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remembering the time as a kid that my stepdad made me feel dumb for spelling "people" correctly while he unironically said it was spelled "pepole" cuz "its spelled how it sounds"

#granted english isnt his first language #and he often makes fun of english cuz it doesn't make sense (which i agree with cuz true) #but how are u gonna beef with a 7 year old about how a word is spelled #GRANTED AGAIN. its not like he was barely learning English bro has spoken english for probably 90% of his life

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the way i made this whole dramatic ass text post but had to delete it cuz i made a typo </3

#about how my hyperfixation wont bring me down (again LOL) #no but fr its so bad but im trying to power through it #i cant stop thinking about it and i fr cant retain any other information other than my fixation rn #its like if im listening or reading about my fixation it goes into my long term memory #but if im reading about anything else it literally evaporates from my brain #i just need to get through this semester #hardest most stressful semester thus far because i desperately want to involve my self but i cant seem to get a grasp on it

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really wanna delete my tumblr and start again but then I'll miss all the posts I've already reblogged sad

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ms word ms excel and ms powerpoint are all snooty disagreeable ladies who wont speak to me due to my meager dowry but then i meet their beautiful sister ms paint whos clumsy but charming and we fall in beautiful love. and i become mr paint

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I think hormonally im going thru something

#mylyf3

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have a very specific term im thinking of but i cant seem to find the word. idk exactly how to describe it but its like when girls think their being smart by agreeing with misogynistic men but they only do it because they are a victim of misogyny. like pick me girls not realizing they aren't better for putting down other girls. isn't there a term for that??!?!?!?!?! halp

#ik im not gonna get an answer #im struggling hard #i also dont know how to describe what im think in an academic manner!! #like am i expected to just say “like when pick mes don't realize they experience misogyny too” ???? #halp

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why couldnt i have been hyperfixated on the jokers about a month ago when they were on a cruise ship to the Bahamas 😔

#some girl posted her pictures with Q and im so jealous 😭 #how does it feel to live my dream #but the girl is so pretty like i cant even be mad at her LMAO

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forcing myself to drink from a glass with a milk ring at the bottom

#its literally so disgusting #my family and their issue with not scrubbing the bottom of the glass #i never have this issue when i wash dishes #we dont even drink milk like that like why is this an issue at all #im banning milk in my home idc

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here to say dont throw away notes from previous semesters because u will rmbr them and will want to cite the sources and you will simply not have them anymore

#decided to throw all my notes away before the new semester and now im paying the price #like wth did i say about 6 months ago about this same topic #it was incredibly deep and profound for sure #anyways idk

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okay but i belong in new york that's the thing. my child self did not dream of going to new york for nothing.

#born to be in new york #forced to live in the west coast

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brian quinn from impractical jokers. thats it that's the post

#i love that man #started watching impractical jokers while i quarantined for a week and idk why it caused a hyperfixation 😭 #i need to know everything about Brian Quinn at this very instant #refrence my tweet to how hyperfixations are great when u don't have a bitch in ur ear telling you to get a job or go to class lolz #but i also feel weird because why am i fixated on a very real person #like he's just some guys LOL

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literally logged back onto tumblr to be annoying with every single thought that i cant think of in the next hour

#yay #yipee #shitpost

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in my impractical jokers era yayyyyyy

#i love impractical jokers #i literally cant stop thinking about them #especially Q 😭😭😭

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wondering if i should start using tumblr again

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romanticizing your life is such a powerful tool and it’s a shame that it’s mostly used by people on tiktok to justify the purchase of expensive breakfast smoothies when there are few better ways to force oneself through unpleasant shit than imagining a cinematic backstory for your extremely quotidian suffering

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