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renzieluvsvt · 11 months

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imperfect love

pairing: ex!chan x fem!reader

genre: angst, fluff, smut

word count: 2k (got longer than i wanted-)

summary: after breaking up with your boyfriend because of misunderstandings, he shows up at your apartment after midnight leading to the night you had been missing.

warnings: parental issues, nipple sucking, spitting (on the palm tho), nicknames (like baby, babygirl, sweetheart etc), sex talk [if missed out anything then please lemme know !!]

a/n: tysm anon for this request !! i really really enjoyed writing this as i have always been into such plots👀

no proofread +if you really wanna enjoy the smut then good for yall ive made a distinguishable divider for the smut so hope y'all enjoy !! love yall<333

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

it had been nine months since your breakup yet you couldn't be used to the empty house after he moved out. as you were lost in your thoughts wondering what went wrong and made him quit, you were interrupted by a knock at the door that startled you. you looked up at the clock which read 02:36 am, you didn't have track of the time after you were reminiscing the good old days with your, well now, ex-lover. there was another, yet more desperate knock on the door but this time you heard your name being called out too. you ran to the door and opened it to just be welcomed by your ex-boyfriend, lee chan.

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the two of you had known each other since the middle school then started dating in the first year after he asked you out saying that he had been liking you for a year. things went pretty well. the both of you got into the same college which made the both of you to decide to share an apartment that would help you both in many ways from rent to spending more time with each other. it was like a dream to have a person like him as your boyfriend, so loving, so caring&funny and so hot especially in bed.

the both of you would study together after the classes and fuck each other at night. it went on for about the first two years of uni. the both of you were living the best life but thats what you thought. in the third year, you started changing. probably due to the stress of studies because of how tough it was getting. chan was born as a sports genius. he was into sports, never attended much of the classes and barely studied. but luckily he used to pass the examinations, not with the best marks but good enough to not make him fail. but here you were being studious to reach the dreams that you had for yourself. acing every exam was your goal.

as studies got harder, the late night fucking sessions with your roomie boyfriend turned into late night study sessions. the romantic dates were getting lesser month by month and thats when the both of you had an argument about how he got less attention and how he wasnt understanding the importance of exams to you. thats when you broke up with him and his ego packing his bag to leave the apartment you had found for the two of you.

the both of you finished the third year your uni. it was now the final year and you had been busy preparing for it. studying after break up was hard and paying attention to his sports was hard for him too. but you let things go with flow to the direction where you guys wont be together, ever by never approaching him and never letting him approach you until now.

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as you opened the door, he smiled after seeing your face after such a long time. "y/-", he called you name again under his breath before you cut him off.

"why are you here?" his smile disappeared after listening to the tone of yours. "why are you really here cha-"

"i missed you y/n, please get back to me y/n", he said with a crack in his voice. but you didn't care about it. you scoffed at his words before you said, "why? is it because you want to get back into the apartment?"

chan was confused with the words that you were shooting at him directly, too harshly. he frowned back at you with confusion as his eyes were welled up wity tears as he couldn't understand what made you turn into such a person.

"why are you really here chan? why are you creating such a n-nuisance at such an unholy hour?", you said with not much feelings but bitterness that was there in your heart. he kept on staring at you with tears, patiently listening to the shot you were blabbering until you pressed his button. you scoffed again and continued your sentence, "or is it because you just want sex from me?"

that was when it was enough for chan. he pushed you into your apartment, making you yelp. he locked the door as you continued to look at his back.

"y/n? what the fuck is wrong with you? are you even aware of what you are saying? did you even think before you spoke those wor-", he yelled at you while tears running down his face. before you cut him off again. "YESS CHAN YESS", you stunned him.

"listen, give me this one last chance to clarify what i really meant that night", he begged with tears still running down his face. you wiped off the tears that were rolling down on your face. "sure then, try changing my mind", you said with a firm tone to act strong but from the inside, you were hoping it had a good reason for you to stop resenting him to make you feel like an object that he used just for his pleasure.

he sat down on one of the couches in the living room while you stayed there standing. he started off by telling how he had been facing parental issues after his parents decided to part their ways, making them fight over chan even more. after a month of his father winning the custody over him, he became a drunkard and neglected his duty as the father. to the point where he refused to pay for his uni fees and his soccer training fees, making him look for part time.

you were stunned listening to this part of his life. you couldn't believe how much he had been going through.

when you asked him why he never told you about this, he simply said that he didn't want to bother you as you were pressured about the exams already. you cried to his words as it made sense.

you realised how occupied you were to fulfil your dreams and greed to ace every exam that you completely neglected your boyfriend. the worse, you misunderstood the man who had been worrying and caring about you. the resentment for chan vanished but was replaced by the hatred for yourself.

out of guilt and regret, you stand there crying vocally. chan stood and tried to calm you down as you kept on apologising to him, voice muffled by the hands that were covering your face. "im so sorry c-chan, im soo sorry chan", you kept on repeating even after he hugged you tight, your head on his chest.

"its okay y/n, i shouldn't have acted in that way that ni-" "no chan", you cut him off. this time you hugged him while on your toes to reach his height. "chan, im sorry for not paying attention to you. sorry for being too drawn in myself that i could never be that girlfriend you deserve", you said as you held him tight as if trying to make up for the time you both were apart, missing each other's confort and warmth.

"but listen", you said as you parted from the hug. you hesitated before saying that you had on you mind. "what is it dear?", he said in his sweet voice while cupping your face to make you look up at him. but you still had your eyes looking at the ground. "um channie", you continued. "hmm im here sweetheart", you hated the timing he was using these nicknames, making you really rethink what you were about to say. but you did.

