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no matter how terrible my day is. i can always end my day in bed imagining fictional characters making out sloppy style and fucking raw. and that's beautiful. there's some good in this world mister frodo and it's worth fighting for

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i believe you can always get back to yourself. you can always soften into being again. no matter how long you might be stuck in a pattern of unhappiness, of being jaded, of feeling guarded from the world in some way. there is always a path back. give yourself a chance to find it.

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There are two movies out now that I am interested in seeing. The first is Challengers with Zendaya that I believe just released this past Friday, and Civil War (2024) that released a few weeks ago. I am going to have to take myself on a movie date soon! Have you seen either of these movies yet! Let me know what you thought about them...minus the spoilers of course!

#movie day #movies 2024 #movies I want to see

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THE WALKING DEAD: THE ONES WHO LIVE 1.01 ◆ Years

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snoopy of the day

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the pre sunday sad is setting in…☹️

#is that a thing? #it is now

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im not entirely sure how I want to spend my evening, however, I do know what I don’t want. I don’t want to spend the rest of it switching between various apps on my phone, mindlessly scrolling.

something I struggle with, especially when im in a mental funk, is focusing on one thing at a time. If I watch a movie, im also on my phone. It’s a terrible habit i have acquired. this evening could be a great opportunity to challenge that habit to prove to my brain that I don’t have to purposely overstimulate it in order to do something.

as I type this is feel dumb. I don’t know why. I feel dumb/silly that I feel the way I do. That I overwhelm myself with such things. I guess that’s just the way my brain works.

#personal

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im happy because I get to go to Barnes and Noble today! I have the day off from work and my mom suggested we do something. Which is very nice of her considering I told her last night I felt sad.

im about to hop in the shower real quick and get myself ready to go out while my mom is in her meeting. It’s gloomy out again so getting out of the house and going to a store I like will hopefully be helpful in keeping me sane haha.

#books and libraries #barnes and noble #personal

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It's dangerous to go alone, take this.

Healing potions ✨

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I have a question. How do you begin the journey of self acceptance? Where do you start? If you are on this journey, what are some things you do to practice self acceptance, self love, and overall feeling worthy?

#self acceptance #self love

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when you set out to do things then when it’s time to do those said things, you have zero desire to do them ☹️

#is it depression? #am i tired? #or did I simply change my mind? #is it because I’ve been in a spiral of screen time these past few hours?

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if i say i'm with you, i'm with you all the way to the end.

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tomorrow I want to read. i am getting closer to finishing the perks of being a wallflower. i also would love to pick up a book that my therapist told me about at the library 📚 🌷

#personal

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hot girl spring walk essentials consist of face sunscreen, sunglasses, hat, and lip spf 🌷

#spring walks #I did some strengthening exercises for my knees since my right knee has been bothering me #pain gel #heat and gentle movement will also help #at least that’s what I’ve been told by my mom

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Brian in the first two Fast movies just hit different

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2 FAST 2 FURIOUS 2003, dir. John Singleton