ofwolvesandbutterflies

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Tbh... The lyrics that hit the hardest for me will always be

"can't be mad you're leaving if you were never here."

- automatic, Nieman

#I'm really sad

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[22:13]

“Evening, Captain,” I spoke. Dropping the outer layers of my heavy robes on the nearest bench, I pulled my hair back, tightened the sash around my waist and strode up to the startled, young man. 

“Your majesty!” The dark haired male exclaimed, pausing in his actions to bow. “Isn’t it a little late for you to be roaming the grounds-”

"Cut the formalities, Jaehyun. You know why I’m here.”

The uptight, professional grimace dropped from his face and he smirked. Lithe, lean, agile, the captain of the royal guard, Jung Jaehyun smirked with newfound reassurance. Within milliseconds, he had sunk back into a defensive position, knives out and ready. 

“…Of course I do.” 

Tossing my hair over my shoulder, I mirrored his smile and rolled my neck. “As expected, then. Just like your inevitable defeat.” 

“In your dreams, princess.” 

“That’s queen to you, sir.”

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a/n: @jaehyun-eclipsed for you because i suck at deadlines TT

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190926 - winwin

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*cocks gun* Tweet tweet mother fucker

You were born with the ability of a Disney Princess. You can speak to animals and birds love it when you sing. As the most feared mafia boss in New York, it’s tough, but you make it.

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taehyung in ‘my universe’ documentary ✰

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holding for baekhyun: day [129/640]

EXO’s BAEKHYUN for MLB Korea, Spring/Summer 2018

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*screams into the void*

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the goodest boy cr. namuspromised

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210717 taeoxo_nct update

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You have been sentenced to death in a magical court. The court allows all prisoners to pick how they die and they will carry it out immediately. You have it all figured out until the prisoner before you picks old age and is instantly transformed into a dying old man. Your turn approaches.

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#i fuckinh feel that

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♡ (cr. namuspromised)

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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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Taehyung at Room Live Festa 2021

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how dashing

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happier

title happier pairing park jisung x gender neutral!reader summary you know you’re being selfish— but you hope she doesn’t make jisung as happy as you did. warnings angst, post break up word count 1,412 author’s note jisung is not an asshole in this dw i could never see him like that LMAO. as usual, let me know what you think bc it encourages me to continue writing!! “Jisung has a girlfriend,” Jaemin fumbles with a stray string from his cardigan, looking at you from the corner of his eyes to gauge your reaction. You pause mid-bite, grip around your fork tightening before you relaxed your expression, slowly nodding. “Her name’s Minji.” “Good for him,” you mumble through a mouthful of food as your foot starts tapping on the tile. Minji as in Lee Minji? The girl in his dance class? You hope your eyes don’t tell Jaemin anything, the last thing you wanted to talk about right now was your ex-boyfriend and his new girlfriend. You press your lips together, no longer feeling hungry and set your fork down, “Do you want the rest of my food?” When he shakes his head, you sigh and nod, closing the box up so you can eat it later. Jaemin opens his mouth before closing it as the two of you notice your friends walking over to the lunch table and stands up, “Alright, I’m going to sit with the guys, then …”

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#shiiiiiit #that hit different #that like hurt #oof