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I like this...but i cant take it while he looks like that im sorry

#he’s my loser #my silly guy #he looks like he’s wearing gucci #he’s the rich grandpa that owns a yacht #honestly?? even tho his last fit was more stylish this one retains the grandpa energy and fits his personality #his last outfit was more youthful #rei sakuma #enstars

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Eichi listen to me. You gotta grow 1cm taller. You cannot let Rei have this advantage over you. Eichi please. Eichi

#eichi tenshouin #do this for reichi eichi #one more similarity between the two is gone #head in hands

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@citrushomie

Shuro: You used black magic to bring back Falin, are you stupid?!

Laios: hey what the fuck is your problem man?

Senshi:

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#i try to take a shower twice #i feel rlly grimy before going to bed if I don't #but myabe that's psychological

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i think many of you really truly do not understand how difficult and time consuming translation is, and that it's absolutely a labor of love amongst fans and NOT something you are entitled to.

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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mr akira enstars sir. listen to me. I need you to put izumi, rei and rinne in a shuffle unit together. it can just be the three of them. make them a reoccurring thing. "why? what does this add to the plot" forget that. just trust me here please

#may rambles #i want them together for me and my friends sake lmao

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did i just get a 1:22 wix ad :/

#may rambles #it's unskippable

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Rainy Season's Blossoms! It's a Light Music Club story from the ! era

One of Rei’s new hobbies in the !!! Era is reading. Considering he wasn’t into reading back in the ! era (Rainy Blossoms Gacha Story) this is some development for him

Being well read is what put Rei on a pedestal to begin with. It’s endearing to see him now start to enjoy reading again

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They should make Rei Sakuma really tall so that he can hit his head against the doorframe and go o~ioioioi

#may rambles

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#bandori #umiri yahata

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It is...

Hey

Hey

What do you mean Nice Arneb Thunder was once a top idol and then became a producer

Hey what. Hey. Hey come on. Share the tea??????

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Panda maybe he is an evil clone of you know who

Hey

Hey

What do you mean Nice Arneb Thunder was once a top idol and then became a producer

Hey what. Hey. Hey come on. Share the tea??????

#may rambles

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One of Rei’s new hobbies in the !!! Era is reading. Considering he wasn’t into reading back in the ! era (Rainy Blossoms Gacha Story) this is some development for him

Being well read is what put Rei on a pedestal to begin with. It’s endearing to see him now start to enjoy reading again

#enstars #rei sakuma #the kaoru hakaze biblio effect #he definitely recommended books to rei

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rei’s new hobby is “reading,” and yet in rainy seasons blossoms rei claims that he lacks an affinity for books and does not enjoy reading. this suggests that rei is reading, but he is not reading books: he is reading fanf—

You’re so right <3

I’m also interpreting it as

A) The Kaoru Hakaze biblio effect

B) Rei coming more to terms with his past. I always found it fascinating how Rei is very well-read but dislikes reading. Reading is what made him get placed on a pedestal in a first place. I wonder if him liking reading again is making amends with that? I have no textual evidence to support this though, so take it with a grain of salt

#ask

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deleting files makes me so scared what if i Needed That

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#idk if dropping out counts #i transferred