"channie, i would understand if you want to still part your ways from me. i have been bad. never paid attention to you, even made you move out of our shared apartment at night and surely alot more. i will under-", before you could continue he stopped you with a kiss.

his broad hands cupping your face, deepening the kiss while his eyes are shut. soon you give in too, give into the passionate kiss that said alot even without the usage of words. you could still understand the love that existed between the two of you even after the things that happened.

he broke the kiss to look into your eyes, "y/n, i have loved you and will keep loving you. i cant even imagine myself without you. please dont even talk about something like this, okay?", he said with a smile. soon, his eyes kept on looking between your eyes and yours lips. this time you kissed him, desperately. you had been missing him, especially after the break up.

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he understood your body language and led you to your bedroom without breaking the kiss. he laid you down and within a second, all of your clothings were thrown around in the room while his body was over yours. kissing you, deep and hard while your hands ran through his hair deepening the kiss even more. the two of you couldn't get enough of each other. he soon broke the kiss to just have his lips latch over your neck, kissing it down. "mine, mine, mine", he said while marking your neck, while playing with your tits, while sucking on to it.

he kept on repeating until he went dangerously low, reaching your wet cunt. "mine", he said again but with a smirk this time as he locked his eyes with you. lord, you swore you could have come there itself. but you were in for a longer night.

he got onto his knees to bury his face into your pussy, drawing a gasp from you. you could feel him smile. he soon gave it a lick then started sucking onto your clit. "fuc- lord", you moaned as you arched your back in pleasure. he looked up at yoir figure that was enjoying what he was doing. he spread your legs wider and suck harder and soon started teasing your hole.

you fucking hated how you were so transparent about how good he made you feel. "baby let it out, tell me how you feel", he said. "fuck you chan, you are so good", you said. with a smirk he started off with his sinful acts to draw the most sinful sounds at an unholy hour.

you squeezed your tits and grabbed his hair as he ate you out, soon letting you come all over his face. you were a panting mess but you could feel two of long and slender fingers enter you with no mercy. "aah- om- fuck chan", you moaned, loud enough for y'all to have the neighbours here and complain but did you care about it? nope. who would and who could when your partner was making you live in heaven right now.

"you like that baby? did you miss my fingers fucking you like this?", he said with a dominating voice while scissoring out your tight pussy that hadn't been fucked by his thick cock since you dont know when. all you could reply with was a whimpering. "words babygirl", he said while slapping your pussy hard. "mm- yes i missed you so much chan! i missed getting fucked by you chan, ah-" he went on to finger fuck you even after you reached your high to help you come down from the heavy orgasm.

you saw him suck his fingers clean and brought his palm to your face. "spit", you did as he commanded. he brought his palm to rub his already leaking cock, making you clench on nothing. "be a good girl for me okay sweetheart?" you nodded in response. "words baby", he said hitting your sensitive clit with his hard thick cock. "mm yes channie, will take all of you. fuck me like you want channie, need you", you were literally a begging mess for the cock that had been fucking you the best.

he brought both his arms at each side of your head and kissed you on your forehead, "i missed you y/n." you kissed him on the lips in response. then his cock slowly entered you, making you whimper and enjoying the pleasure with your eyes shut. he watched you and your pussy taking him so well. after he entered you completely, he waited for you to adjust to it because he knew it too that he was big and thick enough to break aprat without any preparation. after you gave him a sign, he slowly started thrusting in you and soon he was fucking you senseless. the room being filled with the sex air, your moans, his groans and the sound of skins clapping.

"you missed this baby? my cock buried in your pussy? missed my cock fucking you this hard, huh?", he said many more things that you couldnt catch on because you were in your pleasure and focussing on reaching your high.

"fuck-", you screamed when you felt his fingers rub your hard clit. he loved watching you squirm under him. all for him. "chan- ah- fu- fuck", you came with a loud moan. not soon after he came undone.

but he stayed in you for a while more. the both of you smiled at each other sleepishly after the heavy orgasms you both had.

"i love you", you said. "i love you too and more", he said and kisses you on your lips. "now lets get you cleaned up baby", he said to which you protested by hugging him tight suffocating yourself from the heavy body over you. but you missed this. you missed chan.

"i'll treat you better channie, i love you", you said. no one could keep you two apart, not even the misunderstandings. you two were meant to stay together, forever.

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renzieluvsvt · 11 months

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So I was imagining how hot make up sex with Dino would be cause think about how it’s been a while since you’ve been broken up and he misses the hell out if you so he shows up to your apartment you guys talk about everything and boom make up sex 😭😭😭 I just know he’ll be so good 😩😩😩

omgg tytysm anon for this plot cause youve got my mind running wild !! your girl will get into this asap so please stay tuned !!

(p.s idk how to tag req again so please j check my pageㅠㅠ love you lottss<33)

‼️update: already posted‼️

#seventeen smut #dino smut #lee chan smut

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renzieluvsvt · 11 months

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im late but dino had come live today and LORDD ??? WHAT TF DID HE THINK WHEN HE DECIDED TO COME LIVE LIKE THIS !?!?£-(##0(#!)? IN A FUCKING CAR OR WTVR BUT TF???

your girl has never been into carsex but for the first time i couldnt stop myself from wetting my panties just by thinking how hot it would be to get railed by THIS CHAN'S COCK in a fucking car. the way he would push down your hips on his dick to draw moans from you while his face is into your boobies muffling his own sounds. he would say sweet nothings to you while fucking you harder and deeper. he would find his pleasure when your nails dig into his biceps making cresents. the car being filled just with the sounds of skin slapping against each other, your moans and his groans while chanting out his name like a mantra. all the sinful sounds helping you both to reach your high. as he realises you are close after you start clenching around him, he starts to rub your clit real hard while sucking your boobs and biting it in between. "cum for me darling, cream my cock babygirl", just listening to these words from his mouth makes you cum so heavily along with him. the both of you are a panting mess. he would just get hard again after seeing your sweaty body marked by him while his load spilling out of your tight hole, realising that you are his and only he gets to see you wrecked for his big fat cock. "i love you babe, ready for round two?" it surely would be a long ass ride with him.

IM SUCH A SLUT FOR THIS MAN. I WOULD WANT HIM TO GO SO HARD ON ME. FUCKING RUIN ME, SPANK ME, SPIT ON ME, CHOKE ME IDC AT THIS POINT. JUST NEED HIM SO BAD INSIDE ME, NEED HIS SEEDS IN MY CUNT LORRDDD SAVE ME

#seventeen fanfics #seventeen imagines #seventeen smut #seventeen hard hours #svt dino #dino svt #dino smut #dino imagines #lee chan #lee chan smut #lee chan imagines #leechan x reader #kpop fanfics #kpop imagines #kpop smut

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renzieluvsvt · 11 months

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im going CRAZYY with these wonu popping up in my feed again and again. IM RUNNING WILD JUST BY THINKING ABOUT HIS SHOULDER I CANTTT!?!???! 58CM?? FOR WHATTT???? lordd i had better days when i didn't know his shoulder length OMGG I CANTT

think of how this broad framed man would manhandle you. pushing you into his bed with your knees hanging down at the end of the bed. he'd get on his knees and remove all of the clothing that was being a barrier between him and your core. as soon as he is welcomed by your wet cunt he would look up at you and tell you how wet he already got you then he wouldnt take time to dive in to have a taste of you. no words could express how good he would be with his mouth. pushing his tongue in and out, making you moan. he would suck onto your clit as two of his fingers enter your pussy, thrusting hard and deep with his fingers already making you arch on your back. he would pull you by your legs and prop both of them on his broad shoulders to have a better angle to eat you out. one of your hands reach out to grip onto his hair when you realise how his face was literally between your thighs. while he eats you out like a madman, he would bring one of his broad palms on your bare chest, roughly giving them a squeeze and pinching your nipples in between. after making you cum by his mouth he would kiss you to give you a taste of yourself. he wouldnt stop there. he would literally wouldn't give a pause and would start pushing his big dick into your hole. after assuring that you are ready for him to go balls deep with his big dick, he would fuck you with the pace of an animal making you scream his name. he would bring one of your leg on his broad shoulder to fuck you senseless, leaving you a loud moaning. he would keep you up all night while teasing you, overstimulating you, pinning you and fucking you senseless.

I WANT HIM I WANT HIM I WANT HIM I WANT THE MAN WITH THE BROAD SHOULDERS, SLUTTY WAIST, SEXY VOICE AND GREAT DICK !! FUCK HIM FOR MAKING ME WET😋😋

#seventeen imagines #seventeen fanfics #seventeen smut #jeon wonwoo #jeon wonwoo smut #wonwoo smut #wonwoo imagines #jeon wonwoo imagines #kpop imagines #kpop smut #jeon wonwoo svt #wonwoo seventeen

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renzieluvsvt · 1 year

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fall in you

pairing: bsf!joshua x reader

genre: angst, fluff

word count: 1K

summary: you have been falling for your childhood best friend!joshua. you are sure that your feelings wont be reciprocated so what turns will it take when you decide to completely avoid and forget him?

warnings: reader losing pet dog, kissing (is that even a warning? lol)

a/n: tysm anon for this request!! i enjoyed coming up with the plot for this;)) but so sorry as it took me so much time to post it.

anw, hope yall enjoy this one too!! will keep on posting as much as i can :))

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"will you still not talk to me?", joshua asked you aka his best friend with whom he hadn't spoken to for several months because of some reason he wasn't aware of. the two of you had been friends since childhood, grew up knowing each other's secrets, grew up together even during the lowest points of lives but as of now, the both of you were standing in the living room of your dorm. you hadn't spoken to him for six months already. during the first month, he excused you by thinking that you were probably tired with the classes. during the second month, he was hurt that you didn't agree to meet him anywhere else whenever he tried to clear things out. it was the third month where you finally refused to even look at him in the uni. it hurt him to see you avoiding him.

whenever he tried approaching you, you always changed your path. it suprised him how his "best friend" started leaving him on delivered or sometimes on seen in the fourth month. his phone calls were totally ignored by you in the fifth month. and finally, in the sixth month you started treating him as a pure stranger.

he couldn't take this shit anymore. even if he spent hours in a day to reflect and look for some reasons that could have possibly got you upset— he still couldnt find one. that was when he eventually decided to go to your dorm and confront you. he had been refraining himself from visiting your dorm so that he wouldn't get in trouble for getting into a girl's dormitory but he was left with no choice afterall.

"can you fucking look at me atleast?", he said in anger as you tested his patience. you still continued folding your dried laundry. your actions hurt him. alot. being avoided by his bestfriend was already hurting him but the reason that hurt him the most was he couldn't have any sort of explanation about it.

"joshua, im asking you for the last time, can you please leave right now?", you spatted out with not much any emotions but one could surely hear the crack in your voice. you wanted to sink ten feet under the ground as you realised how your voice cracked. you wished that he didn't figure that out but you were wrong. he heard you and knew you were on the verge of breaking down. "please tell me y/n and i'll work on myself to not disappoint you anymore", he pulled you by your arms so that you could turn to his direction but you swatted away your arm from his grip. with anger.

as you finally faced him, he looked deeply into your eyes as if to find the answers you were hiding but all he could see was your tears welling up your eyes. he stared at you worriedly as a tear rolled down your face.

"why do you want me back in your life? just so you can hurt me again by telling me about your new flings?", you spoke out finally. yes, he heard that right. yes, he was understanding it right too. you saw him more than a friend. you wanted your relationship with him to be more than best friends. "yes! i go crazy everytime i hear you blabber about your crushes and dates", you said with tears in your eyes. you simply couldn't bottle it up today. "joshua, i fell for you even before i could know", you continued. "i dont know when it j-just happened. was it when you caressed my hair while appreciating me when i felt insecure about myself after i was cheated on by my boyfriend or was it when you didn't leave me alone when i was left heartbroken after i lost my dog? or was it when you spoke words you probably never meant with the eyes that seemed to be in love with me?", you managed to pour out your feelings in words finally.

