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ohwynne · 11 hours

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Victoria Chang, from The Trees Witness Everything; “Garden”

[Text ID: “Something is growing. / Plath said growing hurts at first, / but when does the hurting stop?”]

#muse.

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ohwynne · 11 hours

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[User is confused. User leaves this messages on read.]

🐙🐙cum4gud🐙🐙

we want 👹😈👹 u!!!!

biblically

👁‍🗨👅👁‍🗨

😻 in bio

#nora.#nora: 009.#dash.

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ohwynne · 12 hours

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[pm] You're amazing. I'll order some food or something. Do you wanna come here or should I come over?

It's the most important thing, I guess. Ireland is stupid and I'm glad I'm back. Nora's back too. Just ... not here. But at least in this country. I think. [...] Cass, were you ever in an aos sí? Was yours also Did you hav

I guess so.

[pm] [user gets excited at 'animated' then takes note of 'without blood' and crosses x-men '97 off her list.] Okay. I'll find something cool for us to watch.

Yeah. Alive is important. I'm glad you're alive. We don't have to look at the leg. It's stupid, anyway. It's a stupid leg. [...] Ireland is stupid, too. If it sucks and it's smelly, why did everyone decide that they just had to go there?

The leg is Wicked's Rest normal.

#cass.#casS: 006.#dash.

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ohwynne · 12 hours

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[User worries some kind of conspiracy took over Nora.] If this is you and you are reading this then you should know that if you are lonely you can just come here and I'd really like you to. Also the eggplant is a penis. Don't send me that.

come c us were lonely 4 uuuuuu~~~~~~~ 😘🍆💦

#nora.#nora: 009.#dash.

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ohwynne · 12 hours

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@recoveringdreamer replied to your post “[pm] Hi, Wynne. There's a giant bird leg. Do you...”:

[pm] Isn't he supposed to come back?

[pm] He already did right? That's what easter is right? Jesus coming out of an egg. Or cave. I don't remember.

#recoveringdreamer #felix.#felix: 004.#dash.

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ohwynne · 16 hours

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Nora, you know I have a girlfriend [User realizes who they're talking to. User remembers their situations.] Where are you??

are you single? 👁‍🗨👅👁‍🗨😜😜😜

😉 wanna c more? 🍑💦free4u babe!!!!!

CLICK LINK

#nora.#nora: 009.#dash.

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ohwynne · 21 hours

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Wynne📲📞Ariadne

TIMING: The night of the Ireland gang's arrival.

Wynne: [User sounds like they've just woken up because they have when the line clicks.] Aria? Hi. I'm alone, I can — I'm back. I'm at Emilio's house, he put me ... he put me to bed, I must have fallen asleep. Hi. Ariadne: [User picks up the phone right away when she sees Wynne’s photo and name come up.] Hi. I love you. I — you’re with Emilio? That’s good. You deserve sleep. Wynne: I love you too. I missed you so much. I'm so tired. I don't know what time it is in Ireland but I don't think I slept much there anyway. I missed your voice. Ariadne: I missed your voice. I am sorry you didn’t sleep much there. I missed you so, so much. Have you eaten? Wynne: Not much. I think there's a rock in my stomach. A metaphorical one. I will eat when it's morning. It's so late now or early, I don't know. Can I see you tomorrow? Ariadne: Okay. Even just some toast is good. I used to love that. I still like it. I — good. It doesn’t matter if it’s late or early, what matters is that you’re here. You can. Absolutely. Wynne: I have missed having a fridge with food even if I'm not hungry. Banshees have weird food. I ate dry boneios and I thought my mouth was a desert and they tasted so bad and — [User freaks out about the memory of boneios] I'm here, you're right. Ariadne: That sounds terrible. We can get take out whenever you want. Or my mom or dad can make food for us. Have you ever had lemon poundcake? You are here. And I love you. Do you have enough blankets? Wynne: I would like that. Maybe our favorite. And that too that sounds good. And maybe I won't eat it all or anything because of the bricks in my belly but I'll try okay? I have enough. There are a lot of blankets in this house. Ariadne: We should do our favorite. I’d like that. You don’t have to eat anything. It will just be there as a just in case. I am glad there are a lot of blankets. Wynne: Okay. Me too. I'd like that. I would like that too. I'll just be glad to be with you. Do you want to come over here? Or should I come there? I am at Emilio's right now. Ariadne: Good. I will just be glad to have you with me. To be with you. I don’t want you to have to go anywhere right now. But tomorrow, maybe? Do you — can — I’d love if you came over here. If you’re up for that? Wynne: Why don't you — [User pauses] I can come over tomorrow, for sure. I'll let you know. Okay? What time. You could — [Beat] I'm happy to hear your voice. Ariadne: I will be available at any time you need me. [user feels a bit guilty] I am happy to hear your voice too. I can stay on all night, if you want? If that would help you… Wynne: [User is silent for a moment] It would. I might fall asleep. Is that okay? I'd like to fall asleep with you here. Or, there, but here all the same. Ariadne: [user feels oddly relieved] Yes. I offered because I miss being with you when you fall asleep. You can absolutely fall asleep with me on the phone. I will be here. Wynne: Okay. [User closes their eyes, their phone on their pillow next to them] I love you. Ariadne: [user blows Wynne a kiss over the phone] I love you too. When we first met, just by chance, I thought you were one of the coolest people ever. I still get giddy when I think about our first kiss. I love you so much. [user wants to say forever but is feeling a bit Emotional rn and doesn’t want to cry so she doesn’t] Wynne: That's funny [Sleepy giggles] Because I thought you were so cool too. And now you're my girlfriend. I love you. [User yawns] I'm sleepy Ariadne: Couldn’t ask for a better person to be a girlfriend to. [user smiles, for probably one of the first times in a while] I love you. It makes sense that you’re sleepy. That’s good. Wynne: And I couldn't ask for a better girlfriend. Alright. I love you. Good night. Ariadne: Goodnight. I’ll be here. Sleep well. Love you again. We’re getting extra spring rolls tomorrow.

