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pulsedoppler · 2 months
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Going away for a while. Don't know when/if I'll be back. I don't think I should be here.
Have fun and please be good to each other.
In one great searing flash
A flower turned to soot and ash
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pulsedoppler · 2 months
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i made the GoFundMe page finally cause things not good now for sure:
GUYS HELP!!!!! mom doesn't have long to live (days or few weeks left of her life until she dies according to her doctor called me today) and i need to act damn fast, please help me. i need to raise $70,000 fast and now!!! i don't want to homeless, car-less, food-less/hungry, etc. i tried all local, state, and federal resources but all won't help me (most require a job etc but no one hiring me, not even my interview yesterday).............i'm screwed if i can't raise much money as possible!!!! HELP!!!!!! also please share on any of your Social Media platforms: youtube, facebook, twitter, just anywhere to help me raise all funds fast as possible!!!!!
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pulsedoppler · 2 months
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Some of you guys need to keep your dick in your jeans when messaging women's blogs. No one asked for it and it's definitely unacceptable as a convo starter...
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pulsedoppler · 3 months
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Polar H10
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Got a new toy. Never mind the craziness at the end of the graph... just brutalizing my ticker a tad.
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pulsedoppler · 3 months
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Good evening everyone, i came on here to say that I got some stressful news in the last few days and to ask for your help. With very little notice, ive been asked to vacate my home and I don’t have savings for a deposit and 1st months rent on a new place. I am already living basically paycheck to paycheck. Im also going to need to pay for moving help, fees, and additional bills that I previously have not been responsible for. I never imagined myself doing this, but, I’m going to post my cash app if you feel generous to donate to the cause. Even if you can’t give anything at all, I appreciate all of you more than you know.💕 thank you for taking the time to read this.
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pulsedoppler · 3 months
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Scenarios that Cardiophiles love:
1. I just fell against your chest and accidentally heard your heartbeat and I must inform you of this by saying “I can hear your heartbeat.”
2. Someone checking your pulse after you got injured.
3. Someone checking your pulse after you got injured/you were scared or panicking and commenting, “your pulse is quick.” 
4. Someone accidentally feeling your heartbeat somehow and mentioning it.
5. When you’re laying down with someone’s head on your chest and they feel the need to tell you they can hear your heartbeat. Bonus points of they describe it as “fast, loud, or beautiful.”
6. Someone knowing you’re a cardiophile and they go out of their way to give attention to your pulse points or your heart just to rile you up.
7. Kissing and they put their hand over your heart.
8. Someone, unprompted, saying “my heart is racing” or telling you to “feel my heart.” 
Any of these will make a cardiophile squirm in all the best ways.
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pulsedoppler · 3 months
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Just a little exercise.. right?
TLDR - I’m newly on meds and my heart. Well she doesn’t seem to like them. I did three rounds of 20 squats. After trying to get her to calm down (spoliers she didn’t) I laid down. This caused an immediate extreme drop. I then did a push which brought her into the 60s. I don’t think she threw any pvcs but you be the judge.
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If you saw my intro post you would know that I’ve recently been prescribed dexadrine. Dexadrine is an amphetamine that can raise blood pressure and heart rate. In my other post I thought it was high time I tested my Heart’s response to these meds. I know she’s been a lot more poundy and faster than normal but.. I thought I would do some of my own tests.
Firstly was tracking her all night with a chest strap monitor. I followed this up with taking my meds before getting out of bed and waiting for them to kick in. The result was exactly in the small range they said it should be. So my faster rate is clearly the meds and my heart working against gravity.
I’ve been looking into if exercising on meds is safe. There are split opinions if you should do it after / before or if you can do it while medication is in your system. I decided to try a small run. Let me preface this with a couple of years ago I was a runner. My heart always was reactive and fast to exercise but not like what happened here.
