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A few surprises coming.

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One day after work I was leaving and ended up bumping into him. As much as I didn't want to face him he talked me into listening to his words...I lost it.

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Home and he's ringing my phone off the hook. Maybe I was too hard...

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The wrong words at the wrong time. But there was never a right time and I knew this already I knew what could happen but I didn't want it to actually happen. She left me standing there star struck for awhile before running down the stairs after her. I searched frantically around before seeing her emerge up the stairs from the pool. "I am so sorry if I offended you..I just.. I don't know I can't take my eyes off you. I care about you and it's hard for me not to. I just want to make you happy!" I reached out for her modestly. 

His words pierced me hard, I felt hot and my head felt full. I knew all the signs he said what I wanted to hear and I no longer wanted to be here. "Keep it. I know how this goes all too well. I told myself I would do better out here, and though I am down one member I will be fine. I don't need this and I can't do this. I need to go, I'll email you the concepts about work. Let's keep things professional from now on.." it hurt even me to build these walls but it was necessary. That feeling was there and I wanted to sip but I needed to be strong right now. Just until I was alone and locked away from everyone. (His POV) Her words cut my heart but something inside kept saying she didn't really mean this. Despite the pain she was putting me in I already made a pact with myself that her words wouldn't change me. I wouldn't be deterred by her. Even if it was just a small piece, I wanted a piece of her life. I could live with watching from the distance. But I would never forgive myself if she did something she shouldn't had or pushed it just a little too far one night. Her hands, were balled up in tight fist and twitching. She wasn't handling herself too well, I've seen it before at the restaurant, in the hallway of our apartment, at Thanksgiving. She was feeling /that/ way again. She wanted to hide away in her apartment, and drink herself to sleep. "No, just stay.. let's just get back to work. I am sorry for making you uncomfortable." I pleaded solemnly. But she turned her back on me and shook her head, "Another time, I don't feel so well." Which meant I need to be alone, I want to be alone. "Let's pretend this didn't happen, ok Renè?" She gave her thousand dollar fake smile as if she was ok. Before I could say another word she turned away and quickly let herself out into the evening. I can't let it go.

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Eventually the more I play I begin to hear her voice. Her sweet voice harmonizing well with my playing. And it all blurs into a dream, this doesn't feel real. I could wake up any moment and she wouldn't be here near me, sounding so great, killing me with that sickeningly sweet smell and those doe eyes. You know I never see her like this happy and having a good time, she is a good person. She works hard and she's dedicated. But I see her drinking her uncomfortableness away. She medicated with the harder things on the worst days. But she is a fighter and she gets up the next day like it didn't happen. We all have our slumps and problems. But what makes her any different from any other young woman living in a apartment on the other side of town? It's easy. I can't mind my own business with her and I can't take my eyes off her. Before I could conceive it even happening, second nature the song ends and it's awfully quiet. I pierce the silence,"You have an amazing voice." But her response is more than a thank you. "It's nothing really, I had fun. It's unfortunate that we have to get back to work." Why? We don't have to. Not so fast anyway we are ahead of schedule. If she wants to lose track of the time and go off the path. Well, so do I. I want to do bad. "How about we go swimming? There is a pool downstairs and my friends come over for a pool party sometimes so they leave their swimsuits. If you want I mean you don't have to but she's about your size and build I am sure you'd fit her extra suit. Or we can just work...." I say sheepishly regretting my decision. 

(His POV) She is thumbing over the papers and taking notes. Every time she moves or her hair swishes I smell a light and sweet fragrance. It's intoxicating, I wish I could always smell that kind of scent around me. She starts humming a tune, a familiar tune as she fills out the forms and goes through the concepts. "You like that song?" She looks over at me smiling sweetly and nods. "I know we are suppose to be working but I can play it for you." I offered. Anything for just a few extra moments with you. I'll think about this forever even if I never fully get a chance or you say no. "What do you mean, like on the radio?" I shake my head leading her to another part of the house gently by her soft little hand. There resting in the window is a grand piano. "Stand by my side, I mean right here.." I correct myself taking a seat at the piano. She shyly takes my side as I begin to play a sweeter version of the song she was humming. 

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We meet up at the restaurant and the investor has already showed up. But what I wasn't really expecting to see that it was Renè! This much be some type of mistake...I look down at the folders in front of me Itou...that's his last name. A chill of awkwardness begins to fill my entire body as I take my seat and attempt converse with Nadia whom takes it upon herself to introduce him to me. "Nice to meet you." I lie, and he gives me a charming smirk looking me deep in the eyes. "Glad to be here." He responded back.

