Keeping up with my little tradition of recreating the first drawing I made of us the day I gave my heart to him. I still love you madly, Mad Mod. I am forever in your world. Nothing, not even my own self doubts, can truly keep us apart. Fuckinā hell, typing this out is making my eyes water a bit. He means so much to me that no one can really understand. And thatās quite alright.
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What to plan, what to plan on such a minuscule budgetā¦ Time sure does fly by. I wish for many more joyful years with my Mad Mod. Nobody feels so deeply for this man than me. But whoās keeping track? Ha. My ruby gold promise ring still shines bright under the warm sun and my admiration over the years hasnāt dwindled.āš»š
Thatās it. Thatās the post. I should go draw something.
Iām without my glasses still but keep drawing anyways š I hope there arenāt too many mistakes. I much prefer drawing old Mod looking just as cool and confident as in young form. I think he would agree if he could tell me. My handsome silver fox! The man behind the curtain. Muah.
I like lists. I donāt have my glasses so excuse my writing. 20/400 vision-oh yeah baby yeah! :;)
I didnāt realize I drew him 46-ish times. Dang. I thought it was 25 or something ahah. Iāve pretty much been drawing him as long as weāve been together. Nearly two years.
I used procreate and first generation apple pencil. This is my folder.
Wait- Iām not American? This is news to me. Holy shit.
Iām cracking up thinking this is a cognitive dissonance thing. Like heās never accepted it given he loves me. Unless Iām a honorary Brit in his eyes. Ahahaha.
Wait- Iām not American? This is news to me. Holy shit.
Iām cracking up thinking this is a cognitive dissonance thing. Like heās never accepted it given he loves me. Unless Iām a honorary Brit in his eyes. Ahahaha.
A month too long since Iāve drawn my loveā¦Just did something on the spot.
His suit is inspired from my favorite musician Neil Tennant. I saw the outfit in a music video and HAD to draw the other Neil (hahaā¦. my Neil) in it! I was going to draw a flamboyant full-body pose as well, on the same day, but Iām too tired to do it now. So I shall tomorrow.
Obligatory mention that the dialogue is a quote he made in the show. Itās what popped in my head while making the pose. Then I drew the facial expression accordingly. Most of my artworks I make up as I goā¦Rather chaotic really.
Thanks for reading. Cartooning is my top passion that helps me escape my troubles. Of course he is too.
My teeth are slightly yellow and pretty crooked. Especially the bottom row but no one can see them fully when I smile because of my overbite. Iām weird- I find teeth imperfections to be charming. I donāt have a tooth gap in real life unlike my self insert. Iād like to have one, though. I think theyāre cute. Itās actually a beauty trend in Japan for girls to have their straight teeth crooked. Iām not sure if thatās medically safe, but it makes me feel less alone in seeing the appeal for them. Even so, I donāt like giving a wide smile only because my gums show. Iām not sure how honey would feel about that. I never do it in photos. Itās hard to do a bright smile artificially so I probably look more laid back than I actually am.
Anyways. I donāt think Neil has much room to judgeā¦ Lol. He sometimes got that Bri-ish teeth š I also think he doesnāt particularly care if they arenāt perfect. I mean this in the nicest way possible. I fucking adore Modās smile. When heās drawn with his teeth extra protruding, crooked, chipped, or yellow. dig it. I have specific fixations on certain features of people. I can talk about beauty shit all day. Or my vision of it. Itās in the eye of the beholder. Fashion too, of course. Itās why I like drawing characters. Thanks for reading my little ramble.
Shoutout to selfshippers with crooked teeth, yellow teeth, missing teeth, teeth with braces and dentures! Your f/o loves you even if your teeth aren't perfectly white and straight! Your f/o loves how your teeth look when you smile!
Casually threatens to have a crowd of innocent people make them drown themselves in a lake while under mind control. If anything, Iām āvillainous!ā too for not caring because Iām that smitten by him. I believe he is above most people. And his happiness makes me happy. Especially when you see him lose over and over again. He had me mesmerized within minutes. Perhaps he hypnotized me- oh no! (Jk.) Whatād I give to be in his armsā¦ šš¤Ŗ
Absolutely sista!! š Neil loves Earl Grey too. It was mentioned briefly in a comic. Our hard working men needs that stress relief & respect. Heās a Brit, so I already know he wants that milk and sugar!
My favorite thing to do for him.
I absolutely love making him tea and tending to his' sore joints with a jar of Tiger Balm(the red kind). Just rubbing him down with that camphor shit and watching the stress of laboratory work melt away while he sips Earl Grey tea, no milk, sugar only.
@psychodelia67 You know what I mean, girl! Spoiling our mens the trad way. š