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@/girlglimmer (x) // @/christmas-winter (x) // fireflies - suzanne siegel // “orange and blue” - sarah jarosz // beautiful night - momcilo simic // christmas eve - julia andreevna petrova // @/hunting-brother (x) // @/bluecapsicum (x) // suzanne siegel

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EVERYTHING SINGS: a collection l’année terrible, victor hugo / red desert (1964) dir. michelangelo antonioni / unknown / rocket men: the epic story of the first men on the moon, craig nelson / the brooklyn daily eagle, new york, march 7, 1886 / suspiria (2018) dir. luca guadagnino / teaching a stone to talk, annie dillard / red bird, 'summer morning', mary oliver / the overview effect: awe and self-transcendent experience in space flight / jeff buckley / scientific future by valentino bellucci / joe dispenza / rilke and andreas-salomé: a love story in letters, rainer maria rilke / unknown / jwst image of 'cosmic cliffs' / alan ginsberg

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i need renee rapp in ways that haven’t been invented yet

#shes so pretty and so funny and her smile makes me want to die #renee rapp you are beautiful and i want to be you and also kiss you #except im butchier than renee #i love u fem women #but especiallt renee #her HAIRCUT jfc

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i need renee rapp in ways that haven’t been invented yet

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ME WHEN I CAN’T HIDE FROM YOU LIKE I HIDE FROM MYSELF

#but #fuffy

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suffering (read too much fuffy)

#WHERE IS MY FAITH. #god all i want is a girl who i can wrestle with and then make out with and we can be the only people to ever understand each other and #THATS ALL IM ASKING FOR #and like three of my exes have compared me to buffy by now #so clearly

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new years energy is calling people out for being shitty to me! i‘m leaving and tbh the ppl who like me like me. that is that.

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pretty girl from college followed me on insta and 99% chance that she’s straight but she’s actually SOOOOOO pretty

#and she seems so cool #she likes a band i like and wants to do the same major #ugh and she’s SO GORGEOUS.

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now its just college time bc idk how many me and who’s i have left in me…..I NEED TO KISS WOMEN

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LMAOOOOOO MY DREAM WAS RIGJT.

#mf do it the other way around it’ll be a benefit to society #also i can’t believe he’s being like. Actuallt So Fucking Weird these days #kinda healing me like ermmm i got into an ivy league and youuuuu miss most classes #but anyways its kinda nice to have it not hurt when he did that #made eye contact w him the other day and started giggling bc #first of all it didnt hurt!! and second of all HIS MIDDLE PART….

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speaking of calc i need to do my hw. so bad

#its ok i did half of it #and i can do more on the bus ride tmrw but #im planninf iut a capsule wardrobe which is fun #and im breaking out less and sleeping more #im kinda winning act???? #like why r things working out….. #now i just gotta get into the college. and im set

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he’s so pitiable recently

#like the tiktok thing?? #i literally felt bad like #omg and he wasnt at school abt it too….. #like damn bro #it does make the evil petty side of my brain feel better that he’s like #bad haircut bad time breakout stressed 24/7 #like that’s karma for NOT TALKING TO ME. JESUS CHRIST ABOVE.

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had a dream w my ex in it in which he got a new bf and then we got trapped in a toy store together so i finally managed to get that mf to talk to me and he was like yeah my new bf has less problems. and i woke up so…..like um ok who tf do u think u are dream-ex……

#speaking of which. ive had like four people text me to complain abt him talkinf in our calc class #and its so funny #bc like yes it is annoying but they immediately come to me like?? #they said hm hes yr ex #u wont be pissed if i rant abt him #and i sit there like well……..bc it IS annoying but #benefit of the doubt :))) #except as stated he still has not talked to me #like bro…..

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reading my posts from three months ago like girl….

#he couldnt kiss #couldnt dress #had a shit haircut #strap game horrific #ate like two foods ever #uglier than u (according to peers) #that ones so evil too bc the whole time i was like omg hes so cute #hes so handsome #and then he breaks up w me and EVERY #SINGLE #ONE #OF #MY #FRIENDS #is like dude we hated him and thought he was ugly #and a loser #and mean #like damnnn…..yall couldnt have said that earlier??? #wouldnt have done anything bc i was crazy in love but still

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guys i think a hot girl and a hickey would fix me

#siri play clean by taylor swift #no but actually why r there no lesbians knickonf at my door #objectively there r like two but still #girl in my calc class is cute but PAINFULLY straight #i think #its ok college is great im going to find a lesbian. and kiss her #perhaps she will even be….good at it

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food as a love language...

what to cook right now, sam sifton // お仕事, @tomokohara // oranges, gary soto // rusty love from post partum portraits, tammy rae carland // @jacebeleren // iftar (breaking fast) (2020), dir. mike mosallam // @hakkiofficial // perhaps the world ends here, @diabolicjoy // @naomigoesferaldotcom // in the kitchen - helena janecic

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Alessia Di Cesare // unknown // interfluency.wordpress.com // unknown // unknown // Wendy Cope // Jean Little // Nina LaCour // Livien Yin // unknown // @smokedgoudagirl