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Do y'all ever threaten the shit in your house or is it just me.

Like bitch is haunted and somehow it's MY problem???? Bitch???? Go bother my family????? I've been dealing with your shit since fuckery-fuck-knows-when??????? Politely fuck off????????

AND QUIT STEALING MY SHIT OR HEAVENS HELP ME I WILL PUT SALT IN EVERY CORNER OF MY ROOM AND CLEANSE IT DAY AND NIGHT. I WILL PULL A DIY EXORCISM ON THEM TRUST.

I'm a very calm person and totally not done with this bullshit

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The universe is really human.

Or maybe humans are very universal.

There's just so much similarities between the human body or like the human consciousness in the universe. Like black holes looking like irises or maybe butterfly nebulas.

Maybe maybe it's like our DNA. Maybe we were designed to be like that. Then maybe the universe found the most convenient. Like the most convenient way to Sustain life. Maybe that's why our eyes look like trees, sometimes like the trunk of a tree. Or why our cells look like dry desserts. Maybe that's what it would you have for such a connection to the universe? Maybe that's our connection, nothing else. Though to be fair, I think we are all little universes because there are just so many microorganisms in our bodies. Both good and bad, just a living, surviving. i.e. the ones living on like heart and the ones living on our brains. They know the other the others exist. They just don't know how to go there. Kind of like humans Actually, because we know we know the other reaches people in the universe. We just don't know how to find them.

Idk I just thought it's neat.

I mean, be honest with me, do you? Or do you not feel such an exceptional complex creature everyone in a while. Like there is just something about consciousness. It knows more than we do, and we are our consciousness and we know a lot. We just don't know how to get to it. We are incredibly powerful beings in the lord knows how powerful universe. And its shocking how we still have managed to explore it.

#haha help #reality shifting #our universe

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My house Is fucking haunted.

I mean I'm European and there isn't a single House in Europe that's older than 50 years that isn't haunted. But still.

Like I'm talking you hear the wood in the foundation of the house cracking but only in the same spots and every time it'll be either 1 tap, 2 taps,3 taps or 17 taps.

Especially at night. Like I'll be lying in bed and hear

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

Tap

All like super fast.

And the shadow people? Fucks sake. I have to STATE OUT LOUD that this is MY house,This is MY safe space and that they are welcome to stay only if they have good intentions otherwise they are not welcome. Like this shit is actually annoying.

Or just stuff will fall down by itself.like clothes will start falling off the chair even if I've been sitting on my bed,not even moving in it's direction for an hour.

Or objects like remote controls and shoes will just. Go missing. Just like. Like. Disappear. For no reason.

Oh and as a bonus, my mother says that when I was a baby, she was by herself in the house with my toys and a baby doll just. Started speaking. Like it had a voice box but it had to be pressed real hard to talk. And it just started speaking on it's own two rooms over.

#i grew up in a haunted house #haunted #my house #is haunted #haha help #shadow people #suck ass

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I'm sick of these Disney movies that all have like 70% of the same Tropes and Character traits and Character designs and plots.

I'm sick of the "girl with a good chance of family issues works on herself to become great and loved by the community and the world (with a little help from magic and music)."

I want an animated movie about a teenage–and I mean Teenage,not 17 or 18,I'm talking 13,14 years old– girl that loves her himbo dad and is dealing with hormones and immature boys from her class. I want her to talk back to teachers and Laugh with her friend group which consists of a lesbian,a theater kid and a white guy that's obsessed with football but their relationship is platonic (tm). I want her to be a shark obsessed,horror move fan that immediately leaves when weird shit starts happening bc she already has Mr. Helios up her case,no need to add magic to it. I want her to have a pet ferret that she takes proper care of and goes "pspsps" to stray cats.

I want an animated movie about a teenage girl who lives life normally with no love interests or magic shit. I want the big plot built up to be 8th grade graduation. I want the big bad to just be her Geometry teacher that she doesn't get along with. I want the biggest plot twist to be her white boy friend coming out as transgender. I want the plot to be about her along with the rest of the friend group to find a way to help miss "football obsession" to come out to her parents.

I even have concept art for her!

#make this happen #i wanna make this #i will make it #i just need money #and a bunch of other stuff #and gay people #to voice act #and a studio with animators #that get good pay #please #pretty please with a cherry on top #please 🙏🏼

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So I draw right? Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's my sleep paralysis demon,no biggie.

But even once in a while I make something that makes me wanna cartwheel on Mars.

Example no1

and I'm sat there like.

