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This is a reminder that you can still serve cunt while using a mobility aid, hope that helps

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My boyfriend and I are both trans. I started T when I was 16 but my boyfriend started less than a month ago.

Now we are in a competition on whose dick is gonna be bigger

#t4t #trans #ftm #testosterone #bottom growth

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The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.

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I love laying in bed with my partner listening to slow music with rain sounds, and reading our book. 📖🥰

#books and reading #books #ILoveMyBoyfriend

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Source

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TW : Attempted Suicide, family, abuse

We love how my brother attempted suicide last night. And went to the hospital(he is medically okay now)

But NO ONE(my parents or other siblings) thought to call me.

My brother's phone died so he couldn't.

But I found out because I checked my Snapchat and it showed I had a message from him, even though I didn't get a notification.

But then I called my other sibling, but they assumed that my mum had called me.. which she did not.

So I didn't find out until nearly 12pm, when this all happened at 3am.

Ps. My mother is abusive and has never really cared. She continues to never inform me of important situations or anything. Just because I don't live there anymore doesn't mean I wouldn't want to know what's happening.

She is fucking useless

#i hate this sm #im getting flashbacks of my attempts #and my traumatic hospital stay #TWSuicide #SoundCloud

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confusing comic about existing as a trans person during confusing times of trans visibility.

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My partner: reading a book he LOVES!

Me : having a whole comvo with them..

My partner: mmm, yeah..

Me: you weren't listening were you..?

My partner: no lol

Me: thought so lmao

#this is funny to me #i do this too lol #i love my partner

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can this be him, the one i have waited centuries to see?

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those without borderline personality disorder love to talk about how those with the disorder are "abusive" and "dangerous", but literally a majority of the time we act out because a boundary was crossed. people step all over us and we are the bad ones when we suddenly react and act out when we aren't listened to. ok

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I want to be girlboy. I want to be boygirl. I want to be Mrs. boy and Mr. girl. I want to be dude in a skirt and that bitch in big pants. I want to be, 'oh she's my husband' and 'oh, he's my wife.' I want to be a masc girl and a femme boy. I want to be both, at the same time. You know?

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People around me act as if going to the doctor and getting referred to specialists is quick and easy.

I'm lucky my GP is amazing, but it still takes all of an appointment to get one referral done. And before I even go to my GP I have to,

1) put my symptoms into word (I'm shit at this cause autism),

2) figure out what kind of specialist I need to see for the issue,

3) collect evidence/things that lead me to believe I need to see this specialist (eg, studies about my condition/evidence that it is that condition, my medical records need to be in order, I need to make the information and easy to understand as possible or they tend to ignore it.)

4) Then find time to actually make the appointment with my GP, go talk to them and hopefully not mess up trying to explain it.

And 5) Then I can send off the referral, wait the 1-5 years for an appointment, talk to them for 3 minutes before they decide whether I deserve treatment or not.

And do it all over again for 7 different specialties.

This isn't including so so much of the process, but just getting the spoons to do one of these steps is hell. It takes me months to do all of them

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shout out to people who have never and will never meet someone else with their condition

shout out to people with disorders that are classified as "too rare to care" and therefore get no research or funding

shout out to people who are the only person alive with their condition

shout out to people with disorders that are near impossible to find information about

shout out to people who feel lonely in having their disorder

shout out to people who have to educate doctors on what their disorder is and what it causes

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I am allowed to be angry. I am allowed to be bitter. I am allowed to be hurt. I am allowed to not forgive. I am allowed to feel this way, and I am allowed to hold on these feelings. I have been hurt, and I am allowed to be hurt and hurting. No one can tell me how to feel, because the feelings are mine. I am allowed to choose anger. I am allowed to choose hate. I am allowed.

-host

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All amazing points and so important to take in. I think I have done a couple of these, but not habitually or intensely. But it's good awareness for me.

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I hope a lot of you guys are actually trying to help yourself and be better instead of using being a drug addicts/depressed person with anxiety as an aesthetic peep wants us as his fans to be better especially the younger generation he always said to not do the dumb things he did and to BE BETTER so you don’t have to go through the bad things he did, I know it’s hard to ask for help cause you think nobody understands you or you feel unheard/misunderstood or you feel that you can never escape what you’re going through but there’s something out there for all of us and whatever pain you’re going through it’ll come to an end it just takes time and patience i don’t like to see any of you struggling with addiction or poor mental health/emotional issues cause you’re so much better than that and you could do so much more with your life, help or not you don’t deserve all that negativity in ur life you deserve to be happy don’t give up on yourself stop underestimating yourself and abilities,everyone works at a different pace in life take your time and find yourself find your calling in life don’t waste time and energy remember it’s all about being a better you cause you matter you’re never alone even when you feel like you are,every little accomplishment matters no matter how small every mistake is a lesson which only makes you wiser every bad situation only makes you stronger you can start the transformation any day it’s never too late so don’t give up keep going keep trying you’ll get to where you need to be