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#future thoughts #musings #/cameron

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I remember what I said. I said, “I wish you were all dead.”  insp.

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Text ; Parker

Cam: msybe.

Cam: i shoudknt bc everyuone i love dies,

Parker: I'll be there. Make sure you don't go anywhere.

#imessage:cameron #character:cameronjames

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Text ; Parker

Cam: No bc why wouljd I fire some1 i liove?

Parker: You love me?

#imessage:cameron #character:cameronjames #[ LMFAOOOOOO SHE'S LIKE WHAT ]

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Text ; Parker

Cam: No. u will amn the bar or ya fired.c

Parker: You can't fire me, old man. Remember that.

#imessage:cameron #character:cameronjames

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Text ; Parker

Cam: WOW r00d.

Cam: u neva dinmk your pwn piss.

Parker: Get your shit together. I'm coming to get you.

Parker: Yeah, okay.

#imessage:cameron #character:cameronjames

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Text ; Parker

Parker: It's very apparent that you're not drunk and you can take care of yourself.

Cam: YEEZER

Parker: You do know I have your location, right? Nomads, really.

Parker: Why get drunk at someone else's bar when you have your own?

#imessage:cameron #character:cameronjames #[ Girl Parker had his location since the first text lol ]

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Text ; Parker

Cam: That's nunya buiznss

Cam: u can do ayway bettwer than me.

Parker: It's very apparent that you're not drunk and you can take care of yourself.

#imessage:cameron #character:cameronjames

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Text ; Parker

Cam: I"m pertefctly fine.

Parker: Surrrrrree you are big guy.

Parker: Where are you, Mr. Pertefctly fine?

#imessage:cameron #character:cameronjames

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Text ; Parker

Cam: I need you to close the bar tonight and hld onto the slip fr teh bank tomrow.

Parker: ah....are you drunk right now?

#imessage:cameron #character:cameronjames

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#musings

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@mcmahonparkerlover: Dudes are TRASH #staytfaway

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All of the bluster and bullshit was a lamely constructed veil the placed between himself and the world. Cameron, the Michigan native who flew too close to the sun, tasted the searingbitterness of consequence. His actions held weight; an insurmountable burden woven from his choices. Life moved on without him like a freight train running wild off the tracks. He wished he could embrace it. To embrace her but it wasn’t something attainable. A man whodestroys beautiful lives didn’t deserve to behold one. No matter how badly he wanted to be the man she deserved Cameron knew he could never be. Parker’s skin burned his fingertips with th enticing scent of her shampoo wafting between them. Before he could settle into that forbidden bliss, he winced at her aggressive grasp on his junk.

“Jesus Parker,” he hissed. Cameron gently pried her hands from his most precious jewels. “Youpassed that test but next time don’t be so rude with my sack.” He pressed his lips against her temple before sauntering out of the bathroom. He needed space to process his guilt, his love,and the boundaries that safely divided the two of them.

“Pizza’s on the way.”

“Sorry,” she giggles releasing her hold. Yes, deep down in an alternate reality she would’ve accepted his advances, in an alternate reality she would’ve leaned up and kissed him but in this reality...well...in this reality she respected their friendship way to much to ruin it with the ramblings of the heart. Sighing after he’s completely out of ear shot, she moves to the kitchen to pull two beers out of his empty fridge. At least there’s beer and soy sauce but she doesn’t ponder on why that is. “Tell me one of those pizza’s have pineapple as a topping, Cam,” she calls, popping the tops of the bottles on the edge of one of the kitchen counters. Wasting no time she swings one back and sighs wistfully. He’d been this close, she thinks, this close to her and if she’d only closed the space between their lips she would’ve learned the texture of his lips, know the taste of tongue, know a different side of Cameron, one she never before thought she would. Kicking herself internally, she plops down on the sofa and picks up one of the remotes. She needs to cut this shit out. He’s her best friend, the only person that’s treated her better than her own family. “Wanna watch some porn? Some girl on girl action? Some...scissoring?” It’s playful and so like them that she just relaxes instantly. They’re going to be okay and chances are, what just happened, will be forgotten within in the hour.  

Maybe they’re meant to be just friends. 

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cameronxjames:

The buzzing sound of the clippers stilled at the thick tension that burdened the space between them. Cameron didn’t do heavy. He left that shit in the past with the rest of his hopes and dreams. Love, lust, and everything in between came with baggage his ragged frame couldn’t handle; not anymore. “You sure about that?” He placed his clippers on the counter before closing the space between them. All of this blustering mirth had been bred from the purest of places; his desire to frazzle the bar fly who stuck with his piss poor attitude and obvious ability to keep it in his pants. 

“How do you know that I don’t.” 

The heat in her cheeks intensifies but this time she can’t hide the emotions swarming her features. Everything runs through her head from the questions of if she allows this to happen what will they become to he’s probably attempting to fuck with her to numb his own angst. Parker knows what today is, knows it’s the day of the year he does his most self loathing, knows that this emotion she has for him is real, potent and so intensifying that it reaches the core of her being. She closes her eyes for a beat, only to bask in the smell emitting from his warm skin, memorize the touch of his fingers and bath in their closeness. She can’t allow this to happen, no matter how badly she might want it to especially today of all days. So she does something to distract him from paying attention to the sadness in her eyes as they open to look into his. She reaches a hand down between their bodies and gropes his dick in one hard grasp.

“If you want to it won’t be with me pretty boy but I can find you a willing participant.” 

#chat:cameron

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“Your mouth is sayin’ one thing but your eyes are saying somethin’ else. I thought you had some sense. I ain’t the man you should be lustin’ after.” Cameron fired back with a twisted expression. “I don’t go lookin’ for them. They come looking for me and I am not going to say no.” 

Parker’s cheeks flare but she manages to quickly clear her face of all emotions. Cameron’s fucking with her or at least she thinks he is. “Ain’t nobody lustin’ after your scrooney ass. You don’t do love, I know that,” she pauses. “I don’t do love either and you know that. We have an understanding, lover boy.” But for some reason I have these weird feelings, she thinks, her lips turning downward into a frown. Feelings he planned to fight. “How do I know you don’t want to fuck?”

#chat:cameron