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INTERSTELLAR | 2014 dir. Christopher Nolan

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lil rant about summer and couple things and family problem (strict households and stuff)

this summer is not gonna be it for me. i've been gone a long while. but i have a partner whom i'm very attached to. we live together when he haven't been together for that long, we've been friends a while before though. we clicked so well and our personalities just match. it's a type of relationship where you just fit so well, you feel like you know it but the feeling is only relatable when you've been through it. it's infuriating and amazing how much i love him. we're gross

we're both in college (20+) and his parents are punishing him (manipulating) to stay home all summer, no coming back to our apartment at all and he can't say a word because we're not financially independent yet and he can't risk losing contact to his siblings. it's so fucked. i can't even be with him for our anniversary. a whole week leaves me so sad. how am i gonna do two/three months. am i being dramatic? maybe it's the added factors that i know he can't come see me because he'll be working and i can't go see him for the same reason, we have to work to be more independent. he's in a very strict household and we barely get any time in call. it's gonna be a few hard months. he says he feels he's being punished. but for what? situations he has no control over. it's insane. am i being unfair or unreasonable?

#elle rants ☄ #lil rant #gross couples shit #shitpost

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my dna test came back it says i’m a good girl and deserve lots of kisses

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me when i'm happy: i deserve a little treat

me when i'm sad: fuck it i deserve a little treat

me when i'm neutral: you know what'd make this day so much better........a lil treat

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the sexual tension between me and the book I'm trying not to buy

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brb changing every cell of my being to be about him.

#across the spider verse spoilers #spiderman spoilers

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#spoilers!!! #spiderman across the spiderverse #spiderman atsv

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Miguel O’Hara, the Spider-Man of 2099! . . . . . . #spiderman #spiderman2099 #comics #marvel #marvelcomics #spiderverse #spidermanacrossthespiderverse #miguelohara #2099 https://www.instagram.com/p/CmSuR6ttqCF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Already going FERAL

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i wrote something i'm not sure what it is. just felt like sharing. i feel like i might not feel so lonely now. it feels like a different type of loneliness, maybe. i used to miss something and i never knew what it was. just knew something was missing. now my loneliness feels different. and i miss someone.

#is this even considered poetry? #slam poetry #still too much credit for myself #shitty poem #shitty poetry #shitpost

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pov: your toxic traits are isolation and avoidance but your love languages are quality time and physical touch

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it is literally called a “happy” trail for a reason.. If you feel any emotion other than joy upon seeing it you should be sent to live on a deserted island by yourself forever. or blow up. either way get out of my presence

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but how can I do this five minute task if I'm leaving in thirty minutes

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some of you guys have GOT to remember about fun

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JOEL MILLER | The Last of Us OBERYN MARTELL | Game of Thrones