I feel a lot better now, got to write, draw and just socialize in general. Anyways, art dump. I changed their designs (at least for my au) since I wasn't satisfied.
Hey guys. I think I'm gonna take a break from the Internet to work on myself. I've been feeling extremely unmotivated lately. My art block comes here and there and it always kills my mood and I'm just acting like a completely bad person. I feel empty inside and I can't talk to anyone. My friends never include me in anything and leave me alone at the lunch table or just don't speak to me only when they don't have anyone to talk to. Maybe I'm a narcissist but I don't understand why they only speak to me whenever they need it. I hate hurting people's feelings or leaving them In the dark but they seem to do that to me without me realizing it (until yesterday). I don't want to be their friend anymore but idk how to tell them. Like idk I'm so stuck in this loop. Idk I should stop complaining but I just don't have anyone to talk about my problems. I'm just tired at this point. I'm getting close to getting out of highschool and idk what to do after that. school doesn't help either. They stress me out and I feel like I'm gonna fail in life (which tbh I will). I just need a break to work on myself and hopefully I can find motivation if I just change my routine a bit from the usual. (Also my health is a complete disaster)
Thank you everyone who ever saw my Tumblr. My dream was making a Tumblr account and the amount of support and sweet people I met is amazing and sweet. I really do thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I'll probably come back but idk when. It could be tomorrow, in a week in a month idk. Thanks to the eddsworld fandom for Being the best thing to happen in my life. Other than that thank you for reading this and I hope you all can all have a good day and soon Easter :) ♥️ 🫂