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Games I'm Currently Playing (Need to Update)

As I said on one of my posts, I LOVE otome games. They take me away from reality for just a little while. Until my tickets run out, and I have to wait for the next day. The names of the otomes I'm playing are: Several Shades of Sadism, and Shall We Date: Wizardess Hearts. I have a few more, but I don't have my account logins for it. Those are back home. In SSS, I chose Chiaki Kira aka Charles. I always, BUT ALWAYS go for the "tsundere" types.They don't want to admit to the MC that they are having feelings, and I just love watching that process. In WH, I went for Vincent. I've had WH for a much longer period of time. At first, I wanted to do the let's go by order kind of plan.. but I screwed up when I wanted to bother my sister and tackled for Joel. I literally went in this order:

Elias

Yukiya

I was doing so good, I just had to choose Lucas.. but I said, fuck that.

Joel

Yukiya's Sequel

Vincent

I'm still on his story, but it's best to mark him down already, since I'm so close to finishing it. With the latest news, on the official page of Shall We Date, they announced that Vincent is going to have a SEQUEL! No lie, I began to kick on my bed of all the excitement I had. He has been my favorite so far, a side from Joel. I loved his story so much, so cute and innocent. Going back to Vincent, (Man I love getting sidetracked from the main point) From all that I've seen on the official page there's rumors that they're going to get married, fingers crossed, I hope they do. We already reached the Share & Like Goals, so for whoever is playing we'll be getting the items they announced for it.

I'm also playing an RPG called Girls x Battle. This one is also a distraction, you have a lot of girls fight for you, like literal term.. Not the "He's mine!" crap. You can interact with them, and when you get to a certain level marry them. Which is really nice. It has been one of the few games that peaked my interest, and has made me stayed throughout it. I'm on level 88, and the last game that had me like this was Chain Chronicles. (May that game RIP.) Supposedly they are trying to bring it back, but it seems impossible. We only have 4k signatures, and they expect for us to get to 20k. We don't have not even 1/4 of the goal. Returning back to GxB, it's an interesting game. As I level up, I unlock more things to make my girls stronger. Would I recommend this game? Yes, I would.

I do play Pocket Camp.. but I haven't been paying much attention to it.. I didn't get bored of it, because I don't mind doing the task.. but I just keep expecting for new things to occur? Is that too much to ask? Their last update with adding the flowers was nice, but not enough to keep me interested.. OKAY, fine! I did get bored of it. But, I haven't deleted it.. I just log on to get the daily rewards, and that's it.. I'm sorry Isabelle.

***I’m making an updated post of the games I’m playing. Since there’s some that I did delete, and some that I added. Plus, the post I had before (I deleted it) was really complicated to read, I didn’t want you guys to go through that. BUT! You’ll see the process of some of the games I was playing.***

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Point #2

You’re going to notice that most of my post are a few months old. HEH, but I didn’t feel like deleting them, or not adding them on here. When I started this, I was living in North Carolina. We got a long way to go!

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New Year, New Me/What Has Me Anxious

Let's get the bullshit out of here, because I'll still be the same old me as the years go by. Yes, I will mature, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm anybody different. I did want to put some challenges to prove if I'm capable of making a commitment with it. I'm not good with holding onto resolutions for so long. I think I'm not the only one.

So far, I've done a good job at it.  At the start of the year, I decided to continue practicing with Korean. I'm at a Basic 2 Level, that's the only thing I'm proud of the start of my year so far. Haha. Three days ago, I decided to start exercising, because I know the way my lifestyle was going.. it didn't look so good. I haven't given up on it, I did take today as my break! Sadly, my sneaker decided to break as I was taking it off, lucky me! I just hope to find glue tomorrow for it.

Also on my list is, trying to finish series.. That's where I know I love to fuck up. Can I say that word?

I'm not sure. I'll just strike it.. I'm the type of person who LOVES to start watching a series, and drops it halfway through it. So, right now I'm watching "Chief Kim", I'm on episode 6.. I'm 14 episodes away from finishing it! I'm not sure what's wrong with me, but it just happens. I think that's all I have so far in my resolution list..

Going to another topic

Just throwing it out there, I'm an unemployed person. I receive funds because of being fired from my job. Since we got that out of the way.. I have to call every two weeks to fill in a questionnaire to let them know, I'm still unemployed, but I'm looking for a job. Believe me, where I'm from, it seems impossible to get a job at the first instance. You need to have connections to get in, or be super qualified for it. Well, since last month I tried to get in contact to do the questionnaire, and all I got was to fill out the 3rd week of December, which I found odd.. So, I continued calling this past weekend, and it was the same. I decided to call today to see the status of it, and all I got was a message saying that I aborted the funds.

I started to panic, because I'm basically alone.. I called my mom to explain the situation, she couldn't understand what was going on. I know I made her heart race, it wasn't my intention to. I just find it hard to make up the words when I'm so close to crying. Her voice soothed me into calming down, and told me that she will find a way to help me resolve this issue. She says that she knows someone who works with that, and she is going to ask what happened, and what to do to get the funds back.

Since Sunday I was on edge, anxiety was pilling up on me, and surprisingly exercising helped me calm down.

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About Me

I'll be posting about my life, what I'm currently watching/playing, and give my input about it. If you stumbled onto my blog, then I welcome you to my small version of hell. As I see how this goes.. I'll decide if to make the names public or not.

What can I write..

Things I like:

Coffee

Korean Dramas

Otome Games

Day Dreaming

Learning New Languages

Things I don't like:

Ignorant/Persistent People

Sweets

Overthinking

Being Pressured

For now those are the most simple things I can think of right now. There's more to it, but I'll leave that for the post I have for this blog. I'm very unique when it comes to my decisions, and I rarely speak out my thoughts. I'll write one more post before ending my day.

Thank you for taking you time to read this.

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Point #1

I used to have this on Blogger, since I felt it was more private, and just shared it among my friends. (I only shared it with one person) I decided to put it all here since there’s nothing stopping me now. As I try to catch up where I left off, I’ll tell you what happened, and what brought me to putting this public. 

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Welcome

Okay, where do I start..? For now, I won't reveal my identity. This is where I want to breathe, regardless if a stranger decides to read it. I've never had a blog before, the only thing close to one is Tumblr.. and I can't really consider it as any experience. Since it was more of a reblog then actually posting something. Not going to ask for any of you to go easy on me, if I've done something wrong, just let me know. I'm here to learn as I go on about it. I didn't think I'd get this far.. I always made a hassle to make a blog to even think about it. But certain circumstances drove me to make these decisions..

As you can tell, I'm a person who hesitates to make a decision. I mean no harm when I do so, I just over think about the whole situation. Will it benefit me, or be the end of me?

For this being my first post, I don't expect much. I mean, I don't expect anything at all. This is just for me to feel free without the thought that anyone I know will read this. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends.. I'm just a difficult case to handle most of the time.

On another post, I'll explain a bit more of myself. I feel like it would be too long, if I decide to post that. Well, I just want to say thank you for reading, and for being a part of my blog.

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