overlordfriedchicken

[overlordfriedchicken]

The other day I was thinking. I would like a relationship with someone, which entails cuddles and all those nice things. But one thing just didn't sit right with me and that thing is *drums roll* sex. I just don't really enjoy the idea of sex, like at all.

A part of this disinterest in sex might also be caused by the fact that I don't feel right with my body and to give credit to that since a few years ago I've had the idea that I might be trans in the back of my mind since I relate to a lot of trans people experiences when they realized the gender they were assigned wasn't their real gender but I'm not really sure of how I feel

#Help #Probably asexual #How do I come to terms with my feelings #Sometimes I just feel like a brick yk

[overlordfriedchicken]

So my aunt just posted on IG a picture of a group of lambs she saw in the countryside and I was like "why are there so many lambs?" but the i realized that since we are a week away from Xmas most of them are gonna end up in a pot and that explains why there were so many lambs

#Lambs #I started laughing as soon as I realized #I'm a terrible person

[overlordfriedchicken]

I was absolutely right

In two days I'll take my first University test for chemistry and I think I'm gonna realize that my intellect is mediocre at best

[overlordfriedchicken]

You don't realize how shittily someone drives until you are on the passenger seat with a cake on your knees to keep safe

#Shitty driver #Cake savior #Anxious ridden car drive #Please be careful on the road

[overlordfriedchicken]

CLADISTICS ruined my life

[overlordfriedchicken]

In two days I'll take my first University test for chemistry and I think I'm gonna realize that my intellect is mediocre at best

#Gifted kid #Burnout kid #University #I guess I haven't realized yest that I'm a common person and not the overlord I always wanted to be

[overlordfriedchicken]

I'M CRINGING IN BED FOR SOMETHING I DIDI THIS EVENING

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

#fuuuuuuuuuck #I'm so fucking embarrassed #I feel so stupid #Please just bury me #I swear I want to kick myself in the face sometimes

[overlordfriedchicken]

First chemistry lab day guys. I AM EXCITED and I HAD SO MUCH FUN

#Chemistry #Lab day #Chemistry lab #First year uni #University #That was exciting

[overlordfriedchicken]

I just realized K9 is for "canine"

#K9 #Canine #I can't think for shit #Welp #As an excuse I Wil say English isnvt my first language

[overlordfriedchicken]

reblog to let him know that you love him

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no punchline. bug

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[overlordfriedchicken]

Online lessons are my downfall. I manage to distract myself even when the argument interests me

#Online lessons #university #Uni #Distraction #Tips please

[overlordfriedchicken]

Ah shit man. I love physics and chemistry. I realized I was the kid that actively enjoyed math, physics and chemistry and I surrounded myself with those people. In fact I'm studying chemistry in uni and my best friend is studying physics and it has proved to be a great way to make even worse and yet scientifically accurate jokes

#University #Really bad jokes #Scientifically accurate sense of humour that tends to become black humour quite à lot #Chemistry #Physics #Science is only good vibes

[overlordfriedchicken]

So I just started Uni and the people in my course seem to be really friendly and have organized a pizza dinner to get to know each other. As someone with social anxiety I didn't really want to partecipate but I also want to make friends and this seems to be a good way so I decided to join and oh boy haven't these days been stressful. I'm ovwrthinking everything I will do at the dinner this evening. I'm stressed and anxious even though nothing happened

[overlordfriedchicken]

Starting uni made me realize that I don't have a clue on how to make friends. I don't even know how to start a conversation that won't end up as a small talk, leaving me and the other person in an awkward position and that will add no real value nto our non-existent relationship.

I'M STRUGGLING. I genuinely want to make friends, they all seem to be very nice people

#how to make friends #Anxiety is a bitch #How #Help #Please help me I'm desperate #I really want a friend

[overlordfriedchicken]

Imagine not having trauma. Wild

#not apparent #Trauma #I might have just realized I'm a victim of some kind of trauma #Maybe I should talk to a psychiatrist