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I KNEW IT!! the ending was just as good as i expected. can't wait for the sequel 🔥🔥

The Redbridge Hunts, Chapter 53 (Final Chapter)

It was the day of Loki’s birthday and his party.

Loki was woken up, not so rudely, to Claire under the blanket giving him a blowjob. She then gave him his other presents, even though he joked that was more than enough.

She’d gifted him a scarf, a new briefcase for work. He’d been going on about wanting new knives in the kitchen for cooking, so she got him a brand-new set that was quite expensive.

His favourite present from her though was a history book he’d been looking for, there was only fifty made in the world and he’d been trying to get it for years. It even had a letter of authenticity along with it.

‘How…’ He was speechless and just kept staring at the book in shock.

‘I had a lot of help.’ Was all Claire said.

‘I am forever in your debt for this.’ Loki said as he grabbed her in a big bear hug, making her laugh.

‘Says the guy who got me a bloody car! A book doesn’t compare.’

‘It so does. You have no idea what I was prepared to do or sell for this book.’ Loki said seriously.

‘I dread to think, so I’m not going to ask.’ Claire dismissed and rushed to the kitchen.

She came back ten seconds later with breakfast she had prepared for him, but he was nose deep in the book already. Even placing the food down right by him didn’t get his interest.

In the end, she had to pluck the book out of his hands to get him to focus.

‘Sorry, darling.’ He chuckled.

‘I’m glad you’re so excited about your present.’ Claire laughed.

‘I'll try and leave it till tomorrow.’ He said, though did glance longingly at the book on the table.

‘I’m sure I could leave you alone for a few hours upstairs while I prep down here for the party.’ She teased as she sat down next to him.

‘No, I’ll help.’ Loki said as they began to eat.

‘You will not! You’re not preparing your own party. I’ve got Jessica and Louise coming to help.’

‘Oh?’ Loki raised an eyebrow.

‘Yeah. I figured it would be good getting Louise over early, so she can at least meet Jessica first. Then when people start to trickle in it might be easier for her. She hasn’t been in a room with more than like three people for years. I’m not sure how her confidence will be.’

‘Ah, of course. That’s a good idea. Let her know she can go upstairs whenever she needs, if she wants some time to herself at any point.’ Loki said.

‘I will.’ Claire nodded.

When Jessica and Louise arrived just after lunch time, Claire shooed Loki upstairs with his book. Which he didn’t put up much of an argument over.

Jessica and Louise instantly clicked, which Claire was so glad of. She had a feeling they would though. The three of them had a good time setting everything up for the party, including a few glasses of wine of course.

When people began arriving for the party, it wasn’t long before music was turned up and drinks began flowing. Claire had managed to get Loki downstairs without much of a fuss, especially when she teased him with the fact she wasn’t wearing knickers under her dress, then coaxed him downstairs.

When Matt arrived, Louise was speaking to Loki. Claire took Matt straight over to introduce her to him.

‘Matt, this is my sister, Louise. Louise, this is Matt.’ Claire grinned and motioned to Louise.

‘Hi, nice to meet you.’ Louise said with a smile.

She was nervous being around people she didn’t know, but she knew she was safe with Claire and of course with Loki. Meeting everyone as they arrived was easier than walking in to a bunch of people already there.

‘Nice to meet you too.’ Matt put his hand out towards her.

She hesitated, but then eventually did put her hand into his to shake hands, though it was a very quick hand shake before she retracted her hand. Loki internally cursed at himself for not pre warning Matt that she might be a little unsure around him at first.

Claire introduced her to all the others as they arrived too. So it wouldn’t seem obvious she was trying to hook them up. Though she did make sure they ended up back by Matt, so they could talk.

‘Remember, if you need space just say. You can go upstairs.’ Claire whispered to Louise.

‘I know, thank you. I’m fine, honestly. I know I’m safe with you guys. And everyone seems really nice.’ Louise assured her.

Louise, Claire, Loki, Matt and Spencer were together talking casually, when Louise became distracted looking over Claire’s shoulder. Claire saw her eyes widen.

‘Who is that?’ She asked in a little awe.

Loki and Claire turned around to see Chris entering, heading right their way.

‘Ah… That’s Chris, Loki’s brother.’ Claire told her.

Chris was halfway across the room towards them, but his eyes were locked on Louise, he couldn’t take his eyes off of her. As he drew closer, Loki saw his nostrils flaring as he took in her scent.

‘Chris, this is my sister, Louise. Louise, this is Chris.’ Claire quickly introduced, though she wasn’t sure if he heard her or not because he was so focused on Louise.

Louise’s cheeks turned red as Chris stood on front of her, looking completely in wonder, Loki had never seen him look at someone like that before.

‘It’s lovely to meet you.’ Chris eventually spoke, his voice low and smooth.

‘Lovely to meet you, too.’ Louise squeaked out, she put her hand out towards him straight away without hesitation.

Chris took her hand in his and felt electricity shoot through his veins. He slowly lifted her hand and dipped his head down to kiss the back of her hand when she didn’t pull away.

Louise couldn’t take her eyes off of him, Loki sensed her heartbeat spike, but not in fear. He also sensed Chris’ heartbeat spike too. He looked at Claire and she looked at him, both sharing the same look.

‘Brother, I need a quick word.’ Loki said as he put his hand on Chris’ shoulder.

Chris only just managed to tear his eyes away from Louise to glance at Loki, Loki motioned towards the kitchen with his head. Chris reluctantly agreed and let go of Louise’s hand.

Louise’s skin was tingling where he had kissed her.

Loki dragged Chris into the kitchen and shut the door so they could have a little bit of privacy.

‘Please tell me what I think is happening, is not happening.’ Loki whined.

‘She… She’s my soulmate! I can feel it.’ Chris said breathless, unable to get his mind to work properly.

Claire entered the kitchen and shut the door behind her, to see Chris looking like he’d just found gold and Loki with his face in his hands.

‘Is she your soulmate?’ Claire squeaked.

‘This is not happening.’ Loki said firmly. ‘Not Louise! Anyone but her!’ He groaned.

‘She’s beautiful.’ Chris said, his voice was a little high, like he was in a trance.

‘To be honest, you are totally her type. Tall, dark, handsome, tattooed. Plus being a vampire… Heck, I’m surprised she hasn’t spread her legs for you already.’ Claire teased with a laugh.

‘We are trying to hook her up with Matt! Not whore her out to my brother!’ Loki argued.

‘Not going to happen.’ Chris growled low and turned to head back through to the living room.

‘Oh no… no, no, no!’ Loki chanted in a panic and darted after him.

Claire, however, had a huge smile on her face and she felt fuzzy in her heart for Louise and Chris.

Perhaps her match-making hadn’t worked out exactly as planned, but it seemed that her sister was getting a match anyway.

‘Oooo, we could double date!’ Claire said excitedly to herself as she rushed after them.

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NOTE: There is a sequel! There's so SO much more to go with these guys. Instead of making it a super long fic, I thought a sequel would be better, which will become apparent why when I post the first chapter next week.

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The Redbridge Hunts, Chapter 49

‘You’ve brought the hunt forward?’ Claire asked, eyes wide.

‘Not forward, no. Just decided to hold one on Halloween. I don’t know why I never thought about it before, it’s the perfect night for it.’ He grinned and leaned in towards her, sniffing at her neck. ‘Would be a shame, really. To chuck you out there for any vampire to get hold of you… Though there’s no fun in just having you here.’ He growled low.

‘Loki will kill you.’ Claire blurted out.

Chris chuckled. ‘He can try.’

‘Why would you want to hurt him so much? You know if you put me out there, it will break his heart. What happened with you two? Why can’t you just… get along. He doesn’t want to take your job, I know that this is what’s causing you to do this. You’re angry and upset, I understand that. So will he. He doesn’t want it.’

‘I am NOT upset.’ Chris snapped and stepped backwards, still glaring at her and his jaw was clenched. He slowly started pacing back and fore on front of her. ‘Not that I’d expect you to understand, or him. Such an ungrateful bastard he is.’ He hissed.

Claire frowned. ‘Try me. I understand more than you think. I understand that you love your job, that deep down you care about your students and even the teachers. I know how broken you were when we lost Jeremy. The way you fought for your school, are you really going to just throw it all away by sending me out there into the hunt? You know that Loki really would make sure that your job was no more if you do this. Is hurting him in this way really worth losing your job?’

‘I’ve lost it anyway.’ He snapped.

‘No, you haven’t. You’re not listening to anyone, you can appeal it. Loki will too, and so will I!’

‘Why would you both do that, hmm? You don’t care about me, no one does. No one ever has and no one ever will.’ Chris growled.

‘Of course, we care. You think so little of your brother, but he was mouthing along to your band at the festival in the summer. I don’t know what happened between you too that caused such a rift, aside from turning him against his wishes, but deep down I know he still loves you.’ Claire said softly.

For a second, she thought she saw remorse and a slight glimmer of regret in Chris’ eyes, but his face hardened again and the scowl was back.

‘Enough. He doesn’t love me. He hasn’t since the day I turned him.’ Chris started circling around Claire again, trying to intimidate her more.

‘Why did you turn him? I mean, that was a pretty asshole thing to do. Turning your brother against his will.’

She heard Chris’ footsteps stop behind her abruptly. There was silence for a second, then he started laughing rather manically. She tried to look round, confused. Though Chris suddenly grabbed her neck and forced her head right back to look at him as he leered down at her from above.

‘He hasn’t told you the truth about what happened that day, has he?’ He snarled.

Claire’s fear spiked a bit at his action, though she tried to shake her head, as best she could in his grip. He laughed again and let go of her, much to her relief. He stalked around to her front again, but perched against the table.

Claire noticed that his fangs had finally retracted, which gave her a tiny bit of hope.

‘Of course he hasn’t. He needs to keep up appearances of me being the bad guy.’

‘What does that mean?’ Claire asked.

Chris narrowed his eyes at her, just stared at her, deep in thought for a moment. ‘Do you really want to know the truth?’

‘Of course.’ Claire nodded quickly. ‘Though, please could you untie me first? My nose is itchy as fuck. And we both know that I have no chance of getting out of here without you catching me.’ She pleaded.

Chris raised an eyebrow at her, in slight amusement, but made no motion to move.

‘Please, Chris. Either untie me or scratch my nose yourself. I can’t concentrate properly with it.’ She grumbled at him.

Chris let out an irritated sigh as he stood up and strolled over behind her, he untied her and she straight away scratched her nose while groaning. ‘Ah thank god… Ok, please tell me what happened that day.’

Chris went back to his place by the table and folded his arms over his chest.

‘Things were tense between Loki and I, they had been since Loki found out about me and Lucius being vampires. Though he struggled with the fact that I refused to go down the blood bank route, like Lucius. So Lucius thought taking us out to lunch together might help us bond again…’

Lucius had taken Loki and Chris out to lunch one afternoon, to their favourite restaurant. He tried to get the brothers to talk, like they used to. Though it was a tense lunch. After they’d eaten, Lucius wanted dessert. Though the brothers didn’t want any.

‘I need to go. Thanks for lunch.’ Chris said gruffly to Lucius as he stood up.

Loki kept quiet, he was still torn over his big brother and what to think of him after learning the truth. He had always looked up to him, he loved him to pieces. He still did, he just wasn’t sure if he could handle the thought of him feeding from people…

Loki noticed when Chris stepped outside, he seemed to sniff the air and instead of heading towards his home, he made his way down the street in the opposite direction.

‘I’ll be back in a minute, dad. Just going to the toilet.’ Loki said quickly to Lucius, who nodded and stayed put, while reading the dessert menu.

Loki went outside and followed Chris down the street a bit. Chris then turned abruptly down an alley, Loki followed him but kept his distance so Chris wouldn’t see him. As Loki turned down the alley, he noticed Chris went up to a man that was out the back of a shop having a smoking break.

Chris never said anything to the man, he just lunged straight at him, pinned him against the wall and sank his fangs into his neck.

Loki stared in utter horror as he saw blood drip down between Chris and the man. He couldn’t believe his big brother was willingly feeding from an innocent man. Worse still, he drank so much from the man that he collapsed at Chris’ feet when Chris was finished with him.

Chris licked his lips and took a step backwards, but that’s when he spotted Loki in his peripheral vision. He whipped his head round and his eyes widened, his fangs retracted straight away and his face softened.

‘Loki!'

Loki’s eyes filled with tears and he shook his head back and fore quickly as he started taking steps backwards.

‘Loki… This isn’t what it looks like… Let me explain, brother.’ Chris said in a panic as he started moving towards him.

‘No… no, no, no.’ Loki cried out and turned around to run away from him.

Chris wiped the blood from his mouth with the back of his hand, then ran after Loki. He continued to call out for him.

Loki ran straight out from the alley and onto the road, he momentarily stopped and turned to face Chris who ran after him.

‘Brother… Please, let’s talk!’ Chris shouted.

Chris had never seen Loki look so scared and pained before, the tears rolled down his cheeks. He turned and went to run again, but suddenly a blue car slammed into him. Chris’ eyes widened and it felt like time stopped as he saw his little brother being smashed along the road.

The woman driving hadn’t been paying attention, she was on her phone. Even though Loki shouldn’t have been on the road in the first place, not looking at the traffic. She froze in utter horror when she realised she’d hit someone.

‘LOKI!’ Chris bolted over to Loki, he fell to his knees next to him and lifted his upper body onto his lap, cradling his head. There was blood everywhere, Loki’s left leg was clearly broken as it was twisted the wrong way round, and the blood loss was mainly from Loki’s head.

‘No, no… Loki. Lil’ bro. Stay with me. Don’t you dare leave me.’ Chris cried, his vision turned blurry from his tears as he watched his brother dying in his arms, he could sense his heartbeat slowing down rapidly. The sounds from everyone else around, people screaming and shouting for help, someone calling for an ambulance, Chris heard none of it, it was just a blur.

‘Loki…’ Chris sobbed. He gritted his teeth, he couldn’t let this happen. He knew that Loki was against turning into a vampire, he’d made it very clear to both Lucius and Chris, but he couldn’t lose his little brother. He just couldn’t.

‘I’m sorry… Please forgive me, Loki. I have to.’ He whispered and when he sensed his heartbeat become really slow, his fangs emerged and he quickly pierced into Loki’s neck. He ejected some venom into Loki’s blood stream, then Chris tore into his own wrist to make himself bleed.

Chris parted Loki’s lips as he held his wrist up, so his blood dripped into Loki’s mouth. Chris made sure he got enough before he stopped.

‘Please… please.’ Chris whispered as he rocked Loki back and fore. Though he sensed Loki’s heart stop completely.

Chris felt his own heart break into a million pieces, the pain was like nothing else he’d ever felt. He screamed out in anger and anguish, but then, all of a sudden, he heard a low thump… That then began to grow faster and faster.

‘Loki!’ Chris gasped out in hope.

Loki’s eyes flew open, they were a deep red as he inhaled loudly, taking in a big deep breath, his new fangs were glistening white in the sun.

‘It took him a few minutes to come to… to realise what had happened. He pushed me away, screamed at me that I shouldn’t have done it. That I turned him against his will. Lucius came along after that, grabbed hold of Loki to help him. Loki kept screaming at me though, that he would never forgive me for this. That he would rather have died, that he wanted me to die…’

Chris turned his head away from Claire, she saw his eyes were glistening. She could tell by his voice while telling her the story that he still hurt to this day. She even had her own tears that she had to wipe away.

‘Chris… I had no idea. I’m sorry.’ She whispered.

‘Of course you didn’t. Loki needs to keep up the façade that everything is my fault. I’m the bad guy.’ Chris said as his voice hardened again and he blinked hard before looking back at her. Though the anger that had been there earlier wasn’t on his face anymore, Claire didn’t feel quite as threatened now.

‘He didn’t let go of his anger at you for turning him, even though it saved his life.’ Claire said as she looked down for a moment.

‘No. Never has.’ Chris said in a clipped tone.

‘That’s why you went on that rampage, fucking those vampires. It all fits in the timeline.’

Chris nodded in response.

‘Geez, I thought things were complicated with my sister.’ Claire pinched the bridge of her nose and tried to really take in what Chris had just told her.

‘Are you angry at your perfect boyfriend now, for not telling you the truth?’ Chris sneered.

‘I suspect Loki told himself so many times that you turned him against his will, that he really didn't care it was that or his life… Like he’s forgotten.’ Claire said with a sigh.

Chris said nothing.

‘What happened to the woman driving that hit him?’ She asked, though instantly regretted it by the look on Chris’ face.

‘The person responsible for almost killing my little brother... What do you think happened to her?’

‘Shouldn’t have asked.’ Claire sighed.

‘Loki was the only one who loved me, he was the only one that cared. Until that day, when I decided to save his life in the only way possible. I figured there was no point in even trying to be good after that. What was the point? It got me nowhere in the first place.’ Chris stood and started pacing again. Though Claire could tell this time wasn’t with anger as such, he was just all over the place with his emotions.

‘Now, he might be getting my job. The last and only thing that makes me me. Something I’m good at, where I’m respected and needed. I don’t have a soulmate like he does. He has everything. And me? I have nothing. And I never will, all because I really live out what we are, monsters. I only do what my instincts tell me to do.’

His voice broke a little at the end, though he tried to keep it together.

‘That’s not true.’ Claire stood and went towards him.

‘IT IS TRUE!’ He roared at her angrily, making her halt in place. ‘Not for lack of trying, I’ve been all around the world looking for my soulmate, for years. Before you were even born.’ He sneered at her.

Claire wiped away a tear that rolled down her cheek. She swallowed the lump in her throat and took another brave step forwards. She reached out very slowly, as if trying to pet a feral cat.

When her hand eventually landed on his arm, he broke and a few tears flowed freely down his face.

‘There’s no one for me.’

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wow that was a hell of a chapter

The Redbridge Hunts, Chapter 45

The rest of the summer holidays was spent mainly, for Loki and Claire, just relaxing. Having the odd day out here and there, lots of dates and alone time.

Nearer the end of the holidays, they took a trip up the road to visit Claire’s parents, taking Louise with them. Loki was delighted to meet their parents, who thankfully adored Loki. Louise also grew closer with Loki, which Claire was so pleased with.

When everyone went back to school after the summer holidays, everyone was nice and refreshed and raring to go again. Well, aside from the students really.

Spencer had adapted to being a vampire really well. Thankfully, he was going to follow Jessica’s lead and use the blood bank mainly. With the occasional proper hunt, but only drunks who wouldn’t remember and those that were willing to be fed from.

Michael had accepted the vampires too, he figured that he’d known them for many years and they'd never hurt him to this point. Why would that change now he knew? If anything, he found it rather cool and a lot of things suddenly made more sense than they did before.

Things were calm for a couple of months. Halloween was growing closer, which was everyone’s favourite holiday. The teachers were looking forward to the Halloween party at the weekend that they always held at the school, inviting the older students that were old enough to drink. It was always a good laugh.

‘Calm down, students. I know it’s Monday morning and you’re looking forward to Halloween, but we still need to learn.’ Loki called out to the class, instantly silencing them all with his stern tone.

Claire tried not to think about how hot it was when he took charge like that.

‘Right, everyone open your books to page’ Loki was cut off when there was a knock on his classroom door, he was surprised yet concerned to see it was Lucius.

‘Sorry to disturb you. Need to speak with you, if possible?’ Lucius asked.

‘Sure… Claire, can you take over?’ Loki asked her.

‘Of course.’ Claire nodded and rushed over to take the book from Loki.

Loki headed out with Lucius. ‘What’s wrong?’

‘Nothing, don’t worry. I just have some news for you and Chris.’ He said as he began walking towards Chris’ office.

‘What sort of news?’

‘Wait and I’ll tell you both together.’ Lucius said.

They reached Chris’ office, he was waiting impatiently. He knew as well as Loki did that Lucius being there unannounced was something serious.

‘To what do we owe the pleasure of this visit?’ Chris asked as he leaned back against his desk, arms across his chest.

Lucius sighed and ran a hand down his face. ‘There’s no easy way to say this... The school board has decided that they want to appoint a new headmaster.’

Chris and Loki both froze, neither of them said anything as his words sunk in. Loki was confused. Chris went through all the emotions within ten seconds. Confusion, anger, frustration, fear, sadness.

‘I said there was no need, I really think you’re doing a good job, Chris. But they think someone new is what the school needs right now. They want you to step down to deputy principal.’ Lucius said carefully.

