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God the mental hunger is so ass, I'm not even hungry physically but my brain is like "oooh you should just

binge on everything

And I'm like "no !"

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i love using this video as meanspo. sometimes im midbinge and suddenly remember a clip from this and my hunger disappears instantly. it feels so much more personal and real and raw and relatably applicable to me when you actually hear someone say it out loud as if they were talking directly to you. new fav meanspo!! need more like it for sure!!!

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I'm back, back, back again bb

I had a hankering for hollandaise, and I've never tried poached eggs before, so for my omad I did this! Only abt 700 cals heh and then i had some almonds with peanut butter earlier

Ik its pretty high cal, but I'm going to work on eating healthier and slowly lowering the cals on my meals. Hopefully by the end of the year I'll be where I wanna be

#nb ana #weightloss #an0r3x14 #tw ed things #ftm ed #ftm ana

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What if they break up with me

I don't think I could handle that

Please just be a normal lunch tomorrow

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I didn't shower for like a week, my self care goes down the drain when I don't have school

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Since I cant tweet without my SO seeing it I'm back here hey besties

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What do you mean I'm at risk of cardiac arrest?? Are there ~heart laws~ or something that I don't know about? 😤 acab I ain't scared

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Calories don't count actually. None of them.

It's been proven time and time again by science that calories actually have a very low aptitude for math and are of minimal intelligence :/

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Going on a walk with a ciggie hehe

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My GOD I have to go to my grandparents this weekebdddddddd and it's my birthday

All I wanna do is see my SO is that too much to askkk

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Trigger warning, kind of a body check

Me at the speech and debate thingy this weekend, I feel so fat in this picture I hate it

#tw #nb ana #anarex1a

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My SO is in the ward rn ahaha already relapsed twice in sh lmao

Getting back on my bullshit and starving myself again so I can be nice and skinny when they get out

What if I fasted until they got out :000

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I'm not dead thank god

Donating blood today, probably gonna eat just so I dont faint or smth idk

My dad got me ice cream >:(( why does he have to do this to me 😭😭😭

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Dinner, only and last meal of the day before fasting most of tomorrow

An omelet and an avocado! Super tasty and lowcal

Just over 350 cals, I'm so angry cuz I accidentally got some egg yolk in my egg whites and idk how many cals there are, so I overestimated a lil

It's alright tho, with my steps today I think I'll be ok

#notprojustusehashtags #tw #weightloss #anorecya #tw eating mention #tw ed mention #low cal ana

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I was on a 43 ish hour fast yesterday, and I felt so euphoric. I love not eating, and refusing food. I love the feeling of black coffee on an empty stomach, of sparkling water replacing my meals. It's amazing and awful at the same time

#low cal ana #notprojustusehashtags #tw #weightloss #anorecya #tw ed mention

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I literally love baby food, it's a life saver

Like I could have a whole cup of banana thingies and not break my fast technically

I'll save them for if I'm feeling faint hehe

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Roasted squash with a little cheese and olive oil, mfp says its about 80 cals, but I'm not sure how correct that is so imma round up to 150

Either way it was super yummy and easy to make hehe