Gig Also contains occasional appearances of 'Bob Gray' Tiefling Warlock Dummy with Patron Pennywise offered for Baldur's Gate Verse.

33+ Mun || NSFW Horror Themes Present || No Minors || Dead Dove || ABOUT || VERSES || RULES TBA ||

#RP Promo #Self Promo #fixes all this up #rolls off to work #dear little dumm

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"Here you hoe, buddy."

> He is looking for the hoes. Where the hoes at??

#IC: Gig #; )

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me @ all of you today ❤️

#🌻 muntalk #positive things #stock photos man. what a trip #anxiety is the curse of a sensitive brain #overcome your fears! kick ass! be the super in super saiyan! #dunks face in coffee

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I suppose it shows how much growth and progress I've made over the last few months.

If I'd felt like I was being harrased before, I'd probably obsess over it, worry what people thought of me, if they'd believe others opinions about me and hide myself away.

Nowadays, I read these things, and just smile to myself. Because I'm happy. I know I deserve to find the best coping strategies for big emotions. And I know I deserve to be here like anyone else.

Being disliked is okay. Not knowing if you're liked by everyone, that's okay too. But everyone deserves to heal, to grow - to be forgiven for the stumbling you make along the way.

The world is a very large place, and there's a place for all of us in it.

#🌻 muntalk

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Thank you so much for the kind messages of encouragement people left on this post! It was so lovely to read after the post-assessment jitters. I think it went really well, and I have two more sessions to go; the lady seems very keen to play 'investigator' - saying she doesn't want to hear anyone else's idea of my story - she wants to hear what I think of my story.

I am incredibly nervous for the first of two other appointments for an autism assessment. Wish me luck.. I might need luck.

#🌻 muntalk #tw personal #tw mental health #mental health tw #I don't know why I'm always so baffled when people want to actually know things about me. Get me to talk about myself. #I mean. I suspect it's because my family never quite took that interest. Either way. I feel confident about it. #And I appreciate people taking the time to like or to message. Still some wonderful people in the world.