So imagine. I’ve put on my workout gear. Taped my Stemoscope to the loudest part of chest and go into the room with the treadmill. I set up my chest strap monitor with the treadmill. Perfect.. she’s beating at 142 and I haven’t done anything. I start the Stemoscope recording. 2 mins standing with her pounding away - not yet exercising. Ok this is gonna be fun. At 2 mins jump on at a brisk walk. She immediately drops to 113 - no there’s not wrong with the monitor. I can hear her. Then she slowly climbs. 117, 124, 131 and back to 142 and beyond. Within 1 1/2 mins we’re at 156. I’m not tired or out of breath but I also know I probably shouldn’t do this for long so I think- ok let’s try max her out. I break into a jog. Nothing like I used to, but a slow recovery run. She’s climbing and fast. Within a short space of time she’s now in the beating at 182 - I usually couldn’t feel beats like this before but I can feel her rocking my chest. I’m oddly out of breath for something I used to be able to sustain for over an hour. I jump off and bend over, trying to catch my breath. My heart thrashing in both my chest and my ears. My head spinning as I try to get her oxygen. I’m watching the number on the treadmill with the little heart next it. It’s not going down. It’s going up. At 187 she peaks and is pounding away. This is 2 mins after ceasing activity. She drop quite quickly.. not this time I guess.
I grab my gear and go back to my room. She’s settled a little bit. She keeps calming down then speeding back up. Down to 151 then up to 176. She’s all over the place like she doesn’t know what she’s meant to do.
Well that’s enough. I need to take some stress off her. I lay down, resulting in an immediate drastic drop to around 100. Finally. The break she needed. I go back to the recording… and we’ll I deleted in my zoned out state.
So this time I’ve recorded some squats. I was only able to get her into the 170s but you can hear just how unconditioned she sounds. This was not what she like pre meds and I will be asking my doctor about this when I see him next (well maybe leave out the constant stething). A part of me is slightly worried about this, whereas another part of me is like…. Oooo well. That’s a fun sound . Damn cardiophile thoughts right?
I hope you enjoy her first try (tech second) at exercise. She would love to hear your thoughts and support. She’s literally pounding in my ears as I share her with you.
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pulsedoppler · 3 months
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My heart was super relaxed last night, and during some idle breath holds I noticed he was dipping into the high 40s for the first time! I don't think I've ever heard him this slow before. I missed recording his lowest rate (pulse ox showed somewhere between 45-50) but I clocked this one right at 49 so it counts!
It was recorded on my side at the 5th intercostal so after exhaling at the end I caught my little S3 for a few beats as well.
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pulsedoppler · 3 months
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pulsedoppler · 3 months
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Information!
1. Every gender is welcome here and even though I am gay, I still allow men to comment and interact as long as they can behave and can follow these simple rules:
i. I am a person, so do not treat me like a sex object or something. Women are people with feelings, an own personality and boundaries
ii. They do not say anything that has to do with their genitals in the comments or chat, because it makes me very uncomfortable
iii. When I say no to something or advise them that something is uncomfortable for me, please do not even go further and trigger me with the thing you said. I am a person with boundaries and I do not let insensitive people (no matter what gender) decide how I should feel. Because it is my body, my soul and my decisions.
2. I am quite new to cardiophilia (November 2023 was when I was introduced to it), so even though I do not know everything about this community yet, I found things that I like and that pleasure me. But I also found things that I do not like much. And these include: open heart surgeries (I am scared of surgeries and it makes me very uncomfortable to imagine myself being cut open etc.), heart removals and things with knives, cardiac arrest, heart shocking, basically everything considered dark in general. I do not like these in role-playing and especially not in my comments when people imagine it on me because it scares me and then I feel really uncomfy!!! 3. As a basic rule [maybe a follow-up rule to the second one]: yes, I have times where I am heart horny and yes, I am an allosexual person so I am sexually active and have thoughts and fantasies (with women only) into this direction. But, people (especially men who apparently cannot control themselves): me being heart horny does not! equal that you can act as if you can use me to fuck me, plan examinations on me that make me uncomfortable (for example cutting open my chest or shocking me) etc. I just have to say this because over the past two months, many many things like the ones I said here, happened. I do not want to address certain people with this, it is more a general thing. But I am tired of weird and creepy things, things that make me uncomfortable or things that make me feel like I, as a woman, do not have any worth except for being a doll to fuck until she can not stand anymore (a thing somebody "threatened" to do with me without consent). Now onto things that I like: - light cardiophilia - examinations (especially with stethoscopes and ultrasounds. They turn me on very much <3) - chatting with kind people who do not only have fucking me or wanking on me on their mind - hot and spicy things that do not go into a dark cardiophile direction [I know that is a very hard task for some people on here because for a lot of people, sex/hot interaction seems to be a thing that can not happen without pain, dark elements and pressure. But I see sexual things (no matter if online or in real life) as beautiful things that bring us pleasure and happiness, maybe also comfort and satisfaction. When there are people out there who crave pain, dark stuff, degradation, consensual non consent, etc. during sex, it is fine, absolutely no kink shaming. But it is nothing for me!]
