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It's a Ponykaiju!
A 30 year old mishmash of an absolute dork. Loves animals and mythical stuff. And Godzilla. and strong women. and lots of standard Nerd Culture fare.
Big on conlang and worldbuilding, writing, sometimes attempting art, and learning just about anything.
Check my homepage below for a glimpse at the fictional world I'm building.
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I just didn't want to lose you
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Time for another round of
With a special bonus category of
"How long had those friends stopped enjoying talking to me before they told me they no longer wanted to talk with me?"
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Why am I like this? Why am I just... Like This? Why can't I stop being like this?
Why do I always end up making such a Problem of myself.
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It's getting bad again. I can't really concentrate on anything.
All. I. feel. like doing. is sleeping.
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Dear, sweet, Littlefoot, do you remember the way to the Great Valley? I guess so. But why do I have to know if you’re going to be with me? I’ll be with you. Even if you can’t see me. What do you mean I can’t see you? I can always see you.
The Land Before Time(1988) dir. Don Bluth
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I'm so so tired. Sometimes I wonder when I'll be relieved of duty
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Is "I don't want my end to be someone else's final straw" considerate or self-aggrandizing
Maybe it doesn't matter as long as it works.
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I'm here and I stay
I'm here and I stay
I'm here and I stay and I love.them back
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This world is getting too much for me to take. How can all these things just keep happening?
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For just a brief period of time, I was lucky enough to know what it felt like to have something that was kind of ike a wide support group. I had friends I could turn to when my thoughts got troubled and tangled, and enough of them that I didn't overburden any one singular friend in particular.
Now it feels like it all dissolved out from under me, either by circumstances of life or decisions I made or maybe somehow I managed to overburden people anyways.
Maybe I just can't keep friends.
Maybe this move is just a vain hope.
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My folks are going to drive me crazy before I get out of here, I swear
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Meanwhile, on ex-twitter:
Google was first launched in 1998.
Gay marriage in the US wasn't legalized nationwide until 2015.
This is like saying "GOOGLE SEARCHES HAVE INCREASED BY OVER 1000% SINCE INVENTION OF GOOGLE"
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Sometimes I kinda feel like America (and possibly much of western culture, possibly much of humanity in general) is basically in the middle of a political Saw trap that's inside an ecological Saw trap and hahaha we are FAILING BOTH.
But like.... The Ecological Saw Trap is a Jigsaw trap, so there absolutely is a way out. The political one.... feels more like Amanda Young's work. 😬
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I was told the meaning of Christmas was
🕯️"Peace on Earth"🕯️
and
🕯️"Goodwill towards Men"🕯️
Turns out we were never the ones undermining "the meaning of Christmas"
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Everything is just so... LOUD lately?
Except, I feel, like things I'm actually trying to hear?
And like... It doesn't take a lot to scramble and overload my brain at ALL.
And I'm having kinda intense weird little emotional (usually sad/crying) outbursts.
But it's not the same as it was earlier. When I was... Ideating more. Cause the ideation used to bring me a kind of comfort. It doesn't now. Like I don't have the urge to ideate as much. And yet ..
*Pokes body* Tf is going on with you?
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