‘You can’t be serious?’ Chris said after getting his thoughts together.

‘Unfortunately, I am.’ Lucius swallowed hard.

‘Am I supposed to be fucking honoured that they want me to be deputy?’ Chris spat and began pacing back and fore. ‘Who do they want to appoint as head?’

Lucius slowly looked towards Loki, who’s eyes widened so wide like saucers. ‘Me?!’

Chris instantly saw red, his hands balled into fists and his jaw clenched hard. He launched for Loki, but Lucius had been half expecting it so knocked Chris flying to the side, he slammed into a book shelf, crushing it into hundreds of pieces and the books went flying everywhere.

‘Chris. This is not Loki’s fault. You can appeal.’ Lucius said firmly.

‘I don’t even want to be headmaster!’ Loki said quickly.

‘Yeah right. You’ve been after it for so long. Finally, you’re getting your wish, you’ll be able to twist the minds of the coming-of-age students into being perfect little blood bank feeders.’ Chris snarled furiously at Loki.

‘You know what, you’re right. If it stops you causing so many deaths within students, maybe it’s not a bad idea!’ Loki spat back at him in a moment of anger.

Chris snarled loudly and flew at Loki, this time Lucius couldn’t stop him in time. Chris grabbed Loki by the collar and tossed him across the room like a rag doll, it was Chris’ desk that got the brunt of the damage as Loki landed on it, crushing it in half and the legs snapped completely.

Lucius managed to grab hold of Chris, though Chris elbowed him hard in the face. Loki jumped for Chris and managed to get a swing in at his nose, breaking it. Chris just clicked it back into place like it was nothing.

‘ENOUGH!’ Lucius roared at them, but he had to grab hold of Chris again and pull him back from Loki. ‘Fighting will get us nowhere! It won’t be happening for a while yet, there’s a lot to discuss. We can sort this out.’

Chris was breathing hard as his nostrils flared angrily at Loki, he really looked like he wanted to kill him. Loki couldn’t deny he had never actually seen that look in him before, even with their previous severe fights…

‘There’s nothing to sort out. It sounds like the decision has already been made!’ Chris yelled at Lucius.

Chris screamed in pure rage as he picked up the leather sofa and tossed it out the window. Lucius knew that wouldn’t bode very well with the school board, it wouldn’t go in Chris’ favour if he wanted to try and change their mind.

‘Chris…’ Lucius tried but Chris leapt out of the window and took off without another word.

Loki looked at Lucius, he had no idea what the hell just happened.

‘Did you really think telling him this way was best? You could have warned me beforehand!’ Loki snapped at his dad.

‘I honestly didn’t think he would take it that bad.’ Lucius said honestly. ‘I’m sorry.’

‘Fucking hell, dad.’ Loki ran a hand down his face. ‘I’m not doing it, I’m not taking his job. I know I’ve said about how if I was headmaster, I’d run things differently in regards to helping the older students, but Chris… I can’t believe I’m saying this, aside from his faults, he’s actually good at this job.’

‘Well, that will be down to you and Chris to take to the board… They won’t like it if they hear about this outburst though.’

‘Can you blame him though? Really?’ Loki sighed.

Lucius realised he had fucked up. He should’ve at least waited until after school hours, just incase a student had seen or ended up in the firing line. Luckily that didn’t happen.

Loki shook his head and left the room, he couldn’t believe the way his dad had told them the news. He went to the teachers lounge and took some time to calm himself down and gather his thoughts before going back to class. Claire knew something major had happened, but she didn’t ask until school was over.

‘I have never seen Chris so angry before, I genuinely think he would’ve killed me if he had the chance.’ Loki swallowed hard.

Claire rubbed his shoulder and tried to comfort him. ‘It will be the shock of the news, considering how out of nowhere it’s come.’ She said quietly.

She could tell that Loki was shaken, they all knew that Chris was more powerful than Loki. If he wanted to kill Loki, he would have a hard time doing it, but probably could if he really wanted to. Loki was beginning to think he should be fearful for his life now.

Loki ran a hand through his dishevelled hair. ‘We need to be careful, I don’t know what he might do in this state.’

Claire nodded, she knew what he meant. Chris was a bit of a live wire as it was, but now…

‘I’m going to ask David and Matt to come crash at ours for the night, I think. Just for a bit of backup, incase Chris comes knocking.’ Loki decided after thinking for a minute.

‘Are you that concerned?’ Claire asked, surprised.

‘Yes. Honestly, love. I genuinely fear for our safety right now.’

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Had to quickly pop back in because damn

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Loki 😭 Loki would deffo be able to lift Mjolnir now

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Burdened with Glorious Purpose.

"I know what kind of god I want to be."

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Shrink - P1 | You need to get laid

Random short thing I thought of. It’ll probably only be a few parts.

Avenger! Loki x therapist! Reader

18+ | there will be some bad language and probably mentions of sex throughout etc. Also, this is a lil unethical

With a long exhale, Loki rolled his eyes as he settled back against his chair, slouching as you continued to speak. He didn’t like being here, judged, therapized, forced to confront his feelings or whatever other taradiddles Thor had conjured up to get him here. He tried to look interested, gaze meeting yours as you paused before continuing when you had his attention.

“I personally feel your hostility and aggression towards the other members of your team may be rooted into something else.” You concluded as Loki narrowed his gaze questioningly at you. “Loki, I’m going to ask you a very personal question and I want you to answer truthfully.”

“Go ahead.” He nodded.

“Remember in here” you started, gesturing around the room “is a safe space.”

“Get on with it.”

“When is the last time you’ve had sex?” You questioned.

Inhaling and exhaling, Loki’s gaze began wandering around the room as he nervously scratched the back of his neck.

“Well there was—and— and I can’t forget—” he began mumbling to himself as you took a sip of water before he was looking at you again “if I were to hazard a guess, I’d say around a century ago.”

Gasping, you almost spat out your water.

“Relax, only a midgardian century, time moves very slowly here I’ve gathered.” He tried to console.

“I thought it moved faster here?”

“Perhaps” Loki shrugged “I don’t know, I was just trying to quell your shock and distress.”

“I wouldn’t say I was distressed, just” you swallowed thickly “surprised.”

“Well, I’ve not found anyone I want to be intimate with.” He spoke matter of factly.

“No one?” You queried incredulously.

“I don’t spend much time out. I’m usually helping my brother and his team of delinquents.” Loki explained.

“They’re the Avengers, Earth’s defenders Loki.” You countered.

“Well I hope your planet musters up a more capable team, sooner rather than later.” He mocked.

Instead of defending the organisation further, you kept your professionalism.

“Look, Loki, if I’m being honest with you, I don’t think you’re angry, I think you're sexually frustrated” you proposed. “it’d explain the irritability, the edginess and the dreams we spoke about last week.”

“Sexually frustrated.” He repeated, mulling over the words. “And how would one go abouts curing this sexual frustration?” He asked, earning a cynical look from you. “Right.” He realised.

“For you, this week's homework is to go out and get laid, safely.”

“Get laid?”

“Have some sex, do I have to spell everything out for you?” You huffed exaggeratedly.

“Right.” He smiled.

“So, same time next week?”

“Yes.” He agreed, making his next appointment before leaving.

Making his way back to the compound, Loki thought about your words. Could you quite possibly be correct? He didn’t want to admit it but he thought that there was potential for you to be right but then that’d mean that the whole concept of therapy wasn’t as useless as he had previously argued and he didn’t like being wrong. He despised it. Huffing to himself, he thought there was probably no harm in testing your hypothesis. Once he reached back, he was greeted by Thor.

“How was therapy?” Thor asked.

“Do you and Jane have sex?” Loki questioned causing Thor to swallow thickly, clearly taken aback.

“Yes, yes we do.” He answered. “Why?”

“Well Doctor y/l/n recons that I’ll be all better if I have some of the sex.” Loki explained, causing Thor to stand straighter.

“Well we must settle this at dawn, whoever survives will be the one Jane—” Thor began before Loki interrupted.

“What on Midgard are you going on about?”

“What on Midgard are you going on about?” Thor narrowed his gaze.

“I have to find someone in which I can have the sex with and then I’ll be all better. Don’t fret, I don’t want Jane.” Loki insisted.

“Oh splendid.” Thor clapped happily.

Meanwhile, you had just finished up with your last client before you heard a knock at your door, looking up, you smiled as you gestured Natasha inside who was holding food. Once she entered, she sat down as you both tucked into the meal.

“So, how’s your week been, any good client stories?” Natasha asked.

“Natasha” you exclaimed “if I were to share information about my patients with you, I’d be at risk of losing my license.”

“I won’t tell” she baited you “besides, I’m not asking you to be specific and use names, just give me the rundown, we used to share everything with each other.”

You couldn’t disagree with her, you became best friends when your office was based at SHIELD headquarters and she was a trainee agent.

“You’re a terrible influence, pour me a glass of that wine.” You relented.

“Soo, banging anyone?” She asked, both of you with glasses in hand.

“No, no one rocks my boat.” You sighed.

“What about that accounting guy?”

“We were at my apartment and let’s just say an encounter with a spider left one of us almost in tears and the other completely turned off.” You cringed at the memory causing Natasha to laugh. “I want a man Nat, he was always just so—”

“Weak?” She finished.

“I was going to say submissive and not in the sexy way. I guess I’m just done with always being the one making decisions, always being the one in control.” You rationalized.

“You wanna be dominated.” She figured.

“Yes.” You agreed.

“You should have just asked.” She teased.

“Very funny” you smiled “but yes, I think that’s it. Like if we’re having sex, I want him to hold me down and fuck me you know, not just cuddle and dry hump me until his boners gone down.”

“Accounting done that?” She interrupted you, aghast.

“He said he only wanted to have sex romantically.”

“What does that even mean?” She laughed.

“Who knows?” You shrugged. “Maybe it means after a date?”

“So then what did he do the times he was just at your apartment?”

“Not get rid of spiders” you laughed “he was more of a friend really. We just watched films together and hung out.”

“Wow, that’s crazy.”

“I know.”

“Girl you need to get laid.”

“I knowww.”

“So, what’s the plan?” She grinned.

“I’m looking for a man that can remove spiders from the home and pin me against the wall.” You giggled.