"l-listen to m-me y/n....", joshua stuttered. he was speechless. not because of your sudden confession but because he finally knew that his feelings were reciprocated! "josh, im sorry but i cant stay friends with you. it hur-", before you could even complete your sentence he pulled you in for a kiss.

he cupped your cheeks and deepened the kiss with his eyes shut. you couldn't process what had just happened but when he bit your lower lip for a response, you gave in. it felt like heaven to kiss your best friend crush. he parted away from the kiss just to have you chase his lips. he chuckled. but soon he took a look at you as his big hands still kept your cheeks cupped.

"you have no idea how much i've loved you", you stare at him in disbelief. "y/n, i had already fallen for you since our middle school but never had the courage. i always ended up worrying about losing you if i ever got you as my lover. i was worried about not having you in my life if anything would go wrong", he continued. "you dont know how crazy you got me for yourself which had me to date a few times just to move on from you. but here you were, getting jealous of them", he said. "i wasn't jealous",you said as you hit him on his shoulders lightly in protest. the both of you laughed.

"y/n?", he called your name out with his sweet voice. "hmm", you responded while meeting his eyes. "will you be my girlfriend?", he asked you with your cheeks still cupped in his hands. as you heard those words, another tear rolled down your face but this time you had a smile on your face. "sure josh", you said with a smile and another tear rolling down your face in the same time. you were overjoyed.

he kissed you deeply to express the love that he had been hiding from you which had caused you so much pain. "i love you josh", you managed to say in between the kiss. "i love you more", he said while he pulled you closer to him by waist without breaking the kiss. the past six months were hard on you but all you could say was that it led to the best thing that could ever happen to you.

you felt lucky and so did joshua to have realise that you would always be by his side. forever. he promised to never let you go.

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#joshua hong #joshua svt #hong jisoo #joshua hong fluff #seventeen fluff #kpop fluff #joshua hong angst #hong jisoo angst #seventeen angst #kpop angst #joshua svt angst #joshua x reader #joshua hong imagines #joshua x y/n #bestfriends to lovers

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renzieluvsvt · 1 year

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dude was j trying to show the no. of unread msgs but boyy he didn't know the effects of showing me his hand which made me imagine so much within a span of a second. I LOVE JOSHUA'S HANDS AND FINGERS. IT MAKES ME FUCKING WANT THEM KNUCKLES DEEP INSIDE ME EVERYTIME I SEE THEM. I WILL DO ANYTHING TO HAVE THESE FUCKING FINGERS FUCK ME ANYWHERE.

his hands would totally feel good whenever he touches your skin. the way he would cup your jaw when kissing while making out. the bliss it would be when it would be placed on the moulds of your bare chest. the way his big hands would squeeze them hard while nipping your sensitive spots on your neck, making you moan his name while your fingers run through his hair. the way his mouth would come down to suck onto your boobs while the other one gets played by his hand. squeezing the whole by his broad palm. pinching your nipples in between to draw the sounds of pleasure from you. he would slowly go down to your torso then lower to come face to face with your now soaked underwear while his eyes never leaves yours. smirking as he realises how wet he got you just by the foreplay. he rubs your pussy over the clothing that acted as a barrier but successfully drawing a moan from your mouth in pleasure. then after a second you realise that he has already thrown off the little clothing covering your cunt. "joshua- ah josh-", he loved the way you called out for him in the most erotic way once he attached his lips to your clit. the way he found his pleasure as you gripped his hair while his tongue played with your hole, making you arch your back in pleasure. you feel the air hit your pussy as soon as he draws back but before you cry due to the emptiness you felt down there, soon you feel him fill your wet cunt with two of his fingers. he makes you scream his name as he curls his fingers inside you, hitting your spot. now he slowly pulls them out and thrust them in again but harder, making you grab your boobs and pinch the nipples for more stimulation. "are you sure this fucking tight hole of yours can take me in completely?", he asks you as he continues to thrust his fingers in and out. "mmh please give me more josh please i need more of you", he loved to see and hear you beg for him. there you got him scissoring your pussy while sucking onto your clit. so fucking erotic. a hand of yours grabbing your tits and the other gripping his hair. it was heaven to hear him grunt and praise you with his mouth against your pussy. he knew what effect he had on you when he makes eye contact with you as he eats you out as if you are the most delicious dish to be served to him. he starts fingering you again but this time with three of his long and slender but thick fingers drawing you closer and closer to your orgasm. "fuck josh- i cant- ahh fuc-", then there you see him covered with your juices, smiling at you. he comes up to kiss you while pinning you down with his masculine big muscled arms. "already tired? but the night is still young my sweetheart."

im sure mr.gentlesexy wouldn't be that gentle in bed but would totally be the sexiest among all the men existing. JOSHUA HONG IS A NEED INDEED.

#joshua hong smut #joshua smut #seventeen smut #kpop smut #joshua hong imagines #hong jisoo #joshua hong #joshua svt #kpop imagines

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renzieluvsvt · 1 year

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hi i would like to req a best friends to lovers au for joshua x fem!reader where the reader thinks her feelings are one-sided but they’re not? it could be as long as you’d like, thank u <3

tysm for the request!! i have been wanting to write on this trope too so im excited to start with this one~ ill tag you w the link whenever i post it!!

have a great day<333

‼️update: already posted‼️

#seventeen angst #seventeen smut #seventeen fluff #seventeen fanfic #kpop fanfics

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renzieluvsvt · 1 year

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he is worth dying for. i wonder what it would be like to be pinned by his strong arms while he's deep inside. teasing. touching. praising. kisses on every inch of your skin. nipple sucking while degrading you. him loving it everytime he makes you scream whenever he pounds in you hard, making you squirm. but denying your orgasms. overstimulation, because lordd i know he'll last for a very long time. he'll probably make you see the heaven the whole night. no sleep. only the sounds of the skins slapping, you chanting his name, praising you and him grunting when you tighten around his thick cock. at last, burying his head in your neck as he moans out loudly with you calling his name out and your nails leaving scars on his broad back while he fills your wet cunt with his warm load. so fucking pornographic.

suddenly, i want him. i want coups. i want his tongue. i want his fingers. i want his big dick. i want him all😋😋😋

#choi seungcheol #seungcheol smut #scoups smut #scoups imagines #choi seungcheol smut #seungcheol imagines #seventeen imagines #kpop imagines

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renzieluvsvt · 1 year

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hii guys!! its been long i havent put my imaginations into words due to my examinations :(( im heartfully apologetic to everyone</3 but as im done w it i have decided to give more time to my amature writing skills and be more active on this dry blog of mine-

but before i write anything new i would like to know the preferences of everyone whether y'all like short oneshots like this & this or smth lengthy like this work of mine?? please help me write better by letting me know your preferences of the ffs y'all wanna see on this blog!!

