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I want to sob, but I have to go to work instead. My chest has been hurting all day and my heart has been pounding. I don’t understand why it was so hard for me to walk away from that. Work sleep stress work sleep stress work sleep stress. I can’t even leave the house to do other things anymore because the time I have in between just doesn’t seem like enough. People keep asking me what I’m doing on my birthday tomorrow, but I don’t even want to think about it because I’m working ten hours. I’m a depressed zombie wherever I go, and people are literally afraid of me.

I'm so tired just so fucking tired.

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Stuck in a cycle of work>cry>buy>work>cry>buy.

#there's no direction #i don't know what i want from this life #maybe i already died and this is hell #lol #maybe I'm going crazy #maybe i'm already crazy #i'm lost #what did i do to go to hell? #towerescape

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Okay guys, this is gonna sound crazy, but what if V was a former protagonist? He seems to know every character’s troubles that you encounter in each of their routes. Your “role” in the game is to heal their troubles, and you were chosen to do so. He thought he could do that, but gave up after realizing he could only save one at a time between resets. So he settles for Rika’s route, and that didn’t turn out so well. He’s not even fazed by you asking if you can “all clear this game.”

On top of that, V is a photographer. What are you doing all game? Collecting CGs. And he tells you to take care of the RFA, which was previously HIS role.

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im not a very successful memer

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// part one //

he found his cat

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I finished the set of V emoji’s I wanted to do!!! The one of V crying is just because I like to see my favs in pain.

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707 & Unknown’s Ending

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What's Saeran's favorite ice cream flavor?

AbandonMint

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he sees you when you’re sleeping, he knows when you’re awake, he knows if you’ve been bad or good, so be good for goodness sake

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"Don't make me feel any colder. Time is like a clock in my heart." This line means something specific to me.

#towerescape

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Water fast. Tomorrow.

#water fast #i miss working out and i miss being thin

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#he's so beautiful ;; #towerescape #boy george

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On a side note, I started writing for Glass again. Almost done with the next chapter and will probably post it some time today.

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I have the most disturbingly thorough dreams.

#towerescape

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We can go. We can stay. And in that moment, we were infinite.

#otona ni naritakunai yo #towerescape