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Villain Or Victim, Chapter 2

Loki was watching Echo on the surveillance camera, something he’d found himself doing a lot in the last twenty-four hours since her capture. She was currently throwing another rage as Natasha had said something that triggered her. So that was another table, chair and bed that would need to be repaired.

‘I give up.’ Natasha said, exasperated as she joined the rest of the team and collapsed on the sofa next to Thor.

‘She seems fine for a while, then just snaps. What did you say to her?’ Steve asked.

‘I was just asking where she lived, if she had any family or friends we could get in touch with and she went mental.’ Natasha sighed.

‘Loki, why don’t you try speaking to her? You seem to be the only one that can keep her calm.’ Thor suggested.

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Hello

That is all!

Ah, yes. The epic, unending battle of Tom vs. buttons.

Haven’t we they been through enough already? I demand an end to this torture, sir!

And c’mon. We all know why he’s sitting like that. 😏

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Hii, okay so i have something in mind, Tom as a therapist and reader as his patient. Everyone thinks that she's crazy, but only Tom can understand her. Because truth is, they share the same way of thinking. He finally finds someone as dark as he is and that leads into a passionate session 👀

Doin’ Time - T.H

A/N: Thank you so much for sending me an ask!!! keep them coming!! I also had way too much for with this one ;) Hope you enjoy <3

Danger ahead!!: Oral (male receiving), choking, p in v, vibrators, sub x dom dynamics, use of power, swear words.

What no one tells you about being in a psych ward, is the overly-motivated doctors who want to ‘cure you’, while you continue to silently laugh at their attempts. There is no light at the end of the tunnel nowadays. You only look out of the window, speak in riddles not sentences, and annoy the staff.

Your late husband, another overly-motivated man put you here - he signed the papers and fled as fast and far as he could. The only thing you remember is the sound his tires made while he floored the gas.

Now, you were being hauled all the way to the west wing - where all the doctors reside. This facility was different from all the others. Doctors lives here full time, to watch over patients and analyse their behaviour. We were like rats, while they were the mad scientists.

“You’re getting a new doctor. He’s a nice eye candy, if yanno what I mean.” Judy, the guy you befriended suddenly awoke you from your little dream.

“Dreamin’ again? Must be the pills.” She chuckled.

Only if she knew why you were really here.

Judy banged on the steel door and it opened, revealing a a taller brunette. Your last therapist was almost 60, so this young one was a surprise.

“Come in, please.” He said as he took a seat in the leather chair. He clipped a stack of papers to his clipping board and ticked a couple of boxes. Looking at his watch, he wrote down the time - and for the first time, he actually looked at me. He looking into my eyes, looked at how dishelved my hair looked, how my eyebrows were growing bushy and so was my leg hair. But he seemed unphased about it.

“So, I saw you weren’t joining any other therapy groups. Why not?” He asked, waiting patiently for your answer.

“They’re annoying.”

“The people? Or the doctors?” He chuckled and you couldn’t help but squeeze your hands together. You hated people being happy - it was like hell here so why would someone be happy?

“Everyone. You included.”

“Wow. Straight to the point I see.” He scribbled down a couple of sentences and pointed to a bowl of cherries on the table. They looked ripe, and delicious.

You looked at him, puzzled. Was that a test question?

“Take one. Take a bite, only one. After that, hand it to me.” He said as he put the board next to him.

“No.”

“If you won’t, I will have to punish you.”

You gulped.

“No. I won’t.”

“Well then, I don’t have any other choice. Ever heard of sex therapy?” He stood up and took of his white coat.

“Obviously it’s not a real medical thing.” You replied, rolling your eyes. But what if he would hurt you?

“You know, your husband signed a contract. I can do anything I want to you. You also know that you need it. How long has it been, love? You can play coy all you like, but i know you. I have been looking at you for a long time.” He smirked slowly unbuttoning his white shirt.

A cold realisation hit you. The camera in your room must’ve been on this entire time. When you showered, masturbated and laid naked for hours to no end.

“I saw how you moaned. I saw it.” He tsked with his tongue. “Seems like you need to be fucked good and hard. Looks to me like you might be into this.” He threw his hands up to prove his point.

Leaning closer, you whisper. “I killed a man, that’s why i’m here. I can kill you too, you know.” You mocked him.

“So you don’t want me to fill your pussy up to the brim? make you cry on my cock?” He asked, standing so close to you that you could feel his calm heartbeat.

Yours was, let’s say, erratic.

“You want me. Say it and I will tear you apart with my cock.” He dragged his finger alongside your collar bones, stopping when he hit the white paper gown you were wearing.

“Fuck you.”

“Oh, love, you will.” He ripped the gown off from you and you stood bare in front of him. Not wasting any time he grabbed your neck.

“I will be the last man you kill, understand?” He said and you showed him your middle finger.

Rolling his eyes, he grabbed your hair, let go of your neck and started sucking on your nipple. He bit you, scraped his teeth against your sensitive breasts and flicked them with his finger. Grabbing his belt, he tied your hands together and almost threw you against his table.

“Remember this, when you rub your desperate cunt next time.” He inserted two fingers inside of your sopping pussy. His fingers curled up and you let out a shrill.

“Shut up.” He slapped your cheek and you let out a small moan.

Not wasting any time, he took his slacks off and walked closer to you on the side. He grabbed your hair and made you look at his cock.

“See this? This will be our new therapy toy. I want you to think how this will heal you, okay?” He let go of your hair, walked back and finally inserted himself into your pussy. No preparation, he slid in with so much force that you had to bite your tongue.

“That’s it. You’re sucking me in so good.” He kept the pace fast, not allowing you to breathe.

“God, this might just kill me.” He panted, squeezed your hips and thrusted further. His tip kissed your cervix and he emptied himself inside of you.

“Fuckin’ hell.” He almost collapsed when he pulled his cock out, but again, he came around the table and wiped his and your cum on your cheek.

Untying your wrists, he gave you no time to recover. “Get up. Against the wall.” He motioned for you to hurry, but you could hardly stand. He flipped you around, putting your hands on the wall and kneeling down. There, a small bullet vibrator in his hand. He turned in on, and pushed it into you. The buzzing made your knees give up, but he caught you and pulled you back up.

“Now i don’t want to hear one word.” Turning you around, he made you sink to the floor and presented his cock right in front of your face.

“Be a sweetheart and suck. Don’t you dare bite me.”

And you did suck. You took him as far as you could, choking and gagging around his length. He grabbed the back of your head and made you keep it inside for as long as possible. Finally, coming inside of your mouth.

“Swallow. Keep the vibrator. I want you to use it. Don’t forget, I’ll be watching.” He smirked and pulled his pants up.

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Obsession, One Shot

Summary: Louise is obsessed with demons and tries summoning the lust demon, Loki. She keeps him contained and teases him, thinking she’s safe. But you can never be safe from a demon.

NSFW. Demon!Loki 

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For as long as Louise could remember, she had been obsessed with demons. She kept it a secret, thinking her friends and family would judge her for her weird obsession.

But some of the demons she researched were fascinating. She even tried summoning one once, it kind of worked. But the demon was pissed off and ended up setting her room on fire before going back to hell. The fire brigade thought it had been an electrical fault and of course, she didn’t dare correct them.

Louise was just lucky she got out unscathed.

So she hadn’t attempted to summon another one since. But there was this one demon she had been obsessing over hard for the past year, her favourite one. The lust demon, Loki.

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Lose me to Love you (Loki x Female Reader) (AU) (18+)

Read Chapter 32 here / Series Masterlist

Chapter 33

Summary: It's you and Loki for life and for death.

Trigger Warning: 18+, Mention of torture and psychological trauma, violence, guns, discussion of mental health, Smutty smut, degradation, unprotected sex, Description of rape and assault, panic attack, violence against women, Extreme dark themes, Sexual abuse, physical abuse, public sex, Rough violent sex, 18+, Steamy stuff, age difference ,Rough language, mention of suicide, talk of virginity and slut shaming, manipulative behaviour, mention of trauma, smut, toxic relationship between main characters. Dark themes, cult stuff

"Promise me that we will be okay" you whispered softly as you sat down on his lap. The moment Clint and James escaped, you knew life wasn't going to be the same again. You knew they'd come for you two.

"I promise you'll be okay sweetheart, no matter what happens..you're going to be okay"

"That's not what I said" he smiled as you got upset. He wasn't trying to hurt you but he had a feeling he wasn't going to make it, his gut screamed at him that his sweet buttons will be left alone without him.

"Can you promise me something?" He asked you so you sighed and wrapped your arms around his neck, he felt your lips on his neck before you hummed

"No matter what happens, promise me that you're going to move on and live your life to the fullest" Your eyes teared up and he noticed how your body had stiffened in his arms, you couldn't even think of such a thing. Life without him held no value for you.

"Promise me darling?" He asked you softly so you took a deep breath and agreed reluctantly to make him happy.

"Me and you for life Loki. We were for life, you have to wake up please" you mumbled under your breath but Thor noticed that, he has just gotten his brother back and he wasn't ready to lose him either, he watched the doctor in the ambulance perform a cpr but Loki didn't wake up, he knew what a dead person looked like and his brother was dead.

The hospital arrived but it was too late, the back door of the ambulance opened suddenly and Steve came forward, he looked upset as well as they dragged the stretcher down,

"His heart has stopped, we will try defrillibation once but ..he's..he's gone" Steve ran his fingers in his hair as the doctor said that, he looked at you and you seemed out of your mind, his eyes fell upon Thor and he asked his men to take him in custody for questioning.

"Starling" you heard Thor's voice calling you but you didn't hear it, you couldn't hear anything. They took him inside the hospital but you were still glued to the spot you were sitting at, you were talking to him just a few minutes ago, you were holding his hand and you felt the blood running through his veins, how could he be just gone? How could he just leave you like that? Steve stepped inside the ambulance and sat down next to you,

"Y/n" he grabbed your hand but you snatched it away quickly.

"Don't touch please, you'll ruin his touch, he was holding my hand and he left his print …it's here, don't ruin it" his eyes teared up as you said that. He never understood the bond you two shared with each other but he knew it wasn't for him to understand, the relationship between you two was as pure as it could be but you were also fully dependent on him for all of your needs, he always feared that someday if something was to happen to Loki you wouldn't survive either. He feared this day ever since he had known you two.

