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I found almost direct evidence in the game that Evan Redgrave is not homophobic :D

It's nice. I initially felt that he was by nature an understanding person, able to think and analyze things outside of what their State tells everyone to believe, but finding small confirmations of this is even better than just assuming.

#beholder game #beholder #beholder 2 #evan redgrave #this guy is in some kind of his own universe of moral values unlike anything else around him

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Let me be clear: I love Emma Hazer with a tender love, but not exactly for who she is, but for who she could be.

I kind of wish to rewrite her and my solution is surprisingly simple: remove her “easy accessibility” as a woman and focus on something else. Hazer is a single mother, taking care of two boys, whose existence is hidden due to a directive prohibiting mothers of many children from working, after losing her husband at the front. The only other relative she has is her mother, who isn’t really emotionally supportive (this is information from the game, I’ll dance from her from now on). She loves her children with all her heart and wants to provide them with a good life and therefore makes workaholism a priority in her life - after all, more work, more money and authority, right? For the same reason, she is applying for a promotion and is one of the three competitors for the protagonist on the first floor. However, even so, she understands that it is hard for her and she is suffering from the stress. This leads the woman to find another goal for herself - to find a spouse who could help her and her family survive in their debt-ridden society. Fortunately, she is pretty, but right there also lies the problem - in her beauty and desperate desire to find a young man, people see a lady of the evening so to speak. Hazer is disgusted by this and most likely the topic of sexual relations kind of repulses her now, because it reminds her that she is perceived as an object. She can be a living demonstration of the destructive influence of the State’s sexism and stereotypes on a person, while still being the chatty lady, who loves to discuss TV series and claims to have a good intuition.

The scene where she and Evan are having fun in the back room can happen provided that the recently met Redgrave pulls her leg for some time, talking about love, deep feelings and lies to her about being single, so that the truth for Emma is revealed later. Most likely, after this story, you won’t be able to build a normal friendship with the character, because choices should have consequences.

There is no quest where she hands over her children to an orphanage, because that would completely go against her character.

She does not call Ferguson the ideal man in the dialogue. Just shows her respect for him and that she thinks good of him.

The "big joke" could still happen, but it has an even darker context, as Evan's only methods of persuading Emma to help them would be to commit blackmail, in that way or the other. After what happened, she deeply regrets what she did, and when the next day Peter does the unspeakable she probably blames herself.

As for her story with Peter Dong.. mm, I suppoooose we as players should consider their relationship as a kind of “endgame”, and Dong as a man actually suitable for her, whom she simply has not yet seen, so I guess I would probably try to make their connection more genuine, if that’s the case. Peter’s love is built not only on his colleague’s appearance, but also on some of her qualities. Let’s say he saw and appreciated how hard she worked, or one of the few noticed how sad she’s been looked recently. Let’s say that when they start dating, Emma doesn’t limit herself to “I hope everything works out for us” in the dialogue, she probably also says something about how she didn’t think that Peter would be such a sweetheart, she is surprised how she wasn’t noticing him before. This, as a bare minimum.

It seems that these are all the changes that I would like to see, maybe if I remember something else I’ll add.

Bonus headcanon for those who read to the end: Emma was the best informant on the floor before Evan came into the game, it’s not for nothing that she hangs around that office phone so often.

#beholder game #beholder #beholder 2 #emma hazer #evan redgrave #peter dong #I wrote this back in November last year #I don’t know why I didn’t post this here back then but well it’s good #Reworked some points

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A girl can dream, right?

A girl can dream…

#Rusty lake

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In general, I want to apologize for the fact that I disappeared from the radar for some time, I will try to return to duty as an artist in the near future :)

Did you know that the guy is literally depicted with three different hairstyles on his model, on his icon and on game achievement?

#beholder game #beholder #beholder 2 #emma hazer #marco legrand #listen I love and hate him equally

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Well, I’ll give it credit, I’ll try to be optimistic, AT LEAST this day had a normal start.. at least.

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Yeah, that was a reference picture for creators of the model.

I have an overwhelming urge to put this thing in a blender.

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I have an overwhelming urge to put this thing in a blender.

#beholder game #beholder #beholder 2 #marco legrand

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Anyway, does anyone want to talk about «Beholder»? My head is out of place due to the absurd totalitarian game series, and knowing me, this can result in a tons and tons of text on my blogs with headcanons and theories about minutiae, dunno, and I wanna save my followers, who didn’t come here for this x)

As you all can guess from the posts, I’m particularly into the second one, but it would be stupid to deny that the others have their own interesting things. But gonna warn that I haven’t played the third one yet.

#beholder game #beholder #beholder blissful sleep #beholder dlc #beholder 2

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I started writing a long-long slow burn fanfic about Marco Legrand and Evan Redgrave from the famous „Beholder 2” game. I can’t be saved anymore.

This ship is called „RedGrand” by the way, I said so.

#beholder game #beholder 2 #evan redgrave #marco legrand #I feel like I should apologise for this honestly #So #Yeah I am sorry #marco legrand x evan redgrave

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I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache

life just goes on no matter what

#yeah..

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Sometimes I look at Evan Redgrave and think about what silly guy he is, just a cutie patootie with a funny gait and kyphosis 🥹

And then I remember that this is an almost thirty-year-old man, a father, who is also gradually collapsing the state apparatus of his country from within.

And THEN I remember that he is only seven years older than me and I fall into an even more confused state..

#beholder #beholder 2 #beholder game #Evan Redgrave

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Mangle!!!¡ I love her. I just so love her

#reblog #Beautiful #Absolutelu beautiful #Precious girl

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The fact that I have two deeply loved OTPs belonging to their respective fandoms, in which

- one of the characters is the protagonist, the other is their friend or enemy (depending on the player's choices)

- one of these people is a legit criminal, and the second is a seemingly nice person who happens to have a gray morality

- and under certain circumstances one of these characters shoots the other…

It’s not so important, but the pattern worries me, what is this supposed to say about me, brain??

#I’m not gonna tag ships nor fandoms I talk about #If you know - you know #In any case I'll really think about it now

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Draw your... characters...?

#*sighs* #Phirell #That’s literally what happened

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Something about different ways to show your support.

(16/11/2022. I was hesitant to post „Beholder” content here back then)

#Beholder #Beholder 2 #Beholder game #Peter Dong #Morris #Marco Legrand mentioned

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The real version.

In my head, Glamrock Freddy is a much bigger dummy than he really is.

He is like a comic relief who believes he is a main character. Not literally, but similar concept.

#five nights at freddy’s #fnaf #fnaf au #Fnaf Retold AU #Glamrock Freddy

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Here comes the boy~

#five nights at freddy’s #fnaf #fnaf pizzeria simulator #lefty #keychain