raycyel

[raycyel]

i don't smoke for the obvious reasons of not wanting to develop an addiction to nicotine but god do i so often feel the emotion 'i need a cigarette'.

#when i eat twizzlers i hold them like a cigarette #like the between 2 fingers thing #works with any tube or cylindrical food #its fun

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#FOR REAL i wanna talk about my main fic so bad but i cannot #its been like 2.5 years and i havent finished arc 1 #its a 4 arc fic and GOD DAMN I WANNA TALK ABOUT IT SO BAD #I've literally been cooking it so long that I started figuring out actual reasons for doing things #like “my oc is here and doing this thing because im the author and i wanna” #turns into #oc's story foreshadows and parallels one of the MCs #and said MCs reason for having the oc do said thing is a major show of their character #AND THAT CONNECTION RANDOMLY CAME TO ME ONE DAY LIKE I WANNA TALK ABOUT THAT BUT I CANT BECAUSE ITS SPOILERS AAAAA

[raycyel]

#me climbing up the stauirs

[raycyel]

I posted this and then immediately after all my images started loading. Nothing has been loading for like 2 days and all i needed to do was make a post i guess????????

having to use mobile tumblr because desktop literally refuses to load images is so weird. why does the app work better than the website now, i thought the app was a trashfire

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Okay I wanna collect some data

#i think just one #almost drowned in a wave pool when i was a kid #but one of my other friends brought me over a floatie so i was ok (: #not a single lifeguard noticed lmao

[raycyel]

doodle time?? im tired

#OOOOOOO ITS SO SOFT #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #grillby #gaster

[raycyel]

bro what

😐 bro is bamboozled

(I like to imagine this as the videos were the dudes get fancy latte art and shit and mix the latte art right in front of the latte art maker and then the latte guys jst like 😦 😐)

#this style of grillby is so gender i love it #grillby

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#me versus a fucking cave #cave wins every time

[raycyel]

having to use mobile tumblr because desktop literally refuses to load images is so weird. why does the app work better than the website now, i thought the app was a trashfire

[raycyel]

heartbreaking:

girl has sooooooo many ambitions and ideas for projects but can only get 1.5 basic tasks done per day

#me with my (checks notes) 4 arc long fic that has nothing outlined in arc 2 and ive only gotten 11 chapters written in 2.5 years

[raycyel]

Reblog if you write fic and people can inbox you random-ass questions about your stories, itemized number lists be damned.

[raycyel]

Reposting this because I need to materialize it somewhere.

#how dare you only say 3 things #and all of them hit me ):< #owie

[raycyel]

we sentence you to trying to get your mother to admit she's been wrong before

#oh ive already been here for life hahaaaaa

[raycyel]

Intrusive Thoughts are unwanted thoughts or images that you find distressing and/or disturbing. 

more information on what intrusive thoughts are!

what intrusive thoughts are: https://moodsmith.com/intrusive-thoughts/

how to cope with them: https://www.betterhelp.com/advice/how-to/how-to-stop-intrusive-thoughts-and-live-your-life/

[raycyel]

#djss #dj subatomic supernova #nsr #no straight roads

[raycyel]

Tosses whatever the hell this is out there that I forgot to post way back

In which I contribute nothing of value beyond shitposts (I mean this lightheartedly)

#neon j #nsr #no straight roads #it may be a shit post but it still looks pretty

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🌊

#reference #for writing ocean sunsets because i dont live near an ocean