[also im open to requests for any member and genre]

+tysm for supporting my previous works!!<333

here's a wonu for y'all to have a great day!!

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renzieluvsvt · 1 year

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nice to meet you

pairing: jun x reader

genre: college!au, fluff (attempt at humour-)

word count: 2.6K

summary: your uni year cannot be more hectic after the announcement of your extra classes. what good on earth would it be to study more of chemistry? but who knew this would lead something more than the chemical chemistry until you asked mr.jun aka a-neighbour-type-friend for a favour!

a/n: valentine's and carat day special!

i was supposed to upload joshua's first but it got messed up and i cant really serve yall a story that got the writer herself bored. so here is jun's~

this work of mine seems a bit too lengthy but lemme tell you guys that the story is really sweet and will prolly give yall butterflies in your stomach ig....? anw, hope you enjoy!!

also, while i was writing this ff i was listening to- come inside of my heart by IV spades♪

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"this is so hectic," you said to your friends. "like for real! who keeps a class twice a day of two to three hours each? as if we only have one subject to study," one of them ranted out of frustration. "but seven to nine in the evening? isn't it too late? also how are you planning to go back i mean you live distant," your friend asked you in concern. "umm..." you had no answer. it made you wonder for awhile.

usually your dad would drop and pick you up from the university if the classes were held too late but now that the both of your parents had left for a business trip, there was no one to do the same for you. you were confused and agitated by your situation because it was not like you could skip the class just because of transportation issue. they wouldnt accept this excuse. even if you missed it, it meant you would fail the upcoming exam because every class was important. moreover attendence mattered too. you had already taken alot of leaves due to your health issues. "is there no one who can drop you home? do no one live by your place?" your friend asked you.

you hated it more to realise that you live in such an isolated place. did your dad really have to decide on living in such a place? i mean it served you a great view from your room. it was a healing place as it let you live away from people, which you loved no matter whether you were an extrovert or an introvert. sometimes you need time to yourself right? but these were the type of days which made you hate the place you lived.

"hey you can ask jun to drop you," one of your friends took your attention as she suggested. "he can just drop you on his way back home. isn't it?" oh yes. jun lived nearby to your place. how could you forget about how you met him mear your place?

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once you went to a nearby convience store in the most casual way as you didn't expect anyone to see you. you had tied up your hair in the messiest way. not the attractive messy but the messy messy. you were in your pajamas and wore pororo t-shirt. you surely had a great taste in fashion. as you were sucking onto your popsicle a male bumped into you. you dropped your popsicle. your heart broke. your just-bought-favourite-popsicle dropped. "hey! watch your steps," you said. "my popsicle!" you called out for it dramatically as you looked at it fallen on the ground. "im sorry i can pay you for it," he said. "they only had one of these. what about it-" as you turned to look at him, he seemed undeniably familiar.

he was jun. your laboratory partner. the guy whose authentic shirt you spoilt while doing a chemistry experiment. he was the guy whose finger you hurt due to your carelessness with the battery eliminator in the physics lab. you knew it was your fault but hey who wears an expensive item to the lab. but you were undeniably too clumsy. you knew it too. luckily, he was kind enough to let you go. he didnt ask you for anything in return.

"oh jun-" you said in surprise. "why are you here?" you asked. he seemed to be surprise too, "i live here but i didn't expect to see you here. especially like this..." there was silence then it clicked you how you were dressed up. "shut up! unsee that now!" you bite back. "anyways, i live here too. nice to see a familiar face around in this isolated place. i have been here since my childhood yet i havent seen you here ever before. how so?" you asked curiously while hitting his arm. he stared at the arm you hit and then your hand. his stare screamed 'how dare you touch me vibes.' you noticed and took two steps behind. "yo sorry mr.ice prince," you said as you raised both of your hands in the air in surrender. "um... i just shifted a few weeks back though," he replied. "but-" he looked at the direction to your fallen popsicle. "nevermind. it makes us even now that you caused a blunder for me or else i always felt guilty," you said. "i cant let that happen and you did seem to be too bothered after you dropped it." wait did you just see mr.ice prince smile? you clearly saw him smile slightly as if to laugh on your silliness but you overlooked it. "no, its better than ruining an authentic shirt," you replied. "it wont put me in ease to not pay you back for it and anyways i wanted to eat one too so come follow me," you tried to protest against it but he was too stubborn.

now the both of you were having a popsicle each, walking down the street while talking about school life. specifically it was just you ranting about your school life and jun listening and responding to it whenever required. you both parted ways after you reached your apartment first.

you told your friends about him and how you were happy to see a familiar face there. since then crossing paths with jun happened often but hey no one was complaining. but you two used to have only 'hi' and 'bye' exchange. that was it. nothing more, nothing less.

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"um...i don't really know. will he agree to it though?" you wondered. "just text him and ask him. it's simple. arent you guys friends?" asked the other friend of yours.

