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Damn, too late for April Fools shenanigans...

#✦ooc✦ #had some brainrot over my despair-demon while on vacation #was thinking of typing up a little thingy about it #but damn it really do be dead here huh? lol

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#✦ooc✦ #you're telling me I have to make it though ANOTHER MONTH to see my baby boi apollo again-- #WHY DID I THINK IT RELEASES AT THE START OF JANUARY????? #pls ace attorney is all I have to look forward to in my life

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Found a cheeky little thing I wrote up between Katsumi and Lamont earlier this year at work and honestly-- it still holds up. Trying to decide if I wanna shove it here for posterity or just work on it some more.

#✦ooc✦ #it honestly has my brain fucking gOING #a kacchan that teams up with lamont #but only to try and prove to him that not all creatures are BAD #but he ends up having to fight a LOT of them and he's weirdly good at it #but this just leaves him wracked with guilt constantly #and lamont taking full advantage of a vulnerable and volatile kacchan #asdjhasdhfgahd is this the depression wearing off????

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what does your heart look like ?

a bird struggling to get loose

Your heart can never hold still. It pounds against your chest frantically, always turning your sights to one thing after the next. When was the last time you were certain? The last time your life was stable? Maybe this is how you prefer things. On the move constantly, not tied down to one person or place. You chase one goal after the next. Can you ever really feel complete without a place to land? Shouldn’t you build yourself a nest?

a compass that doesn't waver

You are someone who is certain of what you want. Maybe you always have been, or maybe you made a discovery that you haven’t been able to tear your eyes away from. Your heart is set and certain. You fight endlessly for your goals. Above all else, you know who you are and what you are trying to achieve. Just be careful not to tear yourself or others apart in pursuit of your ideals.

an open door, a burning hearth

Your chest is wide open, and your heart is a home. Others are welcomed in readily and asked to stay. You are comfort and love, everything you were never given but so desperately want to provide for others. You have built this welcoming hearth with your own two hands and won’t see anyone else left out in the cold. Be careful to not burn yourself out trying to keep everyone else warm.

tagged by: @mrgoatman

tagging: anyone who feels like snagging it!

#✦occult otaku; katsumi✦ #✦killer looks; lamont✦ #✦The Sunbeam; Riko✦ #dfhjsdgbjsd ;sneaks in just to do this #my life is a bit of a busy mess right now which is why I'm not here #soz guys

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@unladielike

"Vivian... are you positive you don't have any more books on the Cadborosaurus? This area is known for Caddys, surely there must be lots..." Ever the hopeful fool, Katsumi flipped through the disappointingly short book on local legends before flopping back into his seat dramatically.

He'd accepted an offer from a former colleague to come and help with a big study on the poisonous flora of the area, but in his spare time he couldn't help but fall back into his old habits and had become entranced by the stories of local cryptids. The local library had become a sort of safe-haven for his self-study time. "Online it's just full of crazy tin-foil hats talking about government cover-ups-- Honestly, they should get a grip on reality so they can study these things like real scientists." As real as crytozoologists can get...

#✦occult otaku; katsumi✦ #hope I got all the typos my cat kept getting on the keyboard

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✦Starter Call✦

If you prefer a certain muse, please specify~ If not, feel free to just like this and I’ll pick!

#✦Starter Call✦ #I'll throw this out while I work on a proper pinned post

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It's my first Monday off now that I've switched to my three days off schedule and I don't even know what to do with myself... I've paced the kitchen like three times...

#✦ooc✦ #what even is 'free time'?

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I JUST-- HDFGJHSF THE FACT THAT RENZOU IS THE ONLY ONE SMILING IS THE BIGGEST RED FLAG IF YOU KNOW MAN

honestly so pumped though

#✦ooc✦ #I'm obviously bringing him back but like #I kinda don't wanna do anything this arc onward in case it spoils anyone ;v; #BUT LIKE IT'S BEEN SO LONG IS IT EVEN A SPOILER ANYMORE?

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went ahead and added the very few canon characters I play to my muses page, you know, as a treat

feel free to ask for them in any starters/ask memes as well as my ocs!

#✦ooc✦ #my boi albedo is mostly one i've played while rping in co-op so... #you know... #be gentle with me

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✦ Muses ✦ Rules ✦

Nari here! I have returned with a v e n g e a n c e and all my kids can now be found in one place! Right here! This is an independent, semi-selective, multimuse roleplay blog. Please be sure to read the rules before interacting~

#✦Self Promo✦ #throwing this around again #come force me to be active again

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I'm still haunted by the fact that I spent hours vectoring that image of Renzou for the old blog only to end up abandoning it in like a week--

#✦ooc✦ #THAT WAS ONE OF THE NICEST LAYOUTS I'VE EVER MADE

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ILLUMINATI ARC ANIME CONFIRMED???? OH WE ARE SO BACK, BITCHES--

#✦ooc✦ #I'm gonna go so fucking feral when he shows up in that fucking outfit

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I honestly can't believe I have 400+ icons of this asshole, considering how fucking little I've done with him over the years.

