rpmusings-galore

[rpmusings-galore]

" you're so pure, " he says

---- does he know i'm forsaken?

#paris paloma lyrics #lyric musings #rp musings

[rpmusings-galore]

i have no time for confession,

for i'm too busy committing sins

#paris paloma lyrics #lyric musings #rp musings

[rpmusings-galore]

i was guilty as sin && sleep in a liar's bed

#angst #lyric musings #angry #taylor swift lyrics #rp musings

[rpmusings-galore]

lost I was born,

lonesome I came

lonesome I'll always stay

#lyric musings #angst #taylor swift lyrics #rp musings

[rpmusings-galore]

did I paint your

bluest skies

the

darkest gray?

#rp musings #taylor swift lyrics #angst #lyric musings

[rpmusings-galore]

but i'm in the trees, i'm in the breeze my footsteps on the ground you'll see my face in every place

-------------- but you can't catch me now

#olivia rodgrigo lyrics #lyric musings #rp musings

[rpmusings-galore]

Did I close my fist around something d e l i c a t e ?

Did I... shatter you?

#taylor swift lyrics #rp musings #lyric musings

[rpmusings-galore]

drip ichor on my sheets raise my soul from the dry bones ground down by the pressure of purity

make me holy in a bed of sin

#hopeful #religious symbolism tw #religious tw #rp musings #nsfw

[rpmusings-galore]

here's to us

for all the bullshit we've been through

for everything we've survived

#mine #angry #hopeful #rp musings

[rpmusings-galore]

no, i'm good.

you've just done irreparable damage to my soul, and stripped away any semblance of safety or happiness from me, and set me back years in my attempts at healing from my past

but, it's all good. i'm used to it.

i just don't expect good things anymore. i don't expect kindness from anyone. makes it easier not to.

#mine #angst #angry #toxic relationship tw #am i ok? i plead the 5th

[rpmusings-galore]

                             i didn’t make the choice to give us up 

                                                      you did 

                         your coldness, your cruelty, your indifference                ended our love long before goodbyes were even spoken 

#redrop

[rpmusings-galore]

#redrop

[rpmusings-galore]

i’m begging, you

                  p l e a s e

                                         give me a reason                                          give me a reason                                          give me a reason

                                                                    to stay

#redrop

[rpmusings-galore]

My  SKILLS  include:

                                    actively pushing everyone away                                                             &&                           internalizing all my problems until they boil up                          inside me and explode like an erupting volcano

#redrop

[rpmusings-galore]

               i know far less gentle hands 

                    have held you before

                 left you broken in pieces 

             you had to fit together, again

                               i can feel your  

                               ( heartbeat )  

                            beneath my palm

                                  so quick…

                                               please don’t be scared, darling

                                              these hands will never harm you

                                          i’ll hold your heart as it deserves to be

                                                i’ll protect it to my final breath 

#redrop

[rpmusings-galore]

         oh, what i wouldn’t give to pay you back what you’ve done to me… 

#redrop

[rpmusings-galore]

i can’t cry 

     because you take each tear 

               &&  turn it against me 

      “ see, this, “   you jeer,   “ this is why 

                 no one takes you seriously…  “     

#redrop