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           all right kiddos, i am officially over here now. theme is a little wonky because, well, i’m me, and i can’t theme

           but i think this is gonna be better. all drafts will be answered on that blog, and i’ll get to reblogging things once i’m down following all my peeps

#OUT OF POTENTIAL (ooc) #HMMMMMMM WHATCHA SAY (amélie talks) #y'all are gonna get a fUCKTON OF FOLLOWS OK #ok

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           ok, potentially major change: i might be remaking this blog. not that i don’t love all the people here, but i’m finding it really hard to do drafts even tho i have muse so idk

           also, i’m on ana more than i’m on satine, so i might remake her into my main blog. so stay tuned while i try and do stuff tonight, or just write and watch baby daddy to make myself feel better

#OUT OF POTENTIAL (ooc) #HMMMMMMM WHATCHA SAY (amélie talks) #god i feel like i wanna cry tonight and i don't know wHY #ugh don't mind me #i woke up way too early

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            all right bunnies, i got like, one thing done tonight, but i’m jetlagged, so i’m gonna hit the hay

            i’ve got ap review tomorrow and a morning out with my mom, so i might not be on until the evening either. but i’m back in la, where it doesn’t get cold and i feel blessed

#OUT OF POTENTIAL (ooc) #HMMMMMMM WHATCHA SAY (amélie talks) #BONNE NUIT LES ENFANTS (offline) #i talked with laine about sad kylana things for a bit #which is always fun

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#ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS (wishlist) #yES HELLO IT IS I #HERE TO TELL YOU THAT ANA NEEDS THIS #SHE NEEDS TO CRY AND FOR SOMEONE TO HOLD HER AND LET HER DO IT #PREFERABLY HER BROTHER IN A REALM WHERE HE ISN'T A TOTAL DOUCHE #LAINE'S GREY BEN MAYBE???

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Describe my writing style to me

inbent:

I saw a meme like this for art and thought I would make a writing version. I do not know what my own writing is like, so I would love to hear from anyone who has read anything I’ve written.

#JUST GIVE IT ALREADY (meme)

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            i’m going between doing drafts and working on my novella (which may become a series) and feeling sad that i create characters that constantly suffer

#OUT OF POTENTIAL (ooc) #HMMMMMMM WHATCHA SAY (amélie talks) #but i'm also lowkey proud of this novella #because i think it treats the subject of how people grieve differently well #not to toot my own horn or anything #but i like it #and if it pans out into a trilogy or smth i wouldn't be surprised

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#HER NAME IS AN ACCURSED BURDEN (ana solo)

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#HER NAME IS AN ACCURSED BURDEN (ana solo)

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Send ღ for a first kiss between our muses.

#JUST GIVE IT ALREADY (meme)

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@calledbythelight because we talked way too much about this

           Ana had found out recently that she disliked being delicate. She disliked walking around on tiptoes with her own flesh and blood. But that was what they’d been doing ever since he’d come back. Pretending like everything was fine, and when painful memories made their way to the surface, falling into uncomfortable silence. She hated it. 

            But they were stuck with it, until they talked about everything that was swimming around them. And she was still having nightmares, still relying on alcohol more than the people around her. And Ana wanted to go to her mother, her brother, for help. But she still felt as if she couldn’t. And so she hid out in her room, barely noticing that her brother was in the doorway until he’d made a small noise. 

           ❝Hey. Come on in.❞

#oritsir #calledbythelight #BUT THERE'S HOPE. AND I'M GOING TO HOLD ON TO THAT HOPE WITH EVERYTHING I'VE GOT (verse: redeemed ben) #i got bored and emotional #feel things with me laine #also v important question: is han dead in this verse?

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(insp)

#HER NAME IS AN ACCURSED BURDEN (ana solo)

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If you want to be s t r o n g, learn how to fight a l o n e.

#HER NAME IS AN ACCURSED BURDEN (ana solo)

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           ok but don’t think of ana deciding to stop feeling hurt and to start feeling angry. don’t think about this ball of rage growing inside of her as every day she spends without a father passes. don’t think of her purposefully hunting down members of the first order and slaughtering them. don’t think of her using whatever means necessary to draw kylo out into the open. don’t think of her being sadistically cruel with people who aren’t on her side

            don’t think of ana finding that darkness in her soul and latching on to it because she’s lost too much now

#OUT OF POTENTIAL (ooc) #HMMMMMMM WHATCHA SAY (amélie talks) #ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS (wishlist) #let's be real #she wouldn't go full on dark #but she'd be on such a revenge quest #god i want that

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#HER NAME IS AN ACCURSED BURDEN (ana solo) #i call this one: ana looking at ben and having no idea what to feel #:)))))))

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daily: phoebe tonkin

Phoebe Tonkin as Hayley Marshall

#HER NAME IS AN ACCURSED BURDEN (ana solo)

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“I’m holding on to what I know.”

@petitehux

           ❝What you know is probably a lie. The First Order is a sadistic institution that’s killed thousands. Snoke’s darling boy is a psychopath who doesn’t care about anything but his own twisted ideals. And your brother, you ginger brat, is a useless enabler who apparently left his own sibling for dead. I can sympathize with that, but trust me, you don’t know anything.❞

#oritsir #petitehux #HAS EVERY LINE INSIDE OF YOU BEEN CROSSED? IS THERE ANYTHING LEFT UNVIOLATED (verse: imprisoned by the first order) #INCOMING TRANSMISSION (ic ask) #oh my god ok all i can think about is ana trying to cause ryann pain for some reason #to just make her hurt and feel a fierce and perverse pleasure in it

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Hayley Marshall in Every Episode of The Originals Season 3 + 3.15 – “An Old Friend Calls”

“I love you, Elijah. I always have loved you. And Jackson knew that. And he died loving me, despite it. And now every time I look at you, it’s like he’s right there and I’m… Hurting him all over again. He died because of me. So… out of respect for him…I have to let you go.”

#HER NAME IS AN ACCURSED BURDEN (ana solo) #let's replace elijah with ben #and you've got ana in a nutshell