#✦ooc✦ #ALSO WHAT IS THIS NEW POST EDITOR THINGY I HATE IT

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So I got a new computer. ;cue hours of trying to figure out settings and why things aren’t working and getting all my old shit moved over and--

#✦ooc✦ #I'm gonna lose it #but damn is this new pc fast #is this how I could have been living this whole time?

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;slides back into your peripherals like a cryptid

#✦ooc✦ #is it time for my bi-yearly check in?

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I’ve been stewing on this space sci-fi-ish story in my head for a few years now and I figure I better jot down some of the points here so I can look back on it later in case I start forgetting shit--

Main characters are (temp names for now); -Mustela: Rookie spacecraft mechanic, recently assigned to a vital military outpost. Working on fighters is his hobby and dream. Very experienced, outspoken when in mechanic mode, but otherwise pretty reserved. Deep down a little sarcastic. Seems kind, but can be emotionally detached at times. -Aureus: Prodigal space fighter pilot. Son of a very respected commander and famous fighter pilot. Very popular on his own, but always somehow in his father’s shadow. Cocky, but friendly and approachable. Center-of-attention everywhere he goes. A hidden darkness within. -Lupaster: The Father™. Decorated commander and famous fighter pilot. Highly esteemed and respected. Elegant and well-spoken. Deeply selfish and narcissistic at his core, he can’t stand the thought of his son surpassing him and sabotages him at every chance, while maintaining his image as an upstanding leader and father.

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Mustela, new to the base and without an assigned pilot, is tasked with tending to the higher-ups in the interim. While making a housekeeping run, he hears distressed noises coming from the commander’s room and goes to investigate, only to find the man in the process of having his hand hacked off by a masked assailant.

Thing is......... he can hardly remember anything after that. He was sure he tried to scream? But everything is a blur. He’s being hailed as a hero for saving the commander’s life, but was his life even in danger? The commander’s hand managed to be reattached but his days of being a pilot were almost certainly behind him. And on top of that, Mustela finally had a permanent assignment. Mechanic for the pride of the squadron, Commander Lupaster’s son; Aureus.

Yada, yada, Mustela doing mechanic shit, Aureus is impressed, takes him under his wing, slowly becoming friends shit, Mustela coming out of his shell. Mustela apologizes for what happened to The Father™, but Aureus shares his true feelings about the man. He’s not a fan. Mustela thinks Aureus is a little *sus* but sympathizes with him.

After news of the duo’s ~chemistry~ (in a teamwork kind of way...... of course) makes it’s way through the base, Mustela gets a summons from the Commander to formally thank him. Aureus warns him not to go, but Mustela snaps back and goes full *Cross Examination* mode. Aureus finally opens up and tells him about the years of abuse and sabotage and how his father is extremely egotistical and scheme-y. Lupaster is also a *gasp* telepath who’s been using his ability to manipulate others for a long time. 

(Aureus and Lupaster have an ancestor further up the line who was from a race of extremely powerful telepaths, but it’s been pretty diluted by this point.)

Aureus is worried that Lupaster might try to turn Mustela against him or worse; take him away. Because he’s got a big little crush. And his father always away the things he likes.

Aureus also shares that he has a similar ability, but he’s only capable of altering memories. Mustela finally connects the dots. Aureus admits to being the masked assailant and apologizes for obscuring Mustela’s memories (but not for the assault lol). Mustela decides to meet with the commander anyway, worried it might be suspicious/rude not to, but promises to keep Aureus’ warnings in mind.

Lupaster has tea and cookies. Posh bitch. Lays the praise on *super thick* and does INDEED try to mess with Mustela’s head, but Aureus having already scrambled his memories once made him able to *sense* it and keep his wits. Mustela is (rightfully) PISSED. Lupaster tries to persuade him that Aureus is toxic and a liability and just not that cool of a guy, but Mustela politely-but-firmly stands his ground and defends Aureus. (Because he’s also got a big little crush. Obviously.) Lupaster is confusion, why didn’t his shit work???? But he can’t do anything outright, so he lets Mustela leave. For now.

Mustela goes back to Aureus like ‘bitch u were riiiiiight--’ and Aureus is like ‘yo on god fr fr, that guy is the WORST’ and now they and The Father™ are in a Cold War trying to take each other down.

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And that’s all I got so far, I’m super fuckin tired so sorry if I got weird in the end there.

#✦ooc✦ #this is a mess but like #this is all how it's been floating in my head for a year or so #I'm hoping finally getting on some meds for my adhd will help me focus on writing

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I’m almost 30 and I haven’t written a fic since I was like 17, but lately I’ve been having the ~urge~ to write something smutty and I’m not even sure I have the ability...

#✦ooc✦ #my brain is a sewer of kinky shit at all times of the day #and yet it doesn't translate in writing #whyyyyyyy