"Let's go okay" he made you stand up and took you out of the ambulance then he walked you inside the hospital and called for a nurse to take you to get your check up done, he wanted to see if you were injured but he didn't know that the blood wasn't yours, it was his blood. The nurse gave you the hospital gown but you denied, if his blood was the last thing you'd ever get to feel on your body then be it, you won't let them take it away too.

"Where's Lolo?" You asked her and she sighed before she told you, you immediately ran out of the room and stormed towards the emergency room, when you reached there you didn't find him.

"Lolo where are you?" You sniffled as you barely whispered, it was getting harder and harder to breathe with every passing moment "Lokii" you looked around desperately but he wasn't there. Nobody could hear you, everyone was busy and they couldn't hear you.

"Lokiiiii" you yelled from top of your lungs and all the attention shifted towards you. Where did they take him? You just wanted to hold him and stay by his side. A nurse noticed so he came forward to talk to you.

"Miss, are you alright?"

"Where is Loki, the..the nurse said that the..they brought him here.. where is he?" You asked him,

"That patient with the gunshot wound? He had passed but–"

You started crying furiously before he could finish his words but he asked you to calm down. How were you supposed to calm down? The love of your life had just ceased to exist, he left you all alone so how you were supposed to calm down?

"Please calm down miss, his heart revived but he was losing blood so they took him to ICU for the surgery, just try and relax"

"He is not dead?" You asked him, shock evident on your features,

"He was but they resuscitated him, he was asking for someone.. y/n something " you gasped as he said that. He was alive, Loki was alive. He wasn't dead. You ran out from the emergency room and found the way to the ICU. You couldn't stay still even for a moment while they operated him, as soon as a doctor came out of the room you grabbed a hold of him.

"Tell me he's okay.. please..tell me he's okay" you whimpered so the doctor grabbed your arm and made you sit down on the chair.

"He's okay now, the bullet had pierced through the body and he had lost a lot of blood" the doctor said to you and you stared at him as a part of you still couldn't believe that he was alright.

"He was dead..I saw him dead"

"He was dead for a few minutes, it's a miracle that his heart revived out of nowhere, we had even stopped defibrillating him but he woke up suddenly, he was talking as well and I have never seen anything like that in my life..not in real life Atleast..are you y/n?" He asked you so you nodded.

"He's resting now but you can see him as soon as he's conscious" the doctor told you.

"He's okay? He's okay?" You asked the doctor again just to be sure.

"He's fine..now let's get you cleaned up alright?" He said to you so you looked up at him.

"Can I see him once? Just want to see him please" you asked him so he nodded. His name was Bruce and he seemed kind, you stood outside the door and watched his chest moving slowly, he was breathing and he even seemed less pale than before. His heartbeat seemed normal, it was beating and that was enough.

They shifted him to another room and you also got cleaned up, you didn't want him to see you like this when he wakes up. You went to his room and sat down on the chair next to him, you placed your hand on his and gasped as you felt the warmth of his skin, your fingers trailed over the tattooed initials on his wrist. His right shoulder was wrapped around in bandages and there were several bruises on his body, his pretty face seemed messed up.

You still felt terrified that this was all a dream and he wasn't even alive anymore so you leaned down and kissed the back of his hand then you started to sob as quietly as you could. Those few minutes where you lost him felt like hell, just the thought of not being able to hold him again, not being able to touch him or kiss him made you want to die as well.

He opened his eyes and looked at you sobbing with your head resting on the back of his hand, he had died and he went somewhere, it probably was just a dream but then why did it feel so real? Now wasn't the time to think about it though, he just wanted to comfort his precious girl.

"Baby?" He mumbled so you immediately put your head up and stared at him, you wanted to hug him as tightly as you could but you didn't understand how you were supposed to do it with him being so bruised and broken everywhere.

"You died on me" he smiled as you said that. He didn't want to, he couldn't even imagine what you had gone through, he placed himself in your shoes and was so frightened by the mere thought of losing you to death. It felt worse than any hell he could think of.

"I'm sorry sweet buttons…come here please?" He said softly so you stood up and walked to the other side so at least you won't be irritating the gunshot wound.

"Doctor said to not irritate your wounds"

"I'm fine darling..come here, give me your snuggies" you sat down on the bed to lie down next to him, your arm flung around his waist and you pressed your head between the crook of his neck, he smelled like a hospital but you considered it a blessing. He heard you soft little whimpers and his heart rendered, he really wanted to put his arm around you to comfort you but his whole body felt like he was run over by a bulldozer.

"I'm sorry baby I'm so sorry" he mumbled softly "I tried so hard to not give up, i never want to leave you all alone here you know that right?" You hummed like a child as he said that.

"Thank you for coming back" you whispered in his ear so he turned his head and raised your chin up, then he kissed you as gently as he could, he could feel your body shaking and all he wanted to do was make you stop trembling in such a fear, he was back and he'd never ever leave you again.

Once your mind had processed that he was alive and well he asked you about Thor, Steve had told you that they needed him for questioning and he promised that Thor won't be in deep trouble. After eating he passed out again because he was on several medications, he needed it to heal so you just stayed by his side and watch him breathe, just him breathing felt like a privilege now.

You both were all over the media, the news of Odin, Clint and James's death had spread like a wildfire. The girl Odin had kidnapped was also reunited with her parents.

For the next few days your life revolved around just taking care of him which you were more than grateful for. You went home whenever you needed to shower and change but you returned as quickly as possible, you didn't want to leave him alone even for a second. Thor was there when you weren't and surprisingly Jane visited almost everyday too.

She knew now who Thor was and they had a conversation about this thing between them, both of them wanted to take things slow but you were happy that he was opening his heart for someone. He deserved that.

"Can I ask you a question?" Loki questioned Thor. You went home so Thor was accompanying him.

"Anything"

"Did you ever believe in anything that bastard said about Asgard, Gods, Frost Giants, all that folklore?" Thor looked at him curiously as Loki questioned

"Why are you asking now, brother?"

"I just..he said i wasn't his blood, and I'm honestly thankful for that..no offense"

"I took some" they both chuckled as Thor said that.

"I just..it's stupid never mind"

"Mother always believed him, she always said that she was the queen of Asgard. Look it doesn't matter anymore, let's just say even if it were all true what he did with those innocent people was evil and he deserves to rot in hell for that" Loki nodded as Thor said that.

"He's definitely in Hel"

He wanted to stop thinking about this but he couldn't. Bruce came for the routine checkup and he was surprised to find out that Loki had survived death before as well. When he cut his wrist that one time, there was no way he should have been alive after that. He told him that he was really lucky to be able to beat death twice now.

Natasha was sentenced for six months for trying to deceive the law enforcement, shockingly enough she didn't say anything about Thor or that he kidnapped her. Maybe she really did want to leave the past behind, you'd never forgive her for what she had done with Loki but you weren't going to judge her either. Hopefully she had learned her lesson.

You were sitting on the waiting chair outside his room to wait for the visiting hour when a woman approached and sat down next to you.

"You're y/n right?" She asked you so you nodded "I have seen you on the news..i mean I read about you after the last time Odin was caught" She told you so you nodded but you were confused, what did she want now?

"Are you a reporter or something?" You asked her so she shook her head

"No sorry.. I'm Ashley. I just wanted to see Loki" she said to you so you nodded.

"Let me guess..you guys had sex" you bit on your cheek and you could see she was slightly taken aback by the assumption.

"Uhhh yeah..once, he was my first actually but trust me none of us wanted it" she chuckled but she seemed petrified by the memory.

"Uh-huh? Weird, you're the only fling of his that came to see him, even his ex wife didn't come, didn't even call"

"I'm not ummm..we were not..look he saved my life once but I never wanted to see him or any of those people again so I never tried to find him but now that Odin is gone for good..I just wanted to thank him..every day since that night I have thought about him atleast once a day" her eyes teared up and you looked at her shocked.

"Are you Jennifer? The girl he helped escape from the cult when he was sixteen?" She nodded as you said that.

Saying that Loki was dumbfounded to see her would be an understatement, all this time he thought she had perished that night in the woods but she made it out okay. She healed from the past, she changed her name and she was able to make a life for herself.

"I'm sorry I know it probably doesn't mean much now but–" he cut her off before she could apologise.

"It does..it really does Jennifer..i have spent several sleepless nights thinking about what happened to you..and..ohh you have no clue how relieved I am"

His eyes teared up and the genuine concern in his voice made her smile. She pulled out a picture from her purse and showed it to him.

"Is that..your kid?" He asked her and she nodded.

"All because of you" she whispered softly as she smiled.

"Wait..uhhh..it's not.." he looked at her terrified because he feared that the kid belonged to him.

"Oh no no don't worry ..she's not yours" she chuckled and he did too.

It felt awkward watching them converse with each other, you also felt jealous in a weird way. You felt happy that she came to him as you knew that would help a little with how he felt about himself but you still felt a little jealous, it was instinctual. You couldn't help but wonder if things would have been different amongst them if they had met before or if she had looked for him before he met Jolene. Before he got back to you.

"I just ..after I got out of there i got into therapy, it changed my life, I'm sorry i didn't look for you before, as long as that monster was alive i didn't want to do anything that would make me face him again" her voice cracked so he grabbed her hand to comfort her. Yeah you were definitely jealous.

"I get it, I would do the same if I was you. Besides I hurt you as well that night" he looked down feeling ashamed of what he had done with her.

"You had to..you had no choice Loki, i never blamed you, i always had gratitude for you than resentment"

She comforted him. She visited him everyday for as long as he was in the hospital, you had realized that they both had a lot in common, they liked the same type of music and they both loved reading old school literature that you never really understood.

Loki was finally getting discharged after two weeks so you took him back home with you. According to Bruce, Loki had made a quick recovery but the wound was still healing so you had to take care of his dressing from time to time.

You prepared a bath for him and shampooed his hair, he desperately needed it. You loved taking care of him like this but you never ever wanted to see him go through such torment again. Last few days have been the worst.

"Come here" he mumbled as he sat down on the couch in the living room so you looked at him.

Ever since that day he had noticed a change in you, you didn't seem as carefree as you used to be, he missed that girl and he blamed himself for letting those assholes take away that childlike innocence from you. They drenched you in his blood, you watched them torture him, that bastard was going to rape you and then he died while he held your hand in his, he couldn't even imagine how traumatic all of that must have been for you. He couldn't do much while he was recovering, at the hospital you both didn't have any privacy but now that you two had gotten back home he just wanted to hold you and ease your worries, even if just a bit.