#ariadne.#ariadne: 012.#dash.#calls.

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ohwynne · 23 hours

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[pm, unsent, as user has regrets about unsent message] I'm sorry I shouldn't blame you I should have chosen different but still you could have said no, people say no, you know? Regan looked so pale in the car I was afraid she'd die on the plane. I don't understand you. I wish I would understand if you were bad or good or somewhere in the inbetween but you hurt her and I did too so maybe we are both there

[no message received; user feels this strange desire to explain that she is not on the same level as Wynne...and also that Wynne should give her all their bones.]

#siobhan.#want it on blog

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ohwynne · 23 hours

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[pm, unsent] Why did you do it? Why would you? [...] Do you think if I said fibula [...] it would [...] be different? Why did you do it? Why would you? Are you happy? Are you happy you get to stay there? Why would you be happy? Why would you do it? We hurt her. We

[no message received. user wonders if Wynne feels guilty probably]

#siobhan.#want it on blog

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ohwynne · 1 day

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[pm] [.......] I am sorry. That's not right. I'm sorry. Do you think Siobhan didn't want to do it? I didn't want to say tibia if it meant this. Why did she do it Why do we

Someone died for me because I was too cowardly Why is surviving always so hard, Metzli? I keep surviving when people say I'm going to die. And I am glad but it is hard.

Will you rip off their heads

I was not forced to say tibia. [...] But thank you, Metzli. I don't want this to make me forget who I am. [...] I think it's made me more aware.

[pm] My vampire family took my arm. The man who made me did this as punishment. He did not regret it. When I see Siobhan her eyes are […] so sad. There is guilt.

What she did is not right. It is horrible and wrong. It is ugly. Sometimes surviving is this too. I understand this because my surviving

I will be safe.

Do not forget that you were forced to do what you did. Do not forget who you are inside. You are good and you love like a person who understands what it means. Do not let them take this like they took parts of our friend.

#metzli.#metzli: 009.#dash.

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ohwynne · 1 day

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[pm] I heard it might be dead so I dislike it if that's true, because then it will smell like there maybe

I can only sleep when Ariadne is here because she has a magic touch. But otherwise I have nightmares too. Everything blurs together in them. I hate it.

[pm] We'll have to see what it does before I cast a final verdict.

Emilio told me. I'm tired but I can't sleep. I have [...] nightmares when I try to sleep. I relive Cliodhna over and over again and I feel the twist of the blade in my

#elias.#elias: 006.#dash.

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ohwynne · 1 day

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[pm] Hi, Wynne. There's a giant bird leg. Do you think it's Jesus?

[pm] I don't think so. Isn't he in heaven or something? I don't care I don't know. Maybe it's a new Jesus.

#dash.#felix.#felix: 004.

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ohwynne · 1 day

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[UNSENT, pm] I'm sorr [UNSENT, pm] Give me your bo [UNSENT, pm] I'm sorry you [sent anonymously:] Tibia.

[User has a minor meltdown over this. User deletes message. User's mind echoes tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula-tibia-fibula endlessly.]

#siobhan.#anon.

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ohwynne · 1 day

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[pm] Something without wings or blood or I don't know. Something nice. Maybe something animated. Without blood.

I'm not. I don't think I am. But I will be. I'm alive, you know? I think that's the most important thing I always want from life. If the leg might be dead I don't want to see the leg. Maybe it smells like Ireland.

Except for the leg, right? [User wants to laugh. User isn't amused.]

@ohwynne from here:

[pm] Do you want to watch a movie soon? Or something else. I haven't gone to see the leg. I'm just sleeping a lot. Is the leg alive? How have you been?

[pm] Yeah. We can watch a movie. What movie do you want to watch?

Are you [...] okay? Usually when people sleep a lot, it's bad. I don't think the leg is alive, but I don't know for sure. I don't know how to, like, check the pulse on a giant leg that sticks out of the ground. Grey's Anatomy didn't say.

Everyone went to Ireland. You know? You left, and Nora left, and Metzli left, and nobody even told me until it was already decided or until they were already gone, and that's Like, was I just not worth telling? Nobody could have given a little 'hey Cass, I'm planning a trip to Ireland' moment? Or 'hey, Cass, do you want to come to Ireland?' I don't want to go, but someone could have just asked me. Nobody ever asks

[user takes a moment. she's upset. her father notices. he puts a hand on her shoulder, and she feels better. she leans into him. these days, he feels more and more like the only steady thing.]

I'm good. Everything here has been normal.

#cass.#cass: 006.#dash.

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ohwynne · 1 day

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[pm] She cut off Regan's wings because I She could have I know that. I know family is bad sometimes. This place was like my family even if it also wasn't. But we never cut off people's body parts at home. When we hurt them we made it quick. They made it quick for Does that mean it's okay that she cut did that? It's not okay that I None of this is okay

It makes sense but it's not okay and I think you are a good friend but I am mad but I'm just confused.

Just be safe. You should rip off their heads

@ohwynne

[pm] Oh. [....] Okay.

You should not stay there long. It's a bad place. They are awful people. [...] [del: Is Siobhan also awful? I don't know. I don't know. Why did tibia make her free and not Regan? She hurt Regan. She hurt her.]

Why does she need you? [del: She hurt Regan] [del: I hurt Regan]

[pm] She needs me because sometimes we do things even when knowing they are bad. More when our family wants us to. And it is hard when we stop wanting this. Wanting them. She wants a home that does not want her. She wants hope that is not there.

Does this have sense?

They have hurt her too.