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Okay, I got some small stuff done. Changed up my muse list a bit, changed up the header image on my blog proper. I think that's good for now.

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Imma probably see about revamping a lot of shit on here-- Including my muse list among other things. And we won't talk about my tags, I'll need to recall those.

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..... Holy shit. It's been almost seven or eight months since I last did something here, hasn't it?

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I really need to get better about updating things on here— Though honestly that’s not gonna be happening in the immediate future, and I can’t give a definitive answer on when it *will* happen. Setting aside the fact that I’ve been focusing on work and getting more hours and days, I was uh… in a bad wreck on Tuesday. I won’t go into detail on it, but aside from missing a week of work resting I am okay. In the meantime, if people want to catch me around, I’m still as active as ever over on discord.

#[ the source of the eternal fount of suffering || ooc ] #Yeah I just popped on finally to share that #I’ll be around here for a bit longer #But I’m primarily on discord right now like I have been

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I swear to the dead gods I am still alive-- Life just has be busy as fuck with a number of things, and I just haven't been able to put any free time towards fully doing things on here.

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" ... I haven't done anything for them in a while, have I? Maybe I should make them a cake or take them out somewhere. "

#[ those once bound by word and law testing as they please || ic ] #[ silas ] #Yes he is referring to children #And is he thinking of a specific one right now? #Maybe #But I'll leave that to imaginations

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“DAMN.” Questions for Muses.

BLOOD. -What types of injuries has your muse sustained? What was the worst? 

DNA. -What was your muses home life like?

YAH. -Something your muse agrees on 100% of the time.

ELEMENT. -What is your muse “made of”, what is their character like? Courageous, loving, scared, etc.

FEEL. -How does your character react to a persons touch? A random stranger’s? A loved one’s? A friend’s?

LOYALTY. -Does your character have any loyalty to any group?

PRIDE. -What is your muses biggest flaw?

HUMBLE. -How does your muse handle praise?

LUST. -Who does your muse find attractive?

LOVE. -Does your muse have a “special someone”

XXX. -What’s the raunchiest thing your muse has ever done?

FEAR. -What are your muses biggest fears?

GOD. -Does your muse believe in a god? If so, describe it.

DUCKWORTH. -Has your muse ever thought about committing or committed a crime?

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I am going to throw a fox overboard.

#[ the source of the eternal fount of suffering || ooc ] #No #I will not give context beyond I am playing HSR on one of my days off #I’ll try to start throwing memes up on Saturday #You all are stuck with stuff like this until then

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“Step on me Daddy Nanook” is the reason he wants to destroy everything, you can’t change my mind. And no, I will not give any more context to this than it is a discord horror joke I made.

#[ the source of the eternal fount of suffering || ooc ] #Yes #My first post in over a month and it is a shitpost #I’m not gonna apologize #I will share though that I’m almost done with finals for the semester #Next Tuesday us a presentation for my Capstone that I am not attending in person because of work #But after that they are done and over with #Meaning you guys might see me around here again

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Soon. I’m almost done with the semester, and after that I should have the ability to try doing things on here again.

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Not gonna lie. As much as I love Resident Evil, and Resident Evil 4 in particular, I’m really on the fence about getting the latest remake. They did a lot of changes for two and three, which made some sense because they didn’t really have much more going for them than just “survive” but 4 had an actual storyline and I’m not sure how much they’ve changed— I have seen some clips though and know that they HAVE changed things.

#[ the source of the eternal fount of suffering || ooc ] #[ tbd ] #And then there is the fact that LITERALLY EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHER IS PLAYING IT #Like I can’t look at youtube without like five different people who are playing it popping up

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I blame my girlfriend for tempting me to make an actual drawing for a mansion in Revit

#[ the source of the eternal fount of suffering || ooc ] #[ tbd ] #Yes #I have the skill to do it #Do not test me

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Popping on to share that for the next two months my activity is likely going to be a large zero on here. Like I know it hasn't been the greatest with me trying to job hunt among other things, but now that my later two classes this semester have started things have kicked up in some ways. One of those being my capstone project, so that means lots of work. If anyone wants to pester or talk to me though, my discord is open to mutuals-- cause I'm pretty much always there in some capacity at least.

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&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

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God I haven't been dragged into this much Fate stuff in... fuck, I've lost count of the years now. My brain keeps drifting towards what I hit first with the franchise, and it has me thinking about something that'll probably be discord only for good. So if I'm gone like this as a norm (even with my rules specifically saying stuff) I'll probably be doing stuff with that if my brain works right. I'll still try to be around here though for stuff.

#[ the source of the eternal fount of suffering || ooc ] #I blame my marshmallow for this #And yes #I actually keep a lot of my ideas off of tumblr #Mainly because all of them are pretty massive works in progress #And I don't always have time to work on them #A good example of my ability to consistently work on things would be the about pages of my muses on the blog here #I have templates made and a few of them done #But the vast majority of them have not really been done #EVEN THOUGH I DO HAVE THINGS FOR THEM SET #Ngl that's part of the reason I say to hit me with questions if people are curious #But all of this aside I think I'm gonna go and ponder that idea some more

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♡ >> send me a kink and I'll have my muse rate it << ♡

scale: fuck no, gross, not for them, eh, no opinion, kinda, hot, fuck yes, p l e a s e do this

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I won’t lie, when I see just how much that meme exploded I still choke

#[ the source of the eternal fount of suffering || ooc ] #I know it isn’t all rp blogs but still #DAMN #It was at the top of the trending bit for awhile there #Dunno if it still is but I know it was for a fair while