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A letter from it, from me.
hello.
Here is all you need to know about me.
I will take away all that you may hold dear. All the laughs, all the hugs, all the kisses, gifts, time, all the love. I will take it and throw it away. Leave you empty and hurt. Leave you with nothing. I will make you remember how it happened each and every day. Make you stay awake in the night, living in memories of better times, happier times. Mourning all the light I took from you. I will leave, make you feel safe like I am gone for good, and once you are sure that I have ceased to exist, that I have finally perished, once you feel that you have won against me, I will return. I exist to cause you pain. To take your smile, your brightness. The more you try to rid yourself of me the more I will stick, and the longer I will stay. I will always live in the back of your mind, in the deepest part of it. Sending you cruel reminders of all that is gone, of everything I took from you. And you will find yourself clinging to me. Because I am a feeling. I am a way to not forget. There is no escaping me. I always come back. I am the thing you dread the most. The thing you wish would never have existed. I am your pain, your anger, your anxiety. I am inevitable. I am infinite. I am it and it is me. I will ruin you. I will destroy any hope of being happy again. I will never leave you.
Sincerely,
Heartbreak.
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