prozacprincess1

[prozacprincess1]

I have to visit my parents for thanksgiving and if I am too thin they say they are gonna send me back to treatment. So I have to fucking maintain at 115 until then. I’m pissed.

[prozacprincess1]

I feel like my treatment center made my Ed worse. They literally overshot my weight by like 10 pounds and then just sent me back home. How tf is that supposed to help?

[prozacprincess1]

CW: 118

Doing rewards in small increments helps me so much, so this is what I’m thinking.

GW1: 115 - Take a trip to the bookstore and get all the books I want.

GW2: 112 - New Lululemon item (can be any one thing, price doesn’t matter)

GW3: 109 - metabolism day! (48 hr fast after)

GW4: 105 - New shoes (I really want blundstones)

GW5: 100 - My fav childhood treat: Dairy Queen soft serve cone dipped in cherry.

Will make new goals when necessary. ❤️

[prozacprincess1]

Hear me out: Applying the 12 steps to staying on my diet instead of eating. If you understand what I mean plz follow. I think you could flip EDA on it’s head so fast and it would work for weight loss. This is like a little experiment. Lmk if you are interested in joining me. ❤️

#EDA #disordered eating mention #ed diet #abcd model #12 steps #12stepfellowship #AA #weight loss #tw restriction

[prozacprincess1]

I’m running out of my adderall. Anyone have a suggestion for an alternative over the counter stimulant for appetite suppression?