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i made a vine comp for x force 1991 bc no one else was gonna do it.

(please don't mention you found this through tumblr if you comment on the video, i like to keep my socials somewhat separate!!)

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I’m also interested hearing what exactly the ship is that you based your answer on, if you’d like to share!

(This was meant to be fandom specific but doesn’t have to be. Be free!)

#i ship something that's pretty common in the subgenre of the x-men fandom (specifically the alternate timeline movies) #but it's a rarepair bordering on crackship within the comic x-men fandom #reblog #which yknow is reasonable but i need more comic fans to consider havshee #alex and sean barely interact in the comics but PLEASE hear me out PLEASE

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Sometimes, people introduce you to things you end up loving. Maybe a band, a tv show, a hobby. But those same people may hurt you down the road. I know the common reaction is to feel like those things are now tainted, and that to move on you have to bury them and turn your back. And if you’re like that, I don’t think you’re wrong. I can understand your perspective, and I believe it’s a valid one.

But for me, personally, I never really did that. I always looked at these things I now love, and decided they were a reclamation. The person who introduced me to them was a dumpster fire to me, but this thing itself is like a jewel that survived in the ashes. It’s mine now, consolation for what I endured. What it means to me is more than the person that hurt me

#reblog

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love when fanfic writers are like “I love this character” & proceed to put them through shit even God has blacklisted, baby the middle ages called they want to hear your ideas

#reblog #listen if I don't make alex summers suffer then she is no longer my favorite bastard #i want her to get therapy but i need to put her in a meat grinder

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RAHHH

#digital art here i come #my stylus finally came in the mail #shady rambling

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just a reminder to COMPLETELY boycott Eurovision this year; Azerbaijan and Israel, despite committing genocide, are STILL allowed to compete & have NOT been banned. by refusing to ban both countries, Eurovision is profiting off of the genocide of Palestinians and Armenians.

do not listen to the artists. do not pirate or stream the artists' music, and this applies to ALL the artists who are competing and performing this year. do not listen to the songs on ANY platform, do not give them ANY attention.

write to your broadcasters and tell them you REFUSE to watch the channels until they recognise the Armenian and Palestinian genocides & that you find it disgusting how they are allowing Eurovision despite Azerbaijan and Israel's entries.

do NOT give eurovision OR the competing artists ANYTHING but silence.

boycott ALL of eurovision.

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i rlly hope it gets easier soon bc i am fucking losing my mind

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I've been very brave today and I'm gonna pat myself on the back

(autistic individual tried four new foods today, only one of them was passable)

#shady rambling

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studying for my danish exam and had a mundane epiphany: english doesn't use the same word for paper and leaf, unlike danish (blad) and estonian (leht)

woah. why?

#shady rambling #eestiblr #dansk

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Making long-form webcomics is like

#reblog #solitary confinement #and also yeah kinda #unstable

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anyway the actual point of fandom is to inspire each other. reading each other's fics and admiring each other's art and saying wow i love this and i feel something and i want to invoke this in other people, i want to write a sentence that feels like a meteor shower, i want to paint a kiss with such tenderness it makes you ache, i want to create something that someone else somewhere will see it and think oh, i need to do that too, right now. i am embracing being a corny cunt on main to say inspiring each other is one of the things humanity is best at and one of the things fandom is built for and i think that's beautiful

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/55197226/chapters/139990726

please read my family feels fic... I just added 3 more drabbles and I am FEELING things for these fellas

#shady rambling #shady writing #black tom cassidy #cain marko #theresa cassidy

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i think the x-men should have more monster character designs

make Black Tom a fucked up dark souls-esque plant-human hybrid. make Proteus look inhuman and constantly changing shape. make Havok look like a glitched-out vaguely-human-shaped person with permanently transparent spots. make Gambit be constantly blurred out from the kinetic energy.

make the x-men more weird and genuinely uncanny and freakish

also make them ugly. ugly and regular and not models. i think Tom should look like every other Irish uncle irl instead of a vaguely middle-aged symmetrical-face pretty boy

#shady rambling #x-men #black tom cassidy #alex summers #havok #remy lebeau #gambit #kevin mactaggert #proteus

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So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said “don’t follow me if we never even had a conversation before” and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????

I’ve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now I’m wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that it’s totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if we’ve never talked before.

Also, I’m legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like it’s common sense but is that really a thing?

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I love villains that are the reverse of the idea that the absence of love makes you evil. Villains that love to the point of paranoia and obsession. Villains whose love for someone corrupts them. Love being used for awful, evil things. Using love to justify horrific actions. Anything that breaks down the toxic idea that people who don’t feel love are monsters and those who feel love are always pure and heroic and morally right.

#reblog #what if #black tom cassidy #hear me out #also i really need to read the chuck austen run but from what i know he kinda has those vibes with cain regarding the whole sammy ordeal