(later that day)

you: hey may I know how you will go back home after the class we have in the evening?

jun: bike

'wouldn't that be too weird for the both of you if he agrees. even if he doesn't, won't it make me look like I have some ulterior motive?' you thought to yourself. yet you had no option because you didn't want to travel alone because it was not safe. you mustered up the courage and texted him,

you: would you mind if I ask you to take the bus for few days? i am not so comfortable in travelling alone so late. also my friends can't drop me to my place as it's far so i thought if you were fine with it you could just accompany me

you pressed the sent button and waited for a response.

jun: okay

you:tysm!

you sent back a text while thinking of how coldly he texted you. but you excused him because what else would you expect from someone who was known to have the least interactions unless it was with his friend group of twelve other boys.

later that day, after the class ended, you caught up with your friends then went to the bus station nervously as you didn't know whether jun would be there or not. judging by the way he is, you asked yourself to be ready to go back home alone. but once you reached the bus station, you were surprised to see jun waiting. "hey", you greeted him. "oh hi", he wished you back. you sat there waiting for the bus. there was silence at the bus station but you were sure it wasn't the awkward one. the bus came. he let you get into the bus first then stood next to you. you asked him to sit on the vacant seat next to you but he refused. 'what? does he have a problem with sitting with you?' you thought to yourself but just realising that you had someone you know as your company on your way back to your home made you feel at ease, but again it will take you an hour to reach home now.

after a while, a drunk man had come into the bus. he was utterly wasted. he was looking for a seat. there were many but he chose the one next to you. why? because you were a young woman. this is what you were scared of, wasted men. as he was walking his way to the vacant seat right next to you, jun sat next to you. you were surprised at the sudden shift of weight on the seat next to you as you had no idea about that man making his way to the seat. jun turned to the man without any word. you understood and made an 'o' shape with your mouth. "that's why" he said in return. you thanked him and the gods above mentally to have someone by your side.

jun was really tired and had zoned out in his thoughts. probably thinking of disowning minghao as a friend because he went out for a dinner with the other boys of his friend circle without inviting him. or maybe how funnily the physics teacher dressed up today or maybe what he should eat for the dinner. but he was soon snapped out of his thoughts when he suddenly felt a weight on his shoulder. it was your head. you had fallen asleep. as he turned he could smell the fragrance from your hair. he thought to himself that probably you washed your hair just today.

a small snore like sound escaped from your mouth, from your nose to be specific. it made him laugh. "cute", he said to himself. he let you sleep on his shoulder knowing that you must have beem tired from the extra classes and extra naggings of the teachers while he thought of how clumsy you can be that you got yourself into trouble after you almost pushed the teacher as you got into the class when he was giving an earful to jun. thanks to you jun was able to escape the scoldings because now the teacher had an earful for you and your clumsiness. he recalled how you did the shortest long jump yet adorable one during the physical training class. your silliness cheered him up.

suddenly, he felt your arm lock onto his arm. it got him nervous. he looked at you and got nervous even more. "jun what is happening to you?", he said to himself aloud. "mom....", he heard you murmuring. you must be missing your mom. jun couldn't help but adore you even more.

after an hour, he shook you out from your sleep when you were about to reach your home. "wake up your station is already here." as you woke up with your head above his shoulder, you smiled at him. "ahh thank you so much jun. i will never forget the favour you have done for me", you said as you parted ways. he smiled warmly. jun smiled at you. It made you feel as if you reached a milestone because "jun" was the one who was smiling at you. mr.jun who is known to be cold. you waved at him as you watched the bus leave and so did he from the window.

as you reach home, you couldn't stop thinking of what had just happened. you knew you had made a friend out of the most unapproachable and mysterious guy today but for jun, he knew he was in trouble as he was falling for you more and more now.

for a week, you both went back home together making jun excited for every class but it was too bad for him as you were oblivious to his feelings or maybe he was just too good at hiding his feelings. whatsoever, you were happy to make a new friend and to know the other side of jun who always sat quietly without any interaction. and since then, he had been falling for you more and more. he loved listening to your rants about your pet dog being too active only when you were lazy on weekends or about how your parents asked you more about your best friend rather than you making you feel adopted. he loved it when you spoke about your favourite artists while listening to their songs through the same earphone. he loved to watch you click pictures of anything that you liked.

he started loving to go to the uni even more. he started to look for ways to see your face even during the school hours. his heart skipped a beat even when you smiled at him while waving your hands towards him when you both crossed paths in the corridor or lunch or in the campus. his heart craved for more than seeing you from distance in the class. he always looked forward for the extra classes to end soon. you made him want the night to end soon so that he could see you the next day.

you made him go crazy. you made him feel and know a different side of him. he knew he was in love with you. the next day while the both of you were in the bus as usual and as usual you kept on maundering about the most random things. "y/n", he said. "hmm?" you looked at him with puppy eyes as you were curious about what made him sound so serious but what you didn't know was that it was simply making it hard for jun to speak up as you made his heart skipped a beat again. he wondered how could you be so adorable.

"y/n... would you mind if i said that i would want to hear more of your stories over a cup of coffee?" shit. jun was asking you out. your breath hitched as you found it unbelievable. "you dont have to force yourself to say yes, it wont affect me i mean it'll make me sad but that's just a friend. if you want you can forget-" "i never thought of you to speak this much" you said and stopped his rambling. "huh?" he said in a confused manner. "i'll save my talks then."

was that a yes? jun looked for an answer in your eyes. in response you smiled at him and said, "tell me the time and place and i'll be there but i hope to hear more from you that day" you said. jun was sure that if it weren't for his self-control skills he would have surely hugged and kissed the bald head of the old man sitting infront of you.

your station came. you stood up but before you left you passed another smile and waved him bye. "bye mr.shy" he laughed at the nickname yet he waved back with the brightest smile. you felt something on seeing jun smiling like the happiest man alive just because a small yes from you.

surely the both of you spent good time in the coffee shop and then later on the both of you decided to watch a movie in the theatre. eventually making it hard for the both of you to part ways. the both of you started spending more time together and started to do homeworks together either at his place or yours and sometimes in a library.

as the both of you star gazed from his balcony you were thankful to your parents to leave you alone which made you ask jun to drop you which made him to be in your life but more than you, it was jun who was more grateful to the gods above for everything that led you to him, that made his life even more beautiful. "i love this" you said as you looked up the sky filled with stars. "i love you more" he responded almost in a whisper while turning his head towards you. he found the view too pretty not sure if it was the city lights in the night that made it even harder for him to take his eyes off from you as you enjoyed the starlit sky. he promised himself to keep you happy in this relationship forever and he made his promise.