The next morning bright and early I head over to Renè's main apartment downtown. It's not too far from Nadia's tower so while I am not lost I am surprised and impressed by his location. It definitely wasn't something that I suspected from the quiet and laid back guy in my apartment building who goes in and out and is barely seen. This explains a little... I knock on the glass pane upon reaching his place. I don't know what makes coming here oh so different this time but I am nervous and a little shaky. Eventually I see his frame coming toward me almost gracefully a warm smile on his face.

(His Pov) I know she is only here by coincidence and to share ideas on the project today. I know I shouldn't be so excited or make so much effort to dress more than just comfortable today. But this kind of chance...these kind of things are hard you know. They take a lot out of you, wishing for something like this and then having it happen... I kept saying we lived in two completely different worlds. But yesterday afternoon they started to collide, I never been so happy since the day I came to this city. I hear a faint knock and after finishing adjusting my watch I grab my slippers and run to answer the door. She wore a similar color as me, how cute. Without another delay I step aside make yourself at home, please." Her large eyes take on her surroundings. I know it's quite different from my other place, but I am glad I could share this other side of me. Diffusing the silence quickly she lays the files on the dining room table taking a seat. So I came up with more restaurant ideas..." she trailed off. Grabbing my coffee cup off the stove I return to her side. This was just for work...just for work.

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She Just Trying To Get By..

( His POV) I'm returning to my other apartment after a long night across town in the office. I only have a couple hours in between before it's back out to lunch downtown to meet with Metro's CEO and to see whom I will be working with. It's business as usual so I thought as I turned to grab the key from under the mat. I noticed my neighbors door is unlocked and ajar. Debating for a moment I figure it couldn't hurt just to go and check things out, after all it's two young women living alone and we aren't completely strangers to each other since Thanksgiving right? 

Despite what my brain tells me to do I go inside anyway quietly looking around for her and expecting to bump into her at any moment. However what I find instead is bags, bottles and cans everywhere. The lingering smell of wine and other liquor. Someone ate and drank themselves silly last night. Following the trail of clothes and trash into the dark backroom. I see her. Sprawled out beautifully drunk across the bed at 11:00 in the afternoon on a work day. She looks so peaceful and for once like she's not sipping at an event just to keep her sanity and coping mechanism in place when she's uncomfortable. I don't want to wake her, I want to hold her. But it's not my place. I don't know what she's going through I shouldn't even be in here. So I call her phone hoping to stir her.

She jumps up quickly after coming to and realizing that she isn't alone. The air filling with a awkward aura she wraps her arms around herself. She felt vulnerable and I am the one who exposed her, I think I only made it worst. "Are you ok?" I ask her not breaking eye contact with her large eyes. "Yeah, yeah I am fine! Renè! How'd you get in here ? The doors locked.." she shuffled around her room in disarray. "Last night it wasn't l, you must of left it open all night. But no one was home. Where's your roommate?" Her eyes lowered and cast to the ground. "She moved out, to go live with her husband and new family. She got married last weekend.. i'm sorry to inconvenience you like this. What time is it ?" I watched the sorrow fill her eyes as she spoke before darting the subject. "No, no you didn't bother me I was just passing through and I wanted to make sure everything's ok. It's almost 11:15 am. Listen..." I started. Her eyes widened and before I could get another word out she was rushing me to the door yelling she was late for work and thanking me. I wanted to say more, but in actuality I was running late myself. I washed her shadow shrink as she walked away swiftly the door swinging shut behind her. I guess somethings are better left unsaid.

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How can this be such a happy and sad day for me at the same time. Saying goodbye to my best friend as she moves on to the next phase in her life..

~ Mr. & Mrs. Park ~ 12 . 09 . 16 A King Met His Queen . . .

We partied and partied and partied. But the closer to the end of the party we got the more I realized just how much harder things would be for me tonight. No more going home with my best friend, no more laughing at the silly people we spotted on our travels around the city, no more talking about work or the little things. In other words the house was empty, the little apartment that upgraded to so much more was only a shell of what it used to be with me in it. I choked back my tears watching her leave with him to her new home and I lagged behind even after everyone left. I needed to see this place one last time, the park we spent so many weekends in this past fall...