Thank you <3
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pulsedoppler · 3 months
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guys, i have a big favor to ask u all and help out. Mom isn't doing well physically, her liver is starting to really fail her and maybe kidneys or heart are starting to fail her (possibly, but maybe not on those 2 organs *fluid build up, and being hypotensive a.k.a. low BP* now, but deffo her liver is for sure w/stage 4 cirrhosis of the liver). here's the thing: she owes $7,700 (ma living pay check to paycheck and we're lucky to have $200 a month for food) something on her house here that i currently live in and have since birth & i'm disabled and trying to find a job but no one is hiring me when i applied so far for and our own Nazi Government for SSD (social security disability) has denied my claim 5 times since 2011 (2 cases, but 5 denials including all appeals and SSD lawyers refused to take my case). if this house doesn't get paid off, if she dies, then i'm basically Homeless and on the street. the bank will reposes this house to and i can't live here when they reposes the house here.
so if she dies, i'm 100% fucked over and on the street for good. so, if u can spare anything money wise to clips4sale site to me as a Donation to pay off this house in full (mortgage is $1,146 a month) to a $0 balance then i can own the house and i'd be good to go wise far as owning it if she dies and bank can't take it, etc......clips4ssale iss a safe site for payments. earlier this month i received $67 form the videos u all bought from me already (minimum is $50 before they send out checks to people)
**please send tribute/donation on the "Tip" button on my store's site as in the image above. please share this post and information, i really need help financially since i'm getting fucked over job wise and financial wise (if mom does die this yr from her chronic cirrhosis of the liver stage 4)
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pulsedoppler · 4 months
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a request to my fellow heart-lovers!
some of us don’t like the dark stuff. some of us don’t wanna see it without warning.
big big love to those of you who already tag such content, but please! if you do not tag your dark content with whatever specific things it contains, please consider doing so!
it will make the experience so much better for those of us who use tag filters if more posts have tags to actually filter them out. <3
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pulsedoppler · 4 months
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pulsedoppler · 4 months
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Hey friends. Opening commissions/requesting donations again.
There's a bit of story to this one. I'm rescuing a horse and she's due to arrive at the farm today. She's a massive Belgian and is extremely emaciated. I need to buy her a winter blanket as soon as I can so the cold doesn't cause too much trouble with her recovery. Blankets her size are a bit expensive, so I figured I would come here.
Everyone has been very helpful in the past and I love every single one of you that's given me any type of support. If you can help, thank you. Even just a reblog can make a difference.
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pulsedoppler · 4 months
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pov: favourite has blessed your feed with a new post for new year’s :)))
just a relaxing lil winter asmr <3 reblog if you like it
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pulsedoppler · 4 months
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My hands are full ...
... Someone want to help me with these leads?
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pulsedoppler · 4 months
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Christmas Cheer...
So my 3-lead Bluetooth ECG arrived. And when I split-screen its companion app with my Stemoscope, turns out I can just screen record the video and audio in perfect synchronicity. Fun times! I tried to get some PVC's out of him here but he was having none of it.
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