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renzieluvsvt · 1 year

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start of something new

pairing: jeonghan x fem!reader

genre: angst (at the end of jeonghan), fluff

summary: an act of your past bully in the present day touches your heart. who knew the reason why he bullied you during your school years was simply because you had hurt his ego by making him fall for you during the middle school.

a/n: college!au, jeonghan is an arrogant rich ass whereas the reader is from the middle class which is why the "ego" has been mentioned

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it was your second day of your menstruation cycle. you just came for the class in your uni, ignoring the cramps you had. you thought you were strong enough to bear the mild cramps but who knew it would get worst once you reached your uni. you decided to remain for the classes as you only had three classes but you regretted choosing to wear a short shirt over jeans which just ended over your waistline. everything pissed you off.

after the third class ended, wen and yuki, your two best friends, left the class before you as you had some work and they had their fourth class. they insisted on waiting for you and to drop you till the gate knowing how unwell you were but you knew you would take longer time than usual to pack your stuff. "y/n" as you were the last one to walk out of the class it took you by surprise when someone called out for you.

you turned to see the owner of the voice and you were met with the eyes of a familiar person. you didn't like him at all. yuck. why? simply because he was yoon jeonghan. your middle school bully. he never changed even after that. you didnt understand why. once when you asked him the reason, he just flicked your forehead and said "because you are y/n" what? so basically according to him, it was a sin for you to be you? like wow. but what you didnt know about was how he had a tiny crush on you since the middle school! he liked you since the day he saw you in a pretty lavender frock with two ponytails on some school ocassion. your middle school self who was too busy being embarrassed, didn't know that you had a batchmate of yours fall for you. but jeonghan wasnt less. he couldnt believe that his 'rich superior self' could fall for anyone especially someone like you for such a mere thing like two ponytails and a lavender frock. 'what could be so likeable about it?' he asked himself and turned to look at you again but he felt his heart skip a beat when he saw you giggling with your friends. he was sure he fell for you. he knew you were a threat to his little ego that was why he bothered you even in the high school by keeping your diary where you had mentioned about your crush on joshua, the new exchange student. he blackmailed you and made you do all of his homework and projects. you did like him too in the starting of the middle school but all of his merciless acts and attitude helped you to overcome this feeling. his tomenting continued until one day.

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"oi y/n" you knew this voice brought you trouble. you avoided him intentionally and walk passed in the corridor.

"ayy josh~ how have you been?" it stopped you on your feet. "you know josh i had this tea about someo-"

"jeonghan!!" you ran to him and stepped on his foot intentionally when you decreased your speed. "ouch fuc-" "jeonghan, i finally found the material to help you with the project lets go. hi josh" after that you pulled him to your class. you hit him on his shoulder and asked him whats wrong with him suddenly. "you know it well that i have two projects due so i wa-" you cut him off, "so i wasnt wrong about you needing help in the projects." "yes y/n, so please do the needful. i will send you the details later" he was just about to open the door and leave when you held onto his arm desperately. too desperately. "what the hell do you wa-" he turned all frustrated but when he realised how closed you were to him he couldnt continue his sentence. you held on to his arm too tightly that he could feel your breast. you were too oblivious because all you wanted was to free yourself from the double work. "jeonghan please i have my work to do too. i have two projects too. how do you expect me to complete four projects by tomorrow morning?" you speak out in a soft tone to get his pity. but he didn't listen to any of your words properly because he was too flushed out with the distance between you two. seeing you on your toes while holding onto his arms tightly and begging him did something to him. he was sure that he turned all red but wasnt sure if you saw that. reality clicked and he swayed your hands away from his arm. "shutupjustdowhatwastold" he spoke rapidly then rushed out of the class. you couldn't understand what made him speak like that but all you knew was you had to buy alot of caffeine for tonight.

(the next day)

you went to the school with an extreme headache. you knew that it was all because of the caffeine you consumed when you pulled an all nighter last night to complete four projects. you went to the school because you had to submit your projects. the teacher was too cruel for not letting you submit your project through your friends.

"ayy y/n" said jeonghan, "are you done with my project?" you handed over his projects. he called you in the class during the break, when there was no one so that he couldnt be caught. "what is wrong with the fonts? such a poor taste" "shut up" you tried to fight back. "i guess i should really consider again whether to make you do my work..." he ranted on his own while everything started to be vague to you. and then you blacked out.

"y/n!" he caught you. jeonghan panicked. "oi y/n" he then carried you down to the medical room. "what is wrong with y/n?" asked the teacher. "she just blacked out" "please lay her down on the bed" requested the teacher before she left. as he was laying you down on the bed, his chain got stuck on your sweater lessening the distance between you two. he looked at you and got too flushed out again. he found you too pretty even with your eyes shut. he then speedily detached his chain from your sweater and sat on a nearby bench. the teacher entered the medical room. as jeonghan watched the teacher treat you, guilt rushed over him. he knew it was all because of him ordering you around to complete his projects. he knew you must have not slept a single bit. he couldn't even face your sleeping figure. "i'll be back teacher" said jeonghan and went out of the room.

after you gained consciousness, the teacher greeted you with a smile. "hi y/n how are you feeling now?" "better" you tried to lift yourself when you felt a hand stopping you on your shoulder. "just lay down y/n" it was jeonghan. "your boyfriend must be really worried about you miss" you grossed out at the idea. as you were about to defend yourself he cut you off by agreeing. "yes teacher i couldnt help but care for her" he said while he caressed your head. you gave out a shocked expression to him and the teacher. "i'll leave the both of you alone then", the teacher giggled and left.