"Let me just finish cleaning this up okay?" You told him and he tilted his head, you never denied the chance to sit on his lap before so it really bothered him.

"Babbbyyy? Come here alright? I'm not requesting" you put the cloth down that you were using to clean around and walked towards him, as you sat down on his lap in your usual position he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you even closer.

"The wound…ca.. careful please" you mumbled so he placed his fingers on your chin and made you look at him,

"Talk to me little girl..what's bothering you, what's hurting you now hmm?" Your eyes teared up as he said that. There were several things bothering you. Sure Odin was gone but the scars that he had left behind remained and you worried about losing him in more ways than one.

"You diedddd" you muttered under your breath and you saw his eyes flickering "You were there with me, talking to me and then all of a sudden your heart stopped beating..you just died…just like that you left me all alone" your lips trembled as you spoke, voice barely audible to him.

"I know sweetheart–"

"I never want you to die again, not without me..me and you not just for life but for death you hear me?" You finally broke down so he hugged you tightly and allowed you to let it all out of you, you didn't even cry when he died in front of you, for a moment you had completely stopped feeling anything, it was like your soul was sucked out of your body and you only began to feel when you saw him breathing again.

"Me and you for life and for death i promise, I'll never ever go anywhere without you I promise " you nodded as he mumbled softly, pressing your head between the crook of his neck you inhaled his sweet scent, you couldn't even picture a world where you'd be deprived of his scent, his touch, his whole existence "Thank you for fighting for me that day, you're such a brave girl you know that? I love you so much my sweetheart"

You couldn't stop crying after that so he just kept you in his arms and whispered sweet nothings in your ears to pacify you. Once your breathing calmed down and you had stopped crying you pulled away a little and looked at him

"Do you ummm ..like Jennifer?" He chuckled as you said that but then he noticed the sad concerned look in your eyes.

"What?"

"Do you like her?"

"I like that she's alive and living her life"

"It's just..you guys seem to have a chemistry and–"

"I'm gonna cut you off right here alright? That is complete bullshit because I didn't feel it at all, I have all the chemistry I feel right here.. you hear me?" You smiled a little as he said that.

"I do..I'm happy she found you though, does it make you feel any better?"

"It does baby"

He cupped your cheeks and kissed you as lovingly as he could. He just wanted to take care of you because in the last few days he wasn't able to do anything for you.

"Can you smile for me..I miss those giggles" you gave him a small smile but he wanted more so he tickled your stomach with his fingers and it made you squeak and giggle in response.

"Stopp stopp please i love you stoppp" you mumbled between your hearty little laughs so he kissed you again. He laid you down on the couch underneath him and made the softest most tender love to you. The desperate bodies stayed clung to each other while he took you as slowly as it was humanly possible for him.

"Fucking hell I'm never going this long without shoving my cock so deep in this cunt"

You bit on your lips as he said that.

"I never want you to either, I have missed you daddy"

He placed his forearms on the side of your head as he pumped himself in and out of you slowly, this was the literal definition of heaven for you.

"Do you ever want a child?" You asked him as you snuggled him on the couch after the lovemaking.

"Do you want that?"

"I'm asking you"

"I'm asking you"

"I asked first"

He sighed as you said that.

"I don't…I don't want a child"

"Me neither"

"You're too young to make that decision darling "

"I know..but I don't want it for now..me and you..it feels enough, it feels perfect, it doesn't feel like we are missing anything"

"It is perfect isn't it?"

You smiled as he said that, growing up he always knew he'd never want children of his own, he didn't think he was equipped of taking care of them, he could barely take care of you, you didn't want them now but after years if you would want them he'd give it to you but for now this felt perfect to him as well.

At night as he finally laid down in his bed with you in his arms he thought about the day Odin was going to put his filthy hands on you, he felt a surge of power running through his veins that felt otherworldly. He couldn't help but wonder where he came from, he wasn't crazy enough to believe in Odin's story but if he wasn't his son then who was his father? Did that man even exist? He was contemplating what he had seen when he was supposedly dead for a good 9 minutes. He saw a world beyond this realm. The visions were buried in his head and they made him ponder over the question he desperately needed the answer for.

Did he even belong to this world?

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An : I hope this made up for the last chapter. We have like two more chapters.

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Lose me to Love you (Loki x Female Reader) (AU) (18+)

Read Chapter 25 here / Series Masterlist

Chapter 26

Summary: Loki gives you what you have craved since forever. You give him something in return as well.

Trigger Warning: 18+, Smutty smut, loss of virginity, unprotected sex, Description of rape and assault, panic attack, violence against women, Extreme dark themes, Sexual abuse, physical abuse, public sex, Rough violent sex, 18+, Steamy stuff, age difference ,Rough language, mention of suicide, talk of virginity and slut shaming, manipulative behaviour, mention of trauma, smut, toxic relationship between main characters. Dark themes, cult stuff

"Fucking cum inside me loki" His wife moaned underneath him at the same time as his orgasm washed over him. Once the sensations died down, he pulled out of her and he seemed lost so she clicked her fingers over his face.

"You alright baby?" she asked him softly and he grabbed her hand to place them on his chest,

"Hurt me " he asked her so she groaned as she sat up.

"Not this again Loki, can we just cuddle now please?" She asked him and he looked down, he felt ashamed.

"Just a little, just make me feel pain, I won't ask for anything else" he mumbled as he cupped her cheeks but she swatted his hands away as if she was disgusted by his mere touch. He didn't blame her, he was disgusted by himself too.

"I'm going to sleep in the other room" she tried to get off the bed so he grabbed her hand,

"No I'm sorry, don't go, i just—" she glared at him,

"You just what Loki? Do you ever stop and think about me?" His eyes welled up as she said that. He didn't want to hurt her but no matter how much he tried he fucked it up over and over again. He drove her away from him further and further.

"He just keeps talking..he won't shut up he keeps talking .. don't leave me alone" he tried to stop her but she snatched her hand away to sleep in the other room, sometimes he made no sense to her and he didn't blame her at all.

He was the only one to blame for this monstrosity.

.....

"I need two toothbrushes, one big towel, and a bar of soap that's not made from pig's fat" you said to Thor so he crossed his arms, he was having a can of beer first thing in the morning. Who does that?

"You'd share a towel with him but not a toothbrush?" He snickered

"Sharing towel is sexy"

"Norns you're obsessed with him aren't you?"

"What gave it away?" You crossed your arms and he chuckled. Loki was still asleep for once, he hardly ever drank so much on his own, only when he was in someone's company. You didn't want to disturb his sleep so you got out of bed and tried to arrange a few things. You wanted to shower before you two leave for home. Thor got up and looked around for the things you had asked him for. It felt nice to have people around that wasn't his mother or his one night stands. He indeed had two spare towels as well so he gave them both to you.

"How come we have cell reception in the freaking nowhere? I have gotten a million of calls since last night"

"I don't really know starling..but happy birthday. Are you legal now for him to fuck you yet?" Thor asked you and you glared at him again.

"I have been legal for five years now.. he's an angel you see" you answered him

"I do admire his self control, I don't think I'd be able to do the same if I had you" he mumbled as he looked you up and down so you walked towards him angrily.

"Did you just flirt with your sister? That's gross, by the way if Loki trusts you enough to bring me back here then I do too and that makes me feel that you would have done exactly what he did in this situation, unless of course your psycho mother would have interfered"

"Heyyy show some respect for your future mother in law. She's not psycho, just delusional" your face felt warm at the first remark and then you felt angry.

"She's a criminal and you should accept that" Thor chuckled at your rattled state. The chuckling and snickering truly ran into the genes.

"Ohh lookie.. the sleeping beauty has awakened" You looked behind and found Loki standing at the end of the corridor, leaning himself against the wall, he looked adorable with his hair all poofed up so you walked towards him and got on your tiptoes to wrap your arms around his neck.

"Why weren't you in the bed?" He asked you as he held you by the waist as tightly as he could.

"I woke up early" you pulled away a little to look at him, his eyebrows were scrunched, he seemed hungover.

"I have a headache" he kissed your forehead so you smiled. Adorable was the only word you wanted to use for him at the moment. You grabbed his hand and walked him towards the couch to make him sit down. Thor was probably going to make an insulting comment but you glared at him, he seemed a little vulnerable and the last thing you wanted was for someone to take that away from him.

"Do you have Aspirin?" You asked him so he rolled his eyes before he went to the kitchenette, he brought a glass of water and the pill to give it to Loki which he ingested immediately.

"I got you a toothbrush and here's the towel, you shower first okay, you'll feel better" you smiled but it faded as soon as you heard his irritated response.

"Don't try to be my mother y/n" he mumbled as he rubbed his forehead with his fingers.

"Sorry I'll go get ready to leave" you mumbled meekly as you turned around and disappeared into the room.

"Why would you say that to her?" Thor asked him as he sat down on a chair next to him.

"Because I'm a fucking monster and that's what I do" Loki yelled at him so Thor smiled.

"Take a shower, cool down and go wipe your lady's tears, she cares about you Loki, I'd kill for someone to just do that" Loki's eyes teared up as Thor said that. Why did he have to hurt you? He didn't want to hurt you today, not today, not on your birthday, as soon as the thought entered his mind he realized that he shouldn't be not hurting you at all, not just on your birthday but all of the days.

After showering he went to the room with the roof window and found you putting the same clothes on as you had before. You smiled as you looked at him, he had borrowed a fresh pair of shirt from Thor, it was flannel and he looked cute in it, he gestured with his fingers for you to come to him so you walked towards him, he noticed the sad look in your eyes and it rendered his heart.

"Happy birthday darling" he mumbled softly so you hugged him.

"Thank you, I have gotten plenty of calls, I don't understand how we even have the reception here–" he pressed his thumb on your lips to stop you from blabbing which he figured was your way of trying to hide the hurt you were feeling at the moment.

"I'm sorry, i know it's getting exhausting at this point since I'm not really learning anything but if I could just show you my heart and how hurt I feel that I snapped at you like that out there then I would" he mumbled softly.

"Loki it's okay.."