And then I draw absolute ✨️grabáge✨️

AND THEN THE LITERAL ROMANTIC PERIOD RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS IN ORDER TO CREATE SHIT LIKE EXAMPLE NO2

Anyone else or???

#so i draw #i'm not good at this #but i love it #also like #ik its bad #but let me have this

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My little brother is something else I swear that little devil spawn should be studied.

He said,while explaining a drawing of a monster he made, "someone went to a forest bc they thought that the myth about it being dangerous and they thought everyone else were scardy cats and they went anyway but the monster attacked and killed them."

...

WHAT.

MF W H A T.

HE AIN'T EVEN 8 YET WTF

#oldest sibling #younger sibling #younger siblings are Gremlin

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So I have a note thingy that I've titled as "unhinged thoughts" and I write whatever whenever.

Like that shit ranges from why tacos aren't blue to literal poetry I shit-you-not. And I (almost) always add the time afterwards (which ranges from 7 AM to 2AM)

And then there's

And this shit is therapeutic tbh

#what the fuck #yup this is my life now #i got my shit figured out (no i don't) #i'm losing my mind #lmaooo #okay but it's funny #and therapeutic #slay

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Mitä cybershop yrittää kertoo

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I just came back from a maths lesson (irrelevant btw) and I walked into my room—which has a mirror across the door (never EVER do this, this was not my choice) and I avoided looking at it while putting my stuff away.

Then it kind of clicked that I never look in the mirror unless it's on purpose, and never stare at it too long???

Like I feel like if I stare for too long or if I look by accident then I'd see something or someone I wasn't supposed to see. Like something IS there, I'm just not supposed to see it.

Idk man maybe my brain is fried from maths.

Lou out🤸🏻

#idk how to tag this #mirror #irrational fears #supernatural? #i'm too tired for this #DON'T PUT A MIRROR ACROSS YOUR DOOR OR BED FOR THE LOVE OF GOD #gayyyy #it's 6 pm on a Thursday #haha help #alright i'm done #peace out

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Not to be a dumbass when it comes to faefolk, but WHY,God,WHY Do the Fae kidnap kids?? What's the purpose of changlings??? What type of power do they have over you if they know your name?

And most importantly WHY do we depict them as humans with pointy ears and wings. Like last week I saw a dream about fae (I was reading stuff about them like 2 minutes before I fell asleep) and they were vaguely human shaped, gigantic (like 8ft (210 or smt)) and green with moss all over them and they were exactly how they should be portrayed because they are the forests' protectors and Residents. They are ancient. They are so much more than us. So why do we depict them like we're equal?

#faerie #fae folk #Fae questions #how do i even tag this #i regularly dream about my special intrests (in this case Fae) don't worry i won't die. probably. #FAE #Faerie folklore

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When I tell you that something like this happened to me a LOT whenever we used to visit my grandad's farm, I mean just that.

Honestly I'm not sure how much of it was making sure my 7 year old self didn't tumble down and die and how much was fae-protection-advice.

There are mountains next to the farm, a few of post-war buildings scattered here and there. I'd always go climb the mountains and everytime either someone else would have to come with me, or I'd have a specific time limit for how long I could be gone,otherwise they'd come looking for me.

"Never take what's not yours"

- my granpa.

"Hunny, we're the only ones on the mountains right now, remember that, okay?"

-my aunt

"If anything happens while you're on the mountains run to [church nearby] and wait for [the time limit] to pass so we'll come and get you"

- my uncle.

Another superstition: don’t trust the fields

This is something my uncle would say all the time. He loved by a huge field and strange things happened in it.

You’d see shadows and lights dancing about

Hear a voice call your name

And that doesn’t mention the odd almost fae like looking boy that couldn’t cross my uncles gate that told me and my sister as children that he lived in the field..

These are some of the things my uncle and many of my other family that lived near fields or even owned a field would say:

“ Don’t trust the fields..”

“ when the field is still something bad is about to happen “

“ if the field goes quiet run, there is something in the field with you “

“ if you see lights in the field never go towards them, they’re no good.”

“ never trust anyone that comes out of the field.. they aren’t…..it’s hard to explain but they aren’t what you think they are. “

“ if you hear someone call your name from the field do not answer just run home please.”

“ don’t look into the field at night or in the longest twilight “ 

“ there are THINGS living in the fields and if you aren’t careful they’ll take you with em”

“ if you ever feel something is off run back home, get passed the gate. You’ll be safe then.”

“ the shit in the fields is why I put jars in the yard “

“ I’d rather you not go into the field at all, I know you’ll try, I know I can’t stop you but please don’t go into the fields without me there or watching..”