"what the fuck jeonghan!? my boyfriend? really? you really had to agree with her?" you spoke out angrily. "why? would you have loved it if it was josh and not me?" he asked. "yes ofcourse!" you answered too soon for his liking. it hurt him somehow. "anyways that's not important. i would like to apologise and thank you for everything you have done till day. be happy that im leaving you free now" he said as he handed you over your diary. "what really!?" you sit on the bed all excited. "yes" he agreed. "now take care" he left soon after he spoke those words. "eh? what's wrong with him now" you asked yourself. you didn't understand how he became so merciful but all you knew was that you were free from all the double works now.

jeonghan avoided you since that day. you simply didn't care though and that hurt jeonghan more. even after the high school ended, jeonghan couldn't get you off his mind. maybe he truly loved spending time with you no matter how it was spent or maybe he just loved you for real. maybe yes it was love or else it wouldnt have been too hard for him to move on. even though he dated many to distract himself from you yet your memories with him always had a place in his heart. he still wished for you to be his but he knew you didn't see him the same way.

he saw you date joshua. he saw you breaking up with him. he saw you all heartbroken. all of this broke him too because he knew you deserved better. because he knew he could treat you better. alot better than anyone. he knew that he could love you better than anyone else. he knew how loved he could make you feel yet you were a blind eye to him and his feelings.

when the first year of uni started, he felt mixed emotions to see you in the same class. you saw him too but never approached him because you didn't like him for the times he troubled you. also you felt it would be awkward between you two. jeonghan's heart ached even more on realising it.

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(present day)

jeonghan took a step closer to you and took you into the empty class by your wrist which got you confused and quite pissed as it gave you a deja vu. you looked at him with mixed emotions of confusion and agitation. he suddenly then removed his shirt and wrapped it around your waist. it caught you off guard. "jeong-" "there's a stain" he cut you off. it didnt take you time to realise what he was talking about. "ah-" you were too embarrased. "um thank you so much" you thanked him. "nevermind, forget about it" he said to ease you. you realised he wasnt that jerk anymore who would laugh on the situation or on your embarrassed face. his act touched your heart.

"how have you been tho?" you asked him. "ow me? im all fine. how about you tho? its been years i havent spoken to you" he replied. he couldn't believe it that he was finally facing you. he realised that you were even more prettier now. "im obviously not fine right now but thanks to you once again for today. i see that you arent the same old jeonghan now" you said while hitting him on his shoulders in a teasing manner.

"if you really are thankful then treat me with a cup of coffee" he said with that sly smirk of his. 'okay he isnt that changed' you thought to yourself. but something inside you felt glad to talk to someone you knew way back before. someone you liked as a kid. "are you asking me out?" you teased back. he got all red. you saw it this time. "oh- you really are asking me out?" you asked him again in disbelief. "yes" jeonghan said. you didnt mind it and you knew this was a start of something new. "okay then" you said.

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renzieluvsvt · 1 year

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try again

pairing: seungcheol x reader

genre: angst

summary: you just needed some good rest after a whole tiring day in your uni but things didn't go as you wished for after you realised you slept in the bus with your head on your ex-bff ex-crush's shoulder with whom you shared a painful memory.

lower case intended

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it was a very tiring day of university. exams lined up along with a load of work were something troubling all of the students. but you were also easily tired as you were already physically unwell. you had been feeling your body ache alot since the past few days. maybe it was because of your sudden decision to work out. wish you hadn't done so.

after the classes, you took the bus and sat down on the window seat. you looked up and realised that you couldn't enjoy today's pleasant weather. but all you wanted to do right now was to reach home, take a hot bath and sleep for hours (neglecting your studies and work anw). the sky was filled with clouds with breeze and no trace of strong sunlight. it was very healing. as the pleasant sun rays fell on your face it made you even more sleepier. slowly your eyes got heavy and at last, you ended up sleeping without any support for your head. as a result you ended up sleeping with your head on someone else's shoulder. embarrassing. and that someone was none other than seungcheol. the guy whom you had known since the elementary school. the guy who had always been swooned by all the females since middle school. the guy who lead the university's football team but most importantly he was the guy who had been avoided by his elementary school crush. that crush was none other than you! he had always been feeling for you since the elementary school.

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it all started when you chose to be welcoming to him when he just transferred during the elementary schoolyears. you always treated him well, sat with him, ate with him, did homework together. because of all the time you both had spent, he just couldn't help but fall for you. and so did you. but during the high school, seungcheol was heart broken when you went to him and told him of your relationship with jeonghan. all you were trying to do was to divert your mind. all the pretty girls around him all the time, made you realise you had no chance with him. you felt you would always stay as his best friend but you had started becoming greedy to be more than that to him. but again, he was truly and deeply heartbroken too. he chose the high-way, and since then he started avoiding you. all he wanted was to move on from his feelings for you. you tried confronting your best friend because of his indifferent behaviour yet he just shook you off. he started acting rude to you even when you just bumped into him. it always made you wonder what had gone wrong.

but surely the day you broke up with your boyfriend jeonghan was a day to remember for you. you called him up, all crying. once he picked up, you tried to talk to him so that you could get the comfort you require from your "best friend." but all he said was that he was "busy" and you were sure you heard a females voice calling him "baby" and asking him to cut the call.

you knew people changed with time and now seungcheol was a part of those people. you never knew he would choose to do something else over comforting his hurt "best friend" aka you. that's when you decided to move on. but sadly seungcheol was never able to recover from his feelings he had for you till day.

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(present day)

you were suddenly woken up by the light shake on your hand. you slowly opened your eyes and looked out of the window to register what was happening. a voice called out ur name repeatively. you looked at his direction. it was seungcheol. thinking of how your past crush your ex- bestfriend the 'person whom you hated the most' had let you sleep with your head on his shoulder, had you feeling like a roller coaster. you immediately apologized and left even though you had missed your station.

there again, he sat defeated. he saw you walking away from him again. he sat there helplessly realizing that he lost his chance to apologise again and to confess or even to get back as 'the old best friends' atleast and to try again....

as he watched you sprint across the bus station, he whispered to himself, "i miss having you in my life im sorry......"

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