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one of my best friends said they liked me and asked me to go to prom and i said yes because i was not expecting it. but today I told them that i dont like them back (i'm aroace after all) and i know they are sad and i just feel so awful. they they said they could drive me to prom aswell and now i assume they don't want to do it and i dont know how to ask them about it. im terrified they dont want to be my friend anymore, and i am so bad at communicating i dont know how to talk to them. i just feel so awful and like im going to lose another of my best friends :(

#just a vent because i am just super anxious about this rn #i dont expect anyone to see this but i mean... if you are seeing this and you have advice that would be really nice #another day where i wish romance wasnt a thing #you know i wish real life was like heartstopper lolz #vent

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the scariest scene for me in the show is when annabeth is aggressive toward the police officer. i was so afraid for her life. because she doesn't know to be wary. because she and her dad never had that conversation. hand downs. scariest scene.

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every time i open this app i am reminded why exactly i have renamed it "please dont open this for your own good" on my phone. i fr need to stop 😭😭

#tumblr gives me crazy bad anxiety

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every tuesday since december 19th ive become the most insufferable human being on earth

#yesterday i genuinely made my parents watch interviews with the percy jackson cast and talk about what they thought was gonna happen #for like an hour after we finished the new ep #they are so done with me lmao #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #rick riordan

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I just think that 'animals are living intelligent creatures that have feelings and deserve to be respected' and 'when done properly farming is beneficial to both people and animals and there's nothing wrong with raising and killing animals for food, clothing, and other products' are concepts that very much can and should coexist

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LESBIANS

#literally they are so so so gay and in love #mary x annie #mary bbc ghosts #annie bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts #mary and annie #bbc ghosts fanart #my art

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Ghosts Behind the scenes (ish)

This afternoon we received a picture from West Horsley!

West Horsley if you are unfamiliar is the place where Ghosts is filmed which you can visit

The team have put a little plague/memorial for Ghosts in memory of it just above the Doll House which appears in the intro of Ghosts 👻🤍

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rip humphrey and sophie you would have loved divorce

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the album Breakfast in America by Supertramp is literally the most pat coded thing to ever exist

#you cant tell me im wrong #because im not #supertramp #bbc ghosts #pat bbc ghosts #pat butcher

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ben willbond i am in your walls

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okay ive not seen anyone else talk about this yet so im going to, but something about kitty's sister not just not being the one to kill her, but also apologising for everything she's done to her is so cathartic. like obviously this isnt going to mean eleanor should be forgiven yet but hearing and seeing her truly be upset for how she has treated kitty actually made me sob. and i know kitty had a skewed memory of her sisters behaviour towards her but still the fact that she never got to hear the apology or even have a chance to accept it really hurts

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this is a rant about bbc ghosts s5, there is slight spoilers and also mentions of homophobia so if you dont want to read those things scroll away :)

i loved the captains story but one thing that really really bothers me is the way his whole story was executed and handled. It makes me upset to see even in 2023 that we still have the problem of queer characters not given as much time as straight characters with their stories. like, in five years and five seasons we had to wait till the end of the second to last episode to find out how he died, and then it was not gone into depth about. it was definitely rushed, and it didnt really even have anything to do with the overarching plot of the episode like how most of the other characters stories did. and then you could also arguably even dismiss it because its so vague. and after the captain tells everyone how he died, theres no real acknowledgement about his queerness, or real acceptance. even though all of the ghosts definitely already knew, they could have said something about his queerness specifically. honestly he doesnt actually 'come out.' and then with the last line of the last episode being the captain being arguably the most outwardly gay hes ever been makes it worse. it makes me sad when a show that i love so dearly and that has such beautiful writing and characters falls into this homophobic trope of not giving the queer characters the time they deserve. because of what the creators said, i thought it would delve deeper into him. it would be a good story. but it was just dissapointing honestly. and honestly i could brush it off. but ive seen SO MANY shows and movies and books do this same thing. for some reason specifically with gay men. it just makes me upset to see this over and over and over and over and every single time the creators say it will be a good story and live up to expectations, but then it falls flat. i hate living in a world where the stories about me and the stories i want to see are sidelined.

like i said, i really did love the season, or series, i guess, and i liked the captains story, i dont think it matters how sad it was because that aspect fits within the world and the character and his time period. but what really hurts is seeing the shows and creators you love so much seemingly not care enough about you to actually show stories about people like you. it really really sucks.

#being queer sucks sometimes #i really tried to make this cohesive and make sense (im really bad at that most of the time) so hopefully you understand my points! #im just kinda dissapointed in s5 tbh #and maybe when i rewatch it ill like it way more #but no matter what i do think my points here are incredibly important and are not often spoken about!!! #please if you one day create some kind of story DONT do this with your queer characters #bbc ghosts spoilers #bbc ghosts #queer

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!BBC GHOST S5E5 SPOILERS!

The Captain really is too gay to function(literally)

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Reunion glances

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alright,list time

list of ghosts who died alone:

- robin

- humphrey

- mary (alone as in by herself)

- annie

- thomas

- fanny (unless george counts)

list of ghosts who died with someone next to them:

- kitty

- captain

- pat

- julian

list of ghosts who died happy: