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instead of killing myself i will watch documentary about the ocean

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Didn't you think I already blamed myself enough for this?

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i dreamt of you last night woke up so angry with longing you’re not for me my heart and my mind knows but for a second you felt like love i realized i can’t blame my dreams for getting that part so very wrong

~why won’t you stop pestering me with possibility

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Bianca Stone, from What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Other Wound”

[Text ID: “Every daughter / has a cage around her head / and a mother on the cross. / I always hope to take it off, and rarely do. / Instead, I climb up, like a child into the bed. / I nail myself beside you.”]

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Theodore Roethke, from "What Can I Tell My Bones", The Collected Poems of Theodore Roethke [ID'd]

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my biggest turn on is when a man can come into a chaotic situation and just HANDLE it with wisdom, compassion, and earned authority. When a man displays healthy leadership qualities I get quite flustered I'm gonna be honest

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#nimmykins

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baby, why don’t you come over? 🍷

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Happy birthday to drugs

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#dodie #doddleoddle #dodie clark #mrs #dodie & mrs #🤍🤍🤍

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tumblr ur my safe little town i feel so cozy here

i luv the space i curated here for meself u are my home i built it

my lil digital scrapbook i live between the pressed pages

#tumblrina #i luv u tumbl

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each passing moment gives way to cascades of self-awareness:

I find it hard to fit in, to camouflage myself in the cultural milieu,

people always seem to understand things which I struggle with;

mid-twenties & unable to take care of myself, it's embarrassing.

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“What does ‘I love you’ even mean? It’s weird how different three words can feel. I mean, I’ve said it before but it’s never felt so… big, you know? I’m not sure it meant the same thing then. Like, I was too young to get it.”

— Christina Lauren, Beautiful Stranger

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“If people refuse to look at you in a new light and they can only see you for what you were, only see you for the mistakes you’ve made, if they don’t realize that you are not your mistakes, then they have to go.”

— Steve Maraboli

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maybe if i wasn’t so shy i would say what’s on my mind but no ones really listening anyway

#so what’s the point but also that’s so freeing #i’m sad i’m lonely i need someone to hold me but also BUT ALSO RAHHHHHHHHHH

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genuinely save me