"It's not okay..it's not. Stop saying that it's okay because it's not sweetheart" your eyes teared up as he said that. He was trying so hard, he was doing his best, he was trying to not hurt you and you knew that.

"Like I said I'm yours to hurt Loki, it's okay that you hurt me sometimes when you're not feeling your best, all i know is that you don't hurt me on purpose and it's not going to ruin anything between us, it won't make me love you any less either" he kissed you as you finished your sentence, his palms went under your hips so you jumped into his arms and he picked you up immediately to press you against the door.

"I'm sorry my sweet little girl, you're the most perfect girl out there you know that? Just the best" you smiled as he mumbled softly, his words were lathered with sugar and they made your heart skip several beats.

"Am I your favorite?" You giggled so he smiled.

"You're my only one" you placed your head against the door as he sucked on your neck before leaving a trail of wet kisses down from your jawline to your clavicle. Your stomach rumbled so he looked at you "Just had a stupid sandwich last night huh?" He kissed your cheek so you nodded "I'm going to feed you baby..you want to be fed right? Mac n cheese?" He asked you softly and you felt a tingling sensation all over, you didn't think you'd survive him being so soft with you today.

"Yes please daddy" He didn't put you down, he walked you to the living space just like that and luckily Thor wasn't there, not that he cared in the moment. He made you sit down on the couch and kissed you again.

"Stay here my little girl, I'll make it for you" you cupped his cheeks to kiss him passionately but then you heard Thor whistling again and that made you groan.

"Fed the witch, wouldn't want her to die from starvation, that would be an easy way out" He chuckled so Loki sighed. Well he can think about Natasha tomorrow, for now he just wanted to focus on you.

"Do you have macaroni and cheese? If not, go get it for me alright? And I don't want the prepackaged ones, get macaroni and cheese separately, some herb mix too" Thor looked at him confused as Loki stepped into the kitchenette and started to rummage through his fridge. He had almost forgotten how bossy his brother used to be sometimes.

"Are you turning four today?" Thor asked you but Loki answered him instead

"Can you just get me the stuff?"

"Cheese is in the freezer, I don't have macaroons slash macrons .. would pasta work?" Loki rolled his eyes at him and looked at you for confirmation so you put both of your thumbs up.

"The queen agrees ayee" Thor quipped. You shook your head in disbelief and Loki smiled as he looked at you. You saw them arguing back and forth while he cooked but it wasn't a mean spirited argument, more like a brotherly banter. You couldn't help but click so many pictures of him on your phone, for once he didn't seem troubled or seemed as if he was lost in his head . He brought a fork full of pasta for you to taste so you opened your mouth and took the bite.

"Yummmmmy daddy"

"Yeah? Don't need any more seasoning?" His brows scrunched so you shook your head.

"It's perfect" he smiled and served the pasta in three bowls. For a moment you forgot that there was a woman tied up a few feet away from you all. Well you Almost forgot.

"I'll come tomorrow" Loki said to Thor so he nodded.

"See you tomorrow Little starling" you gave him tight lipped smile as he said that.

He finally drove you back home and you answered all the messages and calls you had received because of your birthday, they were mostly from the people you had worked with, Peter had put up an insta story with you and a few people wondered if you were his girlfriend.

Steve also called to wish you and asked you where you have been as you both weren't in the apartment all night so you made an excuse that Loki took you somewhere for a surprise celebration. You weren't sure if he believed it or not. You also wanted to go to a salone to get your itsie bitsies waxed smooth so he took you there. The receptionist couldn't stop staring, he did look fuckable like always.

"I'll be back soon" you said to him so he nodded and sat down. To avoid the constant gaze of the receptionist he took out his phone and scrolled through YouTube videos. Puppies did make him feel better.

You took a deep breath as you laid down on the table, you haven't been to this place before and it always hurt to get this done but you wanted to feel your sexiest Tonight.

"Getting married hon?" The technician asked you and it made you feel flushed, you didn't think you'd ever see a day where he'd marry you but then you didn't need it either, whatever you had with him was more than enough.

"Nooo I'm just losing my virginity" she looked at you and smiled

"To that hunk out there?" She asked you and you giggled.

"Yepppp" she gasped at the knowledge.

"Lucky you..You go girl" she made you feel at ease and you couldn't have been more grateful. Once you were done he took you back home, this time you both showered together.

In the evening you got dolled up, you took your time as you wanted to look perfect, you wanted to celebrate just the two of you so that's exactly what he was going to give you. Whatever you'd ask for he'd give it to you tonight. He didn't really need as much time as you to get ready so he baked a homemade cake first, then he put on a black shirt with a formal pant, he got it made a few years ago for an event he had to attend with Jolene. He put the coat on too but it felt too much so he took it off.

He dimmed the light in the living room. He wanted to do what normal people do in terms of decoration but the candle lights always freaked him out and they triggered you as well so he didn't want to do anything to upset you or ruin his mood tonight. When you finally stepped out of your room his eyes widened at the sight of you. You were a vision to behold.

You adorned an emerald green bodycon dress that went past your thighs, also paired it with stilletos to finish the look. You looked sexier than his imagination and he felt utterly blessed. He walked towards you and put his hand out so you placed yours on his, then he pulled you closer to kiss you. The heels managed the height difference, it actually felt amazing to be able to kiss him like that.

"You're beautiful my darling, so sexy" you smiled as he complimented you.

"You like the dress?"

"I love it"

"You look super sexy too, I want to take back what I said yesterday, you're the sexiest man to ever grace this universe..not just this planet" he chuckled as you said that. The slicked back hair made him look older and you fancied that alot. You always fancied the age difference, you didn't think you'd have cared if he was 40 even or 50.

"I didn't know what song to play..i uhhh–" he picked up his phone from the kitchen table and scrolled through the app to find a romantic song but you grabbed it from him and turned it off, his nervousness seemed adorable but you didn't want him to sweat. Not just yet.

You placed his phone down and grabbed yours instead.

"I have a song for us, want to listen ?"

"Whatever you need baby" he answered so you smiled "This song is how I feel about you" you connected your phone to the speaker.

He was expecting a soft sensuous romantic song filled with poetic words and what nots but he was surprised as he heard the drumroll from Rick Astley's "Never gonna give you up"

We're no strangers to love

You know the rules and so do I

A full commitment's what I'm thinking of

You wouldn't get this from any other guy

He walked around you as you started to lip sync and move to the beat of the song.

I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling

Gotta make you understand

Never gonna give you up

Never gonna let you down

Never gonna run around and desert you

Never gonna make you cry

Never gonna say goodbye

Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

He grabbed your hand and he couldn't stop smiling at your crazy dance moves you just knew how to melt his cold frozen heart. The lyrics did feel romantic though.

We've known each other for so long

Your heart's been aching, but you're too shy to say it (say it)

You twisted your legs side to side and went down quickly before you popped up again and grabbed his cheeks to kiss him for a moment.

"Come on dance with me" he shook his head as you said that so you gave him the puppy eyes,

Inside, we both know what's been going on

We know the game and we're gonna play it

And if you ask me how I'm feeling

Don't tell me you're too blind to see

"Okay okay birthday girl..fine"

He pulled you closer as his hips moved side to side so you followed his rhythm.

Never gonna give you up

Never gonna let you down

Never gonna run around and desert you

You giggled as he spun you around before he dipped you in his arms. This was already turning into the the best birthday ever.

......

At the LAPD department Steve's phone rang so he picked it up immediately.

"Sent you the picture, a man was caught in the boulevard's target store security cam, the cashier said he bought a bunch of suspicious things that made no sense altogether" Steve looked at the picture immediately and his eyes widened. It was definitely Odin. He looked different but he'd recognise that monster in any shape or form.

He called Loki right after that but he got no response as his cellphone was turned off.

........

You jumped around with him like a child, the heels had to go for that and you didn't really care much, the song ended so you played it again because you weren't done just yet, mostly because he seemed happy too, for the second time in one day he didn't seem lost and your heart fluttered at the sight of his happy face.

"Never gonna make you cry, never gonna say goodbye" you screamed the lyrics at him, making him laugh in response. As the song ended he sat down on the couch with you on top of him, your mouth didn't leave his even for a fraction of second, he was more than eager to ruin the effort you had put into your makeup tonight, he wanted to tell you that you didn't really need it but the idea of messing that face up aroused him beyond belief. He stood up and took you to his bedroom, your fingers worked the buttons of his shirt on the way, you wanted him all naked on top of your naked body tonight.

You have suffered enough, he has deprived you enough.

As he put you down on the bed, he took a step back and admired the view but then his intrusive thoughts interfered. There was still a chance, he could still keep you protected from his filthy touch, there was still time for him to allow you to get out of his fucked up life, a part of him told him that he wasn't what you needed even though you were everything he needed.

The monster inside him that he hated so much told him that you deserved someone who won't make you cry all the time, who won't treat you good just on a special day, maybe there were good men out there who deserved to take this from you more than he did .

You propped yourself on your elbows as you found him lost in his head again and as soon as you saw his teary eyes you got up to crawl to the edge of the bed.

"Come here" you put your hand out to grab his and he flinched. That's how you knew that he was thinking again, thinking awful things about his precious self.

Your heart clenched at the sight of him because he seemed so happy just a few moments ago "Come here baby please" his eyes welled up even more as the pet name rolled from of your lips. He's not a baby, he could never be, he doesn't deserve your softness. He placed his hand on yours so you pulled him closer and got on your knees to match his height "Tell me what's bothering you?" You asked him and as your fingers caressed through his cheek he couldn't stop himself from leaning into the touch.

"Nothing I just.. it's your first time..I just want to make it good for you" a small smile flashed on your features and you kissed him softly.

"It's your first time too lolo" he seemed perplexed as you said that "It's our first time as well, I want to make it good for us too"

He has never felt this way before, he made love to Jolene a few times but it wasn't like this, he didn't feel this vulnerable, his lovemaking always held a touch of roughness. He was afraid that the voices in his head would ruin things between you and him as well.

"That's not bothering you is it? It's something else isn't it?" You asked him so he nodded before he placed his head down on your shoulder.

"I don't want to ruin you, don't want to taint you, we cross this line and you'll be stuck with me forever..it's this thing..this physical thing of me taking your body like that.. something that you have craved for so long..you'd be bonded to me. I'll never let you go, I'd keep you by my side forever because you'll be mine to do so. Do you really want me to be the only man you'd ever get to fuck?" He looked at you so you wiped the tears that slipped past his cheek.

