Sometimes I think of a scene and wish I had the dedication to learn how to art. Alas, I chose to be a writer, but sometimes that doesn't cover all the little details in my head because I'm not confident in my writing.
HOWEVER
I am sooooo confident in my acting it's insane!!! put me up on a stage and I'll act out the scene in my head so badd, but I cannot write it down or draw it for the life of me.
It's so silly to me that I can hate the world one day, but then taking one day to reconnect with friends I haven't talked to in a while can make everything so much better. Like, it reminds you of things that were good in the world from when you weren't overwhelmed with the trials of now.
Also, sometimes my brain will convince me people don't like me anymore, so sometimes I just don't reach out, but when I do I'm reminded that I simply have intrusive thoughts and anxiety and that yeah, people do care about me, and its important to keep those relationships alive.
So, to my homies both on and off of tumblr, know that I still love you, and treasure our friendship.