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The next day I am up and at them trying to forget about last night. It's Thanksgiving and even though I am faraway from home I wanted to bring some home back to my current location. I invited my mom, Carina, and Sejin over for dinner. I've got a lot of work today. I got started by trying to make some macarons but I ended up burning them. Promptly after I got a knock on my doorbell. It was Renè asking if I was ok or need any help judging by the smell. Truthfully I was fine but he was insisting on helping some kind of way so I told him if he wanted he could take the trash out for me. I asked him what he planned to do for Thanksgiving to which he replied "Probably nothing, a lot of my family live in another city or overseas. Since I work a lot it's not practical for me to plan anything either." I started to wonder if this is what my life would start to become life the higher the ladder I climbed at work. I notice that I don't even hang out with Carina as much anymore, not that she spent much time with me voluntarily as well. "Well if you aren't too busy tonight you are always welcome at my place!" I said on impulse and with that I had no idea that I had made my night that much more interesting..So it seems everyone made it except for Mom. Where is she ? I check my phone for missed calls. Nothing. I try calling her multiple times but no answer. So I decide it's best to leave a voice mail and start serving dinner. Before the first toast of the night Carina interrupts me. "I would like to make my special announcement now!"

We are engaged and expecting!" They said in cheerful unison. The surprises and chaos erupting from the rest of the table as Se-Jin pulled Carina up into a hug and she swung her legs back. Two surprises in one night.. I already can think what is next. She must be moving out of this soon, the very thing that I thought we would never do. Separate! This was our little dream, and our little apartment. Now I have to pretend to be happy while she runs off with the CEOs older brother...

All the semi depressing events such as my roommates new elope and my mom going MIA was really starting to get to me and I've already started sipping too much to get through the night. So I decide to slip away and get fresh air.

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The look in Jihoon's eyes when I showed up in that mini dress was the best. I knew he couldn't take his eyes off of me when he walked by and I couldn't take my eyes off him. I am sorely not ready for a relationship though I am busy with work and I am doing so well on my own right now. I need to stay focus at this party so my boss can also see just how dedicated I am. I can't mix work with pleasure now... The food was amazing! Fettuccine alfredo made by one of the best chefs in town...I made a note to sit as far away from Jihoon as possible, the friendliness that we experienced before didn’t feel the same tonight. Something in the air was quite different...the drinks were even stronger than usual tonight. Ironically Jihoon who had his eyes on me all night had ordered me a drink to start my night off. Way too many drinks later. We were singing at the top of our lungs, and I knew it was time for me to take my ass home. After a good sit down I finally decide it's time for me to make my leave. Avoiding Jihoon on the way out I head back across town to my apartment. When I finally get home I crash on the bed, I can't stop thinking about what it must feel like to have someone in your life who cares other than family. Carina has been dating Jihoon's older brother after a certain incident which details I won't disclose at this moment. However they seem so happy and I heard that there was going to be a special announcement at my Thanksgiving dinner. I had an impeccable feeling the entire rest of the evening however. That my life was going to change in leaps and bounds, faster than I thought it would.

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Met up at local festival with my Bestie Jihoon! He said his sister Nadia was throwing a celebratory dinner party tomorrow night to celebrate the success of Metro's look book and that I was invited. It's time to break out the mini dress! On my way home I also ran into my new neighbor Renè. He seems like a nice guy really. I heard he moved in a month ago but I haven't seen him. I always see a door open and close and that's about it. I guess he stays gone for the most part of the day and comes back really late? He says he works downtown which isn't too far. I wonder what kind of career he does down town..

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Finally made it back to the office. Found out I am going to be creating a look book with thee amazing DJ Izumi Bustamante! Can't wait for this to take off this girl has made style! I had tons of planning to do. The final result turned out beautiful and ended up getting published after all in the ‘Music Artist You Need Now’ . While we both acted as supporting models for her, it was Izumi that shined the brightest here!

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A mother's love.

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Woke up and got called to a whack ass party in the fields. No food, no drinks, no music. I got work in three hours too! I should of stayed my ass at home. On the other hand I am going to be making a look book with thee awesome DJ Izumi Bustamante in the Metro x I z u m i edition of our next magazine. This magazine will not only feature her favorite clothing picks from different designers but also about her upcoming tour.

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Remodel of 930 Medina Studios

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Carina is looking utterly gorgeous in her second trimester and we both were able to find jobs at Metro. My boss wanted to go out for karaoke, however Carina was feeling very tired but after some resting and convincing I was able to get her out of the house and having a great time at Pulse karaoke bar.  Tomorrow is my first day at work, however along with the contract I signed with Ms. Park I was told we would have to relocate across town to a spot closer to the office so theres that..just when I was getting super comfortable with my surroundings and block. I think we are moving to the towers across town! Pics when we are all settled!

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Ran into this amazing chica @onlynadiapark after leaving the gym. Turns out she works for a Metro mag and says there are some slots open for submission. Going to try my luck!

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