"You're the only man for me Loki, you have always been it for me, i could never even think about anyone else, since I understood what sex meant my body knew who it needed, my thoughts and fantasies were only fueled by one man and that's you Loki. So tell me do you think I would ever want this with anyone else?" He cupped your cheeks and kissed you roughly as soon as you finished your words. You moaned in his mouth as his tongue played with yours

"Take me however you please, I'd love it and beg for more daddy, please don't make me suffer anymore" you whispered in his ear so he pulled the zipper of your dress down, the straps loosened so you took the opportunity to slip it past your shoulders. His mouth opened as he looked at your bare breasts. He grabbed the hem of your dress and pulled it up your arms, leaving you just in your underwear.

You pulled the shirt out from his pants and unbuttoned all the way down,the pale ripped torso made your mouth salivate so you lowered down and licked him up from his navel to his sternum in one quick swipe. You wanted to mark that gorgeous satin skin but not in a way that would hurt him.

"Stop thinking Loki..I'm all yours to have, to fuck, to hurt, whatever you want to do with me–"

"I don't want to hurt you darling. I'm sorry that i can't stop doing it but I really don't want to hurt you" he mumbled as he pressed his forefingers over your drenched clothed heat, you let out a gasp as his fingers rubbed back and forth.

"And it's okay, i enjoy the pain you give me because I know you'd come back to me to ease the ache–"

"Shhhh don't say that darling it's not healthy–"

"It doesn't matter to me..I'd let you do anything to me" you whimpered as he took your panties down your legs, you laid down on the bed and pulled him on top of yourself. He unbuttoned his pants hurriedly and in a flash he was all naked on top of you. This was your dream, you have had dreams like this since you were 13.

He sat up with his knees on the either side of your thighs, his cock rubbed over your dripping wet lips. The bedsheet crumbled into your fist as he continued to tease you mercilessly.

"You're beautiful..look at you, you were born to to be ridden by me"

You bit on your lips at his words.

"All yours daddy, fuck me please..need your cock inside me"

He leaned over you as you begged him, he held his cock with one hand to tease your clit with the tip while his other hand stroked your hair, you already seemed messed up and he hasn't even done anything just yet.

"Little baby, I won't stop now even if you'd ask me to" your walls clenched around the air as he said that. His thumb slipped into your mouth so you sucked on his digit, that's when he thrusted inside you in one quick motion, you bit on his thumb as the pain surged through you but you'd be lying if you said it wasn't the sweetest pain you have ever felt in your life.

"Gooosshhh daddy oh god!!" you whispered, your fingernails dug into his shoulders.

"Hurts?" He asked you. It did but the tenderness in his voice made it feel a little better.

"Just a little"

"There I am, inside you, that's what you wanted huh?" He murmured so you whined against him.

"Yesss daddy..pleasse"

He waited for the pain to fade away before he pulled out of you and then he thrusted in again.

"You're suffocating my cock little girl, so darn tight I love that" he snickered after his words so you cupped his cheeks and kissed him. The obscene sounds of his thrusts made you feel shy all of a sudden, you wished you could have watched his hips moving in and out of you, that shapely ass clenching with every hump. Maybe someday

"Gooddd dadddy I'm so filled"

"Gonna keep you like that my sweetheart, gonna keep you so filled every night from now on, day and night no matter where you are you'd crave my cock in your tight little cunt i promise you that" you moaned at the filth that came out of his mouth. He was so good at this you already knew, you have heard him having sex before, heard those women who couldn't stop themselves from screaming his name, now you knew why. The sensations began to build in the pit of your stomach as his cock brushed against that spot inside you.

So this is what girls talked about.

"Fuckkk daddy" you whimpered as he pulled out of you, the blood on his cock made him go feral, he lifted your legs up over your chest, and pressed his cock inside your freshly abused cunt. He loved the sounds you were making for him, because of him, those little whimpers would haunt him at night if somehow and for some reason he's not around to take your sweet body for his pleasure.

"Feels good sweetheart? Tell me that you're feeling good" he somehow managed to shove that monster aside and asked you, the concern was visible on his face so you smiled and placed his hands on your breasts.

"Best birthday gift ever" he smiled a little before his hips started to rock your body and your whole world again. He squeezed your breasts with his hands and that made you chant his name like a prayer, you felt so sensitive all over, this was the best thing that has ever happened to you.

"Take it baby, take my fucking cock my nasty little whore" Yes that's what you were, you were his whore and you wanted him to take you just like one. Everytime he got closer to his release he pulled out and you whined in desperation. You didn't think you'd survive this night if he continued this way.

He wrapped your legs around his waist and leaned over you again to fuck you slowly this time, grabbing his hair in a fist you held onto them as he thrusted back and forth, strings of curses continued to roll from his lips, the sweat dripped down from his body to yours and you felt saturated, your soul felt pleased, you knew you would happily spend your whole life this way, being fucked by this majestic man on top of you was nothing short of a blessing.

"Can I cum daddyyy pleasee daddyy please i love you" you whimpered again and it made him smile between his heavy breaths, he kissed you and kept his mouth against yours, your breaths fanned each other's faces and you felt alive in every sense.

"You will cum with me..you're taking me so well you know that?" He mumbled against your mouth and your eyes teared up as the intense pleasure threatened to combust you. He didn't want to torture you any longer,

"Cum sweetheart, need your little cunt to tighten around my cock" you exploded right on his command and at the same time you felt his cock filling you up with his cum.

"Goddd lokii oh my god ohy god..thank you..thank you daddy" you continued to mumble mindlessly as your body convulsed with the intensity of your orgasm, he placed his head between the crook of your neck as he rode through this combined euphoria, he had fucked alot of women in the past few years but nothing made him feel so overwhelmed as you did in that moment. Before his mind could wander you cupped his cheeks and kissed him deeply

"I love you Loki.. I love you.. please believe me I do" you mumbled between the kiss so he pulled away and looked at you.

"I do baby.. I do believe you" he didn't pull out for a while, he laid down next to you with his cock stilled in you somehow. None of you said anything for a few minutes, you just stared at him and he did the same but you finally broke the silence when you noticed that you were losing him again.

"What is it? Talk to me" his eyes welled up as you said that.

"Hurt her Loki, you know you want to" He sat up as he heard Odin's voice "You know she deserves it"

"No she doesn't" he mumbled and you looked at him confused.

"Ask her to hurt you, you need that don't you?"

The voice taunted him again so he placed his hands on his ears and nodded hastily just so he'd stop hearing them.

"Need to feel the pain to man up otherwise you know who you are right?" He pulled himself out of you and sat up and before he could run away you climbed on his lap.

"You're an impotent whiny little freak who can never please a woman the way she deserves"

You cupped his cheeks to make him look at you and that's when he started to cry.

"Talk to me I'm here" you said to him, your fingers caressed his scalp.

"He keeps talking..won't shut up, make him shut up.. please make him quiet" he sniffled as he looked down and you couldn't stop your own tears.

"I'm right here, you're here loki. But he's not here anymore and he won't hurt you. He was a lying abusive bastard who wanted to destroy someone as pure as you because he couldn't take it.. the light you carried with in you blinded him so he wanted to take it away from you"

"He was wrong?" He mumbled and you bit on your cheeks to stop the sobs that were threatening to make you choke. He needed you. Your lolo needed you at the moment.

"Listen to me now okay, I need you to stop listening to him and I need you to listen to me" he looked at you and tilted his head, he seemed out of his mind, you have never seen someone so broken in your life but you won't give up on him nor you would allow him to do that either. His arms wrapped around you and he placed his head down on your breasts. You kissed on his temple before you continued to whisper in his ears.

"That's it, just listen to my voice okay? I love you, you're loved baby, you're not weak, you're not unmanly for having feelings, for caring, for being a nice person, he was a monster but you??? You're a precious angel"

You mumbled softly and he sniffled, his hold only tightened around you as you ran your fingers over the scars on his back. You placed a soft kiss on his neck before you spoke again.

"You're so strong, so determined, so protective of me and you take care of me so good. You provide for me, you give me everything I could ever need, you're my man Loki, you had always been my man and you'd always be the only man I'd ever love, the only God I'd ever worship"

He put his head up and sniffled like a child again so you wiped his tears with your thumbs "I am?" He asked you so you nodded desperately

"I'd never lie to you"

"But I'm crying--" he mumbled under his breath so you kissed him again.

"Crying is not the sign of weakness lolo, it's the proof that you have a heart and that you feel so much, it's the strength that keeps us going" he burst into another fit of cry as he held onto you tightly.

"I love you" he mumbled softly so you pulled him away only to kiss him again, the kiss heated up pretty quickly, in a matter of few seconds you had his hard cock inside you again, it hurt a little and you felt sore but you both needed this.

"Daddy I don't know how to do this" you mumbled softly so he grabbed your hips in his large hands and gave it a squeeze.

"Just bounce on me baby, up and down" you followed his instructions and he moaned as you bounced on top of him slowly. He cried in your arms like a baby and you were still here making love to him, you didn't taunt him or berated him for ruining the precious night. Every other person that he met out there told him that he had saved your life, that he was the hero in this story, they didn't know that you were saving his life every freaking moment since you met him.

"That's it love, good girl, just like that" he praised you and you continued to hop on him until you both came again, it wasn't as explosive as the first one but it calmed his nerves, the voices in his head shut down and he could only feel you around him.

He laid your exhausted body down on the bed and kissed you before he got off the bed, he cleaned his cock before he came back with a soft wet warm cloth to clean you as well, you winced a little as he wiped your cunt thoroughly, you were definitely going to feel this tomorrow and you were going to love every second of it.

As he laid down, you snuggled into him as tightly as you could. The night went as beautifully as you had imagined, he allowed himself to be vulnerable with you, he didn't run away and he listened to you. You knew this won't fix all of those issues that he had but you also knew that he'd feel comfortable enough to come to you whenever Odin's voice would haunt him again.

And just like tonight you'd make him listen to your words until he'd start to believe in them.

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ohh i love this sm 😭❤

A/N: Request from @ppartridgee​. Naughty, spooky, fluffy. Well, I know I’m perfectly content now! :D

Words: 2616 Warnings: smut, fluff

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